Thank you for more than 2 years, babe!
Acceptance is the key.
Have you ever been experienced being left without notice given? That it leaves you hanging. You don't know what to do?
Lemme share my experience about it.
I need to accept that you're gone. I need to let you go even if it hurts because I don't have another choice.
My letter to you...
Hi babe, it's been more than two years that we have been together. Two years and 7 months today to be exact. I'll cherish those moments I had with you. You were always there everytime I needed you. We made a lot of memories, in bad times and in good times. I didn't know that you'd leave me like this. You know, I'm not ready. I hope you at least let me be prepared. This is so unfair! I'm not blaming you though. Because it was my fault that you are gone. I made a lot of mistakes. So, I should accept the consequences. I deserve it.
I just want to say thank you for everything. You did well. I am sorry for all the bad things I have done to you. I should have cared for you. This will not happen if I just love you more. I am sad that I can't do anything to get you back. It hurts even more to replace you but I need to. I guess this is goodbye. Thanks again and I'm sorry, babe! I hope you'll forgive me.
I am going to introduce to you my babe.
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This is my babe, my phone. It left me yesterday after 2 years 😭. HAHAHA.
As you can see, the screen is full of cracks. I wasn't able to touch it after that line appeared. I posted in noisecash about this last night. Haha. See photo below.
Update: the line is spreading like a virus. It has more lines now. Hahaha. I'm so sorry babe, you got infected! 😭😆
Some of my mistakes:
I always let it fly and fall. XD
I even intentionally threw it. My bad.
I'm using it while charging.
I overused my phone.
Because of my carelessness, it's gone. I'm not ready because I'm so stupid that I didn't save my seed phrases in each wallet I have. Luckily, my bitcoin.com wallet was backed up and my Binance is safe too (phew, thank you self for not forgetting the password!). But, some of my wallets can't be recovered. Goodbye to my tronlink wallet (good thing I have transferred some in my binance, pero sayang talaga yung naiwan don haha. Even my useless forex account because I forgot my password 🤦♀️) trust wallet (to those coins I invested into.) and others. Haha. So nice. XD Tanggapin ang acceptance! (Credit sa vlogger na nagsabi nyan haha).
Also, I didn't save my seed phrase here at readcash and I didn't import it in my bitcoin.com wallet so I need to create a new wallet as I'm using a different phone now haha. Goodbye $4.72! Mwa. XD
Not just that, some of my files were there. Though I was able to transfer some in my laptop. Some of the pictures that I want to keep. Lucky me, I got backed up with other pictures. I lost my copy of my favorite photographs. A feeling photographer that wannabe one, someday. Haha.
Back to my broken phone, I was so bored yesterday because, before that night, I formatted my spare phone as I'm planning to give it to my older brother. So, no games and other applications can be used. I only used the browser to open my Facebook account and chatted with my love and friends and told them what happened. Then later on, I decided to install Facebook lite as I'm so annoyed to keep refreshing the browser hahaha. Aside from that, I'm using it while charging to keep it alive haha because it shutting down whenever it wants to.
I keep trying to touch my broken phone as I'm still hoping that it will work and get all my important files there. Until this time. But I guess I need to move on. I need to let go. So yesterday in the afternoon, at 3:00 pm. I asked my brother to accompany me to buy a new phone. I got my money from my older sister (I asked her to keep it, a year ago haha) and then I withdrew some.
Well, an online class is waving too so I will have my new babe. XD
Sorry for my drama, fellas! Haha.
Thank you for reading! :)
See me at noise.cash too: https://noise.cash/u/dziefem
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Nabudol mo ako sa babe mo sis ah.. Binasa ko talaga hahahaha. Gnyan talaga sis mnsan iniiwan na tayo ng walang paalam.. Its me Jean39 and got new one