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To Choose between Her or She Warm evening people here on read. I just came back as a free and active person from a busy and inactive one. I am out for almost a week because of my work. I need to save money for the baby and to my partner , I am very active with looking for extra works to at least save money. So still the same, my mom still is mad at me and still can't accept the fact that I am having a baby at my age. She never sent me a message since the day she unblocked me and I just keep on waiting, expecting for the perfect time that my mom will finally accept me, my future wife and our baby. She I know my Mom well. I believe no parents can hold grudge to their children but I think my mom is different. She don't hold grudge she just want to get things fixed in her own selfish way. She wants me to leave my partner and be a irresponsible son. There's no way I will do that, I can't be that irresponsible son, partner and a father at the same time. I know my mom is just concern and I understand that very well, no son would not feel a mother's love. But what else can we do? It already happened, why push me away with my responsibility? I am upset with my mom's selfish decision, yeah I say selfish but doesn't mean I have no respect for her, I just want her acceptance, it already happened right? So instead of taking me away, pushing me away with my responsibility why not support me, help me, guide me since those are the things I needed the most. I am not mad nor planting eagerness with my mom, because I really understand her part. She raise me, support me, carry me, so she knows how hard life is as a parent. And behalf of my mom's decisions, still she is my mom, I gave her my respect, love and I understand her side. I will give her much more time to heal and accept what really happened. I'll wait for that moment. I just hope her eagerness towards my partner will lessen and get cold as soon as possible. Her I met her long time ago, we had our bonding as a friend together and then later on for a long time I realised, I love her. Like whenever I see her I feel happy, I feel joy and I feel love. Her attitudes got me and her purity. Her love to her grandma is priceless and I see her as a good lady. That time I have my present relationship as well as her, so I respect her for being in a relationship to someone. I just waited, I keep my feelings hidden. I ended my present relationship for I am no longer happy because it is no longer a healthy one. Toxic kills me and that fade my feelings. I heard it one of my companions that this lady I had a crush on and her partner broke up already. That time I feel happy like an evils luagh because I've been waiting for this chance. I open up a conversation to her and good thing I received a respond. We had our exchanging thoughts together for almost a month and I can no longer wait for her answer. Yeah I courted her and she asked me if ever I could wait for her just to heal the wound she had from her past experience. I waited because I wanted. I just love her and I am happy whenever I am with her. March 5, 2022 the sweetest Yes I ever had. Finally I heard it coming from her mouth saying Yes and I love you. I hugged her out of the happiness I felt ang hugged her even tighter because of love. The happiness and love from that day was the happiness and love I feel the same upto now. Month of April when my Partner was confirmed pregnant, she cried and overthinks a lot. Her tears hurt me and from that day on I will love this girl forever. After our family sides knows our situation, both sides got angry. As usual, no parents will be happy after hearing situation like ours. My side gets angry the most and said they will file a case for my partner and sent her to prison. That was the moment, her side gets mad too. Now they let me know that If I will leave my partner I will never had the chance to met our child as well as my partner. On the obther hand, My mom told me to leave her or else she will no longer support me and she will never support us. I'm in the middle of choosing my mom and my love. How hard this situation is. Why do I need to choose? I am hurting and If I choose I can hurt feelings too. I can't be a bad son, and I can't be a irresponsible father too. I can't afford to lose her as well as she. This two person are the ladies I love the most. I love my mom and I do really love my partner. Can't we just get reconciled and accept both side as a family? We love each other and my partner is now carrying our baby, I don't want her to get stressed. Why do I have to choose when choosing can hurt someone's feeling? To Choose between two lady is hard, really hard. So i will never pick a side I just want peace and get reconciled. I hope things get better soon, I wish this two lady in my life will create good relationship together. No filing case, it's never an answer, this is personal, it can be settled by having a smooth talking. Guys help me with my current situation. How do I get this two lady have a good relationship. Thanks for reading. Favored Monday, Good evening! For those who haven't read my previous article , here are links provided. https://read.cash/@Janleo/is-a-lawsuit-a-solution-e75eb3e7 Blog #4 Done this at July 11, 2021| 11: 18 PM

Is a Lawsuit a Solution? The previous evening me and my accomplice had a contention, we talk less and we never had our supper together. I comprehend her from being testy in light of the fact that one of my companion let me know that a pregnant lady is ill humored . Whenever she's furious, I just let her and I will giggle and sit tight for her to chill off. She went outside at 6pm, I never know where she is going since she never let out the slightest peep so I just lay here in our bed, sitting tight for her to return. It was 8pm when she is back, still, no talking. She set down close to me and cover herself with cover. I took action, I embraced her from her back and readily she answer by holding my hand, I made her giggle by tickling lastly we are presently fine. Following a moment, my telephone rang and I see that it was a call from obscure. My accomplice said to pick up the telephone thus I did. I heard my grandmother's voice, I was going to hang up the call when wonderful expressed not to. I turned on the volume and we both heard what my grandmother is talking. My grandmother is from Aklan, my dad's side. She began to lash out to Lovely and she said in the event that we won't separate from one another, she will report Lovely to the DSWD and record a claim to sent her to jail. Wonderful heard all that my grandmother said, I saw her crying in quiet and that change my mind-set, I feel torment on my chest seeing my accomplice harming. As per my grandmother I am taken care of beautiful in light of the fact that she holds my telephone and Facebook account, however that isn't accurate. Wonderful never requested my Facebook record and it is my decision to give my telephone to her, I am not taken care of to Lovely on the grounds that seriously, she we should me do what I need. Cash, work, partner is after that young lady from you, she added. No I am very against with what my grandmother said, how might she say that exquisite is after my cash when I dont have? How might beautiful is after my work when I dont have? How might I turn into a partner to Lovely when she does all the house tasks? She washed my garments and when I awakened, food is prepared. I'm never been a partner to Lovely, we cooperate as a team not a chief and a representative. She even inquired as to whether the child Lovely is conveying is mine or not, on the grounds that they think exquisite that way, that hurt me so much, Lovely left in tears saying that I ought to pack my things. I hang up the telephone and followed Lovely. Exquisite that evening was profoundly harmed and she cried everything. I feel frustrated about her and for the child, all the aggravation she had will influence to our child that is the reason I dont believe she should get injured any longer. For what reason are my folks so unforgiving to Lovely? They believe I should run out for my obligation, why? They need to return me to Aklan just to get isolated to Lovely, why? I can't be simply flighty. It's basically impossible that I will abandon Lovely, it is my obligation to be here with her and to get a new line of work that would essentially assist us with setting aside cash for her check ups and prescription. If at any time they record a claim for Lovely what might that be? Will that be sufficient to sent wonderful to jail regardless of whether I let them know that this occurs under my choices not exquisite? Will the DSWD take exquisite regardless of whether it is my ability to accompany her? Also, will Lovely be shipped off jail assuming I will tell to the court that I picked her? How might they be so self centered. What else might we at any point do. It as of now work out and we previously had the child, for what reason are my family decide to cause beautiful to experience like this. I comprehend that they are stunned, furious, frustrated to me from the start, yet to remove me with my obligation? That is my choices to make. I accept that a parent should be quick to enlighten me concerning the obligation I will look along, not a famiky that will tech how to turn into a reckless child, father and an accomplice simultaneously. I will battle for my accomplice, assuming that she has nobody, I will remain close by. I'm not establishing my enthusiasm towards my family, but rather my thought process is they are at this point not right with their choices. I am so much frustrated and I am exceptionally stressed to our child. I trust things will get better soon. No recording case recently accommodated and be settled. I accept that we taxi settle this thing up by talking, understanding. A claim won't ever be a response on the grounds that come what may, I will chooseLovely over my loved ones. That will be all. Favored Thursday For those who haven't read my Introduction blog and first blog, you can just click tge the link provided below. https://read.cash/@Janleo/a-newbie-is-calling-hi-hello-0d85cf8f https://read.cash/@Janleo/a-user-for-one-day-041f413f Blog #3 Done this at June 30, 2022| 9:56 PM

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A User for one day! Just this morning, I checked my read cash account and I was surprised , I have now 11 subscribers that means I have eleven supporters and friends. I was just so amaze with this. I am very happy today so I am in the mood to write and share to you my first day experience here on read. I made this account yesterday morning, and I did published my first ever blog which is a short introduction. Here I tell anything truth about my situation. I am touched by how you people are concerned to me. I read every comments and I really feel your kindness people. What I heard was true. People here are very welcoming and friendly. I can really say that you understand my situation and I am thankful with your advice and I am glad that you guys welcome me warmly. Here are the people I am saying. @grey23espartinas I am very much thankful for your comment. Your right , I should give my mom some more time to recover from her frustrations. I know what you said is true because you are a parent too. I understand how my mama is fewling right now, I understand tgat she is disappointed by now, I just hope that they will cancel the lawsuit they were talking. Thanks a lot once again. @cinderella I hope my mom thinks this way too, I badly needed her help. My partner need a financial support for her checkups and medications, however I have my extra work but my earned money from that is still not enough. But i will continue to work, this is my responsibility. I understand how she's feeling right now, I am not angry or blaming her I am just sad with the decisions she had but then I know she is sad too that at my age I became a father. Thank you so much for welcoming ne friend. @UsagiGallardo215 Thank you for understanding. I am happy that you understand me and thank you for congratulating me, I congratulate you too, I know your a brave mother, I will be a brave father too. Thank you so much for the warm welcome. @Momentswithmatti I hope so too friend. Reconciling with my mother and my partner would be the best for now. I don't want to witnessed my partner crying because of our situation, poor baby we had if she will cry with her whole trimester. I respect my mom's decisions that's why I understand why she blocked me on messenger. I just hope that one day my mother and I will be reconciled. Thank you so much for welcoming me friend. @DennMarc no typo bro I'm16 years old, and yeah I know that my mom is shocked because I'm a father at my age. I hope so too that I will be fine and I will do anything to be fine. I can get through this bro. Thank you so much bro, I will be a father no matter how difficult it might be. @SuperJulalaine Thank you so much for your wishes friend, I hope by now my mom is okay but if its still not I can guve her more space and time. Ohh I wonder what's the title of the Movie your watching? I am interested to watch that too. Yes I am blessed because I have my baby, I know God sees me and this happens for a reason. Thank you so much for welcoming me friend. @Cleophia2 Yes that's why I understand her,I'm letting her cool and I am silently looking for a perfect timing to open up with her again, hoping that the next time, she will accept me and the decisions I made. I just hope that the grudge she is holding now will be soon vanished. Thank you so much friend. @Wrinkle Yes I will be more active here friend, we badly need an extra so earny a little by little her will be a great contribution. I just hope that my mom will realize how much I need her. Yes thank you for the reminders friend, I will do everything soon, I know being a father at my age is never so easy, I will buckle up and do the right thing. @Jento Thank you so much for this long message. Yes tgat is what actually I am doing and what I am still going through, yeah I know my mom, I know she can't hold grudge to me I understand that she is just angry and still in the process of accepting what just happened. By the next time she will unblock me I will continue to ask for her forgiveness and I will keep on wooing her. Thanks a lot friend,your such a great help with what I am feeling right now. @GarrethGrey07 Yeah I've been trying to make this two lady close and reconciled. I hopethat my mom will accept us and forgive us as soon as possible because I need her and her support. Yes my baby is a blessing, Thank you much for your prayers and wishes for my partners safety pregnancy. Thanks a lot friend. @Kacy01 Yes bro its so critical but I will do everything and I will be responsible for my future wife and child. Thank you for thewarm welcome bro. Those are the people who gave mt best advice advice and who openly welcome me here. To you guys I am thankful and glad with your comments. You dont know how happy I was. Yourcomments are a great help of mine. Thank you and God bless all of you. My first day experience was great, and I am in favor of how thibgs work here. For thise who haven'tread my introduction blog,I'll provide the kink below. https://read.cash/@Janleo/a-newbie-is-calling-hi-hello-0d85cf8f That would be all. I pray for your safety, health and wealth. Have a blessed Thursday! Blog #2 Done this at June 29, 2022|10:48 AM

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A newbie is calling. Hi, Hello! Hello everyone here on read and Hi for those who gets the interest to read my introduction. First of all I am very thankful to my partner @Lovelyfaith for teaching how this platform works and discuss me about how I will get a reward by just writing an article. So I made my account just this morning and I have read some of random articles. K found their articles so interesting, one that talks abut losing her baby, family problems, trust issues,write about savings, family planning, and so on. So by reading this I admire those writers because of their topics, and I really admire how things work here. So I am so much excited to share my ideas and blogs here. You can call me Janleo, I am 16 years old a student and a father. Yes, I am not shy by telling the truth because it ks really what it is. One reason why I am here is because me and my partner badly needed an income for her follow up check ups, and to save money we could use when it's her time to give birth to ourfirst child. This coming June 30, 2022 I will be attending my moving up ceremony. I am glad that I am ableto finish this level, and after that I will discontinue my studyfor a year so I could focus to find an extra job to get money and we could at least save a little more. Although my situation is hard, I will stand for this, because I chose this life so I will manage to take the responsibilities as a father. My mother is the only one whos against in our relationship, my partners family is now settled, however my mom still cannot accept the fact that I get lovely pregnant at my age. She balmed her for what happened, her family side tell me that I should take responsibilities and my mother said no. She was so angry and she said she will file a case for lovely, lovely's family started to get angry to her and even to me. I am not in favor of my mom and I will never leave lovely alone qith our child. I can't be a irresponsible son and father at the same time. Why can't she just accept me and lovely? Does filing a lawsuit change the situation? No because if ever that will happen,I will always choose my partner and our child. My mom blocked me on Facebook, its okay for me, what can i do if that's what she want right? I gues she can't accept the fact bu now, but I hope soon she will finally accept us. How I wish my mom will accept us so soon because we badly needed help. That will be all for my first article, I need to go for now because I need to get to work. Hello, I am Janleo your newbie here, I would be so much happy to have my first ever sponsor. Thanks for reading. Blog #1 Done this at June 28, 2022|9:25 AM