I once become a addict to this little things and I stop because?

Discovering something can make us being addicted after because of this new discover, our time will get all our attention and it is bad because I once become addicted and I don’t like to do anymore.

Being addicted will be hard for us to scape. We can’t be able to go back in how we use to be again and it will be hard more when we get used to it.

And for todays article I will share you the things that I become addicted, How I become addicted to it? And how I passed this hard situation in my life.

Things that I become Addicted

Before I join here, you will just know me in my code name SenyoritaWriter Little thing that you did not know that this person behind this is once become addicted in Alcohol drinks.

Who can’t resist alcohol when they feel so down? How can they resist it when that is one of the most needs when they feel depressed right? Everyone become their habits of drinking alcohol and that is how I am when I was Senior High School and I become addicted to it and one by one I lost my important things in my life.

How I overcome this situation?

I overcome this situation in the moment that I wake up in the morning thinking “Eto naba talaga ang tatahakin kong daan?” that is the word that i ask to my self because I already know that I lost everything. My friends that is not a bad influence and they always help me in studying, my Family’s think about me, and almost my future.

Because my Teacher once Talk to me about my grades that there is a possibility that I will not graduated if I continue to become like that. She is very concern that time and that is wakes me up and in my mind during that time asking my own self “Ano ginawa mo sa sarili mo?” so I decided to change while it’s not late. I fix my self by the help of my Friends. I also learn to say ‘pass’ when the bad influence people is inviting me to scape in class and Drink and that is one of the best achievement in my life because I become back to normal and I fix my grades and I graduated senior High.

Another thing that I become addicted about is Playing Online games and that is playing Mobile Legends. After I graduated Senior High School, I applied of free tuition in one University.

However, I did not pass and I become dissapointed to my self. So when the time of that I just played and played Online game until I become addicted and get used to it. After eating, I play game. When I wake up in the morning, that is the first thing that I will do and reason why I did not take care my health because of How many hours that I played and reason why I become lack of sleep and It’s very bad in the feeling because sometimes I feel dizzy and It’s hard for me to see.

How I overcome this situation?

Instead of uninstall the application, I let my sister choose the passcode without my knowing in the application in my phone so that I can’t open it and I will just open it when i wanted to play but I have a time limit and i also sleep afternoon time so that I can recover all the times that I spent in Playing and i also eat a lot already.

I become addicted to coffee and I love it. The aroma of the coffee is one of the reason why i become addicted to coffee. Like I don’t like to end smelling it every time so I drunk 2-3 cups or more in a day.

However, Drinking coffee is also become my hateful drink because I once attacked by my illness since I was a kid in my left of my stomach. Like it’s very hurt like hell. I have a illness in my left of my stomach and my parents knows about it but they always telling me to eat a lot of foods and if it is in pain, they always told me that I wasn’t eating a lot. Well it’s ulcer i think? So it’s very hard for me to control my drinking coffee that time and there was a moment that I’m laying in my bed for 1 day because of the pain but I did not told my parents about it because they will just tell the same words.

How I overcome this situation?

As of now, I don’t have a cure in how to stop drinking coffee because I badly needed it in writing. Because of coffee, I can think some Ideas. Because of coffee, it makes my stomach feel with warm when it is cold. So I can’t stop it however, I just do my limitation in drinking. Like I just drink 1 cup in the morning and 1 cup in the afternoon and I pair it with bread.

I can’t sleep in the night so It become my hobby to sleep late after my pet died, I always have a difficult of sleeping. Like I always blame my self because they die and every night, I hear some dog crying and howling and another thing is I hate night. Because the moment that they killed my pet because of their personal needs in drinking alcohol, it was night that time and it was raining.

So even if it is not raining at night, I still hear the rain drops in the roof so I ended up of crying because i remember how my dog asking for help but I couldn’t do anything and reason why I always blame myself. Even in some of the other dogs in the house when they died because of illness. I always blame and blame and blame myself and they don’t deserve me as their owner.

It was also the reason why I am here at my sister’s boyfriend house right now. Because I wanted to scape from that pain and struggling. However, it is still no use. I can’t sleep early and sometimes there was a moment that thought coming to my head “Mag pa admit na kaya ako sa mental hospital?” Because maybe I becoming crazy already. However, I did not told this to them because I know that they will think of me as a crazy. Because every time that I cried because of it, they are just telling me that I am crazy because it is just a dog.

They did not know how much life precious is. They did not know that animals have their own life too and they are also like a human being. I don’t know why I become have a family like them. Like they are all like a demon and devil. They did not know how to value life of animals and reason why myself become a devil too. I wanted to kill them so bad in my mind and I wanted to make them suffer and experience the things by how what they did do to the dogs that they always kill. I also asking the God why those people is still alive even if they killed some innocent animal?

Seriously, I still being like this and It’s hard for me to live like this and i open up this situation to my friend and she said that I am kind hearted person reason why i wanted to become like those people. I wanted to be not like this because it’s hard and it’s killing me to feel the sadness and pain. I like to be unbothered too and cold to everyone but i can’t.

So I ended up living like this until now even if when night comes is they are haunting me. I just get used to it even if I sleep late and usually, I sleep 3 am and or 4 am in the morning until the rain drops goes away.

Thanks for reading! How about you? What are the things that you addicted about? Care to share in the comments ❤️

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