You know, before when I don't have even a cents on my pocket, I have a lot of things that I really want to get. And I always have this dreams that once I find a work, I will work my ass off just to save and get all of those things that I want. I always feel jealous on my classmate before because they can get anything they want. They have a supporting mother that will give those things that they want. While my Auntie is always tight to me.
I can't ask her to buy these and those because I am not her real daughter that I feel like, I don't have the right to ask for it. Mom is not fond on giving gift seriously. She don't buy that a t-shirt or shorts just because they want it for me. She will only buy it when I need it na, and if I will buy it just because of want, then it's a no no for them. They saw it as a luxury that I only want it because it's beautiful and not because I need it.
We can't really help our self sometimes right on liking some things because as a kid, it's only natural. I can only get want I want before when my Mommy Merly or my Mom's Partner before who choose me as their child was still alive. I am spoiled to her that she will buy anything that she thought will fit and look beautiful on me. Dresses, dolls, shoes, she will bring me to those playground where a lot of games will be seen. She really loves me I felt it, it's just sad that she to die early ☹️.
But anyway, I still want those things that I want before. I already get on my hand some of those things but there's more, seriously I want a lot of things and I can't think on when to start, lol. There's nothings wrong on wanting a lot of things naman diba? It's like you are dreaming that you want to achieve those things someday. It's like I'm setting a goal now that I want to achieve and I will try my hardest to achieve it someday.
But I can't achieve those things yet, because as you all know. I'm still a "Dakilang Palamunin" sa bahay. I'm not proud of that to be honest. I really want to work but I don't really know what's stopping me. I feel like I'm just giving a reasons just to avoid getting a work. I don't know, I'm not sure of everything, I don't even know what I'm thinking. Yeah, I am like this not until I discover read.cash and Bitcoincash.
Until today I have things that I love to own. And once I get money on my hand, I will grab all of those things that I want and I will be a "One Day Millionaire!" But this and that, sky is the limit. I will get all of this!!! I have a money now, all I have to do is to convert it into fiat and Withdraw it all. I can do that yes, I just need to verify my Account on Binance, use their P2P feature so that I can receive it on my GCash account.
Yeah yeah! I'm talking about my earnings here, my Bitcoincash. I have a money now but I can't force myself to withdraw all of it and spend it all on the things that I want! I promised before that once I save a lot of money, I will really buy all of it. But I don't want to do it now. Why? Because of Bitcoincash. Because I thought I can save more if I continue saving my Bitcoincash. This can lead to a great future and I want to grab that great future with Bitcoincash.
I believe that Bitcoincash will rise to the top, and it's opportunity for me so I will hodl onto it. Because why not? It has a lot of cool things to offer. You all know that, as we are all a Bitcoincash hodler and supporter. Surely, you already experience those "Cool Things." Soon, a lot of people will use Bitcoincash that will lead into it's mass adoptions. So as the popular saying "Early birds catches the worm." And because I'm one of those who believe in Bitcoincash early. Then😎.
Those things that I want? It can wait, it will just rot on my cabinet if I bought it because I don't really need it. It is just WANT. Just to fulfill my strong desire of those things. I can buy 1 item of those things that I want every months, but not to the point on spending it all on one go. We should only spend when it's needed not because you just want it, that's what I believe now. Bitcoincash happened and I believe in Bitcoincash.
May 15, 2021