Finally Engaged after How many months of relationship
Today is the best day for me! I mean I became one of the most luckiest girl all over the world. I'm sorry if I did not announce early but, I already have a boyfriend since May wait! Boyfriend? I don't know how to call him because we are not the type or couple that start from friends to romantic relationship.
Actually, I seduced him first. April at the small birthday party of our friend. 'It' was happen to the restroom. Should I also continue narrating what we did? Charot. You already know if how will be the kid will formed. I know, it was my fault but I didn't know that he was so very kind and gentleman. By the way, Last, Last may when I already know that I'm pregnant. At first, I'm became in denial because i'm scared of the reality and i'm not ready yet.
When the time that I sent him a message telling that I'm pregnant, He was shock at first and unsure if the child that I am carrying is really his. I became mad to him and he already know why so he also decided to meet me and talk about our plans.
We talk to his parents first, it was my first time again to face with them because it's been almost 11 years since the last time that i talk with them and the feeling of being nervous because I know what will happen next and I witnessed how his parents scold him and his Father also punch him on his face. While her mother was almost collapsed because of what she did hear and she can't also believed. After that time, they told me to go home first and they need to talk as a family.
That night, No response, no messages, no calls. I didn't get anything from him and I'm nervous and in the morning, I was shock when my Sister was waking me up to prepare because he was in outside together with his family and waiting for me.
I prepare my self and sit beside my Sister. My Mom was also in the Video call the silence is all around and no one dare to start the conversation but I'm so very amazed when he started to speak and he announce to my Family that I'm pregnant and he is there together with his family to talk about it. My Grandparents cried and even my Mom who was at the abroad also cry I know that it's was normal and they scold me and I deserved it.
However, they are glad that he is brave and willing to take the responsibility as a Father even if he is still studying as a Mechanical Engineering. His plan was to continue to study college while he was taking responsibility to me and since they are still studying online class he can still manage his time to take care of me. But, if you are wondering why I never mentioned him to my articles and blogs is because I don't want to tell to anyone about it that I'm early to be pregnant and he is also not living here because our parents decided to we will not living in the same roof until he will finished his study.
But, this time! Is my very memorable day. Yay! Because I didn't expected that this dream of mine will really happened. I was so very happy that I also cried seeing him in front of me kneeling while holding a ring like what always happened to dramas.
I'm so curious a while a go why he chatted me saying that we will go somewhere. I asked him where? And he said that it was a secret and I will know it when we already arrived there. By the help of his Father's vehicle (he barrowed it so that we can able to be safe and far from being infected by the virus esp that I am now 5 months preggy).
I just wear my simple Khaki colored dress and a simple sling bag and sandals. I didn't apply much make up and just put some little lip tint to my lips. When I go outside he is waiting at our plaza. When we already at the bridge, He stoped the car and grab the handkerchief that it was in front of him and he ask me to turn around... he put it to me to closed my eyes because he don't want me to look the route where we go.
After How many hours of waiting and I feel asleep because I'm so very sleepy that time and glad that we arrived safe. He wakes me up and hold my hand to guide me to the spot. After how many steps of walking, I'm so very surprised when we go to the Church where my Aunt's and Uncle's married. The Familisr statue of our Papa Jesus is in front of me and near to me. I was about to ask him why we are there when I'm shocked because he was in front of me- kneeling while holding a ring and a familiar song was playing from his phone beside him.
Sabi nila, balang araw, darating
Ang iyong tanging hinihiling
At noong dumating ang aking panalangin
Ay hindi na maikubli
And that is the start where my eyes started to cry. Not because of sadness but because I'm happy. I'm really happy.
Ang pag-asang nahanap ko sa 'yong mga mata
At ang takot kong sakali mang ika'y mawawalaAt ngayon, nandiyan ka na
'Di mapaliwanag ang nadarama
Handa ako sa walang hanggan
'Di paaasahin, 'di ka sasaktan
I lost my dreams of marrying. I always tell to everyone that I don't like to get married. I really don't like after when my parents separated, My Aunt and Uncle divorced and a lot of couple broke up and even ended their relationship to 'Tulfo'.
When he speak the words that I never expected that he will tell to me,
"Alam ko, Maaga pa. Alam ko wala pa tayong ipon. Alam ko, hindi pa pwede pero humingi na ako ng pahintulot sa mama mo, sa lolo at lola mo, sa ate mo..." His eyes are also now crying "Matagal na akong nagprepretend na di kita mahal. Di kita gusto. Na kinalimutan na kita..nagbubulag bulagan ako. Pero heto na ako ngayon sa harapan mo. Ayoko na takbuhan yung totoong nararamdaman ko Ja. Ang panginoon na mismo ang sasaksi sa araw na to. Sa harapan niya mismo...Ja, Will you marry me?"
That time, I didn't hesitate to say "Yes!" Because he is my Bestfriend and at the same time he is My first love. After how many years of being broken and waiting for him, Finally! This day is already happened and I thank God because my prayer was fulfilled.
He stand up and wear me the ring to my ring finger and he is about to kiss me when I fell. Ouch! That was hurt!
The Ending...
I look around and I'm at my room and I also hold my stomach but it was just a big tummy and no baby inside. I lazy climbing up to my bed and when I already lying, I grab my phone beside me and look if what is the time already and it's already 8:14 in the morning.
I slap my forehead because it was just a dream but I'm still hoping that it will happened in the future too. Lol how I wish that it was real because I really dreamed to be married to my long time Crush.
Anyways, This is just my dream last night and I just add some small addition to story. It is not real okay? But if the destinh will allow us, I will make sure that I will wrote about it here in the future and y'all will invited to our Wedding charot HAHA
So that is all for today, Thank you for reading! I hope that you enjoyed it!
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