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Dear Diary, I want to just Sleep.

Today, I wanted to sleep more, but some unexplainable thoughts visit my mind, and somehow wakes me up over and over again. When I try to remember the images, my mind was suddenly blank.

**Sunday, September 19.** I think I've slept as late as 3 a.m. the day before. I was so engrossed in what I was watching, and I did not notice the time. I wanted to wake up at nine or ten to at least get six hours sleep but mom did not want that. She wanted me to get up by eight and have some moment with the sun first. For Vitamin D, she said. Okay, I said. I was still sleepy for a bit, but I just read some articles while my back faced the heat of the morning sun. The heat woke me up fully. We could not attend the Sunday service, only mom. Gatherings are still discouraged. Only a few were allowed, church leaders, specifically. *My Sunday was not that remarkable, as I pretty much relaxed all day.* The only productive thing I did was the laundry. The rest, sleeping in daytime, bonding with my phone, and daydreaming. I also was not able to juice ideas to write when the night came. My head hurt. It's my fault. I won't ever sleep at three again. **Monday, 20th of September.** I decided to make this day count. Slept early the night before *(did not write anything, anyway)* and woke up at seven or eight o' clock in the morning. I first beautified the room where I stay at, and changed a bit of the appearance, for a new look. Then, I cleaned our little yard, dealt with some piece of garbage *(literal, not human),* then took a bit of rest. Afterwards, I fetched the laundry which are done, hung them to dry completely, and got the real dry ones to fold. Then put them to the respective cabinets. I don't really remember if it was Monday or Sunday, when I sewed a dress for our kitten, Mia. Out of boredom, and fun, I did. Mia is sweet and lovely, she wants to always stay in my place.

I cut some lower part of that black and pink top because it was so long. Then I suddenly thought of making a dress out of the extra fabric. *I am no professional dressmaker, I was just a bored potato.*

Four more days. Don't worry now, self. Think about it on 24th, okay? I tried to distract myself with things, but I was more sleepy than motivated. So, I slept during the daytime, too. Beside Mia. I had a bit of motivation to write, but the urge to sleep was stronger, so I did the latter that night. **Tuesday today. September 21st.** Three days more. I think I had a good dream, but a few minutes after, I seem to forget everything. I tend to remember bad dreams, but not a single thing when it's a wholesome, or funny one. Some images flashed on my mind when my mind was awaken by a crying boy in the neighborhood, and these images are questionable. These seemed to disturb me from sleeping peacefully. So when I finally decided to get up and move, I tried to recall these images, the stills, and the moving ones. I failed. I mean, what are they? Why do they bother my sleep? I just want to sleep. Mom wanted me to have some moments with the morning sun again, so I did it in my room. I opened all windows and let the fresh air come in. The rays of the sun peeked inside, so I took the chance and fronted my back there. It was hotter than usual, of course. It's already late. *I felt the urge to sleep again.* My, how I love to sleep nowadays. Sleeping is a comfort, really. It's just that you don't think of things when you sleep, right? If I find the will to, I'll try to do some laundry today. And give the dog a bath after that. Will also try to write something more sensible tonight, so I could compensate for the inactivity in this platform. I remember making a TO-DO list two days ago, but some of those are still yet to checked, you know. The sound of the welding from nearby is loud, and annoying. It does not stop. What are they constructing now? Hope this does not continue tomorrow. It's getting my attention. I will have some breakfast. If it's a good one, maybe I will be more motivated to be productive today. My lower abdomen aches. It's *that* time of the month, I guess. It sucks.

Hello, everyone! Another diary-like blog for a Tuesday morning. Reason for my two days inactivity? I was out of writing battery. I guess that exists. I am charging it by writing, yes. A quick shout out to dear sponsor @emily2u , thanks a lot for renewing your sponsorship! I am grateful! Just saw it this morning through a quick glance at my notifs. I will catch up again for two days worth of inactivity. I am sure I have many articles to read, and some comments and replies to see. Wait until I fill your notifs again. Hopefully, I can do it today. I will try and put up better articles next time, so I hope you still are okay with this one. Thanks for reading! **❄️ Read Next!** **Weekend with Nature** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/weekend-with-nature-357d955b ****Throwback Thursday: A Memorable Celebration**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/throwback-thursday-a-memorable-celebration-8876c03d ****Let this Article Distract You.**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/let-this-article-distract-you-dd71b045 ****Blogging Journey with BCH: July and August Report (feat. September updates)**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/blogging-journey-with-bch-july-and-august-report-feat-september-updates-422f09eb ****Always Beautiful to Me.**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/always-beautiful-to-me-ca4ee332 ****Fourteen | 00:00**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/fourteen-0000-63b6d9bb ♥️ *And please show some love to my old articles:* https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/let-this-article-distract-you-38ea68b5#and-please-show-some-love-to-my-old-articles ****Fourteen | 04:15**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/fourteen-0415-de873753 ****Dear Diary, All is Well.**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/dear-diary-all-is-well-56896a6f ****How My Birthday Went**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/how-my-birthday-went-0a0821cb ****Blog: When August Ends**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/blog-when-august-ends-d72c6310 ****Fourteen | 08:02**** https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/fourteen-0802-0a6fea1e **I am excited to see your name on my sponsor block. Thank you in advance!** **Be a writer in this amazing platform right NOW! Register** ****HERE**** **❤️ and let me know so I could guide you through.** https://read.cash/r/Ellehcim **Let's hang out on** ****noise.cash******! I also go by the name username. Want some assistance? Don't forget to tell me. I am more than willing to.** https://noise.cash/u/Ellehcim **#Club1BCH** https://read.cash/search?q=%23Club1BCH To God be the Glory. https://read.cash/@Ellehcim/ever-felt-lonely-same-3ea3de6e#to-god-be-the-glory

***Lead Image from Unsplash*** ***Published 09/21/21***

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