Is there really happened for a reason? Coincidence? or just another alibi for what things were done under the shed of our unjust and absurd mind? Maybe it feels better or may fade in the time where you now think it's gone.
August, 1, 2o21. It's an exordium for the month of Augustus. What's reminds me of this month is the movie August Rush, the lost boy under the charm of the musical orchestra where wind and the flow of water and anything that has tempo becomes his pieces of art. If you have unseen the movie maybe you really missed some good film over a century.
Are we really aware of what has just been done?. Something just pops in my head during my shower, the cold water comes after me and reminds me of what happened yesterday in my life that's unforgettable for I made a huge change and exhibition in my development.
Pinning may be, it's preparation to face the new world between myself and the realms of others. Being brave and facing the challenge alone, but deep inside it could cut a wound in my heart, for we don't have any choice but to obtain and endure the ooze inside.
Day today, there is something happening that recurrently we don't understand much, constantly makes us question if we do the right thing or the opposite. Could we say were conscious of what we have done and don't? That area of interest guides us to the exordium of something bravery we had.
Are you aware of what others have just done to you?. This is the hardest thing for me to answer, I don't know what others telling me on my back. Well, I know anyone could talk about me maybe bad or something that is good and excellent.
How about you, aren't you cognizant of what possible thing people on your back talking or murmuring about you? Is this beneficial for them to be inspired more or just propitious for the comfort and altitude of their time?.
Sometimes, we don't know or were just acting while the fact ourselves already knew. After my article this past day than focusing on the negative side and performance of people I think I am aware and will be aware of the possible thing incline. We cant perform all the possible likes and dislikes of people around us, nor we cant give them everything that will peased their hearts.
Betrayal did someone do this to you? or worst did you do those things to others?. I don't know your motives, but sometimes people betray you if you are not real and on another side, you are not now beneficial to them.
In my college observation, when you were rich and popular you had a lot of flowing friends. Like the stories you read on Wattpad, the teen movies played on Netflix and the afternoon drama on your local television channel. You got a lot of friends because you benefit them, maybe because of your social structure and fame or who knows what more?
Does someone betray me? yeah, there is, but ended up he's the bad guy. Jealous becomes the motive and people knew I am a person who wasn't just that easy to talk about my life and they don't believe what he says even was true.
On other hand, I am aware of what I just, but don't focus on the side that I let myself conclude what I did is practically right and unjust, even some people proclaimed it absorbs or unright but maybe I need to be myself a little bit, maybe I had to chase my inner self, the roaring lion perhaps that enjoying jogging in my bones.
Hards to absorb my thoughts today's right? Listen to the words and not just observing how I wrote and you will see the real story behind it.
Awareness of what we did from the past might be the ideal and vast of my topic today, Maybe the beginning of the month is the reason or maybe not, perhaps the wind of August makes me think this idea.
I am talking about my regret and betrayals, some people betray me and dump me in the dirt, for some reason I was the one that did the thing. Nevertheless, maybe there wasn't a coincidence, those times that we don't know what really happened, those moments where we don't want and convince ourselves that what we did is a huge mistake.
Betrayal wasn't just happened my peer to peer but also happened between self and spirit. Sometimes we lose balance and make the darkness overthrow inside. the point that claiming we were too much.
I had a lot of betrayals by myself, regrets for it was planned but I choose to undo, its already designed but seems like it's not yet that enough, ready to construct but got the feeling budget wasn't acceptable until I almost forget nor choice just to forget those indications of my cowardness.
I am aware of what just had done, I am in the hurry for claiming the throne that I just had, but sometimes I am knowledgeable of the thing happened and what people did to me but I don't have the strength to dictate myself so I just ignore and acted as I don't. Bad or good things it's now done.
Things happened, instead could we ask ourselves the thing should be aware or not? For some instances, it's better not to know the truth because it bleeds and cutting me the most.
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betrayal would really be hurtful for the person whose been betrayed