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So here I am today, alone on the the chair just tap tappin' the screen of my phone. Feelin' lazy just want to lay all day if only it's possible. But I know that is not good so I gotta move. Why do I feel like this laziness is having it's time to stay on my system? Anyone who wants to be lazy? I can you know, pass this laziness of mine to you coz I don't need it right now to be honest. This one is a big distraction that I am in need of help right now, lol.

But anyways, I don't have a particular topic today just like my usual right? Lol. Not new, I mean come on self. Don't you have something that has more sense to share? Arghh, I know I don't have it so nvm. I just want to grab some foods right now and enjoy laziness while watching "The Misfit of Demon King Academy." If only I can really do that. Well yeah to be honest I can do that. Because I don't have a boss or what.

And I have all my time but if I do that I might enjoy it too much until I can't do anything anymore. This is like my mind want it but my heart just won't budge in. My body knows that I will loss a lot if I let laziness eat my whole system. Then No more @,TheRandomRewarder upvoted your post "Seize the Moment and Never Missed such Opportunities" with $0.19 in BCH. But wait wait, it is actually more exciting if the amount is $0.50, hihi.

This is the most beautiful notification that ever exist and I don't want to miss it for the world, so self gather your thought and start moving. No laziness for now okiki? Lol. Laziness has been my problem since weeks ago. I am just grinding now because I have to. But even if it's like that I am still doing this wholeheartedly coz even if in my head I am doing it coz I have to. I am still enjoying it. But not as enjoyable when I am just a newbie.

Tsk, I want the same energy that I have before when I am still a newbie here. Like I am too excited to open my eyes to see the replies on my article. Really, what excites me the most when it is still point system is the people's reaction of my article. If you are one of my reader even before then you know what I am saying. For sure like me you are also excited to those reactors in this site. Interacting with them is always been excited.

But now, hayyzztttt. If before I am super duper mega excited now I am just excited and gone those super duper mega, lol. If before I am too eager, now I am jus eager lol. Where to find that super duper mega eagerness that I have before to grind hard anyone maybe you know where did I put it. If someone steal it, then please give it back to me now huehue. Charrrrr. But kidding aside I missed na huhuhu. Ahhh, speaking of Miss, I miss my Panda na.

Alright I suddenly thought of my Panda Panda. It you're wondering who Panda Panda is, he is our Cat. A male cat, he is a black and white color that is similar to a read Panda. For sure you already know him. I am sharing about him on my noise account and maybe you also read about his disappearance. It's been 2 or 3 weeks already I think. He is always in heat and always want to look for a female cat but sadly all of the female cat that we have here doesn't like him.

This is our Panda Panda - our handsome Panda Panda. So even in cats there is a discrimination? Maybe it's because of his color that's why our female cats don't want him. I am just kidding, lol. Maybe they just have their own preference too right. Or maybe it is because the way he looks to everyone. A literally a cat eye that will hunt you even in your sleep. Just look how "so done" with mw that Panda Panda. I feel like I did something to get him annoyed with me.

And this is the last picture of him that I took. It was dated May 6, 2022 at exactly at 05:49 PM. But before that I am taking his picture constantly. Like I just feel like taking his picture and its also coz of his handsomeness. But kidding aside, I feel like those constantly taking of his picture is like a premonition that it is the only time that I can take his picture because soon he will be gone na for good. And now he is really gone na for good. I don't want to hope anymore.

This sudden disappearance of our cat is not new to us. It happen to our Ban Ban and Blonde before and now it is Panda Panda's turn. You know, we really like to put them in a cage but we can't coz I feel like we are removing their right to enjoy life too.Thats their only way of happiness and we can't just remove that. That is also why we are just letting them, we are just giving theor freedom. But now I want to evaluate things and suggest to Mom that we should now cage our cat.

So here's their complete family picture with the second generation Panda Panda and Blonde and the third generation Ikay. Minus Ban Ban because during that time he's always in heat that's why he's now staying here in our house. Until yan na nga, he didn't come home anymore. Why he has to disappear like that. I am not sure if someone did something bad to them or maybe they just really got lost but whichever that case I am hoping that he is in a good hand right now. Same with Panda Panda and Blonde (╯︵╰,).

I miss you na my Panda Panda Ó╭╮Ò. Uwi kana pweaseeeeee (´;︵;`). I miss your mapang husgang mga tinginan na. Di na kasi effective yong pag tawag sa kanya sa takalan nang bigas. Dati effective or is it just purely a coincidence? Tsk.

This is their picture when they are just a babies. Macoy died early because of some accidents. Motor accidents, the witness said that Macoy that time and Blonde is playing and they are running fast na nakaabot na sa tabing kalsada and ayon.

No one's left to us now. It is only their Mom Wishy Wishy and the newly born baby of her. We have two, white and orange. Aigoooo.

©️All of the images used are all mine.

June 02, 2022

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