Have and Ever...
Date: December 07, 2021
Really, days are fast approaching. It seems like the first day of December but now it is the 7th day and 18 days left before the most awaited and big celebration comes. Gosh, I am the only one who usually forget what date today? Yesterday, I was typing about the deadline of our christmas party contribution as I really thought yesterday is a Tuesday and I was about to click the send when Mama interrupt and told me "Today, is your auntie M birthday and she is already 52 years old" confusedly I replied "Yesterday was her birthday" then Mama poked me while saying "Her birthday is December 6 and it is today" and walk out. Gosh, I must thank Mama for reminding me of the date yesterday because it will be embarrassing to send my chat in the group chat and immediately I delete my composed chat.
Meanwhile, my trading journey still struggles but is not the token address anymore. Struggle on how to hold and monitor the token because I have so much in my mind but my investment capital can't afford it at all. Basically, I am still evaluating and researching to compare them all, especially the price. Same in binance I am in the middle of diving in trading while the bch value is dipping or waiting for the bch pump and converting some of it into our fiat currency but there are instances that the price will rise up and so will my capital well. Maybe I will resume tomorrow when my decision is final. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/the-dreamer-trader-begins-2895e8ab https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/patience-and-more-patience-2d4e7c4b
Moving on with the topic today, my mind cannot function well because of too much information that stresses me out not just the trading but also outside with this platform. Earlier, I decided not to publish but I remember I need to grind for me to buy all gifts for my family and god childrens and to accomplish the per day article.
`Without further ado, lemme start😊`
I have but also never😅. I have fallen asleep in public of course especially when traveling and it mostly happens when face to face are still there. Around 5:30 am I need to leave home and travel to school before 7:00 am. It was a triple ride, same as when I am going home. Going back home after all the class, I fell asleep while traveling but I never snored because I seldomly snored when I was sleeping , according to Mama.
Never even elementary days. I remember the meme saying "ang Top 1 malimtan pero ang makaigit dili" (Top 1 in the class can be forgotten but not the one who pooped) . It's a Bisaya dialect. I agreed with that meme because honestly throughout the years I forget the top student but never my classmate who pooped😅. It was so unforgettable because after our teacher noticed the smell, my classmate suddenly collapsed and that's the time we knew where smell pooped came from, hahaha.
`My apology to those who are eating right now.`
I ever talk but I chat or text someone while I am in the toilet. I am a person who always bring my mobile phone when I am about to go in toilet and to the ritual😅. Are you like me? Hope you are, lol. I don't know but it has become my habit. Funny thing, when someone chats to me "what am I doing? I replied "Lying at bed while scrolling"😅. Seriously, lying at bed😅. That reply happens most of the time.
I will end this article co'z my classes will start any moment from now. If you want to try, just spank me and you will get there😉. https://randomwordgenerator.com/never-have-i-ever-question.php
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Patience and More Patience
Date: December 06,2021
Monday is my laziness but I need not dwell on it even if the cold breeze pulls me back and covers my blanket. Gosh, very tempting😬 but erase the thought and start my day with prayer and took a cup of coffee to awaken my mind and body. Taking sipped while browsing the notification bell at read.cash to see the unread articles and reply comments. Geez, I need to finish it co'z thinking of them makes me more lazy. Hours of reading and clearing still unfinished, I decided to unwind a few minutes so I open our group chat and I see how lively and energetic they are at throwing jokes and teasing each other that encourage me to join.
In spite of the enjoyment I am still bothered with our Christmas Party events this upcoming December 12, 2021 it Sunday and starts in the afternoon. Bothered at many things regarding the events and also those people who can't attend but I realized I cannot force them nor please them. Honestly, I feel pity with their life because they are being self-centered and prideful that missed to enjoy companion of everyone.
Moreover, in yesterday 's article I'd mention about the "The Dreamer Trader Starts" setting up the Metamask account and all but errors happen. Around 1:00 pm I resume the process from the start happily and attentively. Adding network and re-read Ate bmjc98 article about it but the problem is still the same as yesterday. Err, token address or contact address why are you like that🤧? You makes me pissed off🤧. My patience with burst minutes. I really don't know what happen with it🤦♀.
I decided to leave Metamask and proceed into Binance by making an account and process the verification that needed. I know this one is easy to set up the information and confident to verify easily but again failed. You need more patience, self😊. First try, failed. Second try, unsuccessful. Third try, error. One more unsuccessful, I'll stop. Thank God, fourth try, finally successful with that I decided to leave the binance and make trade with the BCH pump to convert BCH into fiat.
Going back to Metamask, this time around it cooperates and I am able to add the network and it means I can proceed to the next step which is liquidity by clicking the browser and typing "app.mistswap.fi" and setting up those inputs. I am happy and ever told myself "gosh, finally I really did it🤧". https://app.mistswap.fi/add/0x2f309b9D47b1Ce7f0ec30a26baB2dEaB8c4ea5E9/BCH
My celebration delay when another problem occur🤦♀. Every time I'll process that one will always occur like seriously I already downloaded it in my phone then how could I download it again?😅. Patience, patience and more patience possess me. I badly need you.No matter what many try I did the same result ends up pushing me to leave the MetaMask for a while to inhale more patience.
Despite the results and struggles the desire in me ever fades but instead it grows stronger to become a trader. Imagining holding tokens makes me giggle but I also know the risk that might cause me stress thinking and seeing the red, red and more red in the market. Thinking about every fluctuation, the pump and dip moments makes the heart beat fast and butterflies in the stomach seem like you see your crush, lol.
Closing Thought
In dreaming and achieving it will always have struggles to face to test how determined we are to achieve it. It is always tested but the more tested the sweeter the success. It is the same with me today, struggle is real but that doesn't mean I will give up. My determination and desire is much stronger than conflict but I really need patience though😁.
`Note: Any suggestion or comment regarding it is very much appreciated and I also love to hear advice😊. Thank you in advance😘❣️`
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The Dreamer Trader Begins
Date: December 05, 2021
My day is not complete without visiting and exploring you. It has been almost 4 month since I met you and one week more to go. There are times I want to give up and let go co'z by tiredness and overflowing laziness. When those feelings attack I always find a reason and many more reasons to continue my journey with you until the last moment. All of us don't know when it will end but hopefully it will not. You become my stress absorber and virtual diary where I could share my day to day life, feelings, emotions, achievement and many more stuff.
You teach me to always go beyond my limit with the help of the writers who believe that everyone is valuable and has a capacity within. I am one of those writers who has not into writing field. I also knew that my grammar is left and right, single, single, double, double, lol. My used of words are common and simple. You know, as a beginner the first thing to do is to read articles and interact with them through comments. While reading and interacting, I crossed with this author article (I forgot the name) and the used of word are so deep that I really need dictionary by my side to understand, nangapa ako sa dilim sis😅.
Geeez, too much blabbering. Change topic co'z it is not my main topic for today's blog. Before starting, I just want to greet you all a happy Sunday with Merry Christmas and Happy New Year🎉🎄 Mamasko po🙈.
Everyday I have this eager desire to go beyond writing and start a journey of being a trader. No matter how much I want it, my problem is how to set it up and all. I read many articles from the experience of many traders here at read.cash and doing my DYOR (do your own research) is what is most important but my mind cannot process that information, I need your cooperation brain. Problem of the slow learner I am, I can easily understand through the demo.
In spite of it, I never stop dreaming of joining trading. I see him with other girl rather a rainbow and hope to become one when I read yesterday article of ate @bmjc98 "**how to start farming axiebch bch at mistswap**" it is easy to under co'z finally my brain process all the information being wrote and with the help of her visual. https://read.cash/@bmjc98/how-to-start-farming-axiebch-bch-at-mistswap-fc6bd441
Without further ado, I follow the steps on setting up the MetaMask of course I download it first. At first, the process is smooth in adding network but my problem is the next step which is the "import token". I am being stagnant in the "token address or contact address" for thinking where I would find that address. Afterwards, I surrender and stop setting up. Suddenly, I realized it was being said in the article, gosh my numbness🤦♀.
Today, I resumed setting up but my eyes I cannot control fall down co'z it's already been two days and two nights of lack of sleep because of insomnia. So, tomorrow is my schedule to finish everything which includes the Binance and Shiba token that @BCH_Genisis introduced early and helped me to set it up. Thank you so much for helping me❣️. So, for now I badly need to rest my body, mind and emotion but I'll just visit some articles and continue it tomorrow.
Your comments and suggestions are very much appreciated especially regarding the trading part😊.
Note: I am not an expert or have experience on that matter but I am a beginner who has high dreams.
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It's Good to be Back
Date: December 04, 2021
Happy weekend read.cash😊 Kumusta? Ok pa ba? Hope you do😊
21 days left and everyone will be celebrating christmas. Is everyone done picking and eyeing gifts for our loved ones? Co'z me? I am almost done adding a cart for my niece's, nephew, kuya, ate, mama and my many godchildren gifts. Also, I've done participating #ThePerfectGiftChallenge2012, if you are curious , see the glimpse of my Christmas gifts. Here I am joining another challenge initiated by yours truly @gertu13 "Hey! You, this is the promised christmas contest" for more details about the rules don't be shy to pinch me 😉. https://read.cash/@CoquiCoin/the-perfect-gift-challenge-53c92110#comment-397bf78d https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/theperfecfgiftchallenge2021-christmas-gifts-glimpse-c11f9d45 https://read.cash/@gertu13/hey-you-this-is-the-promised-christmas-contest-d0bcd659
Everyone loves Christmas, especially kids. Here in the Philippines when ber months start, specifically September, there are some houses already doing their decoration by putting some lanterns, led lights and christmas. It doesn't end with that because prior to that month carolling also started. Imagine, that's how Filipinos love and are excited for Christmas.
Schools also start requiring students to bring lanterns and build Christmas and have Christmas themes in the classroom. Of course, Christmas couldn't be missed , especially exchanging gifts. When I was in grade I vividly remember that our gifts must be in the food category and the price should be more than $1. Some are wise because they will include the wrapper price hahaha. In high school, the category changes into things that are more than $3 depending on the majority decision. I received horrible gifts, hope you don't😊.
In spite of how enjoyable the school Christmas is, nothing compares to Christmas with our family no matter how small the preparation. Let me tell you a secret, since I was a kid I never saw nor remember that our house had some Christmas decor as in nothing. No lights. no lantern and even no christmas. Why? I don't know either. Maybe Mama and Papa are not fond of decorating but mind you even that plain and null christmas theme our christmas is the best.
Papa is the chief in the house and every christmas he will cook some vivand while Mama starts to bring out their coins that will be poured in the children 's christmas party in our yard. They will prepared prices for every game with so much effort on it. Before 12 o'clock we must be intact and complete as a family as Papa's believe and do the jumping to gain some heights😂. From the wonderful Christmas I witnessed and experienced throughout the years it suddenly changed when we lost family members. There is still happiness but like not before.
It was before the pandemic started, probably in December 2019. We are tasked by our art professor to have photography in accordance with the theme with the theme all about Christmas. Did you experience that, when the teacher said make a group with at least 3 members but then you will ask the teacher if it would be okay if you are in 4 in the group friendship goals😂 (para hindi maghiwalay). He is okay with it. Our group goes to the "Christmas Mansion". Almost midnight when we decide to go co'z I need to travel three rides to get home. Next day, we resumed the task in a different location. You know, those nights are my only night out because my Mama is very strict in terms of going out. So, I hit two birds with one stone.
When our area is not that high risk, the restriction is still there but not totally strike. Last December, it was near our community that the Coca-cola Corporation always displays Christmas decorations in front of the company and it becomes tourist spots every December.
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Special thanks ate @FarmGirl for renewing❣️
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#ThePerfecfGiftChallenge2021: Christmas Gifts Glimpse
Date: December 03, 2021
A cold breeze evening read.cash❣️
Christmas is way fast approaching, 22 days left. Before the pandemic outbreak, usually students already do planning about their classroom Christmas party including the food to prepare, the program, games and the exchange gift. Aftering the lottery names, you could start thinking what gift suited that person. It is the most exciting and fun part because you're trying to play a mystery to prevent knowing who you pick and trying to investigate who picks you. Gosh, I missed this moment in face to face class. I remember the most common gifts received are picture frames and handkerchiefs. What annoyed me is when I received a broken picture frame but still I accept it.
Christmas means a lot prior with giving, loving, forgiveness and happiness. Giving is what I always looked up to, especially when I was a kid. I always wait for a gift from my godfathers and godmothers along with my aunties, uncles and family. So spoiled as a youngest one but as I grew up my view slowly changed and my heart had a desire to give gifts and it became stronger when I joined and earned at this platform. And I think this is the opportunity to share what gifts I want to give this coming christmas.
*Your santa claus is coming to town*, without further ado, lemme start😊
All of that is for my three nieces and nephew. I choose the color red as a sign of love and red is a usual theme every christmas especially her in the Philippines. Two dresses for my sister's children and I know they will like it because I always see them eyeing this one in the shop store while the two terno are for my brother's children who are around 3 to 5 years old and are cute wearing it.
It's for Kuya and Ate. Kuya loves to wear shorts because it is more comfortable and convenient to bring. Most of his shorts are like that style. For Ate I choose jogger pants and probably shorts. She always asks me to buy her jogger pants because according to her it is more convenient to go anywhere and a short sleeping bag to relax her thighs.
(*All these items have an estimated cost of $5 or 250 pesos in Philippine currency or above based in the shop store*).
The most difficult Christmas gift idea is Mama's gift. I really don't know what she wants to receive on Christmas but that doesn't mean I will not give her. What's really in my mind is to buy her a brand new mobile phone. She has a phone but it's a second hand co'z that phone has been collateral in borrowing money but in the end the owner didn't get it back. I told her before that I would never accept any mobile phone as a collateral but she never listened and it happened many times. Her phone now has many issues in life such as easily heating up, power off unexpectedly and always having storage full which encourages me to buy her. Supposedly my November earned allocates with this but unexpectedly, maybe my Christmas gift for Mama will be delayed or maybe I will just buy a shirt as an alternative.
SOURCE https://www.etsy.com/market/couples_shirts
In a virtual gift, I'd like to give ate @FarmGirl a perfect couple shirt. It may sound cheesy and corny but I choose that for making me kilig or giggles with their moments with farmboy. The sweetness and love never fades. As I saw the couple shirt "I don't do matching shirt" (ate farmgirl) "But I do" (kuya farm boy) it reminds me when kuya farm boy always asks "Did you miss me?". I think ate farmgirl would love it even if it's a corny gift, right? https://read.cash/@FarmGirl/did-you-miss-me-599dbedf
Also mareng @Ruffa I'll send you a boylet with 6 pack abs and hazelnut orbs eyes, lol. Seriously, I'd like to give a special made lumpia (spring roll) co'z it's her favorite and I could give mareng @ExpertWritter co'z she wants it too. They will surely love how it tastes, the fascinating and shining shimmering look of the boylet, I mean the lumpia hahaha. Are you okay with 100 pieces of lumpia?
Lastly, Cocola or @CoquiCoin I'd love to give customized cakes. Birthday celebration is not complete without a cake, right?. A green cake with a design of different tokens. Green because it is the color of BCH and it means prosperous and victorious life. I think you could love it because it reminds you that through BCH you meet different people from different races with different views. Happy birthday in advance🎉❣️.
`Your santa claus will be delay co'z by heavy rain but I'll be sending warm virtual hug🤗.`
If you want to join just click me for more details about the rules. https://read.cash/@CoquiCoin/the-perfect-gift-challenge-53c92110#comment-397bf78d
#ThePerfecfGiftChallenge2021
@CoquiCoin
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Swifting Mood
Date: December 02, 2021
Aloha read.cash citizen😊Hope everyone doing great😊
Another day to clean up the mess for yesterday's event. Pack the utensils and bring them back to the cabinet dry and clean. It is easy to arrange and put back the utensils but the hardest part is the used pot. My sister cooks in a wooden fire for a more convenient gas tank that is so pricey that it really hurts my wallet. From shining shimmering pots into dark pots like my life without you,lol. No matter how dark it is, I need to clean it because Mama's mouth machine gun is ready to fire hahaha.
Around 8 o'clock when I start cleaning up and finding my own plates and glasses in our neighbors who love to bring home😂. It took 30 minutes finding them all and starting to wash them again and drying before keeping. Since Ate is not feeling well, I will be the chief in a day and I am glad to be one co'z my mood is very much okay.
I decided to make a garlic fried rice that is the leftover yesterday night with fried chicken loaf, sunny side up egg and boiled eggplant. No matter how much I want to eat my favorite eggplant I decided not to because my allergy might have triggered. While taking breakfast my niece opened up that she wants to have her first vaccine and luckily today is our community scheduled vaccine. Ate told me that I will be the one who will guide her (my niece) and I replied "make a authorization letter that you are allowing me to be her guidance".
Of course before going I need to finish cleaning the pots and make it shimmering again so that for the next use it will be clean and ready. Thanks to my friend, steal wall makes cleaning easier. After that, I am ready to take a bath and prepare to go to the vaccination area. You know, I am so confident to arrive any time knowing that we will still prioritize 12 to 17 years old.
Around 11:30 am when I finished everything and we were ready to go but before going we ate our lunch. I even joke with my niece that it is painful to take the vaccination and the needles are big that will dig into your left arm but I failed to scare her and even laughed and replied "I am not even scared when I'm having a skin test". Gosh, I forget that she is immune to injection unlike her sister.
Exactly 12 o'clock when we arrived in the area and I saw the long queue but I didn't mind it and proceeded to the guard. What shocked me was when he uttered in a loud voice " *ang bata-bata mo pa may anak ka na*" (I am too young to have a child) in front of many people and looking at their eyes I saw judgement. Literally I want to punch him and speak back but I did the opponent because I still respect him and policy response "It's my niece not like what you're thinking and if she is my child who cares I didn't ask money to anyone especially you for us to survive" with that I enter along with my niece and proceed to the table for interview. Thank God the process is so fast that we just spend less than an hour.
Time check, 12: 45 in the afternoon when we are away at home but I decided to stop at 7/11 to treat her so that we are able to go home. Just in time, the rain drops start and end the afternoon, a gloomy one like my mood after the incident.
If you were in my shoes, how would you react? or did it happen to you in any other way around?
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Happy 14th...
Date: December 1, 2021
Hello, December❣️ How are you my beloved read.cash family? Hope ya'll doing great😊
I am the only one who notices the absence of our green friend? In spite of his absence we must still continue writing because we don't write just to earn but it becomes our passion and already part of our daily routine. Surely, he will come back soon carrying the new update and be more accurate. To our green friend, please come back soon😊 we are all waiting for you. While waiting, we will still do our daily routine.
Early in the morning when my sister was doing errands and preparing herself to go to the market to buy some essential ingredients for today's menu. I was able to wake up when my Ate came back home and prepared everything she bought. As I see my phone date it was the first day of December and today is my niece's birthday. It's her 14th birthday that I almost forgot. Geez, what a tita I am, hahaha.
While Ate is busy cooking some vivand for lunch, she assigned me to wrap the lumpia and it was 100 pieces. Thank God, I survive wrapping even if it is not that perfect and beautiful like my sister works. Mareng Ruffa talunin mo ang lumpia. I finished the lumpia in almost an hour and a half by peeling and cutting the vegetable in mince and wrapping. Sadly, the wrapper is not enough, the rest left over are preserved in the refrigerator.
We are still in preparation for when the ice cream will be delivered. Who loves ice cream? My ice cream lover has been awakened that even I haven't taken a breakfast binigyan ko na hahaha. The favor is cookies and cream. This ice cream owner is well-known for his delicious ice cream. I plan that I will be the one who will assist in the ice cream area.
I've noticed Mama's changes these past few days. Before she was very grampy, literally the 3 layers in her forehead but now she's like a kid that is always teasing and jolly. We are happy with it but we cannot deny the fact that we feel fret as we remember the doctor's advice. She must not feel too many emotions. There is an instance her heart might trigger. We always remind her but her hard headed and stubborn always win. Ewan ko nalang sa yo Mama🤧.
The most waiting part is eating time. If you're thinking it's a lavish celebration you're wrong because it's a simple one, together with family and close friends with the important guests the marites and the human cctv, lol. Yes, I invite them para naman makonsensya hahaha. Am I bad, I don't care😂. If I have the most waiting part, I also have the most hated part and it is washing the dishes as in all the used utensils. Mama's attitude is to use the unused utensil she kept in the cabinet. Kain now, hugas later😂.
Even though the sun is burning, the kids still enjoy swimming with the celebrant. Ending nugnog sila😂. It is worth it because it is seen in their faces how enjoyable and happy they are.
Before the day ends, I told her my declaration and wishes in her life. While delivering, I can't help but cry. Imagine at her very young age, she experienced the cruciality of this world and she bravely faced and overcame it all. Even with that the scars are still there to push her down and haunt her all the time but I cannot let that happen co'z dwelling her thoughts can lead her in destruction. I can fight life and death for their sake.
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Epic November Goals
Date: November 30, 2021
Happy last day of the month❣️ Hope everyone hit the goal😊
Last day of the month of November and tomorrow will be the beginning of December but the last month for the year of 2021. Last day means monthly monitoring on how productive we are, if those goals are being achieved. Monitor those investments you 're in with different tokens you have. Some might gain profit but some are losing because it is invisible to the fluctuation of the market, especially these days the red color is all over the market at ang sakit sa mata hahaha.
I have many pending articles to read for being missing in action or MIA in these two days with the guiltiness of doing "publish and out" without interaction. I need to catch up and never mind my laziness because it will not help me to earn. I am ready to spend hours here at read.cash but my internet connection p!ssed me off to the bone that any moment there will be a flying mobile phone incident happen. Globe ano na🤦♀. Clearing the notification bell reschedule after my online classes. Hopefully, the internet will come back before my class starts. To divert my mind, I decided to write this article for me to stay productive.
For now, let me show you my glimpse of achievement this whole month. My intention is not to brag but to inspire others to continue grinding and always go beyond our limit.
One article per Day
As I review my published articles I landed with a total number of 29. That means I missed one article but nevertheless it 99% kills the bacteria, lol. It's 99% achieved and the 1% is missing in action. Running out of topic is the common issue why I cannot publish sometimes. We all know that not all of us here are not born and trained into the writing field but due to our determination we slowly love writing. But there are times that it is so hard for me to compose because my mind and hands have their own world.
Achieve even 0.3 BCH
I wrote regarding this one, why I didn't achieve it. If you haven't read, the reason why I did not achieve this is because I converted my whole earning which has a total of 0.27 BCH for Mama's condition and I never regret doing so. If I don't convert, surely I can achieve this one. This time around hopefully I can achieve more.
**Giving Back by Upvote**
I am inspired by @Jane to give even a small amount as a great help to others especially to motivate new users. It slapped me when I read "it is give and take" it is not all about to take, take and take. Honestly sometimes, I hesitate to give in the sense that I earned not too much but I always put in my mind and heart "I cannot earn this amount'' "$" without the support of others". Yes, 0.03 is a small amount but atleast I give hahaha.
**Gain 10 Subscribers**
Happily, I have 85 subscribers from 64 last month. I gain more than I expect🤧. This 85 users means a lot. Imagine, 85 people believe in me, support me and push me. I don't know what you see in me nor in my articles because honestly I don't have confidence in all my articles but thank you for being with me.
Gosh, what an epic article I made today, hahaha. I just realized that I never have a November goal article, lol. Despite that, those things I mentioned above are really my goal in a silent setting.
To those who are curious with my previous article " I Found Peace in You". I'll spill the beans that it is not a fictional story, charot😂. I will make a clear announcement soon, just stand by😘❣️. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/i-found-peace-in-you-5c66d634
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I Found Peace in You
Date: November 29, 2021
Aloha Monday! Hope everyone enjoy their weekend😊 Keep hitting the rock❣️
Nothing compares having you in my life. You put so much color to make it more lively and brighter. As I celebrate my special day you never fail to amused me not with lavish gifts or surprises and even a romantic date. You never fail to make me feel safe and secure in your embrace. It is so strange that I feel peace in you that no matter how struggle and chaotic my life is, with your warm embrace I find my rest.
My natal day is beyond what I am imagining as everything went smooth and I could say a perfect special day. Full of laughter and joy are visible. I could say I am on cloud nine because I spend my entire day with my loved one's.
In the morning I went to church service to glorify God and give thanksgiving for all the goodness, faithfulness, favor and blessing I have in my life. Afternoon, my family and family are with me celebrating with small gatherings and so much chit-chat in random things. No alcohol. Evening comes, I really thought that everything is done and everyone is preparing to sleep but I was wrong because my other circle of friends arrive and invite me to wander as they represent their gifts to me. *Sino ba ako para tumanggi sa grasya😅* ( Who I am to refuse). Before leaving I made sure I asked for approval from Mama and she said "Yes' '. Pinagbigyan kasi birthday, lol.
Around 8:00 pm when we decided to go home. I am way at home when I happily connect with you to update that I am finally home but you surprised me with your coldness treatment that I don't know where it came from. I tried to ignore the treatment because I don't want to welcome any negative feelings that can replace the joy and happiness I felt.
First try, failed. Second, another failed and third, failed again. Those attempts and rejects are painful but Karupukan attacks. For the last time I told myself "last try and if he rejects again, I'll walk out and never come". Luckily, marupok din siya hahaha.
As I set and look at him, he grab me into his arm and hug me tight and whisper with wings, lol "sorry, I ruined your day", "sorry, I cannot bring you into romantic place to date" and "sorry, I don't have any gifts for you" hearing those words makes me cries and I answered him "No need to say sorry because you don't do anything wrong. Having you in my life is a great blessings" Geez, patawad sa kalandi, hahaha.
After the small talk, I hug him and rest as I listen to his heartbeat. It sounds like a lullaby that escorts me into dreamland and my eyes slowly close. At the back of my head and heart I say "finally I am home". A home that makes feel secure, safe, love and value. Silently praying to God to keep this relationship last that will end in each other arms, living in the same proof but the God's will always prevail.
Geez, I don't know why I ended up liking this article co'z it is very different from what I am planning to write. Gosh, from horror into this hahaha problem, my mind malfunctioned to produce this one hahaha. Some of it really happened yesterday but some of it is fiction. If you really insist that it is non-fiction, then be it. Be my guest😉.
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Exactly 12 o'clock
Date: November 28, 2021
Happy Sunday beloved❣️
**Exactly 12 o'clock in the morning.** My eyes open widely and my whole system has been active and awake. I was about to stand to drink water and peed but I was astounded when I felt happiness and thanksgiving from within. Unintentionally, from teary-eye into crying not because of pain but because God gave me another year of my life. We all know that not everyone is given a chance to be awakened.
**Exactly 12 o'clock in the morning**. New day and new hope are being welcomed. New beginning to start for those who are weary and struggling. New hope for those who are hopeless out there. New day to survive, new day to recover, new day to fight again and new day to love, to give, to be thankful, to breath and to be blessed.
**Exactly 12 o'clock in the morning**. From November 27 to November 28 is a new journey open as I welcome my new journey at the age of twenty two. Yes, today is the day I was born. Today is the day when Mama puts her life into danger for me in the beautiful world.
**Exactly 12 o'clock** **today** God woke me up for me to seek Him first as I walk into another chapter of my life. At first I was irritated and pissed to wake up in the middle of my sleep but when I opened my phone and saw the day my heart cried to be able to wake up today. Early in the morning I cried to God and kneel down for His give of life. God wants me to start my twenty two years with Him to submit all my plans for this year.
I keep it a secret that today is my birthday of course except for my family and friends. As I attend church service at 6:00 am as if everyone didn't know it or maybe they forget about it and I am okay with it. Around 9:30 am after the first service, I open my social media and there my messenger has tons of greetings and some are from my churchmates who are shocked that it is my birthday. But the most memorable greeting is from Mama because when I was done taking a bath she pretended to be sleeping and instantly shouted "Happy Birthday". The most precious gift I received is that Mama's condition is going to be fine.
In the afternoon, Mama decided to have a small gathering celebration. She is the one who finances and decides what to cook with the awareness of her allergy that might be triggered. Ate and my nieces are also busy with the cooking. While me, busy doing the unfinished assignment because today is the deadline. As I saw them doing it, I felt more grateful and blessed co'z they value me so much that in spite of our battles a few days ago they still think about me.
Beyond everything, I thank God for His gift that I forever treasure in my life that is my family. I know welcoming a new chapter also means welcoming new challenges that are harder than before or even difficult but I know God makes me stronger and braver than before.
I will just end it here because I can sense the the nowhere to be again hahaha. And maybe I'll be back tomorrow to catch up with you guys. Just allow me this time to be missing in action😉. I'll take this day as my rest day😅. Adios and Shalom😇
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Raid Me
Date: November 27, 2021
Happy Saturday beloved❣️ Does everyone take weekend rest day? Hope you do😊
Need to wake up early to do the laundry, cooking and other house chores. Time to time I check the time co'z I still have class at 8:00 am and will end at 11:00 am. When everything is done, even taking a bath, minutes left and online class will start but thank God our professor will not be around. He just gives a quiz and the rest is free time.
It's not free time for me because I still have unfinished assignments and activities from other professors. Tomorrow is the deadline but I want to make it now so that tomorrow will be a free day for me. Also, I need to catch up here at read cash and empty the notification bell. Thankfully, I finished it after hours spending. Sadly my laziness attacks to made an article today. @BCH_Genisis recently published his "Smartphone raid" and I told myself "why not make it". Thank you for saving this time BCH_Genisis . https://read.cash/@BCH_Genisis/smartphone-raid-aaa25586
*Without further ado, lemme start😊*
My Lock screen
Edited in canva and put that two phrase to be motivate and inspired. "No room for quitting" it's a reminder that no matter what life throws at me, no matter how hard a student is and no matter how strong the storm will be, quitting is not an option. It's a good reminder to do not give up. "You're Enough" in the world that everything has a standard, especially beauty standards. I always remind myself that "I am enough" even when people tell me I am not. Everytime I felt demotivated and down, I just open my phone and charan I am ready to face the world again.
My Home screen
Also edited it in canva and put those words to remember. I remember I edited these two when I was at a breaking point. I write the opposite words that my mind speaks. It's good to remind ourselves that we are love, we are unique, no need to compare, we are victorious, we deserve better and beautifully by God. My phone is my instant motivator to continue in life.
21st Photo in my Album in the Gallery
It was my first dose and the picture was taken after being injected. I seldomly take selfies nor take pictures. Usually I take pictures when there is an event, celebration and a fascinating moon. Selephine is in the house.
School Applications
Online student be like, hahaha. It suppose to be 8 application include mareng google. Online classes are so hard and difficult, especially using mobile phones alone. There are times, activities need to be done in excel or insert shapes for the process. The struggle is real. Yes, it can be done in phone but when the professor open it into laptop it totally disaster.
Bitcoin
I just label it bitcoin. Coins.ph and bitcoin wallet are the most used. Bityard and Metamask are for future trading. I am planning to be in but right now it serves as a design, lol.
Social Media
If you notice I have facebook lite and facebook applications, those two have different purposes for me. Facebook lite is what I used for scrolling and watching random videos because the lite consumes less load while the facebook consumes bigger. It will be open once my professor gives 10 minutes or more of a video report task and submits it to our page. For instance, Instagram will be used when I take pictures. Filter is life hahaha.
Games
Mobile legend is my stress reliever but sometimes gives me a headache when I lose streak. Candy crush is what Mama loves to play and I downloaded for her to unwind.
I did not include other applications that is already build in.
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Skeleton in the Cabinet
Date: November 26, 2021
Blessed evening Friday❣️Hope you hit the rock on top😊
Everything starts by knowing you in an accidental way. I know nothing in you but my curiosity will kill me if I will know to do a step being with you. I vividly remember how hours I spent the first time. You made me feel different emotions from happiness to sadness, sadness to happiness, anger to brokenness and many more. Being with you makes my emotions one snap quickly. From the hours spent becomes years of being together.
They said "you will ruin my life" without knowing you bring out the best in me. You open my eyes in so many ways and make my mind think wider. You taught me not to judge easily without knowing the other side of stories that is always behind the story. I am so astounded that it encourages me to explore more of it and to know what's in you. You never disappoint my expectations because you go beyond it.
I came to the point that my day will not be complete without glancing. staring and bonding with you. I am desperate? Yes. I am. I am always chasing you desperately because I feel my life is incomplete without you. I go with the flow , keeping you satisfied me. Satisfy that the world cant give. You are my escape from this chaotic world of mine.
They viewed me as shy, innocent and pure that cannot even break a glass. Yes, I cannot break a glass but I can eat the whole glass without their knowledge. And yes. I was that kind of person before because you took my innocence and made me crave those forbidden things. You awaken the boiling heat in me that will be forever awakened.
I became a clever and manipulated person just to be with you. Most of my time is spent with you and I intend to forget myself. My parents are always victims of that manipulation. They thought I'm doing great without the knowledge that it is just bait for being a good daughter role. My actress skills can be entitled "best actress of the year". I can fool everyone with my innocence.
When everyone falls into a deep sleep like they are in the dreamland already - it is the time that I will sneak just to be with you. You are my runaway when problems strike me so hard that I tend to give up but you always make sure that problem will be diminished with you and I being together.
I thought nothing can separate us that you and I forever together. Circumstances happen that made me to let go and leave everything with us. Sorry, I get bored and busy with other things that is more important that you. My busyness makes me realized my world is not only revolving in you that there more than beyond. In spite of everything there are times I igo back and return into our world. Many attempt not once, twice, thrice still ended with the feeling of "you're no longer excites me" that made me completely turn my back at you and never back again.
Geez, another random thought I had. My mind didn't cooperate with desire topic so I decided not to publish but I remember I have goals. Here I am letting my mind and hands to type everything they wants which ended with my experience in wattpad world. Yes, I am one of those addict. I must say "wattpad world corrupts my innocence mind without the knowledge of everyone". Corrupted by forbidden things. Also, I am one of those people who has a skeleton in the cabinet.
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Why I am not into Music?
Date: November 25, 2021
Kumusta read.cash family❣️ Hope y'all doing good😊
I was half awake when I felt the coldness of the surroundings. What a gloomy Thursday I have. The rain starts to fall at 5:00 in the morning that encourage me to go back to sleep and cuddle my pillows and wrap with blanket. I thought it had already stopped when I woke up the next time but I failed because the rain still continues to drop. Even I want to sleep again but I need to take care of Mama and cook some breakfast for her to take the medicine. For me to be alive and alert, I decided to a bath in the rain afterwards I encourage my nieces that we will swim in sea and luckily they agree with me. Again failed expectation hahaha, after everything my mood and body seek my pillow and blanket to sleep again. Am I the only one who wants to sleep every rainy day?
Food is life and it become more lifer in me, lol. As I do scrolling, watching random videos and laugh at different memes, A friend of mine inform that she will treat me a takoyaki and drop it off im the highway. The moment she chat me that she is near is also a sign that I need to go out to get the food. In spite of the rain, I still go outside and wait a few minutes under that rain. The picture above will show that I can sell the rain just for the food. The takoyaki food is worth it. It super D-- super delicious.
Guys, I will tell you a secret of mine (dahil malakas kayo sakin). It's different from yesterday hahaha. I am so confused with myself regarding this one because it is so weird and unusual. Maybe in my past life I was in a coma and still recovering until now. Or maybe I am an alien in this world, especially in his world. LOL.
Seriously, I felt envious of those music lovers out there. I want to be one of them but my big problem is *sigh* I'm so numb and forgetful in terms of lyrics. I am a chorus singer - who can sing just a chorus phrase without a verse 1, verse 2 and even bridge. I don't know why but every time I hear a song or sing I literally forget the lyrics even though I'll memorize it. One time, I am so prepared and excited with too much confidence but later on all the lyrics are nowhere to be found.
That incident only happens in music because in term of school, moments or any happening my memory has so much space for it that even years passed I can vividly recall it. In school, memorize is very common especially in quiz and examination. That part is my favorite. First college during the prelim final exam one of my professors required us to study from chapter 8 to chapter 10 and memorize some process. This type of professor is a objective type that every explanation must based in the book. Within a day I wrote everything in concise way and when night comes I start to familiar, understand and memorize everything I wrote in 3 whole sheet of paper back to back. After that, I rewrite everything based on what I memorize and compare afterwards. I must memorize my strengths but also my weakness in the music part.
If you could ask me, if I have a song that I really know-well. Yes. I have but there are still instances where I forget the lyrics hahaha. You know, I sing in a silent way to keep from making mistakes in a loud voice. My niece noticed it when I was singing, she burst into laughter. I am still working on it, hopefully I can make it.
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Thank you so much ate @LykeLyca😊 God bless you😇
Wrestling Exhausted
Date: November 24,2021
Aloha my beloved read.cash family. Doing great? Hope you do😊 Keep hitting the rock❣️
Yesterday, I mentioned about withdrawing all my savings in bch wallet to buy maintenance medicine for Mama. After publishing "Spare us this time", clearing the notification bell and online class, I did the transaction to convert my earnings into Philippine value. You know, as I'm doing it there is a small portion of regrets and doubts to hit the button "send" because I really want to hold or achieve the 0.5 BCH but Mama condition is what is most important. Gosh, I could trade everything just to have her. In spite of the negative feeling, I hit "send" and waited a few hours to transfer and convert it into pesos. I almost forget, my wallet has a total of 0.27 BCH or $155 with equivalent of 7,721 pesos. That money is enough to buy all Mama's maintenance and to paid one more laboratory ahead. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/spare-us-this-time-332d403f
Supposedly, my saving are intended for my up coming birthday, Chirstmas gifts for my family and for the foods for Chirstmas day and New Year Eve. I still have a month to save again before Christmas happen but for now I need to set aside my birthday plan co'z it's just few days before my birthday. If your thinking a big celebration, it's a no, no because my original is just a simple dinner with my family with our favorite desserta and viand. I am too old to have a big birthday celebration.
I wake up early to do our laundry and general cleaning. Change all the curtine and arrange and rearrange some things for more convient. Around 9:00 am I received a message that the money is ready to pick in money changer but before leaving the house I secure that all the house chores are done and talk my nieces to look over Mama while I was in outside. The process in money changer is not hassle so I just wait 20 minutes before I leave.
Exactly 11 o'clock I am going home together with some groceries just essential one, Mama medicine, fruits and lunch viand. Within a week, our viand are always fish because we avoid chicken that might triggered Mama's rushes. Fish with different recipe, of course my Ate is expert in term of cooking.
Too much errands makes me fall asleep with heavy headache. Sleeping almost 2 hours makes me feel better from having exhausted day. To feel more relax, I decided to take a walk in sea shore and take a set for awhile viewing the raging sea. It so refreshing with the cold breeze wind embrace my chaos mind. But it didn't last too long because the strong rains are comes in town, hahaha. See the picture below😉.Until now, the rain still continues to fall but the online class still on going. And I need to get in even I want my body still wants to sleep.
I will tell you a secret, I'm typing this aricle while I am in the class the thrilled is I am using the same mobile phone hahaha. We just did reporting and my mind can't absurb everything and I want to publish per day to achieve my per day article. So, I decided to type and type and then publish afterwards and after class I can able to sleep and rest. Am I hitting two birds in one stone?. Waaah. finally my unseen notification bell and other options are done. It backs into normal, no more into trial and error writing, hahaha. I would ends my nonsense here😂.
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Spare Us this Time
Date: November 23, 2021
Happy Tuesday read.cash citizen. Hope you'll doing well😊
Christmas is fast approaching. Everyone seem excited even there is still pandemic and covid virus around it doesn't stop the essence of Christmas. Some houses are already done by decorating lanterns, building Christmas trees and letting lightsI surround the sound. Watching how lights switch from one color into another one brings so many memories.
Who couldn't be excited on Christmas day? Of course all of us are excited. In spite of it, my heart worries what could this December brings to my family. In the past years of Christmas after Papa's death it becomes lifeless and it becomes more worse after my Kuya's death. How could be happy in December if it brings not just happiness but also sadly the imprint of so much pain.
You wonder, why do I become this emotional? Last week, I was able to write an article about my Mama triggered allergy. I thought a few days after sye would be healed but it didn't happen as I expected because each day her condition became worse and I am afraid of what might happen next. Few days of convincing her to go to the doctor and undergo different laboratories to know more about her condition. Finally Mama was able to agree to see a doctor. You know, she's afraid of the swab test and thinking that she might be a covid patient even though her condition is way far from covid. She got that thinking when our neighbors got in an accident but the finding is covid.
For her to feel more motivated to go, me and my sister assist her but my sister is the one who accompanies Mama because the hospital protocol is one watcher only. We arrived at 9:30 am. Thank God the hospital accepted the patient without having a swab test. Without any second, my sister preceded and guided Mama to have urine, blood and crea laboratories. At 11:00 am we decided to eat lunch and be back around 12:30 pm to see the result and the doctor's findings.
While waiting for them, there is a commotion beside the hospital. As a marites sometimes hahaha, there I saw a house on fire and it had dark smoke. People grab some water and pour it while waiting for the BFP (Bureau of Fire Protection). Minutes passed, three trucks of BFP approached with so much expense and the fire didn't last too long but one house totally burned. Thankfully everyone is safe.
Aftering hours of waiting outside the hospital at exactly 2:00 pm when Mama and I ate , we went out holding the test results and the medicine needed to be purchased. Seeing their face, I know there is something wrong and shoot, I am right. I don't know how to react and within a minute I lose my voice. I really don't know and in the back of my mind I start to question "why is this happening as December approaches?" and I can't help overthinking negative things.
Ate cascade what the doctor said includes the do's and don'ts. "*Mama could not feel too much emotions such as happiness, sadly, anger and stress. We will back to do more examination including the ultrasound they presume, it has an involvement of kidney matter. Also, Mama should be more careful in taking medicine because it might triggered her medicine allergy that can cause her life. She was so blessed that she survived*". Her daily medicine can wreck our pocket, that is why I decided to withdraw everything that's in my bch wallet and for now I will temporarily forget my holding goal. Even though our way to December starts with this news, I know God will do something great with it. And praying and hoping December will be good to us.
I will end here because I don't want to be more emotional and if I continue it will become nonsense, hahaha. Pardon me, for this article. I'll be back after my class ends. Adios😘.
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Continuation Prompt: I am at...
Unconsciously, I tried to open my eyes as much as I wanted and successfully I did. Am I blind? or power disconnection?. I made little movement and there I felt the tightness of my wrist and ankle from the tied up rope. Oh, shoot, everything happens in flashbacks why I ended here.
*Stretch, stretch and stretch *sigh* "At last the working hours are done". Tons of documents need to be sign and done and finally I finished it.* *My smile can't contain thinking of you and me having dinner after our busy days. I felt butterflies in my stomach, as I imagined our beginning.*
*We start from scratch with zero balance but because we have dreams we try our luck in various opportunities. One of them is being an OFW (Overseas Filipino Workers) we are miles away but our heart and dreams are united. It so vivid our first salaries are intended for down payment of land, we have the same shared. After few years of working abroad we establish house and lot and investment in few business. My contract ends first and I flew back in our country and begin small business.*
*Our relationship is like a roller coaster. there is up and down to test our love and the worst is when we decided to take a rest to grow individually while holding the promise to " end up in each other arms". From days to months and months to almost a year waiting you're comeback to settle down our everything. Without my knowledge you are with someone else while I am waiting for you. I was in my wreck moment when there's someone who wanted to enter the picture.*
*He becomes my comfort. He becomes my knight and shining armor every bar trouble I am in. He becomes my crying shoulder. I see you in his shoes but no matter what he becomes in me you are still my behalf. He confesses that he loves me so much but I reject it because my heart still beats for you. He insisted so hard until I received the message "Let's meet in our favorite place to end everything".*
*Without hesitation, I grabbed my bag and went to the meeting place and there I saw you smiling so wide. We talked and eat while clarifying something especially your feeling and everything went smooth and we decided only friendship relationship bind us. We bid our goodbye until I felt dizzy and everything went black.*
Flashback ended when I heard footsteps coming in my direction and there I saw you. I want to slap your face but I can't because I am tied up.
Him: "Good evening, my love. Happy to see me? Opps, of course you're not happy *evil laugh*".
Me: How could you, I trusted you and I love you ----
Him: You love me as your friend and I will not accept it. After everything I've done to you, you still choose him. Him who hurt you so bad. Why not choose and love me. I will untie you when you realize that you love me more than him.
He was like a crazy possessive psychopath. He brings me food as evening comes, he unties me for me to eat but that was his big mistake untying me. Without his knowledge I have little knowledge in self defense. I kicked his "precious one" so hard enough for me to run.
I was welcome with wide and dark forest. Run and hide is what I did not until I heard your voice threats me. I run so hard until I am out of breath. Your footsteps bring danger and it trembles me while hiding behind the tree. I know your near and I know you have gun. I'm holding my breath co'z one more step and you will capture me but thanks God you stop and change your way direction to find me. So, I decided to wait the sunrise before making another move of escape.
I don't know what's happening hahaha. I just try my luck to continue the story of Sir @meitanteikudo. Hopefully I give some justice even if it's just a small one hahaha. This is my entry in the prompt of "Where am I?". If you want to try just spank me in more detail. The more the merrier. https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/where-am-i-9ef01edc
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What if... (pt.2)
Date: November 21, 2021
Raining Sunday evening read.cash family😊 Has everyone got their rest during weekends? If not, don't worry you're not alone😂
Since start of November I never set a month goal but instead I decided that ever Sunday. It will all about answering different questions. If you want to try just spank me😉. https://www.mantelligence.com/what-if-questions
What if you could live for 200 years?
Sounds good but I would rather not take it. If I could live 200 years it means my mama will not be with me anymore because she is too old. And, if I could it would be lonely for sure because I cannot do more things and might be alone. So, I will not take it.
What if you could be an animal?
I want to be a dog because a dog is a human's best friend. I observe that loner people love to have a dog to accompany and talk to them. Being a dog I could hear every emotion they felt and give them comfort by licking their cheeks to make them feel that they are not alone.
What if money can buy happiness?
If this thing happens surely many people could buy for it because people today longing for happiness that is why they tend to buy things to give them pleasure. But in reality no one can buy happiness, otherwise we buy things to ease and give temporary happiness.
What if there is no electricity for a year in your place?
Still I survive. For the information of everybody, I used to live in the mountains for more than 3 years. Mind you, there is no available electricity for those years but we still survive. Living out of the modern world is very satisfying. No electricity means more time for the family to bond and talk because no gadget will be charged. For me, it is so much okay as long as I am with my family and there is food.
What if you had a money tree growing in your backyard?
Money, money, money and more money🤑. If the tree is small enough to be in inside the house but if not I will cut it off because when people know about it. They might do something illegal or crime that can cause my love one's life. Of course there is a big BUT😉, before cutting I will harvest all the money. I am being practical here. After harvesting, the cutting operation will follow.
WHAT IF YOU HAD THE CHANCE, WOULD YOU CHANGE SOMETHING IN THE HISTORY, RISKING THAT, YOUR PARENTS NEVER WILL MEET WITH EACH OTHER AND YOU NEVER WILL BE BORN?
Yes, I want to change something in history but by changing it means risking my parent's love story and I'll never be born, gosh it's a big no, no to me. Finally, I will not change it because my parent's story taught me so much, especially the real meaning of the marriage vow exchange. They live with it in many ways. Then, if they did not meet each other usually there is no me or JustMaryel in this world.
WHAT IF YOU WERE A HOTDOG AND YOU WERE STARVING, WOULD YOU EAT YOURSELF?
No, of course. Eating myself means I will die. No matter how much I love hotdogs and my favorite food is , I will not still eat it. But when I am in the point of stravness maybe I could just make a small bite.
WHAT IF YOU COULD MOVE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE?
I will go to mars to stay away from many marites neighbors, hahaha. Seriously, I will not live anywhere other than my birth country even if there are marites.
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Double Pain after I got You
Date: November 20, 2021
Happy Saturday my lovely read.cash family😊Hope you'll doing great and fine😊
Yesterday, I already mentioned my second dose in Pfizer where everything works smoothly. You know, many children from 12 to 17 years old take their first dose including my niece. As I observed they prioritize children and there I found and realized two things.
First, the dose for adults is also the dose for the children because they have the same line and the doctor gets the dose in the same container. Second, I really thought the second dose contained higher dosage than the first one but I was wrong because I still get what children and others get. I just shared what I saw yesterday.
`Note: I don't have any basis aside of what I observe. My apology it I mentioned something wrong.`
After being injected, I never felt heaviness in my left arm unlike my first dose. I was so determined yesterday to get my second dose together with my niece's first dose. Around 9:00 am we prepared to go to the vaccination area, did our breakfast and some routines. Arriving there, I already saw the long queue in the waiting area and I saw there was no proper social distance. I guide my niece in the line while I am asking for some needed documents. Waiting listening conflicts occur when one of the frontliners informs the assigned community schedule and our community is not included with it. It makes me pissed off because the way he approached his parents is so disrespectful. So, a few neighbors of mine rebut and say "we just wait here more than an hour and our children are near, why not consider it" but the guy is so persistent but the parents are more persistent though. Conflict happens because of misinformation about the schedule. It happened not once but thrice. Hopefully they can take action on it because it wastes people's time waiting. In the end, we are able to get vaccinated especially the children.
**Pain from the vaccination**. Today, I endured the heaviness of my left arm together with some side effects. I felt a severe headache like any moment from now. I may have a fever but the worst is I am catching my breath. Doing deep inhale and deep exhale just to breathe. Also the injected part was bloated even though I did hot compress.
**The worst ans second pain is my feet being crashed into the edge of the long metal chair**. As in, my nail needs to be cut off just to clean the dirt and the dried blood. One of the neighbors asked some help to carry the long metal chair so that we can sit. Without hesitation, I helped her but as we walked accidentally my feet were being hit without their notice. You know, I act like nothing happened and it's cool, lol. Cool outside but my nerves are shaking from so much pain. You know, as we go home I don't know which I prioritize either my left or my feet, huhuhu I am so id!ot. Of course, Mama noticed my feet the way I walk, she suggested I take a pain reliever.
Yes, I got you-second dose but also I got double pain. Even so, I am still happy because finally I am fully vaccinated. We all know there are some restaurants looking for vaccination cards before entering and when you cannot give means you cannot dine in nor take out. It sad because it shows discrimination and vaccination is not impulsory yet. Vaccinated or not we must show equality.
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After few hours of reading and multitasking no more pending in my unseen notificatiom bell. I'll take my rest and be back before evening. Adios😊
First Love Never Dies
Date: November 19, 2021
I saw you in my dreams not once but many times that I lost to count off. They said you will dream of someone when you always think of him/her but how could I think of you if I don't even know you in the first place. Cliche may call but you make my heart beat so fast anytime it will explode.
You are the first guy who knocks in my parent's heart just to ask permission for being part of my life. Everyone is shocked, especially me because I have no idea what's going to happen. I never show you even a single sign that I am amazed and stunned by your actions. I want to take the risk for the first time co'z you already proved so much but doubting you and your intentions makes me stop doing so.
From doubts to fears of pain. How wouldn't you be afraid of her after seeing you with your ex, laughing like they are the only people in the world? "What if he still love?", "what if I am just a rebound?" and "what if he just wants to use me to get her back?". Yes, I am scared and paranoid, feel free to judge me. They said " First love never dies", I don't believe on it because you give me the assurance and security that even she wants come back in your arm, you will not give in. I keep that promise of yours but sadly "promises are meant to be broken" and you prove that quote.
"Wait for me, I'll pick you up" you always insist and I'll refuse but not this time around. I prepared tonight something spectacular that you wi" surely be surprised by. This night is the night of your waiting and longing for an answer that you want to hear from. I prepared my mind and heart for the commitment that I am planning to tight up. I fix myself into something simple yet elegant.
The long wait is over. Everything is fix and prepared even myself prepare ahead of time because you hate being late. From seconds into minutes, minutes into hours and you are still not here. Still I patiently wait and think "maybe you got stuck in traffic". From hour into hours still no sign of you, no message even call but still I wait last one hour. Night ended, you are still not and say to myself "maybe this is not the right time". Also, I want to hear the reason why he did not come.
Tomorrow comes, you and I talk because you want to clarify things and I thought this is the perfect time. Upon hearing your words of reason, it slowly and deeply kills my heart. I've waited too long but there you are with your ex the whole night because of this and that and other nonsense and lame excuses. In the middle of your reasoning I say loud and clear "stay away from my life and don't come back again. Honestly, yesterday night is the night I was supposed to say "yes" but you let me realize ahead of time that you still love and care for her that you even forget that there is me who waits for you". On that day, I let him go and set him free.
Before I forget, I unlocked another achievements here at read.cash and also outside this platform. I just notified for achieving 2500 views and the picture above is the evidence. Thank you guys for the support you poured out in me. Other achievement is today is the day of my second dose. Yehey, I am now fully vaccinated.
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Failed one and Celebrate one
Date: November 18, 2021
Kuàilè xīngqísì (Happy Thursday) my beloved read.cash family❣️. Doing great? Hope you did😘
Today I encountered a contrasting moment in my life. Yes, I failed today but I also need to celebrate one success in my life. Maybe some could find it lame but for me it's a big part.
`Without further ado, lemme start😊...`
Last October 28, 2021 when I got my first vaccination. At the same day I faced one of my fears: the needles but also the following day I felt those side effects of the vaccine. Supposedly, today November 18,2021 is my second dose to be fully vaccinated but circumstances happen.
One of the front liners shared a post on facebook from the resbakuna page about the schedule of vaccination per community: first dose and second dose. The post clearly shows that there is no second dose available today and my sister verified it by commenting. Unfortunately, I don't want to label it as "fake news" but instead " misinformation" because some of my batchmates in the first dose finally got their second dose today like what was on the vaccination card.
@MJAYTECH message and inform me that there is a second dose available but my sister refuses to go because she is doing the laundry. Around 1:30 in the afternoon, I chat MJAYTECH to ask if there is still people who waits on waiting area and he said "yes, come quickly you can still entertain". For instance, my sister and I go to the gymnasium where the vaccination venue is. We are able to accommodate but after a few minutes one of the front liners informs us that " there is no available vaccine for us". So, I failed to get my second dose today.
If only the information spread is correct, surely we will be fully vaccinated today but I know God has a purpose why it happens and maybe God sees my hesitation to get my second jab. Maybe tomorrow I will be together with my niece on their first dose. You know, 17 years old below can avail vaccination of course with the guidance of a guardian.
The picture above shows why I celebrate. I can't really imagine that I made it this far because there are times I really want to give up and stop writing, maybe because I'm demotivated, out of topic and tired of different errands outside this world. Despite many reasons to give up and leave, there is one reason that makes me want to stay. I am so hypocritical if I could not say the "earnings". You read it right, I cannot leave the platform because of earning.
All of us could say, this is the best platform for a blogging site where no one criticizes, judges and insults no matter what articles we make, especially my nonsense articles. I still vividly remember my first step in where I felt the warm welcome and support like a family. I only personally know 2 or 3 users and the rest are strangers. Luckily, I am one of those users who easily notice and recognize our green friend: Rusty. In spite of that I still struggle because I haven't yet a sponsor at that time but thank God after a day of struggling one of the users made my read.cash wish come true, that is ate @FarmGirlrl (thank you for believing and supporting me).
As time goes by, read.cash becomes a part of my life that I cannot end my day without visiting you my love. Today is the day where I started my journey here. So, happy 3 months self🎉❣️. In the span of 3 months I met different friends from different places, I acquired knowledge and new vocabulary (mahina ako sa english,hahaha).
Let me express my gratitude to all of you who support and believe me from the very start of my journey. You, who encourage me to go beyond my comfort zone and take those writing challenges. You, who are in my sponsor block subscribe, upvote, comment and like a big thank you do the unfailing support. Also, to my green friend: Rusty, thank you so much for your generosity since the very beginning. Lastly, Sir MarcDeMesel thank you for funding this platform.
I would ends here and end with THANK YOU SO MUCH❣️
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Save Me Again
Date: November 17, 2021
Early in the morning around 3:00 am I was awake and heard a small voice asking for some help. Unconscious, I ignored and continued my sleep. But after a few minutes my unconscious mind processes the voice and tries to figure out who owns it. Minutes after my eyes open wide and my adrenaline becomes active and I stand up. The voice who asks for help is my Mama.
Worrying consumes my whole body thinking about some negative scenario that I can't afford to happen. As I come closer to Mama my nerves are shaking especially when I touch her skin. Her skin is too hot and reddish the whole body and felt her tighter unto tighter. I don't know what to do seeing her enduring the pain. Gosh, it breaks my heart and silently I prayed to God to "please heal my Mama and don't let anything happen that can cause her life". My mind thinks negative already.
After I prayed and cried, I tried to stay calm and think properly and control so many emotions in me. Mama asked for hot milk to ease the coldness she felt. While preparing I think of some amends and figure out what is the reason behind her ending up in that situation. She told me everything she did yesterday night and there I found out the reason and I wanted to scold her but I decided not to.
We all know Mama has an allergy in terms of medicine that is why we are very careful and watchful of every medicine she takes. Yesterday night after we ate dinner, Mama took medicine which is co-amoxiclav. As I read and searched, *co-amoxiclav contains amoxicillin* and Mama has a medicine allergy regarding amoxicillin. When I ask her "why does she take the medicine?" and she just replied " I'm so pissed off with my cough and I thought this medicine could ease". I really want to scold her but I don't want to add some problem.
Few minutes passed, I decided to wake up my sister for her to also know the condition of Mama. Her reaction is more historical than mine and I saw guiltiness in her. We ended up talking to avoid Mama falling asleep and there ate and confessed that she is the one who brought the medicine for my niece and encouraged Mama to take also. I don't want to put blame on her because I already saw that she regrets it. It serves a lesson to all of us.
Sun is up and we notice that Mama's condition is still the same and decide to take her to hospital but she refuses to do so because she is afraid of a swab test and being charged as covid. My sister suggested bringing KoolFever to eradicate the hot feeling because KoolFever provides coolness. The problem is we don't have money in our hands because Mama lends it to others and will be back in the afternoon. I remember I saved some money when I converted my earnings last October 6, 2021. It was $20 or PHP1,000 pesos for emergency purposes or when I wanted to buy something. It became my hobby to keep small amounts and today, I harvested what I kept and deeply understood the value of saving. When we save we are ready at any instances.
Right now, Mama's conditions is quite okay. It really help the KoolFever to reduce the hotness. But we still observe her condition and if it gets worse we have no choice but to go to hospital even if she disapproves of it.
`Note: Maybe I couldn't visit your article today but I will make it up tomorrow.`
Closing Thought
Let us practice saving because we don't know what the future holds. It is okay to be ready than to be late. Also, I am forever thankful for this platform for helping me so much in times of needs and thank you Rusty for your generosity. A big thank you to all you for saving me again in second time around.
Thank you so much with all your support and generousity; sponsors, upvoters, commenters, likers and subscribers. It means so much. God bless you thousand folds😇.
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Good afternoon slash good evening my dear read.cash family😊. I would like to introduce to you a friend of mine @Probinsyana. If you have spare time just check her profile and she already piblished her first article. Thank you for welcoming her with your warm support😘❣️ God bless😇
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Respect Fears
Date: November 16, 2021
Wonderful Tuesday read.cash family❣️ Hope your doing great and well😊
Check them out it's worth to read❣️
**F**ear is a normal feeling we feel but what is not normal is dwelling on it without making a move to overcome that fear. We admit or not we all have fears in life. Maybe my fear is way different from yours. Some people think others are shallow for having fears about normal things which is not correct because we don't have the level of fear he/she has. Like me, some people laugh at me after knowing I fear needles. What the h*ck! they don't even know the feeling I felt when thinking about the needles. It is easy to judge without knowing the basis of those fears.
**E**agerly I've come to the point to face that one fear for them to stop thinking that I am like a five years old child. It was October 28, 2021 where I got my first vaccine - Pfizer. It is not easy but thanks to God who gives me strength and calm spirit to stay relaxed all the time. Even I could say I overcame it but deep inside the fear is still there. Same fear with the same feeling.
**A** fear will not be overcome without being prepared. Some facing fears might be the cause of death like what happened to my niece's cousin. She fears feeling extreme happiness or any emotion because it might trigger her heart condition. Some point she wanted to experience for once to laugh out loud because of happiness and cry because of sadness. Facing her fears means she can be a normal kid like what other kids experience. One night, she couldn't control the happiness she felt from seeing an artist. At first it felt normal, not until the event ended. At the same night her heart was triggered because of feeling over joy to the point that it led her to death. Other people could laugh at having that fear because they think it lame and overreacting without knowing the reason behind and the cost might be while facing it. But no matter how prepared we are, if that fear will forsake our life, it is good to not face it anymore.
**R**espect other fears. I don't if I am the only one who experiences this. We have friends who know our fears but sometimes they intentionally put us in the situation where fear and you are facing. I don't really fond of dogs but I care for them. Sometimes I love to be clingy with dogs but sometimes I don't. Sorry for the confusion hahaha. I fear them in some instances, especially seeing big dogs barking while looking at me intensely. My nerves were shaking at that moment. My friends know it but when they know I feel terrible they intentionally make it the worst reason why I don't want them to see my soft side. Of course not all my friends like that. You know, I am one of the boys who loves to tease me until I pissed because I am the only girl in the group. Later on, I had a confrontation with them about it and they understood it and never did it again.
It is a prompt by Sir @Infinity about "Fears". If you want to make one just follow the simple instructions below and for more details just spank me. https://read.cash/@Infinity/fears-52ebefb3
1. Write about "Fears"
2. Write 100% original content
3. Join and submit to the community Just Write (e5e5)
4. Tag me @Infinity
5. Have fun!.
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Deeply In Love
Date: November 15, 2021
**My life is** full of mess from the things I made. It became worse when Papa was lost. I plead to spare his life for a short time at least just to celebrate our last Christmas together. Every night **you`ve heard me say** blaming you, questioning you and even cursing you. Until I stop believing in your existence and run away.
In spite of being rebellious your insufficient grace and love always surrounds me wherever I am. When I am in danger, you will send someone to save me. When I had no one to run to, you were there waiting for me. When the world crashed into me, you were there cheering me on to fight back and give my hand to stand again. Until one day the wreck soul is too tired to face the world alone. Too close to cut off your life but you impress me how much you love this rebellious one. At the same time I was saved from death, also the time I cried out loud to say **I love You.**
I thought that was enough and nothing more. But your plan is beyond what I expect. You put desires in my heart to serve you more than anything else. Why my soul longs for more beyond serving. **How do I show You** that my love **is true.**
Please **hear my heart,** when my mouth cannot speak because of too much pain or thanksgiving. My mind and mouth can tell lies but not my heart. There are nights, the world tries to make me stumble and crash again, the reason why I was at the same point of surrendering. No sign that you are in my battling but my heart longs **for more of You**.
From rescuing the wreck's soul into something new. From nothing into something. From no one into someone. From curse to blessing. You change and remove the thing that destroys me. There **I`ve fallen deeply in love with You**. Being with you is the best thing in my life.
It is not easy like what others say. Many rough and tough roads , but I couldn't find a reason to give up and run away again. I remember someone asked me "why do I still continue even though my life becomes more difficult and I struggle since I serve you". I simply answered "He blesses me more than my hardship". The Deep reason why I don't give up **You have stolen my heart** really hard. **I'm captivated by You**r unconditional love.
**Nothing can stand in the way, even** the storm rage. I could not be worried because I know You will never never me nor for sake me.**My love for You grows stronger each new day** to the point I plead to connect my heart in Your heart beat. Some point, I felt out of love with you but you always remind me to seek where I began, especially those times **I`ve fallen deeply in love with You**.
Gosh, I unlocked the doubt of not making it but there I made it. Other achievement self😘. I am so thankful for this platform. From being doubtful, I am slowly making progress and start believing that I can do what others did. I know that it is not as good as theirs, but I still made it and I am proud of it.
I am inspired by ate @Jane "Take her to the moon" yesterday I am so inlove with it. You must check it. And Sir @meitanteikudo "Here's a prompt" writing being inspired by song lyrics. https://read.cash/@Jane/take-her-to-the-moon-f36d0196 https://read.cash/@meitanteikudo/heres-a-prompt-8c206991
`My apologies, for the tag.`
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Deeply In Love by Hillsong is the song I used because it is my favorite Christian song. https://www.lyricsfreak.com/h/hillsong+united/deeply+in+love_20626656.html
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Answering Fast Talk
Date: November 14, 2021
Blessed Sunday read.cash citizen😊
It is an unusual Sunday routine co'z I always choose the first service at 6:00 am to 8:00 am for me to have time afterwards but today I decided to go to the second service. I was able to be awake at 5:30 am but I killed my alarm to gain more hours of sleep because I was at a funeral service and would be home around 1:00 in the morning. In Spite of that I still received God's word and that is more important.
While resting, I decided not to publish today but my mind never at peace thinking, I ended up typing one. Thanks to MJAYTECH " Answering this unique question" for saving me this moment. Of you want to try, just spank me. https://read.cash/@MJAYTECH/answering-this-unique-questions-9c34beae https://icebreakerquestions.info/this-or-that
*Without further ado, lemme start😊.*
Family or Friends?
Family because they are the one who is there for our needs. It is always blood thicker than water. Personally, I realized when my brother chooses his friends over us, literally all the money he has will be spent on his friends. One time when trouble came, his friends left him like they didn't know each other. Friends are good but always prioritize family.
College or High school?
High school syempre. They say high school is where you experience new things, yes indeed. I became a sassy girl without parent's knowledge. High school life where I experienced cutting classes, cheating and being a leader of the whole class. It is a mixture of learning while having fun, if no one can catch it or else hello, principal office hahaha. In college life, there is still enjoyment but more focus on career and dreams. Hello, stress ka na sa college hahaha.
TV or Books?
Books, I am a wattpadian and pocket book lover. I could choose a book if it is about love stories but when it comes to academic gosh I'll go with television co'z the more I see the figure and process the more I learn. I am a visual learner in terms of academics.
Peanut butter or Chocolate?
Chocolate, a dark chocolate co'z I don't like white chocolate. This is one of my weaknesses because when I decided to go on a diet I always failed, thinking that I cannot eat chocolate more often, huhuhu. Chocolate is life.
Time travel or the ability to fly?
Time travel. I want to witness and experience the era where girls dress up like in the 1950's and 1970's and be called binibini. I always adore the boys' respect towards girls and the way of their courtship. Doing house chores to vet the approval of the family and the big yes of the girl. Sadly, in today's generation that kind of courtship is so rare to be found.
Hotdogs or Cheeseburgers?
Gosh, my ultimate favorite is a hotdog. It's my food reliever together with pancit canton and egg. It has become my favorite since college co'z my allowance is not enough to buy a meal for me to survive in lunch, just one hotdog for PHP15.00 with cheese. You know, my allowance per day is $2 or Php 100.00 which includes the fare of 80 pesos ($1.70) . The rest could be extra. Thanks to hotdogs, who always save my hungry stomach😘.
Baby boy or Baby girl?
I want a baby boy. When I marry and build my own family, I always pray to God I want to bear a baby boy first and follow with a baby girl. I believe the baby boy will protect and discipline his sibling.
A hug or a kiss?
Hug with a kiss, lol. Can I choose both co'z I want the two of them, hahaha. I could go with a hug. Hugging makes me feel safe and protected. I am a clingy person and love to hug, especially when sleeping, I can't even fall asleep while hugging a pillow or someone. I will just sneak a kiss, hahaha landi.
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What if's...
Date: November 13, 2021
Kuàilè xīngqíliù read.cash citizen (happy Saturday)😊. Doing great? Hope you do😊
What a stressful saturday. I was so pissed with my internet connection yesterday night around 7:00 pm. I was waiting for my midterm examination when a poor connection occurred. My classmates flood me with texts because the exams are being posted. Thinking of it makes me cry because I may get a failing grade for not taking it but thank God the deadline is being extended and made that time. Thanks Althaliah for saving me this time "Thought-Provoking questions what if". If you want, just spank me😊. https://read.cash/@Athaliah/thought-provoking-questions-what-if-96031046 https://www.mantelligence.com/what-if-questions
WHAT IF YOU COULD SAY A SENTENCE WHICH THE WHOLE WORLD COULD HEAR, WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God.
WHAT IF YOU WERE GIVEN A CHANCE TO GO TO THE MOON, WOULD YOU GO? WHY OR WHY NOT?
Without hesitation I will go instantly. You know, I am a moon lover, sun lover, start lover and all lover, lol. Seriously, I am a Selenophile chuchu. Staring at the moon is like everything is at peace and it soothes me. Seeing the moon in person is a great, great achievement that will forever be proud of. Even if I don't have clothes with me, I still go for the sake of the moon.
WHAT IF YOU FOUND A SUITCASE FULL OF $1,000,000, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
I remember the OMG in facebook, hahaha. Is this a confirmation that a million dollars awaits me, lol. First let me convert that amount into Philippine currency😉. A $1,000,000 equivalent with PHP50,000,000, what a huge money I found. I know it's very tempting to run off because that money can make me an instant millionaire but my conscience will haunt me to death. So, with hesitation hahaha I could bring the suitcase in police station to return it to owner because usually the owner of suitcase will search of that and maybe he/she can give me some reward money🤑.
WHAT IF YOU COULD BE AN OLYMPIC ATHLETE, WHAT SPORT WOULD YOU COMPETE IN?
It is sport that has nine members with different role. It has a long and hard bat together with gloves, helmet and green ball. It's a softball game. I miss to play with it co'z played was high school. I was in the team in accident way because my friend be the one who in the list but suddenly she back out and pull me to be her sub. At first, I didn't know anything about it but as I underwent hard training I became the captain of the pack and can be placed in different roles. Being a catcher is what I dream of, which is a dangerous role because many circumstances happen like being hit by the bat.
WHAT IF YOU HAD TO PICK ONE PERSON TO BE WITH FOREVER?
My Mama. I could trade everything just to be with her.
WHAT IF YOU COULD LIVE PERFECTLY WELL WITHOUT SLEEPING, IF YOU HAD NO NEED TO SLEEP AT ALL, HOW WOULD YOU SPEND ALL YOUR NIGHTS?
I remember the movie entitled "The Gifted" . It is a Thai movie about the gifts of special students. That school will conduct an examination that measures student intelligence. However, in the middle of answering sound tapes will be played but not everyone can hear, only those students who are gifted. One of them is Kon, his gift is being able to stay awake for a few days as in day at night sleepless. At first, I found it a hassle but I was wrong because Kon can see how beautiful the night and dawn is. Sorry, too much with that, if you have spare time watch it. To answer the question, I could spend my nights watching the moon and star and do what Kon did.
What if you woke up and discovered you were the only person on earth? What could you do?
I will go to the shopping mall, especially in the grocery area and grab all those foods. I will just leave the mall when the grocery area is empty and finding another mall will be my routine hahaha.
`My apology, I cannot visit any article today because my internet is very poor and sad😂.`
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Good morning everyone😊 I just want to introduce my dear friend @JustReysh. She just register yesterday night but today she will upload her first article. If you have spare time, you can visit her😊. Thank you for your support of @JustReysh❣️
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