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Messed Up Friday Date: January 28th, 2022 Friday Happened to you when you wanted to do something but your mind is refusing it? Another one, did you ever feel sad for no reason and stayed alone without doing anything? Ever happened when you have lots of work to do but your body just can't take it anymore for no reason? Well, these all are happening right now. I must share the situation as I'm not in the mood to do anything and for that reason I have cancelled everything and I mean every single works and plans today. You must be asking me, why? I don’t know or maybe I am in off mood today. I just messed up with my household works. I need some space actually. Oh, I forgot to mention. Mother is not at home and I need to do everything alone in this messed up situation. What a joke! Hello my family. This is your host, Lucifer who is apparently in off mood. So I don’t know whether you will like my this version or not. I don’t understand human behaviour like this when you want something but do something else. Sad, frustrated, angry for no reason. This is not the way you want to start you day, right? But it happens.
No Coffee For Me This is the best thing which I have in the morning but somehow today is not the perfect day. I went to the kitchen, took the coffee mug and other utensils to make a cup of coffee. But then my mind refused it. I was unable to make it. Or I must say like this way, my hands were not working and I felt lazy. Terrible, isn’t it? My body language changed. I put down everything, walked away from it and sleep again. That's how my morning started. I knew it would ruin my day and yes, it is. Ordered Breakfast From Online I didn't have coffee today and I felt so lazy to make a cup of coffee. Obviously I am not in mood to make breakfast for me, feeling like my laziness is back. Everyday my mom make coffee for me but as she is not at home, I become lazy and refusing my daily activities. But in the mean time I was feeling hungry. So I started checking foods online. Not new for me but ordering breakfast, that's new. I ordered some foods and had a small nap for around 30 minutes untill the delivery boy knocked my door. Finally, foods! Washing Clothes? Nope I have to wash some of my clothes. I have less time for myself but I never stepped back from this chores. So, am I going to wash all my dirty clothes in this mood? The answer is no. I am off duty today. So I can't. I will do it tomorrow. What's wrong with me in this very morning is still a mystery! Oh dear! First coffee, then breakfast and now this one. I'm messing up with everything. Mood Swing? Yeah, I'm thinking so. Yesterday I was happy. But not today. Why am I doing so? Is the mood swinging from this way to that way like pendulum? I was happy, now I'm sad and what will happen after that? Laugh or cry? What To Do?
If this situation continues like this way, I will be mad and broken. This terrible feelings came out of nowhere and I don't want it to stay with me. However, I want a distraction which can help me to get rid of this odd feelings. I'm thinking about watching movies. Not romantic, horror or political drama. I will watch action, comedy, thriller or sci-fi. This will help. Heavy metal music. I need to listen this as I haven’t done it for a long time while putting my new headphone in the year. Or maybe, I should pray. I'm done with all these fake promises and rumours around me. I'm done with this society. I need to apologise to my Almighty. This will help for sure. So my dear friends, not a good day for me and I'm not going to mess up with any of your minds. Stay happy my dears. All the pictures including the lead image are used from unsplash.com Thanks for being with me. I'm sorry as I made you people sad too. ©Lucifer01
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Speaking of mood swings, we're the same dear Luci actually earlier I was laughing but now nope I'm pissed of something for no reason.
I keep on having this kind of mood like almost everyday. I don't know why, that's why I'm trying to analyze the root of my mood for that day because I know there's a hidden reason. But if I can't find the reason, I'll just sleep. That helps a lot.
Oh so sorry Luci.. that's a very bad feeling I do hope you feel better eventually.. Praying would help and you could also try to talk to someone.. Maybe call a friend or chat them up, if you're not a fan of calls.. and just talk to them for a while It's advisable for the person to be your close friend though.. cause you guys would really be able to talk at length and different topics would keep coming up.. from one topic to the other And you'll just end up forgetting your sour mood.. Do feel better.. ✨
I hope you feel good after Jumma prayers, is there online food service available in CTG? Amazing! I had my coffee in the morning and feeling really great. Try coffee mini pack 3 in 1 and mixed it with hot water.
I can relate to the mood swings and the "feeling lazy" bit, there are some days that just don't go the way we envisaged it but I do know you'll get through it. Movies and music can help just as you have suggested.
Let's have a movie luci. I'm so stress today. I'm really sad luci. I have a lot of worries now. I want to cry. A lot of problems.🥺 I felt demotivated.🥺 Yesterday I was really happy too. Now my mood changes. So much heavy burdens.
Sorry you feel this way, but I guess we all have such days sometimes. I know how cheerful and happy Luci will be back ASAP. We are here with you 💪🏿
Let's turn around together . Today he also took my job. Well I make coffee for you. than Let's have a movie.
Maybe you're just tired sir, and you body were looking for a rest
Well nice outline here Luci .....in times like this,I just draw then sing or rap or write down lyrics that don't make sense . Maybe I'll try watching a movie when next I feel like this and see how it plays out
The Lucifer is getting bored... Devil definitely needs a rest
Indeed and I had it. Perhaps better now.
It's okay not to be okay sometimes. Well I have that kind of mood the other day too. I was planning to write an article but my head is too busy thinking other things arrgghh. It's pretty normal that sometimes we are not on the mood to do such things.
Are you ok my dear? You can share.
Take your time friend, we can't escape this kind of feeling but this time just be in that situation and admitted that we need more rest once in a while.
Indeed dear. I badly need some rest.
***Oh, I think you are just tired Luci. You have to take some rest so your body and mind can relax too.***
Definitely dear. You understood me.
At times our body will just change to a certain mood in order for us to do things we're not used to doing. So it's okay Luci, just listen to music and play games maybe. I hope you get okay in no time.
I played games. I'm feeling better now. So thanks dear.
There's still a time when we are so lazy that we end up just to lay on bed all day long. It's okay luci take your time to rest you need it then go back to being a devil with a good heart again.
I'm better now. Thanks for the wish.
I think it is because of hormonal imbalance dear...
What does that mean?
Get it together Lucy, mommy is coming very soon and yes go and pray to God
She is home. Thanks buddy.
Where did Mama go dear cousin? Hmm, you are not alone. Perhaps sadness is more contagious than covid?
She is back now from my sister's house. Your words are accurate.
It's okay, just take your time. Maybe it's your "me time" so be it. Just do your works when you are in the mood to do it.
Bad day for me. Somehow it passed away.
I also have such days and then it is better not to do anything. Rest, relax, invite someone you like to be by your side. Eat the chocolates you gave me for my birthday. 😊 Chocolate improves mood. Such a mood passes quickly, it is only important to meet your needs - if you do not have the will to do anything, do not do anything. Where is your mom? I think you actually miss her.
She is back now. Well I did something to upgrade my mood & I'm ok now.
Looks like you have a lazy day luci, but that's okay there are times we feel like that.
Quite bad. But feeling better now.
Dear Lucifer, seeing your grief, made me sad too. I hope nothing bad happened to you. Life is going on with all its ups and downs, one day we are experiencing sadness and one day we are happy. Enjoy the beauty of your moment, life is still sweet despite all its cruelty...
I agree dear. Nothing to worry. I'm ok now.
I felt that way too when I'm not in my mood. Even to stand up makes me tired and feel lazy. Don't mind us though hehe
You are right. Well hello dear. Never seen before. The Devil is happy to see you.
I've been into this situation too Luci, for many times already. All I need is to stop for a moment and breath, we need that man
What more I can say.... You are absolutely right.
I have days like that Luci. Don't fret for I think its normal to feel lazy and demotivated. Focus on happy thoughts and watch comedy movies as much as possible. Hehe. It works for me. Stay safe. ☺️
I did other things. I'm ok now. Thanks.
I know the Devil will rise again for good.. just for the main time, enjoy the rest 🤗
And see, I rose above it. Thanks dear. Good to see you here.
We felt that way because we are humans, though you are the Devil you can't deny that you have the traits of a living human, and being upset and demotivated or lazy sometimes is just a normal thing. The next day you'll be better dear, and as of this writing I know you are now feeling better ;).
Indeed I'm ok now. That was a confusing moment for me.
I'm sorry our kind-hearted and cheerful devil feels this way. Sometimes, we don't really understand what our brain desires. I think you should watch the comedy movies as you suggested, smiling or laughing can brighten your mood
I'm ok now. But totally blanked at that moment.
Alright, I'm glad you feel better
Taking a break from all the work is not that bad. It happens. Sometimes we are restless and we need rest. Especially when you are alone or when you had a tough day. So now you enjoy your day.
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