Creating short story using Song Title and Lyrics

Do you still remember the day we celebrated the Valentine? I told you some promising words that you will never forget and that is,

"...Even if the sun will refused to shine,even if romance will out of rhyme,you would still have my heart until the end of time."

Because baby you are my destiny , you and I are meant to be.

But despite of all of that words that I told and promise you that even I said to you that You and I we don't be like them, we can make 'till the end and I make sure that nothing will come between us.

I broke that Promises because how dumb I am. I commit terrible mistake that i know, you can't forgive me now.

How I wish you can still by my side but I know that you can't be with me again because you can't forget all the Past that what happened between the two of us. I know I was wrong when I hurt you, did you have to hurt me too? But it's okay my love because I was the first who hurt you and I deserved all of these too.

I can still remember the day of after how many days that we have some misunderstanding and fight. When I ran so fast because I could hardly believe it when I heard the news that you will go so far far away. All I can see in the high way is the back of your car we're you're riding and I can't reached it and that is the last moment that I saw you gone to me. I look to the sky with crying eyes, asking the question 'My love, How can I live without you? '

After the Day that you never come back to me, my life is just like a Sad song , because without you i feel broke like I'm half of a whole.

I always go to the bar where we first meet but I still go home everynight without holding your hands. When I go home, looking around the corner of my condo- I remember the time we spend together, I decided to go to my room but Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up i need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight.

When I woke up in the morning, I decided to go to the Café to buy your favorite latté macchiato. I rub my hair while picking my cegar in my pocket but my cegar droped to the floor after I saw you going out at the door and you also saw me but you stare to me blankly. I was stuned. I almost lose you again when you decided to walk away but before you will go far away again, I grab the chance to hold your arm and said,

"I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more".

But all you did response to what I said was forcing your hand to make me let it go but I don't want to but when I saw a unfamiliar Man where your eyes looking at, There's nothing i can't do but to let it go your arms a little by little even if it's hurting me like a knife stabbing my heart.

I was stuned. I become the man who can't be moved. Seconds, minutes, and hours, I don't care if How I was standing there until night come and I decided to go again to the bar. Hoping that you're still there too and I'm not wrong because you are enjoying the hang out together with your friends.

Looking at you from a distance when you decided to dance in the dance floor. Your smile and your laugh that I miss the most. How I wish I can still hold you and I wish that you can still look at me with that sweet smile of yours.

When I noticed that you go to other direction alone, I decided to grab you even if whatever curse you throw to me. We go to the dark place where you and I are just the only there and that is the moment that I kissed you again for the one last time- unsure if you will let me love you again but I'm not right because all what I heared is your cry and you run away again to me. I like to follow you but I think this is the end and I never chase you again. I will never beg even if I still love you. I will never forced you again because I know that I already hurt her a lot.

1 year later...

I still can't move on. I never fell inlove with other girls because I'm still waiting for her. Maybe my love will come back someday only the Heaven knows. My friends always keep telling me that if I really love her you've gotta set her free so I did even if it's hurts me.

When I working at my office, there was an email that my Secretary give to me. I opened it and I almost faint but I still manage to rush and grab my car keys and travel to the place where you are and when I almost there, I can't say any single words...I can't open my mouth... All I heared is your family cry. I knelt down because I lost my balance when I saw you laying in the white bed, your skin is pale, you are sleeping.

I decided to come near to you slowly and it's break my heart more when I hold your cold hands. I kissed it and say,

"Don't go tonight stay here one more time and let's fall in love one more time... I need you now by my side. I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me."

All of what I heared on that day is our cry because my love is Gone.

Ending...

It's been 1 year since she leave me. Her Mom explain all what happened why she decided to chose to live me than stay with me. Because she can't have baby and it's not because of the small mistake that I did. She's afraid of hurting me because she can't give what I want. Another reason why she also decided not to come back with me even if she is just around because she has a stage 4 Cancer. There is no time and seconds that she never think of me that even in the Hospital she always look at the heart necklace where our picture was there and because of that all that I heared, I can't stop my self but to cry. The day after I visited her 1 year death anniversary, I kill my self so that i can be with her again.

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Author's Note:

Another article published for today! I just write a sad love story using song title and lyrics that i was listened to today and I am inspired by ate Ruffa since she always say to me that she just writing about songs when she ran out of ideas what to write about. But i'm not good at writing stories using songs HA-HA but I think i tried my best. Hehe

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