Are you a not so young but a not so old woman who's living in the world for almost 27 years now. Who's still inexperience on so many things and still living with her oldies and still dependent to them? Who's afraid to do new things and has a very shy type persona but a thick-skinned woman that you can meet in the virtual wold. You can see seriousness in her face once you see her but deep inside, you have no idea on what's going on, on her head.
Oh yes, this is definitely me, ME! ME! ME! Well, you know me as a jolly person but to be honest, I think I already share this to some of you that I am a very shy person in personal. Who hates crowded place especially if it has a lot of men crawling into it. Well, I can also feel inferiority to some woman but it is still tolerable. I don't know what happen to me but I become like this after High School?
Ans because of that, I hate going outside to enjoy my day in some place for example. If someone I know invite me, I will reject them, not because I don't want to, but because I am just shy, but the big reason is because I am too lazy to walk in the scorching heat of Mr. Sunny's producing who seems like always mad on Bansudeño, lol. I will also give them a lot of reason if why I can't go with them and I will give my Mom as my reason to them, lol
That I can't leave Mom alone. That she needs me and no one will take care if her. That even if she has a partner, she is busy on her store and so I am the only one my Mom who can rely on. This is not partly a lie because it is half true, lol. Sometime Mom asked me to do some errand and as a not so kind woman, I will attend into and do it off course. I was like this since High School, I will always give them my Mom as a reason on why I can't attend into some happy happy that my Classmates will held.
But anyway, because of my shyness and my Mom's tightness to m before I missed a lot of opportunity on exploring the world that could offer, chorrr, lol. But I have a lot of things that I really want to do and list them on my notepad. This is not a big deal. And this is just the simplest and I think most achievable. But some is really not lol. There are only 6 of them and:
1.) Add more holes on my Ear
Okay, I really love ear piercing because I find it cool and I like cool stuff lol. I want to add more holes like on the helix part on both left and right ear, and then on the rook part. I actually have 6 holes on my ears already , I mean 6 earring. 3 on the left and 3 on the right. And I want to add more and fill it with beautiful earrings. I don't if when will I be able to do it. But I want to a professional to pierce my ears just to be safe. If before, I can pierce my own ear but kow I can't. I don't I just feel scared doing it now, lol.
2.) Get a Tattoo
A simple and small tattoo on this part of neck. Here or on the back of my neck, a flowers or just a simple start but zi want it black. I don't know if Mom will allow it but I really want to try it. I just find it cool. If not on my Neck I also want it on my Back. Just a simple amd small one is already okay. I don't want the bigger one just the small one is all good.
3.) Learn a few moves on Taekwondo.
I don'y know if I can still learn it but I think I can. Di pa naman ganon kakunat ang buto ko lol. Do I meed to be flexible to do it? When I watch those action tv series in Korean where those badass woman doing some moves, I can't help myself from admiring them and also copy them lol. Tho I can't really move my legs because it's really hard. I don't even know how to split and bend so I don't know if I can really do it but I cam learn right? Just a proper diet and stretching lol. And knowing some moves on hand to hand combat has a big advantage as it cam be used, if something unexpected happen.
4.) Go to the Bar and Get Drunk
I'm not sure if we have that kind of bar here. The only bar I know is a beer house where some woman hmmm hahaha. But anyway, I want to experience going in on a bar. I want to taste every liquor they have and get drunk. I don't know if I have low tolerance on alcohol, but because it is my first time I think yeah, I have a low tolerance on it for sure lol. And when I het drunk, will ask me there "Are you lost baby girl? And you know what's gonna happen next lol.
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I have a lot of things that I haven't experience yet. The world is big and there is a lot to explore but because of some reasons. I haven't tried anything yet to enjoy my life to thr fullest. If I ever I get the change, I will grab that opportunity and do those things that I really want. I want to enjoy my life even once. I want to do it with my friends or with anyone, or even a strangers as long as they won't some powder on my drinks, lol.
We only live once, so let's enjoy our life to the fullest and enjoy evey moment of it. I don't want to regret a lot of things once I get old so, maybe it's start to move now and do things little bu little. I will start on Ear Piercing. But before that I need to look for a you know, yong nambubutas ng tenga sana. Not a heart breaker okay, lol.
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