@DennMarc
Today’s a good day for a fight! It was a day that made me a better person and realized that I should fight for something I deserved. Looking back from what happened these past few weeks, I always chose others. Others that I gave importance and time. I never thought that one day, as myself, I would be drained and cannot respond to others anymore. That is the start of reflecting about what I can offer for myself too. I wonder what would have happened if I gave something better for myself, instead of for others.
You know what, I would like to write this piece for myself. I would like to highlight every inch of my being so that I can release what my mind is telling me. You read my articles about featuring different news, entertainment and various topics that would give lessons to everyone. You know I cannot believe that I can write an article a day. Like, how did my brain cells make every word and sentence come into one whole piece of article. My title was actually based and inspired from what I watched in Vice Ganda’s recent blog. It was a blog about interviewing one of the smartest people in the beauty industry, none other than Nicole Cordoves. The blog talked about Nicole’s love life and what happened during their relationship.The interview was released yesterday and Nicole’s breakup happened a couple of months ago. Meaning, it was still fresh and painful. Yet, I was awed about how she handled herself after the breakup. https://youtu.be/RkC7gJ6GMAw The interview started with making greetings and immediately Vice asked her about how she was doing. In fairness, Nicole really is a beauty queen material. She was honest and I felt the love she had for her ex. The love without bitterness and sense of revenge. She was once said that when you love, you have to give it all. When you give it all to that person, whether it lasts for long or short, you have no regrets. I am just happy for her because I realized that not all long relationships that end are bitter. Some are happy and respectful in a way that they accepted wholeheartedly because they know they had a beautiful love story. I love the thought of how they spent their time together with so much love. It was their fault to hurt each other, but they don’t blame each other for it. Some relationships ended with bitterness and payback. My heart was very sad and happy at the same time. I don’t particularly recognize what kind of feeling this is, but I'll tell you what. I just want to let these little fingers of mine type and enter words that come and go. I am not having a writer’s block or anything fall short but, I feel like writing about what I want to write honestly without considering what people would think about it. Just think this is a selfish article for today. To be honest, I am madly in love right now. Oh, am I really in love or just having great adoration? I feel like whenever I talk and message her, all I think is making her happy even though we cannot see each other personally. Is that what you call love? I am confused. I held onto my heart for a very long time and now, it was hard for me to restrain myself from falling. I am 21 years old and I think it is a good age for coming out to love, right? I am just hesitating to ask her since I am not sure about myself yet. Oh my, I should stop writing about these confusing feelings of mine. It is not good for me or beneficial for you to read this. But, she keeps appearing in my dreams often nowadays. Even if I don’t want to talk to her, her face is what I see in my head. Like when I lay down in our hammock to nap and kept my eyes closed. She was the photo of my eternal dark vision. At last, I just wanted to say that I wanted to fight for this feeling, but I do not know how long. I think she knew that I had feelings for her. Whatever her thoughts about me is not my business anymore. She had her own thoughts, mental capabilities and decisions to make. I guess, I should be happy for myself because after a long time, I finally fell for a girl right now. My heart’s long slumber was awakened and that’s a big step for this young humble writer of yours. I am glad that you are all existing in my sponsors block until now. You are all a blessing to me. My previous articles you might love to read: The actor who killed his mother without mercy https://read.cash/@DennMarc/the-actor-who-killed-his-mother-without-mercy-ef26d2ac A writing prompt with $250 as a cash prize https://read.cash/@DennMarc/a-writing-prompt-with-250-as-a-cash-prize-d4cdfa66 The best place to write is at your comfort zones https://read.cash/@DennMarc/the-best-place-to-write-is-at-your-comfort-zones-74eea886
Thank you for reading. I'll see you next time!
48 comments
All the best to you with whatever you decide to do :)
Oh my! I hope my decision wouldn't be resulted from my clouded mind and impulsive heart.
These are a nice words from vice ganda. Happy fathers day to you my friend ....
Yeah, he was so nice and his words are so good. Thanks po ate. Happy Father's day to your husband.
Ahem sino kaya un, pero feeling ko si ano,.....wala lng ewan if tama ba ang nasa isip ko, pero kung sino man sya abay magsabi na😀
Whahaha. Sino po nasa isip mo ate? Malay mo tama ka naman po. Hahaha.
I think you should give it a try, why not diba? However whatever your decision would be, good luck ☺️
Yeah, it has to be done. I felt like this will be a hardest decision in my life right now. Whoo!
I can tell you na itong nararamdaman mo, yes love na iyan ad congrats naramdaman mo na din. Now, try to show her how u admire her very much. Advice ko, if you want to commit, always expect the ups and downs. Mas okay na maging old fashioned when it comes to love. Ung bang ligawan thingy? Normal yan. Wag gayahin ung mga nakikita sa fb na apaka pabebe.
Hala ate! Bigla tuloy ako na pressure nung nabasa ko to. Pero totoo po na gusto ko muna masure ang lahat bago mag commit.
alam mo pag ung guy eh sobrang committed, kahit walang itsura eh malakas maka gwapo yan. totoo to.
Nevermind about Nicole, I'm more interested to the ghorl your inlove with. Ayiehhhh, feel it and savor jt, enjoy and confessss ᕙ(͡°‿ ͡°)ᕗ. Pero make sure na ready ka din sa answer nya aba coz not all has a good result, you know just base on experience ( ꈍᴗꈍ). Anyways, I'm not aure if na in love na din ba ako, ang alam ko lang I admire a lot of men Bwahahaha ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Bigla ako napaisip ate kung sure na ba talaga ako or may doubt pa ko na hindi sya totoo. Pero I know there's something na ate.
As a serial flirt before, I can tell you that you will know it is pure love when you want to improve yourself alongside this person. It is when you see a clear future with them, knowing that you will not have to sacrifice who you are and what you want to achieve. I think you are doing the right thing of not asking her out right now since you are not yet sure of your feelings. It is better to make sure of your feelings first before trying to be a part of someone's life.
Oh wow, a serial flirt killer is a new word for me to describe you. Are you really? Oh my! Anyways, yeah, I am just making sure that I am 100% sure with this cause I don't want to hurt myself either.
Yiee inlab ka bro hehe. Being In-loved is the most beautiful thing in this life; we don't understand the feeling, more and more thoughts that come in a single time we think of her, the smile, and even just the short message of 'hi' the very intense cargo of being whole. Yeah, telling or confessing is no returning factor, so better think carefully. Yiee nakaka excite Naman hehe.
I wonder how much I can do when I am in love. But I'll try not write article about it because I am so shy about it. Haha. But I guess being in love is a true happiness in our heart.
ngayon lang ako kuya nakabasa ng lovelife experience sa tagal natin magkakilala. sino kaya itong girl na ito. nabanggit mo na ba yan samin?
Wahahaha. Nako wag mo talaga yan sasabihin sa iba, lagot ka talaga sakin. Hahaha. Wala, hindi nyo yon kilala.
hahahah natawa ako dito, yan ang disadvantage kapag may kakilala ka dito hehehe.
Maging totoo ka lang.. Mapapasayo din sya 😁
Sarap pakinggan nung mapapasayo din sya. Whahaha. Jusko po, sana talaga. Pero syempre wag naman biglain at madaliin.
I think you truly love the person but you're confused about what you want. I think you should take your time to find yourself before you conclude on what to do. That's if you'll have a relationship or not. That's my idea
I'm in love, but don't know exactly what should do about it because it's my first time to feel it again.
Wahh sene el in love...sa totoo lang nakakatakot mag confess like whats next after coNfession? HAHA pero baka mamaya mabalitaan ko nalang in relationship kana HAHA
Oo nga kiddo. Hirap mag confess lalo na kung alam mo ang isasagot nya pero you know laban lang.
Wowwww! Sana all inlove! Yieee 💚 good for you na nainlove kana din bata! Goodluck sa lovidabidab mo. Kaya mo yan! Wala namang masama if aamin ka sakanya. Pero i think, for me lang ha, that's only a paghanga di yan love. Pero if iisipin mong love mo na nga siya eh di love mo na..aigoo! Gulo ko. Anyways, tama naman yung sa lovelife nung babae. Ewan ko ba, bakit may mga tao na sising sisi na minahal nila yung tao. Di nalang sila maging grateful kahit nasaktan sila, naging parti padin naman sila ng life nila and naging lesson.
Wahahaha. Jusko ate. Bigla akong nahiya sa sarili ko nung sinulat at binasa ko ang mga comments nyo. Gusto ko lamunin ni inang kalikasan. Pero inaayos ko pa ang sarili ko ate, feeling ko hindi pa ko handa eh.
ayiee in love yarn love is in the air🎶🎶 aahahhaaa
Wahaha. Love is in the hair as the shyness too.
ahahhahah
The celebrity couples that broke up, i love how they handled it, no fightback, they admitted they were at fault and let go of anything hate. Chaaaa!
Yeah. That is a good thing that they don't hate each other after break up because after all you both had a good relationship back then.
Love conquers everything, but make sure to be ready lalo na sa dull moments ninyo. Stay strong and stay in love, Congratulations!
I am ready physically and mentally. But not financially and emotionally. Haha. Ate wala pa pong relationship, charr. Saka na ang a. Stay strong. Whahaha.
Awww love is in the air! Okay lang nmn ma in love pero of course keep everything in balance... and know your priorities.
Parang feeling ko masusubaybayan nyo ang love story ko dito sa read cash. Whahaha. Opo ate, balance is the key as well and the Lord in the middle of every thing.
ayeeh umiibig na aming DennMarc... hmmm 21 din siguro ako nag umpisa na i am asking to myself if it is love.. I have my first and last boyfriend at the age of 23 heheheh...
Oh my! Oh diba ate pag 21 pwede naman na mag jowa? Feeling ko kasi kaka debut ko lang pero humaharot na ko. Whaahha.
hahaah pwede na why not? you have your own money to buy for gifts di na hihingi kay mama basta just know your limitation.
Ok lang yan Denn,part ng pa go grow as a man ang magka gusto sa opposite sex ang mahalaga na eenjoy mo ang sarili mo at nagagawa mo lahat ng gusto mo sa buhay true love will come at a right time.
Aww. This is so good ate. Thank you po. Ayun, nagagawa ko naman po mga gusto ko at masaya po ako.
Today is special for all father but i like to say every single second we should provide love and respect to all fathers and mothers.
Yeah, father's day is a very good day to celebrate for they all deserved it. Are you new here?
Usapang pag ibig pa la tayo dito ah. Well, it cannot be denied that at some point in our life na talagang may mapupusuan tayo. But the question is, are you willing to risk your financial and mental state. Masarap mag mahal pero masakit din masaktan. Anyway, it's up to you bro. If you are confident na she's worth fighting for, then go for it. ❤
Actually dyan nga ako dehado sa mental capacity ko to love kasi emotional person ako. In some way, takot din ako masaktan haha.
> . I am 21 years old and I think it is a good age for coming out to love, right? As a kuya, I think the better question is am I matured enough to handle the consequences of the action that I will do. I fell in love at the same age as you are ( I cannot consider that as love now ) as I felt the need to have one. I admired the person and told her about how I felt and then after few days yes we are officially on. But since our ideals in life were not in sync, priorities etc. we ended up after a few months. I realized that I myself isn't that capable enough to give what is needed that time. > she keeps appearing in my dreams often nowadays. I never dreamt of my wife when we are dating for the past 6 years the only time that I recall dreaming was when I was asked by my parents and they will take my wife and daughter and I will go elsewhere to work because finances wise, my salary is not enough to cover for our daily needs. It is okay to fall in love G dyan pero always guard your heart parin. When you lay your intentions be true to yourself and ask. It is easy to fall in love, but staying in love isn't, pero sabi nga ng cliche' na lines pipiliin at pipiliin parin ang pag-ibig kung mahal mo.
This is so good kuya. Hands down! Salamat po sa advice. Mabuti nalang nabasa ko po ito. Ang ganda nung part na sinabi mo po “easy to fall in love, but staying in love isn't“