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Your Guardian Angel

We're like **Cat and Mouse** who loves to fight. Throwing words that we didn't mean just wanted to blab. To be able to talk to you I had to act. But deep inside I'm dying just to hold you, it frighten me but to hell with it. It is too strong for me but I like it. Feeling like this is not new but when it comes to you, resisting it? No, that's hard to do. No one knows what I feel for you, no one but my **Pen and Paper**. Putting it into a paper using my pen is the only way I know so that I can free myself from this feeling. No, no! It's not like I don't like it. It's just that, it is so overwhelming I have to fight myself from confessing to you. For me? You're an **Angel in Disguise**, too kind, too caring, too fun to be with but also too good for me. And so I thought, we're the exact opposite. I will just like you from afar pretending to annoy you but that is just my way for you to look at me. I told you this before "you're ugly, no one's gonna like you coz your chubby, you're not that sexy, so don't try to be like Maggie!" I know it's below the belt, but know that it's just a **False Pretense**. I just want to annoy you and see you're blushing cheeks. You are so beautiful and I want to see it always. You just don't know, it makes my heart flatter in joy whenever you blush because of anger. **No Spell** can ever make this feelings disappear, I think you're my purpose that's why I am here. Though my way of showing it is a bit annoying, know that I'm just afraid that's why I don't do it the way you want it. Please **Don't Hate** me Mary, I plan to marry you soon but first, I should let my feelings for you known. We can't be together if I continue hiding it. I know, I know I should show it to you. But how? You know me as your bully, so I don't think you can fully trust me. Just one **Step Right Up** is all I have to do, but the question is will you allow me to court you? I can get all of those letters I wrote for you, but is that enough to make you like me too? Should I leave it **In Fate's Hands**? Or just confess to you? I can't decide, my heart is afraid to what may come. I want to scream your name but they might find me crazy. But I will never deny it coz yeah, I'm crazy over you. Alright, It's been decided! I will now confess my real feeling for you. Ready for your laugh when I tell it to. **Brace Yourself** coz now I'm ready to **Reap** your loud NO. I will accept whatever your decision is. I will, I.. but I'm already too late. I almost forgot you recently got yourself a boyfriend. And now I am here still not accepting the truth. That the girl I like, is now with someone else. It's because I'm **Your Guardian Angel** and I'm the one who shoot the arrow to your boyfriend that is connected to you. I'm the one who push you to him because till now, I can't seem to open my mouth to let you know my own feelings For you, **Damn Regrets**. We're now **Disconnected**. WAHHH, does it make sense to you? This one I mean huehue. I just hope. So, I use again that one prompt of Kudo kudo which is using a song title to write your article. And as you can see those highlighted one is a song from the band The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. One of my favorite also, especially their song Your Guardian Angel. That one is the best! Good thing I finish this, this one was drafted from a long time ago, a month ago rather. My mind is not working very well today, naiwan sa squid game and utak ko tsk. But anyways, hope you still enjoy it. Happy Reading!! *****Lead Image from Unsplash***** Recent Article *↗️**Laughter of Sorrow* https://read.cash/@Ruffa/laughter-of-sorrow-ec1a336b *↗️**The Only Hope for me is You* https://read.cash/@Ruffa/the-only-hope-for-me-is-you-433d3256 *↗️**Material Girl* https://read.cash/@Ruffa/material-girl-ca0f0246 *↗️**Your Love is a Lie* https://read.cash/@Ruffa/your-love-is-a-lie-678324ab *↗️**No Meat, it's just a Bone* https://read.cash/@Ruffa/no-meat-its-just-a-bone-10d580e6 **Read these to Start in** **Club1BCH** https://read.cash/@Ruffa/memories-with-mama-and-aaron-2ea8bbe8#read-this-to-start-in-club1bch ***↗️******Club1BCH - The Genesis*** https://read.cash/@PVMihalache/club1bch-the-genesis-dbb27252 ***↗️******Club 1BCH 😱*** https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/club-1bch-df96508b ***↗️******What Is #Club1BCH?*** https://read.cash/@bmjc98/what-is-club1bch-914bdccd ***↗️******Club1BCH is Up!*** https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/club1bch-is-up-fbf69cde September 21, 2021 --

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