My High School and College Classmates will always call me a spoilsport because when they plan some activity or just, you know some happy happy moments to bond so that we can have a lot of memories together. But I had to ALWAYS turn them down because I know that my Mom who is the biggest Spoilsport ever, won't agree and will neve allow me attend into it. It is sad but, I can even count the times that I attend to some of it but, labag sa kalooban nya.
But I'm thankful because every Fiesta, I will always watch if those big events together with my Mama so Mom doesn't have a reason to stop me or disallow me on going on that events. As long as I'm with my Mama off course. But I can't bring my Mama with me in those happenings where it was planned by my classmates. That would be, shameful. I'm a big girl na but I need to bring my Mama with me on thay kind of occasion? Then I'd rather not attend on it.
Even in College days, even if it's important because I have to attend on school activity, she will think of it longer first before she will allow me. I'm like a small girl that they just want to stay in my room and just hibernate? No! You can't do this, No! You can't do that! Argh! Lol. I can't really understand her sometimes. She become the big antagonist on my boring life. She's like the evil mother on a disney movie that love to see her daughter suffering.
I have a lot of moments where she won't allow me to go to some of events. I just sometimes hide on my room and will cry because even if I want to go, they won't allow me. They don't have trust to me. Mayne this become one of the reason why I not fond on going out anymore. I become too shy to even show up my face and my confidence was gone. And I'm inlove now on my room. And I will just stay here and will just go outside when I have to, lol.
But anyway, I remember this one moment in my life. I was in College back then. Our professor can't attend on one of our subject, but I didn't go back home that time. We just stay in our classroom and then. Suddenly, one of my classmates invite us on their home. They have a one big tree of a Mango there and we can pick some of it and eat it. I got excited when I heard it.
Mom knows only few of my Classmates, some of them is Dayana, Lady and Ferds but they will come with us too so there will be no problem if I go with them because no one will gonna tell about it to Mom 😈. This is not really a big sin but, this is one of the moments in my life where I did something without the knowledge of Mom. One of my Friend Gellie Ace has a motorcycle on her. She knows how to drive I'm super jealous.
And seriously I hate back riding on a motorcycle. But I want to drive, but I don't know how, huehue. What I hate in riding at the back of a motorcycle is, I'm slowly sliding while sitter at the back and I'm afraid to move because that could be a cause of accident, I'm a stiff back rider lol. I don't know, I'm a bit of tight like a lot of thought was on my mind lol. But anyway we arrive on our destination, safe and sound. I happy because I finally did one thing that I really like.
By the way, because my Mom's partner has a house along the highway where we have to pass in that road. She has sister there and she knows me too. I am hiding my face on my Classmates hair because she might see me and she might tell it to Mom lol. That's why I need to be careful. But thankfully we arrive at our destination without a hassle and yes. I'm excited. I'm excited to eat fresh mangoes where we will pick it directly on the tree.
We have a long stick to get some mangoes, some are just climbing on the tree. And when we finally had enough mango on the basket. We ready the soy sauce, sugar and siling labuyo 😈, good in eating mangos. Just dip it and dig in 🤤. We enjoy that moment so much, especially me who feel like I'm free. I was finally able to do what I want and it feels just so right. I only feel happy that time, and nothing more lol.
But another problem occur because Gellie ace is from other town which is the opposite direction of my place. I will need to travel alone amd ride in a public vehicles. But, good thing it's already afternoon and the multicab has a lot of passengers. All I have to do is to sit at the end of the long sits and hide my face. And then I asked manong driver to stop it on our University. And from there, I just walk to get on our home.
But I feel nervous while going home m, a lot of scenarios was running on my head. What if someone my Moms know saw me and tell her about it? I'm sure I'll be scolded again while glaring at me. But after waiting for a day, nothing bad happen and that's where a big lump on my chest disappear. I love it!
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May 17, 2021