1st of September 2021
Yehheeeyyy!
Another month ended and another month started. The start of a month were we can able to start new journey, or continue what we've started from the previous months. Another month to settle things that are unclear from the previous months. Another month were we can hope for our future amd start or continue as well the goals that we wanted to attain in our lives.
As for me, September is the month that I or we my family can start with our own and live in our own which is away from the environment with full of negativities. A month that I hope for a showers of blessings and a month were I already have peace of mind.
Note: Actually, this wasn't the article that I should be writing for today. But this morning I've seen a memory in the album of my partner's cellphone. It's a "Goodbye, August" memory.
Then some experiences flashes in my mind when I read the "Goodbye August" since when I looked back August I must say that August was a blast for me. A lot of things happened within that month. Negativities bombarded me in that month. I must say that the previous month tested me. It tested my patience and my dignity as a person. It tested my family, my own family to be exact. It tested how strong I am in handling situations that are non-tolerable. That is why I felt writing this now. Since today also is the first day of september.
If you happen to read my previous articles about the struggles I'm facing within the previous months. It's all about how we were able to escape from a toxic environment. You will have idea on why I'm saying "Goodbye August" .
To those who haven't read it then feel free to read it as well.
Goodbye August
It is really a GOODBYE.
Since August brought a lot of negativities in me and my family. I'm saying goodbye for I hope that those negativities won't happen again as we start our life living separately from those people that brought those negativities.
Goodbye, for I hope that I could have a peaceful mind were I wouldn't mind of those things that they may say about me. Things that are exaggerated and wasn't true about me.
Goodbye, since I knew the start of September will be peaceful already because I knew I and my partner won't be minding anymore of our actions since our previous months were we are still living in his grandma's house we can't do what we wanted to do or shall I say our actions were just limited for we knew there's an eye that always looked at us and will talked exaggerated things about us. Even when our son were crying because we scolded him for his doing some bad acts and all we wanted is to disciplined our son at his age already because we don't want to spoil him. There's someone that will always hinders us from doing that because she got angry if we scold our son. Like, how should I act there on my own if there's always someone that hinders me from doing such things. Like as well, it's not that we stayed in her house then she will have the right to dictates us on what we should do.
Goodbye, to someone who always brought the chaos in that house. The deaf cousin of my partner is what I meant. The deaf cousin whom they sided and just tolerated his mistakes that's why he became cruel as what I've also shared in my previous articles.
Last thing, goodbye for the toxic environment that I'm enduring for 8 months. Goodbye to those toxic people that always brought negativities in us which somehow leads to our fights with my partner.
I end up to the point that I really wanted to get out from that kind of environment since I cannot endure all of it at all. I don't want to make things worst before we separate there but it was already too late since things became worst already before we left.
I wanted to get out, the fact that I don't want that my 1 year and 8 month old son will sees how that environment sucks. I don't my son sees how toxic people there. I don't want my son will sees bad acts fro the deaf cousin of my partner and people there spoiled him.
That's why, despites all I experienced in that house I'm still thankful though that it made me stronger to stay away from them. So, this start of September were I knew the start of having the peace of mind and hopefully this will be the beginning of our journey as we build our own family. I know as well that misunderstandings is there especially I and my partner sometimes had misunderstanding but from what we experienced before we knew already how we handle things out as long as we are already away from those people that also brought us headaches.
Now, I want to embrace the moment were we are already free. Free from all of the things that I've mentioned above.
Start the September with full of positivity and hoped for more blessings to come in our way.
How about you? How was your previous month? and How was the start of your September?
That's all for today everyone. Happy reading!
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Challenging Ang buwan sa August ma'am. . Hehe. . Labaw na karung September ky tugnaw na Gamay. . Haha. .