I have a dog before named Joko. He came to us when I was in College. And he died year 2017, June 2 exactly at 5:30 AM. Me and my Mom cried so hard that that morning. It's early and the morning and I can hear my Joko crying like he is saying goodbye. His breathing is hard that anytime soon he will take his last breath. I got up on my bed and then caress his body and simultaneously tapping it.
And then while my tears was pouring like a dripping water on our old house, I whisper this to him "Go baby, You can rest now, it's okay we're okay, so rest." Oh my gosh, the effect of his death to me is still the same the first time it happen. Just thinking of it now still make me tear up. He is the last dog that I cared so much and after him, I just stop owning a dog. I don't want to be in, in that situation. It's hard and painful
But even if I stop petting a dog, it's hard to stop myself from liking and loving even 1 or 2 dogs of my Mama's pet. As I mention above, she has a 10 dog and some of them is really not ours. Some was from our neighbor, a rescue dog and the other one is one of the suitor of my Mama's dog. That old black dog never leave Mama's home anymore. He also become the part of family and he is lucky because he found a dog lover who always give them a treats even if Mama has nothing on her pocket anymore.
And then there is Amboy, I fondly call him Amby and he become the most faborite of mine, next is my Barbie Doll a female dog. He is just adorable, a cuddler, a foods addict that anything you give him to him, he will eat it, like a pig seriously. He eat like someone will get that food to him, lamon kung lamon kumabaga. He is one of the rescue dog from our neighbor. I think I share he's story here already, I forgot na lol. The effect of getting older I think.
Amby with his other siblings Black black, they are on the brink of death when Mama found them. They are actually owned by our neighbor, that neighbor is a company and they thought of owning a dog so that if ever some burglar raid their building they will know it because of of the bark of that dogs. But they brought that dog even if they are so little and they give food to them even if it has fish bones, or whatever bones that can tears their stomach.
They are pooping blood and Amby and Blank Black doesn't eat anymore. But Mama was forcing them to eat with a medicine on it. She's like that, that's why now she have 10 dogs. But, sad to say my Amby suddenly disappear that night, April 9. He change kasi nagbibinata na. He doesn't look when we call him. I call him with whistle, and once he heard it he will run to me like a mad dog. He become so stubborn that when Mama call him to go inside the house he won't budge and he walk away on us.
All of that 10 dogs was sleeping inside my Mama's house. Mom never put a leash on them because she said, naaawa sya. That's why she just letting them without a leash. And that include My Amby. That night, Amby doesn't really want to go inside the house. Mama called him many time but he doesn't want to and he will just snob my Mom and will continue his fashion show on the side walk together with that adopted old dog. Actually, when Amby won't move to the house, that's where I will help Mom and we will corner him and she will carry him even if he is soooo heavy.
Or if it's not effective, I will seduce him with foods and that's our chance because it's foods that we are talking. He will follow me but with caution, because he knows already what's gonna happen once he's cornered. But he can't do anything about it anymore. Because the mission was already complete. But this April 9 is different because even if I show him some chemkin, he didn't follow me and just look at me, he already know ou trick we can't trick him anymore. That's why, we let him sleep outside. And that's the last time, we ever saw him.
Mama look for him in any possible places that he could be, but nil. Mama look for him on the market because maybe he just got lost while looking for a mate but, nae. Everytime that she will feed her dogs, he will still call Amby with the hope that he will appear just like when he disappeared before and get home like he run for a miles because he is gasping for air, but still nada. She also asked those vendor that selling a streets foods if they saw a dog that got hit thay night and they said None. That's why we are still hoping.
Mama will not stop looking for him that's for sure. We are wishing that he is safe and just lost. I hope he can find a good people to take care of him for a while just until we find him. We are not giving up on him. He will come back! And we will just wait!
"Come back home now baby Amby ko, I miss you and I love you πππ!"
And because I become attached again with a dog. Here I am again, hurting π£.
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May 11, 2021
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babalik din yan. as long as he trusted you guys, he'd come back so just keep calling out to him din