@ZehraSky 28 March 2022

Jumbled Words Today, I am feeling overwhelmed. I have a hunch that this might just be due to lack of sleep. After all, I only had 3 hours of sleep last night and I have yet to take a nap today. I know that it is bad for me and it actually affects my mood negative but I could not help it. All this time, I did not feel sleepy since I found a great webtoon that caught my attention. I ended up finding out that the whole plot was already posted somewhere else so I just read that all day instead of napping. Now, I have finished reading all 100+ chapters and I can feel the tiredness sets in. Moreover, I feel uneasy probably because I was unable to work on an activity that needs to be passed tomorrow. Right now, I am waiting for our last class for the day to end. I might take a short nap then work on my assignment. You know, lately I found myself overthinking. In April some courses at our University will already have face to face classes. We are not yet included since we have a small population of students so we were not even considered for the line up for the pilot testing. I am not sure if I am ready to go back to "normal" classes again. My social anxiety is acting up and we are not even included yet. I think I should look into getting an online consultation with a professional to help me calibrate my mind. Forgive me for this random article. My mind is so sleepy right now and my eyes are already half-closed, but I did not want to skip writing an article. You know, I really want to expand my sources of income because there are some things that I want to afford. The first one is of course the online consultation with a professional. I have read up on the topic and I believe I will do better arranging a psychiatric consultation due to my mental health history. I am just contemplating when I should arrange a consultation and if I should wait for my stipend first. Another thing I want to afford is a new drawing tablet. There is nothing wrong with the one I am currently using but I jist have an impulse to upgrade my drawing tablet. I also want to buy more yarns since I have been receiving some orders. Plus I want to buy things for my room. I want to add a table to my room just so I can have more space when I work kn my crafts. Moreover, I want to buy a printer so I can study better. I feel like I have a hard time focusing on my lessons when I am just using the screen of my laptop to read. Closing words My mind is a mess right now but hopefully, a good night's sleep will help me out. I know that I will be able to prpbably answer the questions but sometimes I just feel so pressured that I can not move. This article is si random and probably confusing too. Sorry about that. Maybe just think of this as a freewriting exercise. Also, have I shared that my bestfriend introduced me to some opportunity related to writing? Basically, you will apply to a freelance group and they will be the ones to look for clients. You just have to choose which jobs you want to take. I am still mulling over it but I am not thinking too much about it right now since we have midterm examinations next week. I will probably worry about that after the exams since I would need to have a writing portfolio. **Thank you for reading this article!** If you want to read some more articles of mine, I have monthly summaries here: **February 2022 Article Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/february-2022-article-summary-1ac4a2d8 **January 2022 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/january-2022-articles-summary-158cfc1f **December 2021 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/december-2021-articles-summary-900cb111 ****November 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/november-2021-articles-summary-2c68b6ca **October 2021 Articles Summary** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/october-2021-articles-summary-1293a999 ****September 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/september-2021-articles-summary-7febda16 ****August 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/august-2021-articles-summary-cb068f97 ****July 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/july-2021-articles-summary-fc106569 ****June 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/june-2021-articles-summary-baeb334f ****May 2021 Articles Summary**** https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/may-2021-articles-summary-5ba6d0c7