I am walking in the rain, and the raindrop symbolizes my pain. So heavy, so dark that even thunder frightened everything that surrounded them. I’m lost in my tracks and lose my way back. Everything falls into pieces that seem like everywhere I go breaks into details.
All of my rushed choices and decisions ruined all the things I planned for so long. I missed a lot of chances and opportunities, and the feeling of being stagnant to something scares me the most.
I am drowning, drowning into a flood that I created by myself—saving my breath to stay alive and forcing myself to go along with the flow even if I’m already exhausted. My heart is in deep sorrow, and my heart screams so loud that my tears cannot stop. Nightmares haunt me every night, that shakes my mind so hard.
I’m not a perfect person. I made mistakes, made a lot of wrong decisions that ruined everything. There are times that I do things without hesitations, without thinking about the results that might happen in the end.
There are also times when I choose only the things that are right for my eyes without seeking the people who love me. I’ve done a lot of stuff, I’m selfish, and I do things on my own, and I’m now suffering the consequences.
My life is now under maintenance, and I am currently fixing everything up. Now that I already saw the things that I had done, I decided to back on my track and get everything back in its place.
My life is now under maintenance, and there’s no one to blame except me for letting my ground down. It seems very hard to start, but I’m striving so hard to get back the life that I’ve lost.
And now that I am at the lowest point of my life trying to fix everything right, I’ve realized that as long as we live, we have all the chances to get up and better ourselves. I realized that our past mistakes would never define us for the future. We can take everything as a lesson, a great experience for us to be better.
These life experiences will inspire us to work harder and do better for the rest of our lives. It will always be up to you if you choose to move on and look forward. It will always be our choice.
So for everyone struggling to make the wrong decisions, and for all your mistakes, repent and keep the faith! Surrender everything to God, and he will always be there for us to help us fix everything and make everything fall into its place. Do not be ashamed.
Everyone makes mistakes, but the most important thing is that we can always have the chance to change for the better, but please do not waste those chances. Life is so beautiful! Get up, work hard and make everything right!
“For those lives that are now under maintenance, let’s fix it and upgrade it for the best.”
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Date Published: October 4, 2021