I'm pregnant XI

I'm just staring at the Presiden't who's in deep sleep. I can feel the tears falling from my eyes because of what happened earlier. I thought it will be the first and last that I can talk to my real father, if he is my father. My mother caressed myb back whe she saw me crying. "Shhh it will be fine" she said. We're on the outside of the room because Jeanelle didn't let us to go inside. My mother was against on it but I held her and stop her. I know that it can cause again a chaos between the two so I tried to be submissive. The President almost died earlier because of them and I can't resist if something happened to my father. Eventhough I'm not sure if he is my father, there's a part of me that I believe on what my mother said. If you look on my situation right now, it can be possible since my "step-father" has a cold treatment against me. Now I understand why my father became cold when I was on the hospital and needs a blood. Maybe our blood isn't match.

The doctor said that the President has only six months to live if we haven't did the heart trasnplant. Yes, my father needs a heart transplant because he had a heart failure. A Dilated cardiomyopathy, it is a condition where the left ventricle of the heart becomes enlarged and weakened so that it cannot pump blood correctly. We need to find a donor as soon as possible so he can live longer.

"Mom?" I called my mother with my teary eyes. "Yes baby?" she replied. "Is it real? Are you saying the truth?" I asked her directly withiut hesitation. she sighed before answering my question, "Yes that's the truth, I know that it's hard for you and I'm sorry for keeping this as secret, I don't have a regrets that you didn't even talk to your real father if something happened to hi—"

"Mom!" I cut her words.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

"I know that he can surpass this, he's very strong like you Athena." she continued.

"Remember when we had a talked on the past years? I told you that I also experiencee what you're experiencing that time, I loved your father and I didn't control myself, something happened to us. After three weeks, I went to the doctor because I'm not feeling well then the doctor said that I'm pregnant. I thought he will be happy but I didn't expect his reaction, he got mad. He told me that he can't handle that situation because his family will be mad at him since he is the only one who's studying, they are poor that time. His family is hoping that he can finish his study and the way to make them rich. He loves me, but he chose his family and I understand it."

She's now crying, but something popped up on my mind.

"But is my step-dad knew it? When I am still a kid, he loves me, he's always playing with me not until we went on the hospital and needs a blood transfusion, we went home and became cold to me." my tears are now falling down to my cheeks.

My mother sobbed and sighed, she look at me with a wry smile. "When your father left me, I didn't think of you, Athena. I want to forget that I have a baby, I don't care if you'll die that's why I'm always going to the club that time and going home drunk. One time, I became drunk and I can't even move because of the alcohol then a man suddenly approached me, he carried me and we rode on the car. I just remember that something happened to us even I have a baby...I'm sorry Athena, that man is your step-dad. He didn't know that I'm pregnant that time and he believes that the baby on my womb is not ours. I can't raise you by myself that's why I live in a lie, I let myself believe that your step-dad is your real father. I'm sorry for hiding the truth, I'm sorry." she held my hand, hugged me, cried on my shoulders and sobbed. It's hard to see that your mother is crying, I caressed her back and kissed her head.

"Shhh mom, stop. Atleast now, I know the truth. I admit that I'm mad but I can forgive you, I love you mom."

To be continued...