If I Could Turn Back Time
Do you also have that moment where you are wishing for that particular moment to happen again? I am thinking hard bout this but I just can't think of anything. I feel like I dont have those happy moment in my life that it took me so long to think about it, lol. I have nothing in my mind of what of it but after looking back to those image on my facebook account there are this 2 moment that appear in my head and now that I think about it, I missed those moment already. I mean the person involved in that very moment. I cant help but to feel sad because of it. Aigooo.
So this is the third on my list of Positive Journal Prompts. Out of 13, I'm still on number 3, lol. 10 more to go, lol. You can also try this, get the full list on this Link.
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So he is my father and that beautiful lady in his side is his beautiful daughter, chorr lol. So off course that's me. I still have a beautiful hair that time because my sister encourage me to get my hair done and that is her gift to me for finishing High School with flying hair, lol. Papa still look healthy in that photo. He's only vices in life is alcohol and cigarettes. Sometimes he will get home so much wasted as in to the highest level. Good thing he has a good friend who will take him home and so he will be home even after that. That is his only happiness after a long and tiring day doing his work on his Sister's bakery. That's why Mama just letting him.
Anyways, I want to go back to this particular moment. This moment that he still strong as bull and while he still has that little happiness written in his face. If I were to experience that moment again I will take that opportunity to take more picture of us with different pose. He maybe not the sweetest father who's vocal to his feelings to everyone still, I love him as he is. We are really not that close to be honest but of only he is alive I think we can be more closer just like me and Mama. We are close now to each other thi we quarrel too sometimes. I want to in that moment again to make him feel love by us.
I don't have a lot to say to but showing it to him is the easiest thing to do. If only, if only he is still alive I will also give him his favorite sweets "Hany" for him to eat it while waiting for some costumer in front of Mama's small eater, if only. My brothers that time is still in Mindoro that time so if I can, I will take that moment to take a groupie with them. That would be more exciting. I can't remember if we have a picture woth complete family member but I think none. I will take a lot of photos that's for sure. Digital camera exist that time already so if only...if only.
Another is this I mean this is just the part but not really this moment. This photo was taken when my late sister get me in Mindoro to go to Batangas. Mama and my other sister was with us that time to treat us too. Sister treat us to Jolibee and loook how happy we are lol. But wr are not complete in that picture. My brother is already in Batangas working so it's only us four. Anyways, the moment I really want to happen again is that time when I am living with my sister in Batangas. I am regretting now that I let laziness control me that when sis will ask me to come with her I won't come coz of some lame reasons.
If only I know that it is the last time that will get to bond woth her,I should've play on with it so that I can have more memories with her. If only. If i can just go back in that time I will really take that chance to bond with her. To enjoy every moment with her. You know, sometimes I imagine that I my sister is still with us and this time I will be thr one to treat her. You see, She's always the one treating us so I think maybe it's also time to do the same with her. But I don't have that kind of chance now. But wherever she is right now, for sure she is happy because we do not fail to take care of Mama now that she don't have business anymore.
We are now really acting like a real child of our mother. It is sad that she can't see it anymore but for sure she is happy there watching us. So wherever you are right now Ate kong Panget, I hope you are okay and happy in there. Please continue to watch for us please (✿^‿^).
June 06, 2022
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yhaaaa... you are right friend everyone wants to go back to time. But we have no control on time. Everyone wants to go back and wants to correct our past there is no possibility.... so live in our present life. enjoy your life with positive thoughts god bless you