Welcome to page one of my life, I had tons of thoughts and words expressed in my mind and I had selected one every day and compile it now for you felt the feelings and ideas I just sense the whole week of living.
Saturday, July 31, 2021. I think I have now hooked in writing, things wasn't that like before, those observations I had in my surrounding is now in a different level. I know I am just a reader and frustrated writer here, but not I could sense the availability of the overflowing thoughts in my mind. Maybe I should make it a Diary of my thought that happened every day, or many not.
One thing you might not know about me is that words of thought could easily be abiding but when I am in the middle of aggregation and plot of the main story, I do easily felt unmotivated, and thoughts of me are easily faded and went to someplace I don't know where.
That's always happened to me and drafting wasn't a good choice for the next day, I got the decision to make it cut and delete the draft I just did. I hate the idea that the topic I got was cut in the pieces, not because I don't have an article to share but it feels like against my will for those might boring thoughts came from me originally.
Why do I write? I don't know maybe for the upvote and maybe not.
Sunday, August 1, 2021. What a great start of the month and was spotted during Sundays, for some places Sunday is the start of the week but for Filipino, it is the representation of the week ending. On the second day of my draft where I am listing all the things that give me interest today.
I felt some irritation in my nose at the moment, I looked for my side for the culprit and what I just found is the green-colored box with an unwanted page cover of people undergoing such medical conditions. The box is now empty but the aroma of mint barley still presents and the residue of dried pulverized leaves executed the fragrance.
I have seen Facebook posts that depict men smoking. The post was dictated as if the man will calculate the number of cigarette fossils he smoked and multiple it with current prize per stick now, they could build a house and lot instead, but no they investing it to self addiction and incurability.
I also tried smoking for my curiosity and I felt like the smoked substance wasn't good inside my lungs, vomits, and caught just the reminding don't do the things.
Monday, August 2, 2021. Speaking of smoking, I have seen my neighbors burning their leaves residues in our neighborhoods, sounds like they doing it because of garbage collector again wasn't come to collect tons of garbage that hang for a long time now. Well not about the smoked I wanted to share today let talked about Carbon Dioxide.
People think Carbon Dioxide is bad for the environment as the science teacher in our Elementary says, not when we realized the benefit of Carbon Dioxide. Well, the fact is the pollution they give resulted in climate change but somehow it has benefits too.
Benefits us, humans, we exhaled carbon dioxide so the body will regulate the blood normally, had you tried to just inhale without exhaling? You will felt something weird right? And also for plants, CO2 is essential as food for plants, under greenhouse farming they actually use a CO2 machine that gives the natural food synthesis of the plant.
Tuesday, August 3, 2021. This is not Scripted by chance again that my thought is all about smoked, my one neighbor's burns leaves yesterday and again the other one does the same, happening because of garbage collector wasn't again do the collecting in our block. Well, they make sure it's just leaves and woods and the plastic burning wasn't allowed in our community, for the strong and healthy odor of burning plastic could be caused by other neighbors breathing problems.
I just laughed seeing those children playing in the smoked, they run fast some stay in the smoked for a long time. They say they had the feeling of being an angel at the cloud. Well, an angel but the odor they might get for staying at the foggy pollutant I don't know what their mothers could do if she found out.
It gives me a dazed mind, the creative mind of children is quite amazing, the feeling they got like they are the angel in the cloud, well I don't argue in that matter.
Wednesday. August 4, 2021. Now speaking of smoked and clouds, I am feeling the same way around now, I think my head is under the charm of dark clouds that giving me the dazed box of boredom and uncertainty toward my activities.
I had questioned that maybe many could relate, what if we were living really under the English speaking country, could we easily write the thoughts without correcting the grammars and the everything? or maybe not.
Then I just remembered some friend come from the country where their speaking habit is the English language the sad thing is that he says not all English speaking people could fully express their self in the manner of English literature and words choices span. Some weren't good at speaking and had insecurities about their accent indeed.
Thursday, August 5, 2021. Is there also smoked inside the body of fire breathing dragon?
Friday, August 6, 2021. Woah that's fast its again Friday and guess what, Again I seen smoked just the moment I am writing this last thought compilation of the week, I am facing the rooftop of my neighbor's house and due to high heat this day, I could see the smoked feeling released by galvanized roof.
Haven't you think of something like this before? compiling your thoughts like a diary? the feeling I had now is that, who cares about my thoughts day today? haha. I see writers write what happened to their daily lives and even published them as best-selling books. Well, maybe they won't have the diary of them written as a textbook if they don't have the same daily thoughts in mind.
What is smoked in our lives? People had died because of smoking, even labeled the box with "Smoking kills" still now some children are getting to the point of being addicted to smoke. The Eunoia'c thoughts about smoked had nothing to do with them anyway, but I prefer to state that smoked is like the life of everyone, when the fire consumed all the woods or leaves the smoked began to fade, just like our lives. When we consumed the years that were placed by almighty be might be just be gone like smoke in the air.
Hi I found the thought diary more interesting, you should try it too, and tag me
This one reminds me of smoky mountains in the countryside and the smell of burnt dried leaves that reminds me of a scene in my childhood- Mama's burning some dried leaves mixed with green ones to drive the mosquitoes away. Whenever I smell burnt dried leaves, I get to picture out that scene over and over again. I guess its true what they say about our sense of smell- they bring back vivid memories than sense of sight. And hey,before I forget, its a good read. Good job!