#N263/9TH-TM|05/14/2022|6:52pm
It may or may not take a long time, but surely time is needed to make all of these be fine...
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Good day everyone!☺️ How are you today? What makes your day busy? How's your grindings over there? Are you still disappointed about the current value of our BCH or Bitcoincash? I hope you will not make yourselves so stress out because of that.
Its me renren16, trying to write another blog again. Though I am not still fine, its just, I can't take another day without writing and publishing, especially that its one of my ways to divert my attention of not feeling lonely for what had happened to me.
Moving on is something that easier to say but can hardly be done. Ironic it is, right? To some people, it only take a day, a week, or a month. But for others, it can take years.
I can't imagine myself that I can experience this thing again. I mean, being broken for losing someone I expected to be with for the rest of my life. If you have remembered months ago, the enthusiasm in me to share our lovely moments together made me look like an arrogant. Why do I said so? Its because everytime I published an articles about us, the thrill and excitement in me is of very much high. I was just too confident, to the point that I was so complacent, not knowing that there is something happened around me that leads to painful situation which I'm currently facing. I really had thought that our six years relationship will keep on going. I am disappointed, who will not be? But it already happened. He chose the other one over me. And I don't have any other choice but to let go and go on with my life even without him. I love him. I truly am. But like I said, I had enough and I should put myself now in the top priority. Yes, I admit the pain is still there. And still, I don't really know exactly when will it fade. Only God knows when.
I can still recall those times that I had a sweet conversations with him. I can still remember those fights we had and then together solved it. Ohh, I think I am just the only one that thinking it really was solved. (Sighing)... Its not easy letting go, especially because he had a special part in my life. Like, I already gave my all. But still not good enough for me to be truly loved by him. I know he love me but not as faithful as it should be. I am still in a state of confusion. Where did I go wrong? Is it not enough? Why?
Gladly, I had my mama and papa with me. They are the ones that helping me go through this situation I currently into. As for my Aunts, I already talked to them and explained everything. Somehow, they have shown to me that I am being favored. Its just a little late for them to realized I was hurt. But I am okay with that, what matters to me is that I already do my part to let them know the truth behind this issue.
If you are going to ask me, when will I be ready for the next relationship? I can't still answer that. All I want is to cut this off and refresh my life. Do the things I love and try to explore new things around me. If you have thought that I can forget you. No! It will never be. To all of you my read.cash family, thank you so much for being their with me. Thank you for hearing me out. And of course, thank you so much for all the uplifting advices I received from you. I really do appreciate it.
Like I said, "Only God knows when." In His time and will, this pain I felt right now, eventually it will fade. As for MGD, I hope he will be loved and cared more than how I am to him. I have no room for not feeling angry but I know, it will just fade. I can forgive him. Honestly, I can. Maybe, not today, not tomorrow. Surely I can, someday.
That would be all for this blog. Thank you for spending your time my read.cash family. Take good care of yourselves!❣️
MAY THE GRACE OF THE LORD BE WITH ALL GOD'S PEOPLE!😇
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I want to extend my deepest gratitude towards the people that keep supporting my works in here. To my avid readers, likers, subscribers, and upvoters. As well as my sponsors; (old, new, and renewed ones). Having you as my Readcash family and virtual friends, gives me the an immense sense of satisfaction. Thank for the love and support you have given to me. Thank you for being my everyday inspiration and motivation to keep doing this thing. Thank you for making my Readcash journey fruitful. May the Lord God bless us more fruitful days, months, and years to come!
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Just Love!❤️
@renren16
See you in my next article!😊
xoxo(*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
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Only God knows you will heal at the perfect time. Puhon!