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Forbidden love Blog 27 Date:February 23, 2022 Time : 4:17pm February year 2012. I meet this man named Roger. I get to know him because He's a friend of my lady boss/my cousin. If you had read my previous article about being in a relationship with a woman. I included there that I started working at the computer shop around September 07, 2012. But before I started working there I used to live at my lady boss/cousin's apartment in the city. Sometimes I go with her to the computer and I use to see her talking with her Police friend Roger. At first, I still didn't know his name. Honestly, I got attracted To Roger because he looks so masculine. I feel shy to ask my boss about his name. Until one time my boss ask me if I wanted to have a police boyfriend and then she gave me Roger's cell phone number but I was too shy to text him first. I didn't know that my cousin gave my cellphone number to Roger. Roger message me first. He told me why I didn't message him and I told him I was too shy to do it. We exchange text messages until he started courting me. I said yes to him because I know it was just a game. Yes, a game because I know he is a married man. I told him that whatever relationship we have is no strings attach and no one should fall in love. Honestly, I started to be a playgirl at that time. Before I met Roger I already had a boyfriend and he's an army. But I knew that that army guy is not really serious with me so why not play with him. Lol sorry, I'm bad. I was heartbroken when I met the army man, remember my ex-lesbian boyfriend? I saw a post in her Facebook account with her ex having a happy time together at the beach. So my conclusion was my ex-lesbian just waited for me to let her go. Anyway back to this army and the police guy. The police guy or Roger knew that I have an army boyfriend. Of course, I don't want to lie to him. I'm just trying, to be honest, and fair. My relationship with the army didn't last long and honestly, I forgot how we ended up our relationship. https://read.cash/@alicecalope/being-in-a-relationship-with-a-woman-7eb5bcd5 One day Roger told me that he will visit me at the apartment of my cousin. I was waiting for him to arrive when I received a text message from Roger telling me that I am a liar. That I was not in my cousin's house. Later did I know that He was trying to call me to inform me that he was outside the apartment but the bad thing is we don't have a stable signal inside the apartment, especially on the first floor. I had to go up to the second floor to catch up with a better signal. So after receiving his messages I reacted so badly that I texted him saying "peste Kang yawaa ka ayaw ko ug ingna ug bakakon ha" (I was telling him bad words because he told me that I am a liar). Later on, I decided to go outside and look for him. He was just there at the Sari-sari store next to the apartment. When I tried to approach him I thought he will be mad at me but to my surprise, he just told me that he was so scared because I was mad at him. I feel at ease after knowing that he is not really mad at me after all that I've said. So I invited him to go inside the apartment and we had some talk. Upon talking and staring at him, I slowly fall in love with him. Until he told me that he is married with two kids and they are not on good terms with his wife and will never be okay. After hearing about it, I was like what? I'll be a mistress again? Yes, you heard it right Roger is not my first boyfriend that is already married. Well, another story to tell. Anyway back to the story. Roger fall in love with me because I was too concerned with him, especially about his work. He got my attention by being caring and understanding. His wife doesn't treat him that way. Anyway, there is a story behind their marriage and I promise him not to tell anyone about so yeah I won't tell all of you too. LOL.

I end up being a mistress. Yes, it's not something I can be proud of but nothing I can do We fall in love with each other. Yes, we call it love. He is the only man who showed so much respect for me as a woman. For me, I am not worthy to be respected. Based on my past on how I play games with boys. But then Roger make me feel like I deserved to be loved and respected. For me, he is the kind of man every woman will dream of. With too much bragging about him, it's too obvious that I am madly in love with him. Well her wife was aware of my presence in her husband's life. Their kids know me not as their Father's mistress but as you all know I am working at the computer shop and I get to see them at work.

My daughter was just four years old at that time and she sees Roger as a father figure. If we had time we use to hang out together and most of the time they always had a father and daughter bonding. I just love how Roger treated Ashley as his own daughter. Honestly, I really wish that Ashley can have someone as a father figure. Someone that can guide her too. They used to dance together with their favorite songs. To be honest, Roger is one of the people I trust in terms of my daughter. Roger might not be her real father but I can feel how he showed love to my daughter.

We decided to buy a commitment ring after being in a relationship for a couple of years. Our relationship was on and off because of all my wrong choices and decisions in life. We had our relationship from 2012-to 2019. Yes, I'm sure all of you who read my previous articles might get puzzled. Nick knows the presence of Roger in my life and Nick knows how much I love Roger but of course, Roger can't be mine. Roger was also aware of all the relationships I had, even when I had a relationship with Elmo(my husband now). It was honestly not okay with him. I told him if it's okay with him if I will find someone and He told me that if Elmo (my Husband) will love me and also my daughter and if I am happy with him, He will be happy for me. Honestly if not because of Elmo maybe I am still with Roger this time. I honestly had a hard time letting him go. I tried it so many times already. So yeah everything happens for a reason. I got impregnated with Elmo for a reason. https://read.cash/@alicecalope/meet-my-canadian-boyfriend-how-our-relationship-started-a51a081c

**Authors message** I know not everyone will like my story but I am just trying to share with all of you my past life story. Might some of you will get a lesson from it. For me we meet people in our lives for a reason it's either to stay in our life or teach us a lesson. He is one of the people I love that will only stay in my heart but not in my life. You can judge me all you want but for me, I was thankful to God that he gave me the chance to feel that kind of love. You can judge me all you want. I just shared my past experience in my life hoping that other people can learn something from it. Thank you for reading my article. God bless you all. Photos used in this article are all owned by yours truly unless it is stated. Please do check out my amazing and generous sponsors Check out my other articles : **1st -****How did I discover Cryptocurrency** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/how-did-i-discover-cryptocurrency-459ec178 2nd -**How Noisecash/Bch change my life** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/how-noisecashbch-change-my-life-61fd31c6 3rd -**Abortion will never be my option** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/abortion-will-never-be-my-option-129fe448 4th -**Friends for keeps** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/friends-for-keeps-71f35d9a 5th -**How did I meet my husband** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/how-did-i-meet-my-husband-dae48d0a 6th- **Addiction** https://read.cash/@alicecalope/addiction-b4cba394 7th-Single Mom journey https://read.cash/@alicecalope/single-mom-journey-c1975f9b

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