Planning to buy Shoes that I want for "this" Event

So, the other day, my college friend messaged me on messenger saying they made me one of the Godmother of her daughter. And the christening will be on December 31, and that I should attend and bla bla bla. To be honest, I don't plan to take her down. I also want to see them actually. And it is not just me who will attend but also our other two friend which is Ferding and Ladypot. I didn't say yes though, I just said, I will check it first.

I just don't want to give my answer yet coz if I overthink again, about so many other things, I might just decline her and will not come. I am like this sometimes kasi. One moment, I want to go here or there but then after some thinking and my shyness take over my whole system, say what you want but I will never attend basta naisipan ko na hindi aattend. It sound do bastos yes, but I can't really help it. We are three who need to decide.

Me, myself and I. Me, the bad side and the good side. Or like my heart and my mind. It's a fight between that two and making a decision will be too hard for sure. It is just like when I will buy viand on the cafeteria somewhere na mejo malapit lanh naman sa bahay. But then, there is my mind thinking again like "What if there are lot of people in there?" Or like "There's too many hooman, nahh, I'll just go buy an egg."

You know that strong urge of eating bicol express but then I have to get past to that part of the way na may nagkukumpulan na people. I want... Nevermind.. i want! NEVERMIND! I'll go buy san mariano nalang. My mind is always on the way. Even though my heart wants it want, but if I saw a little issue that will make me feel shy or what, I will set aside the thought and just go to what's on the vicinity. This is what I hate to myself.

So yes, because I'm like that most if the time. I don't want to make a promise to her. But, I am also readying myself of course. Like I know I want it so if ever I decide to go in there and to attend then I am ready and can go anytime. And with that, I am already thinking of what I should wear on that event even though I am not sure yet, If I can attend on it. Of course, dress is never included to the option so it's either a pants or a pants lang talaga, lol. And t-shirt.

That's okay right?

I mean, it is me who's wearing it

It's okay to go with what I'm comfortable right, yes yes? Say yes nalang.

Okay, because I already have Pants and t-shirt, lol. I am thinking of buying a rubber shoes and a small sling bag. Or i can go there without it but I feel like buying it kasi, i don't know. I just want it I guess? Should I go with it? Definitely yes. Hahahahaha, yes!!!

I only have two choices and this is my number choice. A Hi-cut shoes for woman yeah. I think it looks cool and it will look perfectly in a a pants. What do think? Just for a change, because I always wear flat sandals and medyo sawa na ako dun, para maiba naman, I will buy a new one. I think this one really looks cool. Medyo parang may heels lang sya but I think I can carry that.

And this is the other one. It looks cool and this is really what I always wear during my high school days. And seriously no, this kind of design will never be out of style. Seriously, that's why I am having a hard time on choosing. I want both, but I should only buy one because di tayo mayaman self, lol. It is by the way an imitation okay, not the original. I can't afford the original kasi and I think, I won't use it that often.

I just notices that the first one is more cheaper than the second choice. I think I will just base my decision on their price no? Should I go with the expensive one? Hahaha charot. Let see, I will order this on 12.12. I have more time to save up pa. I hope I can save this much so I can buy a sling bag din. As for that, I haven't found a best choice yet. Let see, I'll go check again later. Hihi.

Should I go? Or nah? Lol

November 05, 2022

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