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Deciphering a Million Dollars of Thought

Giving up, how many times did I give up just because of a very lame reason. It's easy for me to give up, but off course giving up on you is a different matters, lol. Even the job that's already in my hand, I give it up because of the cold place that I can't stand? Or is it because I'm afraid to cross in the pedestrian lane because it has a lot of cars and it will never be empty? But anyhow, giving up for me is not that hard. I can do it if I want to. No one can actually stop me even if it's a handsome manager, lol - habulin nyo ko 🤪. But no one will come after me off course. I'm not a good looking woman that is worth fighting for, charing. I'm just a simple woman with sense of Justice that when I saw my Cat running after some cockroaches I will smack his mouth until he let go of that cockroach. And I become the fairy godmother of those poor kawaii thing, but even after saving from it's death, that cockroach will still fly at me. I *mean, come on man, you don't need to say thank you, just go wherever you want to go* duhh. I'm ready for my crush kiss but never for a cockroach - or I can just kiss cockroach minus the roach - eherm. But deym those filthy cockroaches, I'm not really afraid of that thing, it's just that I hate it when it will suddenly fly at you like "*Yo' girl, you're pretty, can we hangout*?" Duhh, I didn't get scared, I was just startled.Same with ant, flies, butterflies and whatever fly that exist. Including your fly - eherm. And nope, I'm not a Coffee lover. But I can be your lover if you want to 😉. And you'll treat me in some pizza house. Oh gosh, just thinking of the mozzarella cheese na humahaba pag hinila, woshuu. And Oh, speaking of pizza. I'm craving for some now. And I want Greenwich, with a thin crust UwU. The last time I eat it was - oh shoot I can't even remember it. See it's been a long time already, tsss. I'm imagining right now that I'm eating a whole box of it - alone 😈. If only I have a Teleportation Jutsu, I'll use it *every minute, every second of the day. I dream of you in the most special way. You're beside me all the time. All the time🎶*. Wow, sorry - I'm actually listening to some music right now. It's my T Playlist that contains sad songs. T stands for thongs. I just feel like listening to a soothing song that will make my heart smoother, can we use that word in our heart or it's for a face and skin only? Alright! I'm actually not myself right now and I'm just writing whatever on my mind and as of this moment, I'm thinking of you that it hurts because - that Pan de coco is really ruining my concentration. And it's your fault Femfem! Why you have to let them eat each other, wait it should be WITH right? UwU. You let them eat while sitting, isn't that? I'm super jealous 🤤. But you know, sitting all day is really exhausting. I know, I know I shouldn't get used to it, but what to do? I'm used to treating you like you're the most important parts of my life - I'm not complete when I didn't get to talk to you. I feel like my whole body will sunk into the abyss of tiresome. Wait what? Haha it's crazy having a crazy mind, lol. But seriously speaking, it's exhausting when you're just sitting all day. I don't have work that's why. I'm not proud of it, it's just that - it's hard to explain. UwU, you're still here? This article is like a morse code or whatever code that you have to decipher. You wont really find a real sense in here hahaha. I mean, my mind is in bad state that the thoughts are mixed. If you'll open my brain wide open, you'll see different kind of foods and off course the face of my crushes has a big part in it - like 50% of them, 10% of pizza, 5% of cheese burger, 8% of spaghetti and 7% of Angel's Footlong. And 20% of a lot of mixed thoughts maybe about the birds, the flowers and the trees or maybe I'm also thinking of you? , lol. How's that for a crazy mind hah? Lol. And because you're still here reading these craziness of mine, are you still okay? How's your brain? I hope I didn't cause much damage to your brain no? I don't want anyone get a brain damage here, oh please. I'm just releasing all of Nonsense thoughts and writing it here is the best thing to do. Like who wouldn't want their Nonsense thoughts gone right? I'm blabbing here so much because life is beautiful and I want to stay it that way without this thoughts that keep on lingering on my fabolous eyebrows. Oh eyebrow, did you know? If I use filters on my picture, I can become Gaara or even a Monalisa without effing effort. It's cool. Gomenasaiiiiiii!!! 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