Date: July 29, 2021
Author: SequoiaIt is already 8:59 in the evening and I really feel so sleepy. I have no idea why I feel so exhausted and drained today. My body is so heavy and I wanted to just lay in my bed so badly. I wanted to give myself the rest it deserves but I can’t stop myself from thinking deeply on why do I feel this way. I mean, I haven’t done that much today. In fact, all I did is washed my clothes this morning and read few articles. Other than that, I did nothing else more.
Well, I played a little bit with my nephew and niece as well because they visited us today. They were so stubborn and it really stressed me out. All they did was to run back and forth and catch our chickens just like how every kid would act. I can’t do anything but to sigh heavily because of them. Maybe that is one of the reasons why I feel so tired today. I don’t know if you already experienced what I am saying but yeah, that’s what I feel as of this moment. I feel like all my energy just abandoned my body. I felt betrayed by my own body. I can’t even think properly.
I know, I should have just rest and sleep but I can’t do that also. My fingers just keep on tapping the laptop’s keyboard. Maybe if I will let this out, I will feel better. But I have a problem, I really don’t have any idea what to write on. Please bear with me with this one. Anyways, you are free to skip this article because it might just waste your time.
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I have a lot of things running to my brain right now (do I even have a brain?) and I have no idea on what to right first or how to put it in here. Maybe, a cup of coffee would ease my feelings but I am afraid that it might leave me wide awake the whole night, so that’s not a good idea. Hmm, what if I will watch a movie? But there’s a lot of movie and I am having a hard time in choosing, so let’s disregard that.
I saw my neighbour eating barbeque a while ago and I also want some, but I felt so lazy to go out and wear my slippers.
Anyways, let us change our topic a little bit. Did you guys saw the news about the 8.2 magnitude earthquake that happened in Alaska today? Well, I am a bit worried because I receive a warning from NDRRMC for a possible tsunami in Alaska. Please include them in your prayer tonight. Let us all hope for their safety. May the Lord cover them with His holy and precious blood and give them comfort and peace.
How writing helps me
Writing is my best bud ever since before. Through writing, I was able to fix my own negative attitudes without hurting other people. When I was a kid, writing is my greatest escape from everything. I write when I am sad, angry, confused and happy. And whenever I finish writing, I would just feel better right away. It is my way of expressing myself. Writing has always been there whenever I need to breath and take a break from this noisy world.
And to tell you honestly, I am already feeling better as I was typing this right now. I am always grateful with this platform and to all of you guys. You are one of my greatest blessings and may the Lord grant all the desires of your heart.
It is really good that we can release everything that is on our minds through writing. I didn't hear about Alaska. I hope and pray that they are all ok. 🙏