I'm Late but not too late.
I'm not sure if I already share this here but, I am really shy when it comes to greetings mu Mother dears on a special occasion like for example Mother's Day. Before in the past year, I often pretend that I didn't notice that it is Mother's Day already because as I've said I am to shy to even greet my Moms. I have three mother by the way, bet you all know that already ehe. I don't know why I cant show them some you know, affection. If some can even said "I love you" everyday to their parents, me is different. I just can't show it to them but through my action I think I can show it to them.Like, caring to them. And I'm not shy now to say my piece to my Mom specially if it's about her health.
Sometimes I will even scold her about how she loves to eat foods that is not allowed for her. And she will just give us her line like this "If I die at least I will die full and eaten all the foods that I love." She's like that yeah and so Mommy D and Me will scold her but you know how the oldies sometimes. They can be more hardheaded than a kid. And if we scold her sometimes, she's the one who will get mad. We are just concern about her health but, tsk. Anyways, that's how I show my affection to her. I can't really be showy and be sweet to them coz I am really not sweet.I can say I love you to my ex's but to my own family, I can't. Who can relate to this? High five! Lol.
I can easily say sorry and i care for them but to my own family I can't. That's just how shy I am when it comes to my own family. I'm sure I'm not the only one yes? Lol. Giving affection to someone is not as easy at everyone make it sound. Even me is having a hard time doing that lol. So, all day yesterday I pretended that I have no idea that it is Mother's Day already. Actually I'm just waiting for them to remind it to me. That's the time the I will do something off course. I thought they didn't know about it also because it's already our bed time and they are still not saying about it lol. So I thought, ah okay. Saved!I know it's really bad for me to do that but what to do. I really just can't greet them openly.
And, you know what happen Everytime that I will greet them? Like before, in Moms birthday. I can't stoo my eyes from releasing some liquid or I get teary eyed - that if I don't do something about it, it will show to them. And that's more OMG embarrassing. I don't know why I got emotional that everytime it happens. Is it just me or you too? Lol. It's everytime, as in just every fvcking time! Like seriously lol. That's why after I hug and kiss them I will get away from them fast just to hide it lol. I really hate that habit of mine lol. It become my habit now.Okay, so I thought I will be saved and I can get away with it without a problem but, Mom finally say it. I am resting my back on my bed when she drop the bomb, lol.
I am busy with my phone when she spoke to me "You didn't even greet your Mama, a Happy Mother's DayRuffa." That's what she said. And I pretended surprise, lol. What a great artist I am no, lol. I just replied to them like this "What? It's mother's day today, again? OMG! I had no Idea." So I walked towards them and give them a hug and a kiss. As for my Mama I greet her online. I also open her fb account and I saw that she was greeted by my brothers partner. I can't help but to feel sad for Mama coz when she was asked by her if my brother already greet then she just said "No! I'm used to it already." We are really a bad kid huehue. So I greeted her and said that ready her stomach for tomorrow or today and I will treat then for pizza and ice cream.
I just laugh to her reply when she said that it's not that delicious so she asked me if it's okay If I will give her cash nalang. Haha. I said, I only have 300 in my wallet so it's impossible and I said "Tipid tipid mader dears!" So yeah, I share on mu noise account the other day that I will treat them on mother's day. But because I greet them late. I will do that just today. It's better late than never right so it is an extended celebration of Mother's Day ehe. But, I can withdraw my 700 php in GCash I might give her some cash nalang din while my two Mom will have pizza and ice cream ehe. Mommy D loves ice cream while Mommy D love pizza so yep.
Ohooo, pizza is Ekis! Mom's requested for Angel's Footlong and here it kt ehe.
It's late but still I'm not late on greeting them last night.
And Happy Mother's Day to all the super Mom out there. Stay awesome and great!
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May 09, 2022
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be expressive baby gerl oi baka pagsisihan mong di mo nasabi mga gusto mong sabihin sa magulang mo..ikaw din