"Starting the Month being Demotivated"
|#358|Blog No. 01
11.01.2022 @8:51 PM|
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This can't be happening right now. I should not feeling this way. Feeling that I want to fade away. I don't know what's in me. My mind tells me to get up, but my body just cannot.
Good evening my beloved read.cash family. Notice my inactivity? I bet, some of you really did. I really don't understand, any minute of the day I felt happy but all of a sudden I felt so lonely. Mood swings? This could be. As a matter of fact, I am on my second day of my monthly period. I was kind of shock because usually this came during the first week of the month, but unexpectedly, it happens just yesterday. Bad timing it is! We had our one day league. But good thing, I always bring a pad with me wherever I go. Of course, "mainam na yung ready tayo."
Reading the title of this blog, yes, I felt so demotivated today. "Ugh! Bakit ngayon pa. Kakasimula pa nang buwan." Like, when I woke up this morning late and ate my breakfast late. And guess what, I only ate one piece of boiled egg and a cup cake for breakfast. I don't have an appetite. This really happens with me everytime I'm on my monthly cycle. I just want to be in bed the whole day. My mama kept on calling me to get up already, but I really don't want to do it. Even during our lunch, I didn't eat with them because I don't want to eat.
I spent most of my time today with Rhed, yet around 1:30 pm he decided to get some rest. He told me that he is tired because of work. "Pumasok pa din kahit holiday eh." As for me, though I really wanted to sleep, my mind just can't stop thinking a lot of things, including Rhed. I just missed him. "Aguy!" ^_^
With regards to my side hustles, I didn't able to grind in all of my them. I just posted on Hive but I wasn't able to engage with others. In here, I only opened my account this morning. On noise.app, I only posted two posts for today. On the other hand, I didn't even join my team for today's Volleyball game because I felt ill.
Right at this moment, I am sleepy but I don't want to go to bed just yet. "Aigoo! I'm out of words to say. But if you happen to reach up to this part, I should say "Thank you."
And with that, I would like to end my blog. A nonsense blog for tonight. (Laughing)
Thank you for your time! (Hugs and Kisses)
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My warmest thanks to all my avid supporters; readers, upvoters, sponsors (old, new, and renewed ones). It is my pleasure to have you and become my inspiration and motivation as I go on to this journey as an online writer and a blogger. Thank you for your undying love and support, and for showing how kind and generous you are. Thank you for making my read.cash journey a wonderful one. May this platform last for a long period of time and our friendship, may on virtual or not goes the same. May the Lord our God bless us more days, weeks, months, and years to come!
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Blog Title: "Starting the Month being Demotivated"
Author: @renren16See you in my next blog!
TO GOD BE ALL THE GLORY!😇
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PREVIOUSLY PUBLISHED ARTICLES:
"Side Hustles: Great Blessings of October" https://read.cash/@renren16/side-hustles-great-blessings-of-october-55a342c7
"Its Kind of Unfair for Us" https://read.cash/@renren16/its-kind-of-unfair-for-us-21016756
"Whole Day Rains and Power Outage" https://read.cash/@renren16/whole-day-rains-and-power-outage-f0de811f
"A Gloomy Vibe" https://read.cash/@renren16/a-gloomy-vibe-304837b5
"Hyped on Hive!" https://read.cash/@renren16/hyped-on-hive-d8eb3584
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