You know, I commend those people who can manage their time wisely. I mean, they can do a lot of things from this or that with just a proper time management. Off course all of you already know about time management. Most of you here I think has this. And I'm the only one who don't have it, lol. I'm suck in managing my own time to be honest. I don't set schedule for today or for tomorrow that need to be done. I feel like if I set a task I won't be able to finish it and in the end I will be just disappointed with myself. While those people I know example are those student who's a user here too. They can do a lot of things without a hassle and that is what I can't do.
And you know, just the thought of setting a task for today for example doing house chores from doing the laundry and some other things - cleaning room etc., I can already feel the exhaustion that I can get from doing that and I'm not even starting yet, how crazy iz that right. And, I will really think a lot about that task that when Mom unexpectedly order me to run some errands or order me to do this and that - that's where my craziness will takeover. And that's where I will burst in anger because I feel like they are doing it in purpose like they already know that I also have things to do so why they are doing that to me.
I even starting to question myself about this and that like why it has to be me. Why not do it yourself and not that I'm the one you are forcing me to do it. I mean, I have so much in my plate already can you just let me be? That thought that I really want them to hear. I know it's bad I'm just over reacting you see. You can expect to hear a lot of noise while doing some of my task and you can actually feel how annoyed I am already. To be honest I can't multitask and even if I can I don't want to do it. I know, I'm lazy you already know that duh. It's just that there are things that I refuse to do and when I feel like it is too much for me to handle.
I'm like that yeah - Instead of you know adjusting my time just to be able to do a lot of task I am refusing to do it because I don't want to feel tired from doing all the work. Seriously, I'm lazy af. It's just that it's hard to stop myself sometimes from overthinking that doing a lot of things can be that exhausting. And guysuuuu I have this abnormal thought that in cleaning and doing a house chores won't even pay for my hardwork so why do I have to do it. While if i stay here or in noise.cash I can earn a bucks. See, that's abnormality in me. I don't know what's really wrong with my brain that I have this kind of mindset tsssss.
And you know I'm starting to really hate myself now. My laziness affecting a lot as even my room can't be clean because laziness will always on the way. I will set a schedule just for that but I will set aside it again because in my mind I have to grind here so that I can save more. Yeah aside from my laziness is I think of this too. I know that cleaning won't take much of my time but what to do? I was born as a lazy b!tch huehue. And I also know that I should change now. It's just how I manage my time and I can achieve a lot by doing that. But, oh yes there's a lot if BUT in it. I really don't know how to manage my time.
There is a distraction everywhere, I have lot of things that I want to do and all of them create chaos in my brain until I decided to not do it at all lol. You know that, I have to swipe off the dust in my bed but facebook is calling me. Or noise.cash and read.cash and some other distractions. I just can't help myself sometimes. That's why Mom will be always mad at me because instead of doing It, I am here in my room lying on my bed while browsing on my phone. Mom understand me I know that but, she can't just let me be because if I didn't clean I'm also the one who'll suffer later.
I know that very but my stubbornness is also arghhh, laziness, stubbornness, laziness again, those distractions and a lot more. I'll try to do better this time for sure. My phone is eating much of my time and even if I can earn here I should still watch the cleanliness of our house. I'll do it one at a time. But managing time is not my forte so I will just do what I can do. Just do it what I can do that's where I will start. Why am I so lazy, seriously!
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It happens to all of us, I guess. Sometimes we feel so motivated but sometimes we procrastinate even knowing we have to do our thing. Time management is hard. And I'm the one who is always behind time. hahaha... So don't worry.