Handwritten Love Letters
Have you ever made a love letter for the person you love? Do you want to receive a love letter from the person you love? Or have you already received a love letter? When did you receive it? Do you still remember who gave you hand written love letters? How did you react to such a letter? What is your opinion about love letter friends? May I know your love letter stories.
According to Wikipedia, a love letter is an expression of love in written form. However delivered, the letter may be anything from a short and simple message of love to a lengthy explanation and description of feelings.
***" Handwritten love letter will never ever go out of style"***
For me a love letter is the most romantic way to show true love to someone whether they are far away or even nearby. A love letter cannot be matched by any gift such as stuffed toys, flowers, chocolates and even expensive jewelries etcetera. For me, it gives more time and effort to write it despite any task or work of the person you love. Love letters can still be seen or re -read no matter how long it has been if they are kept properly.
This week I was busy helping my husband cemented our floor inside the house (it was still on the ground before so we changed it). As we dried the floor I decided to remove every dirty, cleaned every corner and change the arrangements inside, I was sweating profusely at what I was doing until I saw something. Something interesting to look at, read and it relive the happy and sad memories in one specific stories and challenges in my life with my man.
***" Call me old fashioned but I still thinks that handwritten love letters are romantic."***
Six (6) years ago when it started being written it was also the start where we became officially in a relationship. That year we didn't have much cellphones for communication so every month we had letters given to each other. It's fun, romantic excitement and tearful to go back and read each letter, it's like you went back to where we started until we reached at the point where we are now.
****FUN****
We wrote a lot of nonsense words, corny sentence and laughable jokes. It's so happy to feel that that's how we value ourselves then until now. It’s fun to read that with each passing month we have had many noticeable changes in our relationship that have caused us to become more resilient with each challenge in our relationship. With each writing we get to know ourselves better. With every word we feel real joy and love for each other. The best and the most funny letter I received is not being written in yellow pad paper like most of the letter but it is written in xerox copy of her personal Cedula. Just to greet me on Happy Valentine's day, he said he didn't see any other paper so he just wrote there.
[According to money.max.ph article, A cedula is a document issued to Filipinos upon payment of a residence tax. At present, the cedula is one of the basic requirements for most government transactions. It can also serve as valid identification for individuals and corporations residing or located in the same municipality where it is acquired. Jul 28, 2021.]
****ROMANTIC EXCITEMENT****
You immediately feel the butterfly in your stomach when you receive a letter from the person you love.
(That fluttery feeling is familiar to any person who has ever fallen in love, had a crush. “Butterflies in the stomach” is one of many ways of describing the all-consuming physical sensation of romantic anxiety.)
****TEARFUL****
It was tearful because there I saw how many trials we had gone through together but never once did we think of letting go of each other. The word "let's split up" is not in all the letters despite the various problems we both went through in family, work, school, friends or classmates and so on. He is the one by my side in every fight I have in whatever I have gone through that I need someone to be with and I am the same with him.
Are you single?
Are you in a relationship?
Are you marriage now?
Regardless of your status now, choose to give hand written letters to family, boyfriend/girlfriend, friends or anyone because for me they will see your genuine love better by writing letter. I know it's an adult style and no longer suitable for today's generation but based on my experience I highly appreciated being given a love letter more than anything.
**WRITER THOUGHTS**
It's fun to think that despite the changing trends in today's generation there are still people who continue to choose to give the letter to the people they want to give it to, even though they can give it as a message on the various social media platforms they have. . May I still see, read or hear people like us who choose to give a letter over others. Don't be ashamed of the man or woman who just gave you a letter on any occasion you had that day, be proud of that person because they are just a few. Think that you are luckier than everyone because the person with the real intention came to you. It's true that not everyone who gave you the letter stayed in your life but think carefully that they are the rare men because they go through their true love in writing the letter.
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Kalopsia_11
Tuesday May 17, 2022
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There Is No God In Election ?
Election day are done everyone also done they part which is to vote for they chosen leader. A leader that for them deserving to seat down on one specific chair for any kind of position in the government, a leader who serve, protect and help every Filipino citizens. At this point Commission on Election or COMELEC already proclaimed local candidates while national candidates are still in partial and unofficial tally results.
I'm also done my part despite the bad weather, I still went to the precinct to vote for the candidate I was fighting for. When I got to school I remembered my elementary days much has changed yet I still recalled I still have fond memories of my youth at this school. As I lined up I saw this tree, this is the tree we used to take shelter when the sun is hot and every time we ate or played chase, chinese garter, and various other games with my classmates then. It used to be small, now it's too tall and big. This tree reminds me that time will really pass so quickly that we are not aware of it because so many things have happened in each other's lives.
Back to the political talk, as I was looking at my social media accounts I read various news about politics such as the partial and unofficial tally result came out that the red and green candidates for the president and vice president were leading the way number of votes than other candidates of a different color. I will not put the real names of the candidates, I will just use the color to represent who they are. For Filipinos like me, you already know who they are. And to my friends in other countries who read the article I wrote, just do your research on various social media platforms if you are interested in knowing who they are.
With the intensity of politics in the country, it is sad to read on social media posts that are not desirable. Whatever the outcome of the election, let us not forget that we will still support each other and work together in the end; friends, family, relatives and neighbors. In the long time I have been scrolling through the posts online I have seen posts that are shocking, frustrating, sad to think about and also annoying. These are the words;
*"walang Diyos"*
*"sayang yung dasal ko, wala pa lang nakakarinig, walang Diyos talaga"*
*"kaya hindi ako naniniwalang may Diyos eh.. wala talaga sa dasal yan minsan nasa tao na"*
*"Dati di ako naniniwala sa impyerno. Ngayon naniniwala na ako. Impyerno nga ang Pinas"*
*"Leni losing is another proof that prayers don't work"*
*"PAGNANALO SI LENI MANINIWALA NA AKONG MAY DIYOS"*
*"ano na? Sabi sa inyo wala nang Diyos eh. Nanghihina na ako"*
*"Sabi na, walang Diyos eh"*
*"Sayang pagdarasal ko sa Diyos p*ta wala nga pala nun"*
**TRANSLATION**
"no God"
"It's a pity my prayer, no one has heard yet, there really no God"
"so I don't believe there is a God eh .. there's really nothing in prayer that sometimes it's in people"
"I don't believe in hell. Now I believe. The Philippines is hell"
"Leni losing is another proof that prayers don't work"
"WINNING LENI BELIEVE THAT I HAVE GOD"
"What's up? I told you there is no God. I'm fainting"
"Say that, there is no God eh"
"It's too late for me to pray to God because it's gone"
**Prayer** is a sacred and very good way to communicate with God, but if your prayers are not true and not in good deeds, they will never be fulfilled. It is sad to think that people have reached this point. It is true that sometimes our prayers do not come true or are not answered but I hope you do not speak like that just because of the election result and the political candidate you want was defeated. Let us learn to put aside anger and not give in to emotions. The election is not just with a one voter spinning the result but 43,331,229 persons (voters) or 56.64 percent of the total population in the Philippines.
CONCLUSION
Prayer is very powerful. If you don't believe in God, give even a little respect. Don’t openly let the world know your true color, which is black. Don't let that color swallow you up forever just because of politics, just because the person you want to be president or whatever has lost. Let us learn to accept the truth. Let us learn to accept defeat. Let us learn to respect the Creator. Let's learn to keep quiet to avoid any trouble.
`A MESSAGES TO NEWLY ELECTED GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS FROM A FILIPINO CITIZEN`
(even if there is no chance they can read atleast I was able to pay tribute to the new candidates in various government positions)
*I would like to say congratulations! I hope you will help us lift our lives out of adversity. Help us with any need we know that only you politicians can do. May you continue the good project and work of the Duterte Administration. I know that his activities are only for the development and peace of the Filipino people. May God guide you on your path to the new Philippines. Thank you.*
For clarification I'm not supporting nor I wasn't a member of any parties. I supposed to silent my choice of who I want to become a leader to avoid any conflict, whoever I want I only know nothing else. As what I said to my previous article, entitled WORST PH ELECTION (don't raise an eyebrow at the title of the article, just read it so you know.)
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Tuesday May 10, 2022
Worst PH Election
Fast few days I planned to deactivate my social media accounts for some reasons. One of the reason is this coming election, my news feed already flooded with so many post and repost about election and it makes me very confusing. Deactivating my account wasn't happened, my account had a lot of important transactions most especially that it is my only way of communication through my family.
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Social media platforms are politicians instrument of campaigning every individual nowadays amid this pandemic. In my fifth times I think of voting this coming May 09, I would like to say that this election year is the worst election campaign for me. I never ever want to talk about content so serious, I want to avoid expressing myself about election topic. But this point of time I want to open up my opinions about election. My heart want to explode anytime. When I grow older election become worst and worst as I witnessed.
***ELECTION***
***An election is a formal group decision-making process by which a population chooses an individual or multiple individuals to hold public office. An election is a way people can choose their candidate or their preferences in a representative democracy or other form of government.***
As a woman, daughter, mother and a wife I was so terrified about what will happened in my life and my love ones life. I was ones a school journalist I'm so aware of any news happened every day and until now I still carry the vigilance of what is going on around me. There's a lot of people yes but we don't undeniable that that we will be involved in political turmoil. We are all covered by it either we like it or not, we coincide with the issue or not, whether we avoid it or not, either we choose to be silent or not we still covered about politics. And the reason is our vote.
Few months of election campaign I already read different news in social media and most of the news wasn't good. I supposed to avoid watching television or any media platforms because it is depressing to see, hear or read news that affects innocent people just because of politics. Just because of they choices of who they want to vote or support parties. Here's the list of some news I read online I won't go into to detail to details;
Running for councilor in this election, dead after being shot
Local barangay captain burned they house just because they choose to support one running local politicians.
Cancel Culture
Bullied to death (suicide) by peers for supporting one senatorial candidate and one presidential and vice presidential candidate.
Harassment
Threats
Relationship breakdown
Rebellion against parents
Demanding everyone
Hubristic approach
Toxic treats
Disrespect of religion, culture, and tradition
We can't denied the fact that it is really happened in our country not just my country. I'm not proud of what impact of election nowadays to someone life. Indeed politicians have a significant role in one country, it helps us in another ways nor we can't deny that every election has an undesirable effect on every citizen, especially on innocent people. I was still young of being a voters but as of now I already been aware about trend whenever there is an election.
***Why is it important for citizen to vote?***
***The law does not require citizens to vote, but voting is a very important part of any democracy. By voting, citizens are participating in the democratic process. Citizens vote for leaders to represent them and their ideas, and the leaders support the citizens' interests.***
For clarification I'm not supporting nor I wasn't a member of any parties. I supposed to silent my choice of who I want to become a leader to avoid any conflict, whoever I want I only know nothing else. Before election day I researched who I want to become a leader in local and national. I choose to be in silence than dragging or rant in any of my social media accounts. I was hoping for peace election whatever the result will hopefully not mess up. Second clarification maybe I'm more aware of what really election is now than before because I already a parent. I only knew about studying and playing before, of course I was still a student.
CONCLUSION:
Votes are so precious like a gem it can make politicians power to do good or an opposite. Let’s protect our loved ones from destruction just because of politics. Choose to be silent in choosing what we want rather than make noise but we have many people trampled on. Please protect our family from any political related issues. Elections will only happen once but let's not let ourselves lose loved ones or destroy our relationship with each other. Please respect someone they have the right to choose whoever they want to be a leader.
May God guide and protect everyone this coming Monday and the rest of the days! Vote those leaders you know it will helps us Filipinos.
****DISCLAIMER******: ALL I WROTE ON THIS ARTICLE ARE ALL BASE ON MY OWN OPINIONS, OBSERVATION AND NEWS CIRCULATING ONLINE. I DIDN'T SUPPOSED TO EMBARRASSED MY OWN COUNTRY, THERE ARE STILL GOOD SIDES ABOUT THIS ELECTION MOST ESPECIALLY UNITY. I RESPECT SOMEONE'S DECISION, CHOICE AND RIGHTS. IT IS JUST AN ARTICLE OF REMINDER FOR EVERYONE.**
WRITERS THOUGHT
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Secret Cattleya Unexpected Blessing
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Way back 2016 a month before my Junior High School Completion Ceremony I found out I was pregnant. As a person who entered early in a motherhood journey it was so difficult most especially on me that I don't even know to do house chores. I was raised with my parents like a "princess" they cared me so much because of my illness history. You can read it on my article, entitled Battle Against My Fate and here's the link.
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I was so scared when I saw two positive lines on pregnancy test, what I thought in my mind that how could I raise a child in a first place? Can I really be a good mother? Do I really know how to change a baby diaper? Every questions about raising a child are running in my mind. It was so hard to think. Acceptance from my family is also hard most especially that they daughter wasn't that kind of person they know. I wasn't so opened about myself before to my family, they know about my first puppy love but not the other. What they know are only I study in school and go home after. The news seems a disaster for them, I can't blame them because they are parents who have a dream for their child to finish school, graduate and find stable job. That's a parent mindset. Later on having a first grandchild makes them so happy, parents love they child even after all the mistakes. I was so blessed of having them as my parent. The father of my child is the one and first boyfriend I introduced personally to my parents, and everything went well.
***MOTHERHOOD MEANING***
***Motherhood*** *is the state of being a mother. A person enters motherhood when they become a mother. This most commonly happens when their child is born, but it can also happen through adoption or by marrying or becoming a partner to someone with children. Motherhood is a gender-specific version of the term parenthood.*
My journey during my pregnancy isn't so good, people around me (even my family itself, relatives, friends, classmate and neighbors) criticize and judge me when they know I was pregnant. It takes me to deep depression I already been in attempt of abortion and suicide honestly because I can't hold anymore. I heared words from them like;
" smart but got pregnant early "
" pretty yet got pregnant "
" disgraced "
" smart yet stupid in love "
" not a good example " and many more.
**SELF THOUGHTS**
First being in love was the best feeling I ever had in my life I was lack of attention to the family so I find love from other, in him I saw everything I did not see. I never regret loving this kind of man in my entire life. I also treat well of the man I choose I'm fat now unlike before, he provided the daily needs. He also financially support my study until I graduated with high honor after I stopped when I got pregnant.
Second my pregnancy wasn't a mistakes, other people around said it's a mistake yet for me it's a blessing. A blessing that other woman doesn't have this kind opportunity to bear child from they own blood and flesh.
Third I never claimed that I am smart. Yes I was in any honor list but I just study hard and do ever projects needed to submit, that's the main reason why I have those good grades.
Forth it's my life none of your own business. No matter what happened I am living with the consequences of my own actions. Either it's favorite by the others or not.
Lastly I also never beg for some coins to others to purchase any needs for my child. My husband and I worked hard even though it was just the two of us from the baby's needs to hospital bills, even my parents and my husband's parents we never ask any penny. Just the two of us winning the fight. " Sabi nga namin dalawa mag-asawa pumasok kasi sa sitwasyong ito kaya kami rin ang lalabas; tatlo na nga lang kami."
***MOTHERHOOD SYMBOL***
***The moon is an inherently feminine symbol that's often associated with motherhood and fertility. It represents the rhythm of time, and its phases are symbolic for the cycle of life itself.***
I named my unexpected blessing by SECRET CATTLEYA. Yes you read it right her first name is SECRET not because literally we made it by secret but she was my best secret that gives me a lot of happiness, love, care and comfort. She is my big realization that whatever I experienced from the past or happen in the future, there are still a lot of reason to stay and choose alive. She is my strength beyond my weakness. She is my light in my darkest ways. She bloomed like Cattleya orchids the most beautiful and unusual flowers in the world. She is my biggest blessing even though other people called you a "mistake". She gives me a lot of smile and laugh which I had never experienced before. When I see my daughter, I can say that my heart has been strengthened despite how many hurtful words I have caught from those people who criticize and judge me. Secret Cattleya a named with a big impact on my life, a named that marked my motherhood.
After all I never regretted my decision that she was born into the world. I made mistake yet I know God tapped my shoulder to wake me up in the reality of my actions and choice. He always there to guide me. To those who criticize and judge me they already met Mr. Karma they have the worst situation right now. I feel sad for them but that's also they choice.
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Habibi Trend on Tiktok
Are you a Tiktok user? What do you feel about using the Tiktok app in today's pandemic situations? Do you see online the new trend this week? Are you tried the "Habibi song" in your Tiktok Account?
After a long day of doing all my house chores, I choose to relax and opened one of my social media accounts which is Facebook. Scrolling up and down then I end up to see videos which is Habibi Trend song. I was about to see this new trend only this day and it catch my attention. It was the new song trending now on Tiktok app, anyway I don't have Tiktok app. I like the music and the Arabian make-up filter in the said app although I don't know the real meaning so I go to my Google to know what it means. It my hobby to research first everything I don't know so I will better understand.
**Habibi** is an Arabic word that literally means “my love” (sometimes also translated as “my dear,” “my darling,” or “beloved.”). Habibi (male) and Habibti (female), both mean darling, and can be used with friends and good colleagues. It is one of the most widely used terms of endearments in the region.
Habibi meaning seems so meaningful and I was so happy to learned about Arabic words. Hijab and keffiyeh are sacred for the Muslim man and woman, it part of they religion. What I saw in the Habibi trend video are different there are other people used towel, shirt and any other be placed or cover they head just to join the trend. There are also who are topless or wear only shirt. We still can join the trend using the Arabian make-up filter without using or wearing anything on head. It isn't a fashion only, it is they religion. While watching the video I also felt that I also disrespectful by the person in Tiktok, I saw how my Muslims classmates value and give importance for Allah but other don't even think before doing something wrong.
Way back on my elementary school days I have lots of Muslims classmates and friends (huhu I miss them) they are really good and amazing people. I experienced to visit Muslim village before with my Muslim friend and it makes me gained knowledge about them. I love to travel and I sometimes stuck to a native villages. That's the mean reason why I don't want to wear anything from the village especially they traditional wear immediately when I visit another villages without the acknowledgement and guidance of the elder before.
Back to the Tiktok, I was so sad and disappointed how other people used the latest app to gained views and popularity without knowing the importance of other matter. App gives us the enjoyment and positivity when pandemic start but also in the other hand it also gives us harm and disrespect too. We can join the trend but in proper and respectful way. We need to respect others so they do the same to us.
Assalamualaikum.
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Battle Against My Fate
One week since I wasn’t able to post article online. It’s been awhile since I wasn’t able to interact other people in this platform and it’s been so long days since I don’t know what happened to my account, it makes me worried that what if my BCH was decreased. What if my account wasn’t there already and many more what if until all what if turns to surprised.
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All newly born babies has different stories about when, how, where and why they born in this world. Some inspire us and some are the opposite. I was born that my body color was violet and have a weak heart, I was rushed in a hospital every time I’m sick, that’s why they cared me most. Luckily my body color back to normal. When I was infant I already have a broken rib near my heart because my brother accidentally fall down that hit my body, and maybe that was my fate. My parents and my husband treat me well, I wasn’t allowed to do things that looks heavy for them. People around think I was the person live in good condition because of very well treatment. But “NO” it doesn’t help me to boost myself, I hate how they treat me. Although I like it honestly at first but not when the time goes by. It’s only felt and think me that I have a disability I wasn’t do things freely like a normal one.
One week ago I wasn’t able to appear or interact online, I experienced unexplained fever my body temperature went up and down from time to time. My body was shaking like I have my own earthquake inside my body, my head and whole body are in so much pain that result to sleepless nights. My husband want me to go to hospital but I refused several times I don’t want because of the following reasons;
**HOSPITAL HISTORY**
Hospitals (public or private) with complete equipment, machines, medical supplies and professional doctors are far from where I live. Doctors and other professional in different field of medicines sometimes they aren’t treat you well if you don’t look like rich or have enough money to pay for they services (I know every country have that kind of issues), some hospitals honestly need down payment first. There are also who unmannered medical personnel honestly even if they are educated person. I don’t really like to be in hospital for so long I don’t want to see people again who suffered so much for they illnesses yet no one prioritize and neglected to cure first. I don’t want to see again person who abandoned by their love ones because what so ever reason. I don’t want to see people dying in front or in my hospital bed side. I was been in hospital two times for illness treatment and Operation.
I will write article soon about that operation, I hope you will love to wait and know it.
**MONEY**
Of course hospitalization wasn’t free especially in my country we needed to pay for everything but here’s the best in my region there’s a lot of foundation or charity groups that’s helps to lessen bills. Yet I don’t want to be in hospital we still need enough money to buy foods, personal necessities, transportation fare and many more expenses. I don’t have enough savings to pay for all bills and expenses, most of all I don’t want to go out in hospital yet still in sick because of debt.
**TIME**
For a mother, time is so precious everything is so dark for me when I’m far from my daughter. Way back last year I was admitted for Urinary Tract Infection I only saw her through video call yet for me it wasn’t enough. I really missed her. I think I wasted so much time. Waste time that supposed to be time for work or for families.
Choices are always there and it is up to you whatever you choose. People around you knows everything than you, you are the patient either you like it or not you need to go to hospital for check-up or for admitting inside. I prefer to stay at home for the reason that I know this time I’ll beat this illness. Anyway hospitals are still the best to cure anything we suffered in our body (mild or worst) they have the best professional doctors, machines, equipment, tools and medical supplies.
Lot of people even my relatives before said that I won’t last long in this planet because of my unknown condition yet no one knows about yourself only you. Way back before I born hospitals are not like nowadays who have lots of newly equipment’s and machines to know more about what we suffered inside our bodies; viruses and other micro organisms that affect our health. You only need to stand for yourself and fight about your own fate. You’re the only one who have the power to control and fight back about all your invisible or visible battles. Luckily and praise God those whole skin body covered with color violet doesn’t returned, I only saw spotted bruises yet it’s normal for me. Bruises in my body only means that my menstruation is approaching or I’m anemic.
*DISCLAIMER: All I wrote in this article are base on my own experiences and opinion. It doesn’t mean you don’t need to go for hospitalization. If you think you can’t handle your illness you must need to go to near by hospital.*
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Mon April 25, 2022
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I can't stay long using my phone, I won't continue writing my article. That's why I'm just writing my update here. It's been one day since I started not feeling well. I think my illness before came back, I'm so careless past few days and there it is the result. Take care of yourself guys.
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Fast Talk To Confession
After I’ve done doing everything my house chores I sat on my bed and wandering something. I choose to hold my phone and I wrote this questions (came from any social media platforms) so that it helps me know myself more and know how far I am right now yet I felt different way.
• Zodiac Sign
♎ Libra
• Three Fears
Losing someone I love, worst illness and heights
• Three things I love
Planting flowers, travel and foods
• Last song I listened
Hambog Nang Sagpro Crew: Local Rap songs and Christian worship songs
• What color underwear I am wearing right now?
Purple, white and green
• The reason why I joined this platform
I was bored on my daily life routine and I want to earn of course.
• Three things upset me
Wrong accusations, judgement and discrimination
• Three things that makes me happy
Foods, Family and travelling
• What I find attractive in other people?
They well mannered character and God fearing
• Someone I miss
My old classmates friends from elementary to high school
• Someone I love
My family
• My relationship with my parents
It is so good so far where good after everything.
• Three things that annoys me easily
Dirty surrounding, unmannered character and people who spend more time on gadgets than important work
• My favorite animals
I like rabbit yet I don’t have any one.
• Something that’s currently worrying me
Daily expenses and Mother Earth
• Where I work
I work only at home.
• Something that’s constantly in my mind
Mother Earth current status
• Three habits I have
Sleeping, eating and thinking HAHA
• Future goals
Stable job, no worries for financial, good education and I can give my child needs for the future. I also have one I want to buy my own house and lot.
• My favorite foods
Pizza, spicy and cheesy foods
• What I did yesterday ?
I wash clothes, cooked for my kid, cleaned the surrounding and water my plants.
• Something I’m talented at
Maybe taking good care of things. I don’t have talent for dance or singing. I like art yet I don’t think that’s a talent for me. Ah I like designing.
• Number of kids I want
I already have one daughter right now but I want two a boy and a girl.
• Do I smoke or drink ?
I drunk occasionally. I don’t smoke it’s bad for my weak heart yet I tried it honestly way back my grades school days.
• Are you living in meaningful life ?
Yes of course.
• What’s one thing you can live without?
I can’t live without my God.
• What inspire you the most?
My family and my past experiences
• What do you think are the most beautiful things in the world?
This is my answer it’s always on my saying lists; *“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched — they must be felt with the heart.” By Helen Keller*
• Do you believe in heaven and hell?
Yes.
• Do you trust anyone in your life?
I already have a trust issue yet I still trust anyone I don’t have a right to immediately judge someone.
• Do you believe in true love?
Yes I do ❤️
• Would you consider yourself an introvert or extrovert?
I am an introvert person yet I’m willing to be an extrovert for the better.
• What’s the thing you most want to achieve before you die?
I want to make my family in a better and secure future without worries about the financial, honestly it seems financial needs is always the big problem for them even for me. I want to see them in stable and happy place before I die.
• What makes you most angry about your country?
I never got angry about my country, my country is my home a place where everything are fun. I got angry on my countrymen but not all for being raised unmannered, irresponsible and being unfair.
• When do you know that it is just another challenge or it’s already a sign?
Maybe for example in relationships challenge for me when both of you still fighting for each other and it’s already a sign if I am the only one fighting for the relationship.
• What are your most thankful for?
I am thankful for my life even if my mother don’t want me at first when she know she was pregnant again. I know it because I read his dairy which she didn’t know, what a painful feeling knowing everything at a young age.
• A confession
I tried to end my life many times because of my depression and anxiety, I have a painful and miserable journey in the past. I want to end because I can’t take it anymore there’s a lot of challenges given for me. I was alone. I am an introvert it is hard for me to open up and share to other about my feelings. I am with my faith to God since young yet for me it is not enough and I know I need someone who really understand me. Gladly I met someone and he helps me changed and fight my weakness.
After answering all I felt different way because when I read back everything it turns easy to hard pieces of questions. It is like a farmer digging to make a wheel of water the longer he dig the darkest inside the hole. Although it was dark inside, the farmer never disappoint himself because after all the fighting between obstacles, sacrifices and hard work of digging he already reach his purpose of why he made the hole.
Key words;
I. Farmer = myself
II. Digging = throwback of past
III. Darkest inside the hole = bad life experience
IV. Wheel of water = life purpose.
CONCLUSION: Continue living yourself you’re not a prisoner of your past, don’t ever jailed yourself. There’s a lot of reasons to continue. My mind was too young before so I ended up resolving my obstacles by doing stupidity. Lesson learned never solve a problem by another problem it will make even worst. When you think you’re alone at this point of time, I know that God give you a person or people who will be in your side no matter what life obstacles you will encounter.
Thank you reading my articles always, and those who stopped by on my articles thank you also. May the God bless you always, keep safe! ❤️
Bride's Number
Do you have a favorite number that you always use whenever it is needed just like phone password? Have you ever use a number to be your hidden identity? Is there any numbers that you never forget? Does this numbers gives a significant happiness in your entire life? What are this numbers? And what are the stories behind those numbers? I like to know yours too.
According to Wikipedia, number is a mathematical object used to count, measure, and label. The original examples are the natural numbers 1, 2, 3, 4, and so forth.
When we talked about numbers it is truly connected in our daily lives, we use it everyday like for example measuring, labeling, counting and many more. Numbers gives us individuals a happiness and sometimes sadness too. Happiness in a sense that if the numbers increased it gives us another level of excitement, hard work and inspiration for example when we got a higher grades in school and sadness when grades decreased. Numbers helps us in different ways without it maybe there is no great accurate explanation on our world. I love numbers but in other ways of using not on mathematics subject for me it is the most difficult yet I need to passed.
On my third article entitled Nickname Choice ( https://read.cash/@Kalopsia_11/nickname-choice-059882e2 ) which I said about the meaning of Kalopsia but I never said about the meaning of my number. So here it is.
Last year I married the man whom I loved with for almost six years. A man who I never expected to came in and be with me the rest of my life in Earth, God really amazing about writing stories He is the best among other all known writer. The man I choose to be are the man who stay with me even in a point that I think all the people around against and criticize me. December 11 a day that we exchange vows and promise together, a day where I don't know what I exactly felt. I was the happiest and the saddest bride.
HAPPIEST BRIDE
Talking about happiness on wedding day I was the most happiest person on that day, of course I am the bride. It was an occasion that I never expected all I want is a simple but meaningful day I never dreamed about expensive decorations, venue, gowns, and so on that look like we see beautiful wedding preparations online. All I want is to marry the one I loved for the rest of my life and grow old together with my child and my future child's. On that day I thought I only wear plain white dress that look like in a civil wedding, honestly that dress what I really want in the first place. I am that kind of woman who don't like to wear expensive, I have this attitude that I prioritize and spend the most needed everyday like foods than wasting penny in a nonsense things. When my day approaching there was a two woman (churchmate) who help me everything. I was so blessed that day it is so expensive to rent gowns from brides gown, groom suits and the rest of the people clothes to worn, yet they just lent it to me. My husband and I doesn't have enough money to pay everything but those people around me worked together to make it successful. And that date (11) marked so successful and memorable.
SADDEST BRIDE
I'll make it short and direct. Saddest bride in a sense that I didn't see the one member my own family the one who is the most important of the occasion, every bride wants to walk in an aisle with complete parents. It was my dreamed every brides dream even if all the decorations or whatever disappear, not just those people. The day was just over but no one came, no one showed up. And it was the most painful and saddest part she is still alive, he has not disappeared from the world. You know what was the reason behind why she wasn't showed up it is because of debt. A debt that I don't have any participation on using the money to pay or buy something. Honestly in the end I am still the one find ways to resolved the problem, how pity and unfair in my side. The saying is truth about " Forgive but never forget".
After all the experiences I have from the day I was born until this present time, this day marked the most in my heart with two different stories: happiest and saddest. God knows who really I am when we talked about family, they are my strength and my weakness too. After all they are my family whatever painful obstacles I suffered, whatever plenty of arrows thrown in my heart and even how many people around judge and criticize me. My love will never changes that's the reason why I stand for the man I married on December 11. He is the man who stayed with my side even in my downfall point of my life I never heard any complaint from him, he has a purest heart.
KALOPSIA_ 11 MEANING ?
KALOPSIA - the state in which everything, and everyone, looks beautiful or things appear more beautiful than they really are.
NUMBER 11 - date of memorable wedding and the stories of a bride.
No matter how the world against your happiness stand and choose what your heart really desire. Be strong and don't let our heart ruin by the obstacles we face and upcoming. No matter how hard, face it with your faith. Sabi nga nang asawa ko pag may problema kami " tatawanan lang natin 'to pagkatapos!".
Thank you for reading until the end! God bless you and keep safe! ❤️ thanks for continuing to read my works, I hope I can make more inspirational words.
Before I end I would like to give thanks to @Sequoiafor all. Sus bisayaon na lang salamat sa tanan most especially sa pagtabang sa akoa ani nga platform, naka what if nuon ko. I love you best ❤️ amping kanunay.
Posting my new article later. I hope my read.cash fam like it, I don't have a stable data connection that's why I haven't done writing until this time.
Have a great afternoon everyone! Keep safe and be friendly in our Mother Earth and to everyone around. ❤️
Nickname Choice
WHY DO I CHOOSE KALOPSIA AS MY NICKNAME?
Let me tell you my story I was an active user of social media platforms most especially FACEBOOK, I love to collect pictures online that have attractive background and inspirational quotes/saying. In fact I used it to post a Facebook myday to help express what I really feel on that specific day. My Facebook timeline commonly show up random pictures with thoughts which helps me to boost myself. One day when I scrolled up and down different kinds of picture online and I accidentally stopped to KALOPSIA word from that time those word stuck in my mind. Kalopsia word and meaning grabbed my interest, I easily forgot little things yet not this one.
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF KALOPSIA ?
"Who says beauty is only in the eye of the beholder."
Anyway based on Ancient Greek meaning the state in which everything, and everyone, looks beautiful. As a combination of the Greek roots "kallos", meaning "beauty", and "opsis", meaning "sight" (or opos, meaning eyes), in English kalopsia can also mean beautiful sight or with beautiful eyes.
" kal·op·si·a "
[kal-op–see–uh]
-noun
a condition, state or delusion in which things appear more beautiful than they really are.
(Meaning from collinsdictionary)
WHAT IS THE CONNECTION BETWEEN MY NICKNAME AND MYSELF?
Being an introvert person who enjoy spending time with one or two person than large groups or crowds, who easily drained energy when too many people around, who prefer being alone and so shy to share my ideas or thoughts. Maybe I need to go out on my comfort zone and try to find by myself the true beauty of things than I thought already know and to realize how amazing being in an opposite way. I grow up living in a dark or wants to be alone that's the main reason why I want to try on enjoying the beauty of light. For example before I never appreciate flowers my mind think that it was just a flowers for decoration or the person has nothing to do and I don't see the beauty on it. Time goes by most especially this pandemic days I already recognized how amazing they are, it is even more beautiful than I see before. The beauty of seeing the flower slowly bloomed, how the bees collecting nectars from it, the effort of planting flower seeds until they bloomed flower: from seed, sprouts, leaves, branches, flowers and so on.
DO I CHANGES ?
Honestly I am still the person whom I know before until this present day, I still want to be alone and still want to work alone. Yet when there was special gathering I tried my whole best to socialize. Nakakabagot rin din kasi pag walang kausap yun nga lang namimili ako nang kausap ayaw ko sa taong literal na ayaw ko. HAHAHA
YOU'RE KALOPSIA_11 RIGHT? HOW ABOUT THE NUMBER? WHAT'S THE MEANING ABOUT 11?
HAHAHA do you want to know? Are you curious? Well I write it the next article soon. Promise it makes you feel sad nor happy I don't know. Right now while typing my words I feel emotional.
Thank you for reading! Keep safe and God bless us all.
Last Name: Father's Pride
I was in this sea place when I started writing my story, it seems one another place to think about what I started to write. I think it's been awhile since I came back here, it is so refreshing I like the breeze of the air although I don't like how hot the sun today. When I started to sit in sea stone I immediately grab two banana and sea urchins with of course vinegar with lot of chili, it is one of the sea food I like the most. By the way this is not my story to tell, it was just my introduction and it helps my mind to refresh.
Way back my elementary school days it was so smooth and nothing makes me any problem, I was just an ordinary child that there's nothing to worry about. Childhood makes a lot of memorable and happy moments unlike this days but childhood mold us on who we really are now. Since my Day Care days I use my father's last name but it changed when my graduation day on elementary school approached and legal documents needed to filed as soon as possible. In a fact that my birth certificate wasn't mark my Father's last name but on my mother's last name, I feel ashamed when the people reaction and treats change. At first it doesn't have any issues on me since I was a child but time goes by, most especially when I started studying in highschool.
" Hindi ka pala anak nang Papa mo?"
(you are not your father's child?)
" Wala ka pa lang papa?"
(you don't have a father?)
"Ampon ka lang!"
(you are adopted child!)
"Ba't di mo gamit apelyido nang Papa mo?"
(Why you didn't use your Father's last name?)
"Pangalawa mo na pala yang ama ngayon?"
(Is that your second father now?)
"Inanakan lang ba Mama mo nang ibang lalaki?"
(Did your mother just give birth to another man?)
My heart broke into pieces everytime I accidentally heard or someone asked about my last name, I don't know how to explained because I still on process of confused about it. Honestly I don't have any knowledge but it end when I ask my parents personally. My brother and I born before my parents marriage so the process of legal birth documents was immediately process by my grandmother without the knowledge of my parents. When they requested the birth (in Office of the Civil Registrar General/Philippines Statistics Authority or PSA) they were surprised when the documents resulted negative. My parents try they whole best to change it but people with evil desire exploit the person whom uneducated with law. Poverty also have a big impact for this kind of matter, even those person we know evade us for the seek of they own interests.. .for the seek of the money. My parents thought that the person they approached for help, help purely without large money involved. My parents already give enough money as what they say but at the end, nothing change except for my parents debt remain and continually increased the interest. Those person disappeared liked a bubble immediately. My parents could no longer recover from the amount of debt and could no longer afford to continue the process that's the main reason why until this present day my brother and I remain use my mother's last name. Indeed sad but funny at the same time that I have a two identity my grade school classmate known me by my father's last name and my highschool classmate known me by the mother's last name. My old classmate didn't recognize me on my social media accounts because of unfamiliar last name they'll just be surprised at the profile picture that I was their former classmate back then.
There was a time in my first year highschool every quarter teachers give certificate to acknowledge every student for they good general averages. When I got my certificate I felt sad because my adviser didn't sign my certificate above because I still have birth certificate issue. Everytime I have legal documents to signed I always felt the discrimination and sometimes someone insulted me immediately without knowing the truth. Words hurt more than actions.
"Why you don't have middle name?"
"Why you still use your mother's last name?"
"Are you other child?"
"Are you adopted child?"
"Why?"
"Why?"
I am a child grow in poverty without enough money, without power and without connections. Other people take advantage of the weakness I have they insulted and discriminate me for whom I am. Yet now I don't mind about who's last name I use as long as I don't discriminate, insult and disrespect other people.
Ones my sister joke around about anything and end up about last name topic, out of five siblings three of them use my father's last name including her. Hence my father reacted the joke and cried (it was my first time I saw my father cry) after he talked,
" anak ko kayo kahit ano man ang apelyidong dala ninyo, alam ninyo yun at alam ko yun." Sabi ni papa sa tuwing napapag-usapan naming ang tungkol sa apelyido namin.
("you are my child no matter what your last name is, you know that and I know that. "Dad said whenever we talked about our last name.")
After all the hurtful words other people thrown about my last name, my life status and everything negative feedbacks. I am still blessed having a family who supported and love me. After all those painful journey in the past I am still thankful to them because they words helps me much to be strong. No matter what other say I will stand for the truth. Surely when they see my Father no doubt I am his child. Even if I don't have middle name and use my mother's last name I am still contented because for me even if last name is missing at least my whole family is complete even my father. Who was my Father when I was a child until now, a father who never abandoned his child and his family against any obstacles like poverty.
Thank you for reading! Don't mind my grammatical errors. God bless you all. 😊
Newbie: Kalopsia_11
It is my first time to share myself.. . about myself ( but I like writing it's my best way to express my thoughts ) and honestly I don't know where to start so I decided to write what I feel at this point. I was so bored and decided to find things to makes me happy and most of all practically find extra money, we already know all individuals this time experienced the hardships because of the pandemic. So after wandering around and in any social platforms I end up to my high school best friend. She introduced this read.cash several times yet I always end up doing nothing for the reason that I don't now how to manage my time property, but at this point here I am!
Who I am .. .
I am Kalopsia_11 (which is my nickname obviously HAHA) 11 isn't my birthdate but it is a number that makes my smile bigger and tears dropped continuously when I remembered that precious day. I was born in " October's bright blue weather and autumn " and in legal ages. I have a long black hair, brown skin color and chinese like eyes. Same as the other ordinary individuals I also experienced ups and downs moments it was hard, challenging and blessed. Back on the past days we only live in a small goat house after a strong flood way back maybe year 2014 but those experienced gives a lot of lessons for my family. We never owned anything we never experienced a temporary house for the reason that we only rented houses then and until now. I am the second in fifth child. My siblings and I are both in honors list from grade school until this time. I am a simple person, introvert, and God fearing.
HOBBIES:
- Planting plant most especially flowers,
- Designing and making arts,
- Reading books like Bible,
- I like traveling,
- Writing (yet slow in English) HAHA
I hope I can made more inspiring words. Don't mind the grammatical errors. God bless everyone.
@Kalopsia_11
