This article is inspired by @CarlosAndJane's Let's Talk About Crushes!. So allow me to share with you a story about my ex-crush.
So I had this crush I met somewhere out there. When I first laid my eyes on him, there was something about him that I couldn't explain. We then became friends, and later on, we began talking a lot. However, there were also those moments when he would ignore me, and as a "dalagang Pilipina," I just go with the flow. You ignored me, fine! I'd do the same then!
As time went by, we realized we had several things in common. Even our minds would sync in. Seriously, I have never encountered something like that before. That kind of connection we had was special. Despite the feelings I had for him, I chose to stay quiet. Of course, I had to hide my feelings because I don't want to get hurt.
But I guess the more you hide, the more your feelings grow. So one time, the in love me finally decided to confess. Lol. I'm a dalagang Pilipina, but when I liked someone, after a few tries of ignoring the feeling, I'd still confessed. After that, he was gone for days without a trace.
Luckily, he managed to come back in one piece. We were back to being friends again as if nothing happened. Then he later admitted that he also liked me. Oh yeah! I felt like I won the lotto. So I was like, "OMG!" We then became MU instantly. Everything went well until one day, he left again. As usual, he left without a trace. I tried to contact him, and luckily, I was able to talk to him after a week.
He then told me the reasons why he left. So I told him that if he needed someone to talk to, he could always count on me. Although we didn't get to talk a lot since problems occurred, he would still find time to update me. I didn't want to annoy him so I chose not to bother him much. I waited because I didn't want to be a nuisance. One day, he said he would come back soon. He made that promise; a promise that was meant to be broken.
He never came back. I messaged again, but he ignored my message. Of course, I was hurt, but I knew he made a decision and that I had to respect him. So I stopped bothering him again and gave him all the space he wanted. After that, I tried to be back to being my normal self, enjoy what's left in me, and forget those who made me feel unwanted. Until I heard Taylor Swift's song: Mr. Perfectly Fine
This song was exactly how I felt for him. I cried when I first heard it. After that, I got back to being my happy self again. I also blocked him everywhere, though, just to help me move on. But now, I'm totally okay and no more achy-breaky heart for me.
To my ex-crush, I hope you are perfectly fine now. Whatever you do, stay safe always.
Closing thoughts
As Taylor Swift says, "Heartbreak is the national anthem, we sing it proudly." Or Selena Gomez's, "This is a modern fairytale. No happy endings. No wind in our sails. But I can't imagine a life without. Breathless moments."
I guess I'm just bored enough to write this. Lol.
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I know what you meant, I have a girl whom I loved deeply in my heart. Even though she is not with me eventually but she will have a place in my heart no matter where I go.
Most days I think that I may have been okay, but occasionally I am thinking about her especially late at night with all the what it may have been.