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A "Doctor Angel" who saved me out in the "Darkness"
In life, sometimes we face unexpected situations. There's a time you've lose hope, you've almost quit, you want to give up but you didn't know, there's a brighten paths in your point life.
Life is nothing without God. You must be faithful to him. Surrender all your worries then he's the one to find a ways. God is our savior!
This article is about my past experience, I've almost quit but God sent me an angel to save me.
Queen City of the South Timeline...
I'm a fresh graduate, then I decided to work in Cebu City. I asked my classmate who were employed already if there was a vacant position in her job. Then she said yes, I never doubt but I pushed it. So I asked a permission to my mom and dad. Then I went to, for the ticket. Before that I am really thankful to my Dad because he always there to support and financially. When I arrived in the city with my classmate, we went to a condominium to her cousin and I spent the night.
The other day, the wife of his cousin invited me to went their office until in the evening where I already in my classmate boarding house. She's my close friend when I'm in college and I'm really thankful to her for helping me. It's such a priceless.
Next day after, I already fill up the applicant form. But until such time, someone chatted to me, she's my classmate in Elementary. She asked me where am I in Cebu City. Then she requested that she wanted me to met her where she stayed. It's my first time in Cebu, so I decided to went there even I have a doubts. She guided me on what transportation I could took on. Then when I already there she wanted to helped me to find a job. Until I applied the company, one of his customer and luckily I made it to be an official hired.
I love my work as an accounting officer. I learned a lot on how to audit, making a collection reports every month, to manage the bills and payments, summarize the vouchers, deposit cash in banks, to pay bills, handling a petty cash and monitoring the cheques. When December came, we have a Christmas Party in a Hotel. It was really fun and unmeasurable enjoyment. But after 6 months, unexpected worst occured in my life.
Days of Darkness...
It's 9:00 pm in the evening, I have a lot of thoughts. I couldn't slept that time. Then after, I couldn't slept again. I think it took 4 nights I don't have enough sleep. Even I strongly tried it out but it never happens. So until such time, I started having a headache. I think it was normal and after I got a fever. I took medicine but still nothing happens. It almost 1 week but the ache was buried in my head.
What happened next? I was confused all the times. I was out of control. I didn't know what I'm gonna do. I promise how many times I've tried to relaxed but it's useless, nothing happens. None of these days I never cried. Honestly I couldn't explain how's its pain. It's like kinda something's creeping inside in my head. I told my family about my condition but it's hard for us since it's pandemic time, I couldn't process the papers to travel home. Each day and night I cried so hard because of the pain I felt inside in my head. I was self undisturbable. I almost quit. I couldn't any longer to have a focused at work. Lot of questions wride in my mind, what kind of disease I have. Full of self negative thoughts.
One time, I asked for help to my cousin. We went to a hospital to have an X-rayExamination. I was afraid of the result which is a Sinusitis. I took the medicine but sadly it didn't worked. Every minute, I always prayed. I was in fearful stage, I was really scared. They helped me but there were no changes.
After 2 months, I decided to have an eye checked up, I thought it was the cause of pain. I and my close workmate we went to a clinic, the time I've met the doctor.
I entered the clinic, he examined my eyes then after he wanted me to a private conversation. So I was curious and afraid why was it. He asked me some questions because he said when he saw me first, he felt the emotions I had. He asked me, what was the problem, why he felt a self loneliness towards me. He told and explained that the eye problem was a minor only, not a serious problem that's why he was really confused. So I told him, it was almost 3 months I had the pain. But then he continue to give me an eyeglasses for the one week observation.
After 1 week, we went again to the clinic. Sad days went through since there was no changes occured. So the doctor interviewed me, what kind of pain I had, what are the parts of head I felt the pain. He thought that the cause was a severe depression. He give me some advises to relax and enjoy. So he extend for 1 week observation but again nothing happens.
He was no doubts but to showed his hospitality. We strolled down the tourists spots in Cebu to make me enjoyed with my workmate who stood a second mom for me that time. He give me a relaxation and happiness in life. He always bought a foods and snacks, he gifted to me a new phone. I was grateful and happy. I don't know how I'm going to pay his kindness and decency. After 3 days, no changes again. So I told the doctor that I'm going to process the requirements to go home but he didn't agree. Until one day, he called me that he want me to examined my brain of a Neurologist. When we arrived there, I was shocked and self fear on what I've saw, a lot of patients there who have a serious disorder. So I was scared and the doctor comforted me and give me a positive thoughts on what would be the result.
After 1 hour, the neurologist asked me and I told him all regarding my condition. So he give me a medicine for one month observation if still there were no changes so it is the time for a CT Scan, then the doctor answers all the expenses.
The day after tomorrow, I was glad because the pain was gone. After I took the medicine. It serves as the best and miracle day in my life. I was really happy! I cried and I'm forever thankful to God that he sent me an angel in my life. After 4 months, I came back who I am. Thank you God!
To my Savior Doctor,
"I'm really thankful and forever grateful to you. You're such a priceless. Your virtue and kindness is unmeasurable. I didn't know how I'm going to repay all the efforts, understandings and generosity you've done to me. I will pray for your success in life. I will never ever forget you. You're my angel. Thank you so much Doc. "
"You're the Doctor who saved me out in the darkness."
Life struggles is part in our lives. We cannot prevent it. The cause of losing hope, self down and miserable situations. But we need to fight those frightened days. We need to be strong, don't make ourselves to be in pain. Do not afraid to face the challenges.
Don't forget to pray. There are a lot of chances to taken up. There's what we called a "Miracle in Life". Don't give up and look the life with full of positivity.
"Life is nothing without God"
Thank you everyone. I hope I give you some learnings and inspirations with this article of mine. Live life with positivity and be faithful to God.🙏