I'm a liar?
Hello everyone before I'll start I would love to great you a happy day, I hope you're doing great despite this pandemic. Stay at home and stay safe everyone!
I wasn't active earlier since we had the power interruption without even knowing that we will be having it today, and thanks to God it's back already and I was able to write earlier yay.
So what's up for today, do you happen to get curious about the title of my article. So to end your curiosity let me begin it now.
I'm sorry I lied, I didn't tell you who am I. So let me tell you the whole story before judging me!
*I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth. We owned a subdivision and I live here at our mansion.*
*My mom is a successful businesswoman as well as dad and we owned a lot of successful companies abroad and my mom is the one managing them because my dad is here in the Philippines and he's also the one managing our company here in the Philippines.*
*I'm currently studying at the University of Philippines and taking up Business Administration as what my parents wanted because since I'm the only child and it is expected that I will be the one inheriting all our company and businesses so I need to take up this course.*
*I'm a spoiled brat, I can get whatever I want. But don't think that I'm lucky because of it. The truth is I'm having a miserable life, I'm always alone I have no friends to talk with. I don't have my parents to tell stories about what happening and what I wanted to do or to be.*
*Upon giving birth my mom went back to America to manage our business there, I have my dad here in the Philippines but I seldom see him too. I grew up without my mom, or should I say I don't even know who she is, what she looks likes, does she loves me, does she cares for me. All I know is her voice but not her face.*
*Yes, we had technology already that we could use to communicate with our family who is far from us. But in my case, I can't even appreciate having the Internet and high-tech technology. Yes, you're thinking right, I'd never had the chance to see her face through video call, or whatever social media that I could use just to saw her.*
*She doesn't even have a picture in our mansion, this mansion is like a jail and I'm the prisoner. I live here with few maids who took care of my needs because as I've said my dad seldom went home because he's busy with our company and I don't know where he stays.*
*My mom always sends me presents when special occasions came. She didn't miss anything. She used to send me new cellphones, new laptops, new bags, new shoes, a lot of jewelry, and many more.*
*If you're thinking that I'm very happy because of it, your thinking wrong because I don't need all of those.*
*I don't need a new laptop, cellphone, shoes, bags, jewelry, and any other material things.*
*What I need is her, her presence, I wanted to see her, I wanted to feel her embraced I wanted to feel how to be taken care of by a mom, am I not that important to them, then why they keep me alive they should kill me when Im still a baby so I couldn't experience all these pain.*
*I don't want this kind of life, I don't wish to have a mansion, having a lot of money leaving like a princess, what I wish is a simple, complete and happy life.*
*My 18th birthday came, they prepared a lot they made it a very special one, it's like a fairy tale since in this event I felt like a princess but a sad princess unlike those I've been watching that they are happy and enjoying. I wanted a simple party and only true friends would be invited but what makes me sad is all the visitors are friends of my mom and dad, they came from a reach family too and all I can hear is all about business, money, and it makes me feel irritated, I don't have any friends because I'm not that friendly or should I say no one wants to be my friends since I came from a well-known family and they are hesitated to approach me and it's made me in pain.*
*I may be rich but I wanted also to had friends tell me all the pain I've been enduring for a long time. But no one dare or no one wants to be my friends. Maybe this is my life and accepts it.*
*While the party is of going, I just let my eyes look at those glamorous designs a lot of foods a lot of gifts given by those who attend, and a lot of successful people that I've seen for the first time. It's like this party is for my dad and not for me since I was out of place and I have no one to talk with.*
*While in the middle of the party someone came, as she walks I can see a woman who's strict, no sign of fun on her face, she walks with her head lifted high, it's seems that this woman is something to be respected. She came to me, she hugs me, but I did not react since I don't know who she is!*
*Yes, you thought it right, so she's my mom! Finally, she went home, and finally, I saw her for the very first time. But why I'm not happy. I don't feel warn when she hugs me. After 18 years she just came home ang hug me then no more explanation from her.*
*I don't t know if I should be happy because at last, I saw my mom I've been dreaming for this day to come. But it makes me more painful since I can't feel that she cares about me, that she loves me.*
*Without my intention, I was able to say these to her.*
*Are you my mom? Do you even care about me? You just left me after giving birth, and now I'm 18 already and it's my first time seeing your face because you didn't allow me even if we had technology or high-tech gadgets already. I'm sorry but I'm thinking that your dead already, why are you here I don't need you, just go back where you stay and don't ever show you're face to me because my mom is already dead!*
*She slaps my face, and I was shocked.*
*How dare you do that to me, you don't have the right, yes your my mom but just in a paper and you don't have the right to hurt me. I hate you so much! I hate you!*
*I shouted and dad came to us, she told me that I don't have the right to do these to my mom, because I'm just their child and they are doing everything just to give me a wealthy life.*
*I don't want this kind of life, I don't need a mansion, I don't need plenty of money, all I wanted is you, Both of you, I wanted to feel your love, your care but It seems that you've loved your business more than me. Don't dare to tell me that you're doing everything for me but the truth is you're doing nothing, you're doing it just for yourself. You're both selfish and irresponsible.*
*My dad slap me, and it makes me more miserable, I was hurt!*
*I hate you, I don't want to leave in this hell house anymore, I'd rather stay in the streets than you stay in this hell house.*
*I ran out from the mansion, wearing my gown with high heels I don't mind what people will think, all I want is to be free, to go out of the cage, I'm walking in the streets and suddenly it rains. I don't know if I should be thankful for that since it helps me to keep that I'm crying from people who could see me.*
*It's raining hard and it's dark already, I don't know where to go, whom to go, I'm miserable I keep on crying and shouting…..and suddenly someone called my name.*
Hey, Marie Chris wakes up, your dreaming again, are you ok?
Oh my God, so it's just a dream, and thanks to God I'm Marie Chris in real life and not that reach woman that had a miserable life in my dreams.
And that's it guys, I just share with you one of my favorite stories back when I was still in high school since I've been writing stories or I will always be the one to write a script whenever we had a drama activity "dula-Dulaan" because I love acting.
And of course, I would do the main role so feel na feel ko Talaga yay.
And I always tell these story to my students when they ask me to tell them about my life, haha, I made it to the point that they will believe because you know I'm a good actress haha, with crying effect and I got them yay, so after letting them cried too I will tell them that's it's just a fantasy and tell the true story of mine which make them cry more lol. I'm not a liar anyway yay I just give a twist when my students ask me something yay.
Anyway thank you for reading I hope you love it.
Photo from pinterest.
Love: kith, Chris Marie.
Good afternoon everyone, I just want to tell that one of my dream or wish came true, and thank you for making it possible @OfficialGamboaLikeUs
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Thanks God it's Friday!
It's Friday and thank God it's still a productive day!
Every one of us feels so happy when Friday comes, maybe because this is the last day of weekdays and the next day would be a vacation day for most of us!
I still remember when I was studying. I'm not that excited when Friday comes because Saturday and Sunday are not a vacation for me! Yes, because we're used to going to the farm and helping our parents, sometimes whatever work we could do, they are teaching us how to plant rice and corn because these are the source of our daily living.
I also experienced planting corn and I'm happy when I get my salary, I didn't try to go planting rice because I'm not that fast enough. I'm only planting on our farm and it's one way for me to know how to do it and I realized that farming is hard and in that way I tell myself I will do all my best to pursue my studies and make my parents proud and I won't experience this, that hardship they had experienced since they don't pursue their studies back then.
I'm out of my topic again, anyway I just share it since every Saturday and Sunday is not a vacation day for us but it's time for helping our parents at the farm and learning about farming too. Enough for that lol!
And I just want to share with you what I've done this Friday, I'm still happy even if I'm really tired, and maybe I could take you on a tour also on our areas in the meantime and maybe next Time at our school too since it's really big and I don't even have time roaming around.
I will share with you some photos I've taken today and I hope you will love them too.
This picture is our main office, I wasn't able to capture the whole room but as you can see these are we're we entertain visitors, on the right side of it is the principal's office and that room at the center is for the admins and at the left is another room for our non-teaching personnel. They are lucky because they have three aircon yay, how I wish that our office at SHS will be having aircon too as what our principal told us since we're using five electric fans and he said it's better if we used aircon since it's just the same with the number of fans that we're using.
And now let's begin, take a look at what I've done this Friday. I just let my co-teacher take a photo of me but it's not just a pictorial but I did the job lol.
We had a faucet at school but since someone is using it I just fetch water rather than waiting for him to finish.
I fetch water and look at that container. I can carry that yeah even if I'm tin yay. I'm strong you know lol!
It's heavy but I managed to carry it because as they had said the first hour should be used to water all the plants in every area and I hate that we're five (5) at SHS plus one junior high who joined our group but only four of us reported at school. While fetching water since I'm with my friends, one of the SHS teachers too, we were talking about working, she asked who's our head at that time and I told her we had our coordinator with us so there's no headteacher reported.
I also told her that our coordinator should be a leader for us to work as one but it seems that she's like a princess standing there while seeing us having a hRs time carrying that container. I hate when someone is working and others are just doing nothing and they only work when the head or the principals are coming. It's like they can't work if the heads are not looking at them "pakitang tao".
And that's the sad reality but as my co-teacher said, don't mind them, what is important is that we know ourselves and we don't need that someone will see us just to work.
And this picture is in the area of the TechVoc department. They had a beautiful area. I love their landscaping of course they are good at it yay, and sana haha.
This is the language department area, and as you can see we had the most beautiful area because of those amazing paintings yay!
And this is the area of the Mapeh Department, sad to say a lot of their plants died already. Maybe they weren't able to water it from time to time, I just noticed it when I water their plants.
I wasn't able to take a picture at the Match and Science area as well as the non-teaching area. And after watering all the plants I and my co-teacher who's a language teacher too decided to paint all the wheels in our area. We just painted it in white so on Monday they could paint it with flowers already because that's what our principal wanted to happen.
Here we've painted it all and I even paint my pants lol.
Were lucky since the inauguration was postponed since we were in MGCQ, and we had more time to finish our areas, but all the grasses are growing again yay. So maybe we need to cut it again later when the date of our inauguration will be set again.
And here are other photos taken by me while going home. I just share it here I hope you will love it too!
I may be tired today but still, we had made something today, and I can rest for now!
Thank you for reading!
Love: Kith, Chris Marie
It's just a dream or could it be possible?
Am I awake or Am I Asleep?
How do we know if we are dreaming or awake? Did you ever wonder if something you remembered happened, you imagined it, or dreamt it? The difference between fantasy, dreams, and reality is not as clear-cut as we might think. I do some research about it because I wanted to share what just happened today.
A dream is a succession of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that usually occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep. The content and function of dreams are not fully understood, although they have been a topic of scientific, philosophical, and religious interest throughout recorded history. Wikipedia.
But in my case, it's a difference and I'll tell you later!
Why do we dream, what we dream? Theories about why we dream include those that suggest dreaming is a means by which the brain processes emotions, stimuli, memories, and information that's been absorbed throughout the waking day. According to research, a significant percentage of the people who appear in dreams are known to the dreamer.
What am I writing, why did I do research too? Please bear with me, I just wanted to share something about you, if you find these uninteresting then can just skip reading them!
Last night before going to bed, I visited to read cash. I wanted to read articles but my internet connection wasn't working well so I just scroll and explore! I was memorized seeing those articles that had a lot of upvotes. I wonder also when will be the time that I could experience those.
Thinking about it, I fell asleep. I can't remember what was in my dream, but upon waking up, I'm just looking at the ceiling and imagining, or should I say I'm dreaming again while I'm awake.
What do I dream for?
You might say that I'm dreaming impossible or what kind of dream it is! But I don't know either maybe because I wanted to be successful as you guys here at read cash and noise cash too.
Seeing those upvotes on the article of @Ruffa @Jeaneth @LykeLyca @Xzeon @immaryandmerry @@Judith1969 @bheng620 most especially I was amazed by @VoluntaryJapan which I happen read his article and commented on it and their Mr. @MarcDeMesel happens to upvote it and I feel motivated.
I'm dreaming while awake that one day Mr. @MarcDeMesel @Pantera @scottcbusiness will be one of my sponsors too (Kapal mo girl🙈). So here it is, I'm dreaming impossible right, I know that but that's it, it's just a dream and I don't even know if it will come true in the future.
I'm dreaming that I could earn hundreds of thousands through writing articles and again it seems to be impossible. I have a lot of dreams that I don't even know if I could make it up. I dream of having our own home, our car, a lot of money lol.
But for now, let me just dream of it, we can dream whatever we want and of course, we should do some actions too to make it possible and won't stay as a dream but make it happen for real.
And I'm motivating myself. I might not be able to attain all of these but I'm still sure that someday something will happen. Are you confused about what I am writing? I'm sorry but please bear with me. I'm not yet that good at expressing myself in true writing and that's another dream of mine to be a great writer someday. I had a lot of dreams, yes I know and that's fine having those dreams keeps me moving!
Those are just some of my dreams and I wish you will be helping me and will guide me until the end to make it happen because you've serves as my inspiration, and I'm thankful that I've known these platforms where I could express freely myself and all inside my minds without thinking that negatives people will judge me!
Because I know those people on these platforms are all good ang generous and they will help everyone to fulfill whatever we dream of instead of putting us down.
Until now, while I'm writing, a lot of dreams are coming up, and it makes me more motivated, and I hope you will help me and motivate me more. Having these new things of mine even at noise cash is another dream that would be successful through your help. I might not be the one to give back all the generosity you're giving but I know God is always watching us, He will be the one to bless you abundantly.
I hope you get what I wanted to share, that I'm dreaming and will do something to make it happen! Dream big and nothing is impossible through the help of our God.
Before I'll end these I wanted to say thank you for all your support and I wish that you will stay behind me no matter what! I love you all and God bless always! I wish that success will be with us.
And sorry guys if I always mention you in my articles I hope you won't get mad at me yay, I love you all!
So that's it I don't want to add more because you might get mad already yay thank you so much!
Thank you for your time! Hoppy holiday!
Have a great day ahead!
Let's dream and make it happen!!
I love these quotes!
We all have dreams. But to make dreams come into reality, it takes an awful lot of determination, dedication, self-discipline, and effort.-Jesse Owens
To accomplish great things, we must not only act but also dream; not only plan but also believe.-Anatole France
I'm a dreamer. I have to dream and reach for the stars, and if I miss a star then I grab a handful of clouds.-Myke Tyson
Dreams can become a reality when we possess a vision that is characterized by the willingness to work hard, a desire for excellence, and a belief in our right and our responsibility to be equal members of society.
-Janeth Jackson
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Love: Kith, Chris Marie.
May 8, The Wedding Day!
Yesterday upon seeing the up vote of Mr. @MarcDeMesel felt happy because even if the random rewarder wasn't able to visit me yet, to be noticed by him is such a great opportunity already and it makes me more energized and motivated to continue my journey here at read cash.
I just read this article when I saw it when I replied to the comment of @Ruffa and suddenly this article caught my attention so without any hesitation I opened and read it!
It's really interesting and I posted about it here **https://noise.cash/post/1k9296z3**.
I hope you won't mind. I'm just telling you because I'm really happy and thankful to @MarcDeMesel! He's an angel sent from heaven yay!
And now I'm going to share what happened last May 8. If you happened to read my last article in my old account you might know what's up to that date! You can read it here https://read.cash/@ChrisMarie/am-i-selfish-f1e3bdec.
May 7, Friday is supposed to be we're going home early in the morning to my dad's home since we need to prepare also since it's been a while since the last time I went home. I'm thinking I need to clean, prepare the materials we need because we will be having dinner also in my dad's home. After all, not everybody will be able to attend a church where we will be having lunch after the wedding.
I didn't go home early because I went to PSA so I could register for International I.D, all I thought I would finish early but sad to say a lot of people even early in the morning, so I waited long before my turn but thank God I'm done with it.
My sister went home earlier than us. I thought they did the cleaning already but sad to say when I was there all I could see was a mess! What do I expect? They don't really know how to clean or they don't even bother to do it, that's what I hate!
I'm the only one who's working and I'm tired of it, but I can't do otherwise, I don't want my dad's home to be a mess so I just clean but not that clean since we had kids and they make more mess even if I do the cleaning yay!
After cleaning I went to my aunt's house and took some snacks because it's our fiesta but I wasn't aware since we don't celebrate it now because of the pandemic, but they cooked something for merienda.
And there they opened up about the wedding, I just cried because I was hurt thinking that my mom would be replaced by another woman.
At least the hurt feelings were lessened after crying!
At night I managed to fit the dress I borrowed. We will be using peach dresses because we belong to those sponsored at their wedding. But sad to say that dress won't fit me yay, it's small and thanks to God my niece had an extra dress but I hesitate to use it since I might be overdressed if I wear it lol!
But I had no choice so I wore it and the day came, May 8 the wedding day! We woke up early since the church is far from our home, and my dad is in Tuao already we're the girl leaves. I got furious because my son is being naughty and crying. He didn't want to take a bath and I got angry.
I wasn't able to concentrate because at that time we're having an orientation about Work Immersion and I'm tasked to be a secretary, I already told that I couldn't attend since the date and time is the same as the wedding, but upon hearing that our principal will be joining the said webinar, I got nervous since he's there but I as an SHS teacher and secretary couldn't attend!
I buy data for my phone and wear a Bluetooth headset but I can't concentrate so I just left and thanks to God our principal wasn't able to attend because he's busy
Going back to the wedding, It went smoothly. At first, my son didn't want to enter the church. He usually does that when he's entering a place for the first time, but when we were marching he managed to go with us too.
He's being naughty inside the church again but that's fine he's a kid, and the wedding went well!
They gave some messages after the wedding, and the newlywed couple had their dance and collected some money for those who attended "their gala".
I only gave 500 Php and I would make up for it when I get my bonus since I don't have enough money yay.
We had lunch at church and had some great food, then we went home already because we needed to prepare again for dinner at home!
It's very tiring as usual. I'm the only one working and my brother and sister are doing something that I hate. They are playing cards while we're busy.
Because I'm tired Sunday morning, we went home to my in-laws. I wasn't able to help in cleaning because I was really tired and seeing my dad's home in a mess made me more stressed.
And to think that my sister didn't mind helping but went home early too and that made me annoyed since they don't even bother to help!!
And that's it, they are already married, and I hope they will have a happy life!
I just hope that everything will be fine!
And here's my message to them! I've posted it in my Facebook account too.
Muli kayong pinagtagpo ng tadhana!
Sa pagkatagal tagal na kayo'y naghiwalay
Masasabi kong kayo nga para sa isat-isa!
Naway manatili ang pagmamahal sa inyong mga puso!
At ang tanging hangad namin at makita kayong masaya!
Tita Gelie malugod ka naming tinatanggap sa aming pamilya naway alagaan at mahalin mo pa ang aming Ama at ganoon din siya sa iyo!
#Bestwishes!
#TheWedding
#May82021
Thank you for reading!
Love: Kith, ChrisMarie
I just want to say thank you @MarcDeMesel for upvoting my comment wow such a, wow I just saw it, and God bless you po!
What's wrong with that?
What's wrong with that?
It's been months since the last we distributed modules because we've been busy cleaning and improving our school and our dear principal distributed each area per department.
We're doing these because we will be having the inauguration of our new gymnasium and as what they say our dear Governor will attend! I hope so, so all the efforts we made will not be wasted and he could see ang appreciate it, I wish!
We started the first week of April and it's been a month already and it's been a month that we didn't retrieve and distribute Modules to our students!
But we gave already our e-module but sad to say not all our students will be able to access it, since not all of them have a smartphone, some of them are always complaining that they can't open and download it!
And yesterday we were instructed by our dear principal to pack our Modules because we've been behind already!
And what's makes me disappointed is that theirs no supply yet! It's been a month that we didn't distribute and still they didn't purchase what we need!
Since our photocopier at school doesn't function and it's useless, we had 3 photocopiers, what if they did just buy it for the printer so we could use it not unlike that photocopier it's useless, it's been stock, they always say theirs no ink, why don't they purchase! I know we had the budget! Our school is so big and I know we had a lot of budgets too!
But I don't know what they are doing!
They know that we had no supply already but they don't even bother to hurry and buy what we need!
I'm using my printer, I sacrificed to buy it since it's really hard to wait until it's your turn to print!
Why I'm writing these, I posted on my story a picture of bond papers with the caption "SALAMAT SOHO".
My co-teacher told me that what I'm doing what if they happen to saw it!
Then I told her, what's wrong with that, and if they saw it then fine they should know that I'm buying my bond paper just to print my Modules!
Soho is where I usually buy bond papers, whenever I'm out of stock!
How I wish they would refund it, but I know it wouldn't happen! They will only say that they are going to change it or replace it, but still, It's just the same, I already used my own money and even if they will give me bond paper my money will not be refunded anymore!
I'm posting so they could see it and recognize that we are really out of stock and we're sacrificing a lot already!
I'm a little bit sad only on the part that they don't prioritize buying what we need! I'm willing to expend just for the sake of my students!
But I wish our school should see all the efforts we're doing.
I'm sacrificing because I wanted that my students will learn something even if I wasn't there to teach them, and I'm doing these because I know God is not sleeping and He will be the one to bless and will provide everything we need!
There is the real problem, even if someone is saying that we're not doing anything, but the truth we are exerting a lot of effort already just to make education possible even in this pandemic time!
I wish everybody will saw it and stop criticizing and telling us that we teachers and doing nothing!
Know the story before saying anything and a simple thank you is enough for us to be more motivated to produce all the modules that our students need!
Thank you for your time, I just express my feelings here, I hope you won't bother me!
P.S. I got a new phone so I decided to make my new account at noise.cash I hope you ill still welcome me, Godbless!!
https://noise.cash/u/ChrisMarie
Love: Chris Marie, Kith!
I care about you!
Hello everyone how are you!
I miss you all it's been a while I wasn't active at noise cash and read cash lately!
I did a lot of school-related work.
I'll just share what happened these past days with you guys, I hope you're interested in it!
First time!
May 4, Tuesday after cleaning the library where our former SDS will demonstrate his products, I told my coworker to help in preparing foods! While cutting and preparing ingredients for our sotanghon for merienda we're talking about our students. Because their work immersion is approaching as well as graduation.
It came to my mind from one of my students who's leaving far in our school and sad to say they don't have signals too! They need to go to the place where they could pick up some signal so they will be able to communicate with us!
What makes me sad is that whenever he chats, he always says how I am, but he doesn't even ask about his modules every time I reply, he won't respond anymore!
I also searched on facebook those who have the same surnames as him and I chatted with them all praying that they know him or they are related to him!
Luckily I found her sister in which I always ask about him but she didn't leave with them and they are far from each other!
I got furious I don't know what to do since the first semester he didn't pass any of his modules and to think he's on the academic track, and he's the only one making me furious because of course when someone here Academic track they always think students here are good and that's true but in our case, it's not.
Some students join tracks when they don't even know what they like or if they could make up for it!
This student of mine is not a brilliant one and what makes me angry is that he had an attitude which every teacher complained about!
I know that too but I always talk to him back when we were still in normal because I know he had a problem why he's acting like that! Since this is one of my problems and another one is that her sister blocked me and she even deleted our conversation I don't know the reason why! All I want is to have an update about his brother if he's still interested in his studies because I don't want him to waste time most especially because they are on modular and they don't need to go to school so still he could have work to earn some while studying because I know how hard their life is!
Because of this, her sister blocked me who promised to update me about her brother because she told me that they will go home there but as I've said she blocked me without knowing the reason why!
Our coordinator decided to go to Conner, which is the place where my students leave. It's far and I'm afraid too because these past days "may nagbarilan" and these are the reasons why everyone disagrees with us having a home visitation at that place!
But as an adviser, I also wanted my students to all graduate. That's why despite these happening we bravely went to that place!
Yes just the two of us!
I got nervous but what matters most is that I will be able to visit my student and to know if he's fine and wants to continue his studies.
That place is far from our school, I'm praying while on our way because we're both women and the way going there is like a way in Baguio cities! I hope you could imagine it "Mataas na paliko Liko.
Our coordinator who's my co-teacher is from Conner and that's why she was brave enough even if we don't have any company while going there!
The view is really good, beautiful Mountains and fresh air because there is a part of the highway that is between mountains and it's refreshing!
As we travel, we're riding a motorcycle only, there's a checkpoint and you need to log in before entering the town and log out when leaving. It's my first time and before I heard some rumors that there's a lot of bad guys that's why it makes me scared!
But while riding I can see and sense how peaceful the place is, a lot of trees there are seldom houses and they have a small plasa. All we thought going to the house of my student is a full cement, but sad to say it's a rough road and a lot of big stones. That's why our motorcycle can't go fast because the road also is more on going up and it's a bit scary too!
We don't know the exact address we ask a lot of people and we almost get lost because they have different directions so maybe they are a bit familiar with my student!
And thanks to a woman who accompanied us to the house of my student at first she doesn't know the name I'm asking because that's the real name of my students and they were used to his alias or nickname" Buti na lang nakita din namin ang bahay Nila!
Seeing the House of my student makes my heart melt. I pity him. Their house is small and sad to say we were not able to see him!
Because he and his family went to work at the farm and their neighbor also told us that they are always at the farm, and I feel really sad because I know how hard their life is!
And I've known also that his father died of these pandemics and maybe that's one reason why they need to work for them to have money for their expenses!
They also said that he's hardworking at the farm but not on his studies anymore!
We weren't able to reach him and we can't wait because they got home at noon thinking that our school is 1 and a half hours away and we don't want to go home late since we're only two and the road is not good!
I just gave my number to the neighborhood of my students for them to contact me once my students got home and tell him that I went there to visit him!
But unfortunately, until now I'm waiting but he doesn't even bother to text me!
I also texted their neighbors and asked how he's doing and she said that she will text me when my student gets home since they are not in their house and they are at the farm again. I'm waiting for an update until now. That's why I feel sad knowing that he must have known that we visited him but didn't bother to send us a message!
That place was far and we came there bravely and we got hungry as well since there's no restaurant there as what I've said they only have a small plasa and only limited items sold there.
Tomorrow will be the start of their work immersion but still, I didn't enroll him yet for the second semester since he wasn't able to pass any module in the first sem!
For now, I'll still wait for an update, because if I go and visit him again I might not be able to meet him since he's always at the farm, working!
I care about my students even if they have an attitude sometimes, because I treat them like my children, and they are the reason why I became a mother too!
I wish they will be all successful and that's the best gift I would ever receive!
Happy Mother's Day to all moms out there!
Thank you for reading please bear with me if I didn't write it perfectly!
Keep safe everyone, I miss you all!!
Love: Kith
Are you Contented?
How to be contented!
They always say be thankful for what God has given us and don't do anything to change it! What I am referring to is the physical appearance!
Have you been contented with your physical appearance!
Are you really happy!
Did you ever thought of changing something into your physical appearance just for you to be more beautiful!
I don't think that they're someone who is contented with what he or she had!
We are only human, wanting for more, wishing something that everybody wishes for!
Just like me, I'm not contented with my physical appearance I was born with brown skin or should I say I'm a morena.
As I grow and seeing people with white skin I always thought I wanted that skin too. Am I ambitious lol I don't think so as I have mentioned we're only human wanting more!
If you won't agree it's fine I'm just telling based on my experience and what I have been observing!
I've become more conscious when I reached the stage of being a teenager!
I let my mom buy me something that I could use on my face to make it lighter.
When I was in high school I used skin white and ponds. I'm "more" right yay!
Not for bragging but they always say that I'm beautiful, and It makes me happy when someone saying that yay! I don't know if they telling the truth, but I know I have the beautiful face too haha. But not a beautiful body, I'm tin and I wanted also to gain some weight I eat a lot of food but nothing changes lol!
As we can see if we could look back at our past photos we could notice that something has changed "glow up" yay! It makes me smile whenever I saw the childhood pictures I'm ugly Lol I'm Negra also because when I was a child I love playing even under the heat of the sun yay!
But for now, I can see that my skin lightened, the truth is I tried many products already because I wanted also to have white and glowing skin haha. After all, my husband is igorot so he's really "maputi" and all I can say is a Sana all"!
I've tried drinking glutathione also but I can't afford it so I've stopped because it's too expensive.
I'm, not that black already since my skin lightened already since I'm always at home and I'll just go outside if the sun is off already haha and when I'm at our school I always wear a jacket even if it's realy hot yay, maybe that's the reason why!
I am using fairy skin on my body now and I love it, it makes me glow yay, and "tiis ganda nga lang kasi mahapi nga naman page nag apply yay".
I also removed my moles on my face because I have a lot of them! I buy liquid I saw online and tried it. The result was fine but I'm, not that contented again since it wasn't removing all, theirs still black that I can see, and I never repeat it because I was scared to what if something bad happens to my face as what my co-workers told me. It's awkward when I had a lot of mole on my face they always say why I have a lot of it. But when I removed it they say I'm more beautiful having that mole. Sounds funny they are making fun of me lol.
It's hard that I wanted more on what has been given to me!
Not only about physical but in everything and I know I'm, not the only one experiencing these because once we got what we want I know that we will wish for more! And that's what humans do, if our wish came true we wish for more!
And I wish I could learn also to be contented with what I have, If it's possible, then I'll try so I won't expect more!
Because expecting more is not good at all! Am I greedy enough because of it, maybe yes but sorry I can't help myself! That's why I'm telling myself to learn how to be contented.
I hope you get what I wanted to tell you!
Learn to be contented with whatever we had and always thank God! Sorry if I got you conscious. Thank you for reading!
Open for reaction about my writings lol!
Love: Kith
I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength. **Philippians 4:11-13.** https://www.brightontheday.com. https://www.brightontheday.com/philippians-411-13/#:~:text=I%20know%20what%20it%20is
Photos are not mine, I got it from google!
Love: Kith
My First and Last!
Love exists in a relationship where both people involved feel the same! Love is a miracle, it can change everything!
It can make you smile, beautiful, happy and motivated day by day!
When I was still in elementary, I was in grade six back then, when someone had a crush on me! I didn't know about it until one of my classmates told me!
Before I can do anything I want, without thinking that someone might see and observing what I'm doing, but when the moment I've known that one of my classmates have feelings for me, I got annoyed, I wasn't happy, because I don't like about it we're too young thinking about having a crush or to be loved!
Instead of being happy because of someone like me, I became conscious, yes I look into myself I've made sure that I'm clean, I'm fresh and I'm beautiful lol.
And I hate it because I know that someone is looking at me so I need to behave, and it makes me annoyed and irritated when I notice that his eyes are with me all the time! It's like I cannot move, I cannot look, and every time we cross each other I make it to the point that I'm far away from him!
I don't really like knowing that someone had a crush on me, I might be happy if I'm the one who had a crush on him because I'm good at keeping a secret lol, I won't tell anyone so no one will tease me!
When I was in High school he was still looking and seeking for me because we are in a different section already and I hate it. I let him feel that I don't like what he's doing and because of that he stopped and I'm happy!
But in our section, someone fell in love again with me lol! Everybody tells that I'm beautiful, I'm neat, and the truth is I'm really "Maarte too lol!
I hate when my sister's classmate is looking at me up and down and telling my sister that I'm too "maarte daw"!
I don't care just think what they want it's me and I can live without them lol!
It's not good when someone in the class has a crush on you, it makes me uncomfortable! But sorry to them I'm too young to be in love and I don't want to be in a relationship yet!
Days, and months past I was in my second year already! And here I know I told you that I'm too young to be in love but the truth is I can't help myself to fall in love for the first time!
He's a first-year and I'm a second-year! I don't know how it happens but one day I saw him without a t-shirt. It's after cleaning our school and while resting I'm at the window and my eyes focused on that room where I saw him! To my shock seeing those "ABS '' lol I think I fell for the first time! He's handsome, her skin is white and he's matured.
In the past, we were exchanging letters because at that time we didn't have cell phones yet!
Because of it, I have become more conscious of myself. I make sure that I will look neat and beautiful every day!
And there's a time in which we stop writing it's others and it makes me sad lol!
When I was in my third year I was addicted to my cell phone since I have it already.
And I love having a lot of text mates! Days and months past, when something happened!
While in the classroom we were not doing anything we are in our group of friends chatting to each other! When one of the group shouted and it's like they are so "kilig na kilig". And we ask why and my classmates came to me and gave me a piece of paper, so it's a love letter. What I hate is that "Nauna Silang kinilig kasya sa akin haha".
My first love is writing again lol! But upon opening the letter I noticed that it's not his pen, so I told my classmates to bring it back to him because I know his handwriting.
And here it starts again! We became boyfriend and girlfriend without even saying a yes to him, yes and it happened because I was just shocked when he called me and asked about the date of our months! "Sinakyan ko lang siya" and The date of our monthsary is February 23, 2010.
It's just for fun I thought but it became a sincere relationship!
We're not seeing each other often because I'm still shy and nervous whenever I see him coming to me haha.
February 2011 when our JS Prom, it made me happy because of Him, you know that dancing, dancing haha just feel that moment, I wish It would not end at all.
We also had a problem as lovebirds do "tampuhan, konting away" and it made our relationship stronger!
My parents are against him but still, he managed to face them whenever he visited our home.
When we're in college the time that I'm afraid of comes! We broke up, I knew he had another girl!
And it makes me sad, I don't want to lose him, I love Him!
And thanks to God we made to fix everything! We've gone through a lot of trials that make us stronger and the love for each other was more strengthen.
He stayed beside me until I graduated and finally got a job. He didn't leave most especially when my mom died, He's always there telling me that he won't leave me no matter what!
And to cut it short the man whom I am referring to is no other than my husband already!!
Yes my first and last! 11 years being with him, And I can say he's the one that God gave to me for the rest of my life!
We're not a perfect couple, we're not even sweet to each other like every couple does but still, I'm thankful because he's a real man who can stand and understand me whatever mistake I can make! He's a really understandable and very helpful husband and I thank God because he gave Him to me!
Until now we are still encountering a lot of probes
Until now we still encounter a lot of problems but still, we were fighting for our son, and I'm happy because he's doing his best to show how he loves us! And I thank him because he's been my "hatid sundo sa skul"
Even he's tired after school he will make sure that he will look into his farm too because as I have mentioned before my husband is a farmer!
His work is not that easy, I also wanted him to find another job but I don't think he wanted it since he used to it already!
And I'm praying that God will guide and bless us always, we will be together for the rest of our life!
Don't be sad if you've didn't found the right person for you, don't be in a hurry, God reserves the best man for everyone!!
If you've hurt, don't be bitter, that's life. We need to experience all of these for us to become better people.
Thank you for reading!
Love: Kith
Thank you!
Life is too short. We should enjoy every moment that we have, forget those negative vibes and turn it into a positive ones! We can always start a new life, it's not too late! Be positive always and God will bless us! It's a new beginning for me! I wish I can do it!
Hello, it's me again, Kith, as what maam @LykeLyca suggested. I'd create my new account here at read.cash and I hope I won't experience being in a spam section anymore! Because it's really hard it makes me unmotivated and I don't even know what I have done and how to get out of it!
And I wanted also to thank the following for always telling me that I can make it even if not today there's still tomorrow, thank you for all the support!
@immaryandmerry who has been like a daughter of me char thank you because of your kindness and you're brilliant students whom I adore and wishes to have one student like you, you've been part of my journey at noisecash and at read cash too, I cannot interact lately and I miss it since noisecash is always telling me that I'm posting too fast, and still I'm thinking positively I won't give up on my account just here at read cash that I need to make another one be out of the spam section.
Thanks again to you @immaryandmerry I Know you've been busy today since it is almost the end of the semester, all I can is good luck and study hard, you can do it dearly!
Thank you also mommy @Judith1969 who's always there also most especially at noisecash she always gives me tips on every comment I made. I don't know why but one thing for sure she's Generous! Thank you so much mom I was able to earn a little also because of your help, and may God bless you more! I love your stitches. They are amazing. I wish I had talent like yours too! And thank you for telling me that I shouldn't give up because if I did, it means I failed and I don't want that to happen!
Thank you also to @Ruffaa I don't how I've met you but thanks God because your a generous one too, it makes me happy whenever you upvote my comments even if it is in the spam section, and thank you also for upvoting my articles I had just known you lately at noise cash too but sad to say I can't interact to everyone, I wish I could do just before! Thank you for all the support and for telling me that I will just get bored when I leave and read cash! So here I am, I won't give up on what you've said too!
Thank you also to @bheng620 I've just known you also at read cash maybe because I was happened to read your article about Dialysis which make me think about my mom who undergoes like that, and thanks also for upvoting my comments sometimes and with all the interaction we made, and thank you for always saying to stay active, write and interact with others and everything will be fine, I don't know your account at noise cash yet, and I will always be thankful to you. And don't be sad because of your past cheer up, as what I've told before you didn't lose but he is!
And I also wanted to thank @Xzeon who happened to say that she upvotes my comments so admin will not think that I'm a spammer and thank you also for telling me to continue writing as what you've maid before, and I wish I could have some strawberry here in our backyard like your haha. Thank you again, dear!
I just want to say thank you also to @hearthbeat and @mrnightmare89 who told me to download the Grammarly app so I could make sure that all my grammar is correct and I hope it will help me improve my writing skills too because I wanted it.
Thank you also @LykeLyca for your generosity and for suggesting that I should make a new account and I wish it works for now, and I wish you will still be there to support me! Be safe always most especially you're a front liner!
And thank you also @Jeaneth my batch mate lol, you're such an inspiration too and I love your voice even if I'm not fun of music too, thank you always! Looking forward to more songs being uploaded by you!
My first article here is just a thankful note to all of you, who believe and support me!
And here I am starting a new account. It is like starting a new life, a positive one, and I won't let that negative vibes ruin all of it!
Thank you for all your generosity and I want to say thank you also to the admin whoever you are for making these site which is very helpful to all of us most especially these time of the pandemic, and thank you also to @MarcDeMesel I may not be recognized by you but still I want to say thank you because I know you made a lot of contribution here at read cash and your such a generous man and I know God will be the one to bring back all the blessings you're sharing abundantly.
Again thank you to all of you!
I'll end it here now, Thank you for reading!
I'm always open if you want to teach me If I made some mistake without my knowledge! Godbless!
Photos are not mine, I got them from Google, dreamstime.com.
Love: Kith
Let's enjoy life and live to the fullest!
@Kith
