I want to Spend my $40 because of these reason(s)

Oh my gosh! I am in a middle of thinking and making my own decision if i will spend $40 from my Mom's gift to me. Because it's making me problematic always and pissed everytime that i always encounter this problem of mine.

As you know, I am turning 22 years old already yet, my things/clothes on my drawer are still from my High School life body size. Counting if how many years had past, from 2017 until this year of 2022, 6 years and I still have a proper clothes to be worn. Even though, i want to tipid tipid my money and i always have a mindset that thinking about the Bitcoincash situation right now, this is not the right time for me to spend some money for myself but my body can't take it anymore.

There was this 2 guys that buying at the store a while ago, because my Sister and her boyfriend gone for a while, I am the one who became their seller for a day. The 2 guys buying is wisphering on their each other's ear and i can able to hear it. It's pain my heart because they are talking and laughing of my belly. :( Seriously? The other guy said that I look like a pregnant young girl and the other guy said that i look like a balyena (whale)@Eunoia oh, can you punch them for me brother? :'(

Even though, they are saying that in front of me, and hurt me a little because of those words, it doesn't matter and couldn't stop me from buying,

Street food Hoho! :D Why i will be bothered of their words? It's my body anyway. They don't own my body and it's me who will deside if i will become fat or not.

But after munching those delicious foods and while drinking my Softdrinks, i am thinking if i can spend some $40 to bought some things. It's not about nonsense needs but i have a valid reason and that's why, I am publishing this because i wanted to show and share to you the reason why I want to spend that amount of money and help me 'again' to decide if i will spend or not.

The first one that I want to buy is:

New T-Shirts

I told you before that, I am problematic of my shirt sizes now. My body is not like before. As you know, i am just a Xs to Small size before. But now, my Size is bigger. My size of shirts are now Medium to Large depends on the brand or size of shirts.

But the problem is, I don't know if what design or type of shirt should i pick. Because, for being a look like a real 22 years old woman, I think, the shirts like croptops, or just like what you always saw on Shopee shirts are not my thing anymore.

Back then, I don't like wearing overruns shirts. My Mom bought me a overruns shirts but i don't like wearing those, if i remember, i just worn the other shirt that she bought just only twice because of the fabric of those clothes are not my type. They are so very hot and i am not comfortable.

But now, I decided and reconsidering of buying overruns T-shirts because i think it can fit to me well especially that this is a Medium size. It can also be a good pair if i will go out to pants and or maong short and a white shoes. Right?

New comfortable Short-shorts

One of the things that i need the most is short shorts. Not the expensive shorts. I want my shorts to be just costs Cheaper prices that's why, I am looking on my Shopee. A design that can be a good looking and not a old fashion .

These are the shorts that i wanted to buy. Those are just costs Php 26-28 pesos only. According to the feedback of their customers in the comment section, the cotton of the shorts are good for it's price and it's good just to wear in the house and that is what i am planning and reason why i want to bought short becauss i don't have much short-shorts. If i will buy some shorts, i want them to be garterize so that i can still wear them in the future if i lost weight ehem.

New Underwears and Bra

As a mature woman, I want the design of my underwears to be new too. Before, I used to have a underwear that garterize. But now, because it's so very itchy because the garter of my underwear are so very fit, I decided to change it to this kind of design:

But, they just offer a panty like this by only half dozen but I want to buy a 1 dozen. When it comes to my underwear, i want to buy a branded one. Because of the cotton and i find it more safe than the cheaper one.

The originial shop of SO-EN in shopee this kind of color is not available anymore. And so, i think they also have some resellers of their products and i found another dozen of this nude colors.

As for the Bra, I want it to buy in person so that i can able to know if it can fit to me well or not plus, the design too because i can't tell if the bra is have a big foam or not which is, i don't like my bra to have a big foam.

Conclusion...

I think, traveling on my birthday is not a good thing to do. I want to fix myself to look presentae 'coz, i never done it before. I mean, my Younger cousin's looks so very nice when they go out. They look mature than me. Meanwhile, me, I just wear some clothes that doesn't define my age because my clothes are old already.

So, do i deserve of buying these things on my birthday or just keep the money that my Mom gave to me instead? What do you think?

Thanks for reading!

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