Hope It Last Forever
You know, this is actually not the first time that I met a friend online. I already meet a lot that I even thought it will last forever. Or if not forever maybe just a years or more. Maybe I am just expecting too much but I am really longing for a friend before even if it's only in virtual world. Some of them I just meet through certain facebook group and that lead us on creating a Group Chat etc,.
I'm happy chatting with them sometimes but a sometimes it is hard for me to fit in as I am working myself too much. Like I over think that I should do this for them to accept me or even just to fit in to them. Some I also met in some groups, I am not sure if you know about this kind of group but they exist before. I think even now, I'm not updated. Active Likers group in fb is whats in before and I am one of them.
I also meet a lot of people there and some I consider a friend. I am like a hunger gal whos in very much in need of a friend.But this one also didn't last long. I dunno it's always like that, like we are okay at first but soon it will also end up as nothing. And I will feel like I was left behind again by those I consider a friend. Or maybe it is also my fault that it happen. Because I am expecting too much.
I also remember that I met someone in facebook group that is all about earning site. We also become a little close too and if there's something new we will inform each other. I am still not sure to myself if I should consider her a friend or what. What if just like the other they really dont see me as a friend. I hate being assuming So I just set it aside and just treat her as someone I know.
Good thing I did treat her as someone I know only because after the earning site that we are both using become inactive we become a stranger too to each other. I mean, why do I have to look for someone that impossible for me to have? Why cant I just sit still and find a job right. But even if I tell this to myself after learning about read.cash, I can't still stop myself from gaining a lot of friends here. Hihi
And also, it is really my fault that I am putting a high hopes to them, I mean to those I considered a friend before that I will also be treated as a friend to them, I am an assuming bitch, lol. And you all know how feeling close I am sometimes that even in first interaction I will make a lame joke and all. I am like this before I just want to be known as a friendly one and nothing else but, aigooo.
But yeah, read.cash happened. I am so happy that I get to meet a lot of people here. Some I already consider a friend. I even befriended them on facebook tho they are the one who added me. And I am. So thankful to that. Also, even if I know someone's facebook account from here in read.cash, I don't just add them because I am afraid to be rejected. Maybe I just got traumatized before, lol.
So to those who added me on facebook that I am even chatting and talking there right now THANK YOU guysuuuu. Thank you for treating me as a friend (◍•ᴗ•◍). You just made my entire journey here a very happy and lively one Ó╭╮Ò I hope you don't forget me even after 23 years hihi \(^o^)/. I am happy even though I don't have a best friend here in our place. I am okay with thr bunch I have rn.
I just suddenly remember those memory I have before after seeing this one particular person on fb. She like the short video clips that I watched so I remember her. We're still friend on facebook but we are not chatting anymore like giving infor about our new earning sites. But I also remember before when I was just starting here I share my read link to here but I think she didn't try it. Sad but well, it's not my lost. Now read.cash become a huge gem that has a big spot here in my heart ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ.
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Date Written: June 17, 2022
Date Published: June 20, 2022
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Just now I realized I actually had more friend requests in fb then my fb friends. Madalas busy lang talaga kaya wala masyadong time magbabad sa social media. Nothing is permanent in this world. Friends come and go. We just have to enjoy every moment with them and just let go if they want to go.