Sometimes, life throws a lot of things at us and we have no choice but to drop a lot of other unneccessary commitments. It is not because we no longer want to do them but because there are things that are more important.
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However, like I said at the start of this article, sometime life just do not want to go with this amazing flow I have haha. So I need to sacrifice some virtual time to focus on the more pressing matters (like school argh).
Obviously, I am not saying goodbye permanently. I will still be doing my best to interact or write articles. However, my focus will not be here nor on noise.cash.
Tomorrow is the start of our online classes. I am already in the third year of college and yet I still feel like I lack in a lot of areas in this course that I am taking. I want to focus more this school year just in case there is an assessment test before we can enroll in the last year.
Also, there are some other things I wanna focus on aside from studying. One thing is that I received more orders for my crochet business. Someone wanted a small frog amigurumi, and another wanted 20 crochet scrunchies (to be used as Christmass gifts).
Honestly, I can do the orders in a few days but that was when I do not have to worry about my free time. Now, I barely have time and the classes have not even started HAHA.
A random life update too is that I joined the officers for our course organization. I am the assistant activity head while my bestfriend is the activity head of the organization. Our responsibility is mostly in the editing and captioning side.
I applied for it because I wanted to have some more connections. Like I mentioned before, I am now in 3rd year but I do not have any friends except my bestfriend (who was my classmate in high school).
Moreover, I am also the course representative in the DOST scholars organization in our university so yeah more responsibilities. Add that to the fact that I also applied for another organization for mental health advocates haha (fingers crossed that I will have a good interview and become a part of the organization).
As you can see, I plan to make up for the lack of interaction I had in the past few years. I am not quite sure how well I will be able to manage my responsibility but I am hoping to do them to the best of my ability.
Of course, I am not going to let this account die. Duh, I worked too hard for it to reach this level haha. Even if it is still a small account, the support I received here is more than what I expected. You will probably be seeing more of my sister's articles than mine though or I don't know maybe I will still have the time to write an article. Let's just wait and see. But rest assured that every once in a while, I will still be here to say hi.
Random things that I want to share
My sister cooked Japanese curry and tonkatsu for us. I will actually post her article about it tomorrow (afternoon or evening). But for now, I want to share my own plate of the lunch we had today haha.
Now that I look at it carefully, it seemed like I had more rice than meat but no, after taking this picture I actually added more tonkatsu and curry to my plate HAHA. It was so delicious and I actually want more of it. I might ask her to make it again when she has her next payday HAHA.
Another thing that I wanted to share is this little square patch that I knitted.
I am incredibly happy with how it looks since this is a lot neater that other attempts I had. I do not plan on learning more knitting techniques though. I am quite happy woth just knitting random squares. I mean with more squares like these, I can make tops or cardigans. But I do not have the patience for that yet. So I am contented with just squares thatI will use to wipe the dust off my books collection hehe.
Closing words
I just wanna thank everyone who has interacted with me and my articles. It is your kindness that helped me slowly overcome my social anxiety.
I am still working on it. But the times when I overthink every little message I send are getting rare. I am starting to enjoy getting to kmow other people.
I still need to work on my conversation skills though HAHA since I always end up getting too shy to initiate any conversation even with people who seem so fun to talk to.
I might not be vocal about how much you have helped me, but in your own little ways, I am getting better. Every little comment or interaction I received from everyone is valuable. This is why I try to show my appreciation by supporting your articles as well.
Anyway, I don't know how active I will be but I look forward to telling you more of what happens in the future.
Thank you so much! Hopefully, I survive this semester with the terror profs who like to play guessing games with our grades feat. major subjects haha.
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Good luck on your studies and sa business! Dami mo pa lang ganap hahaha focus and time management para di masyado hassle.