Into The World of Teaching
Teaching is the noblest profession, do you agree? There is no successful and professional people without a teacher. Everyone can be a teacher but not all can carry the responsibilities of a teacher. You are the parent and role model of the youngsters, you are the one in-charge in molding and prepared them in real life scenario. I never dream to become a teacher what I want is to be a chef, a dream that is hard to achieve because we are just in an average economic status. My parents cannot afford to send me to school if I pursue culinary that's why I choose my second choice to be a teacher but before that let me share to you what motivates me to pursue BSED. During high school I had a teacher, a Filipino teacher to be exact, she inspired me a lot,she is a good teacher, she is like a mother to us, her class was never became boring for she is also humorous,she connects her lessons to real life scenario that's why we understand the lesson easily. She also gives advices on how to deal problems and struggles. I really idolize and respects her so much, that day I told to myself that I want to become a teacher like her, I forgot my dream profession and pursued teaching . At first I enrolled BEED in our community college for a year but my parents decided to transfer me into a state university and took BSED I spent my college for 5 years. Struggle is real, being a college student is hard and stressful specially education students, we have lots of paperworks to do that need to pass on time, research paper to defend and a lot more. I will never forget the moment that I became a student teacher, from the first day of our deployment I was so excited and of course nervousness building up inside me there are lots of what ifs and concerns banging on my mind but I just feel the moment and enjoy every second of it. We are warmly accepted by the school, the teachers and students are smiling us while we are introducing ourselves, my nervousness calm down but it's not yet over we still need to fullfill our duty. Good thing I had a very kind and good cooperating teacher he teaches me a lot and guide me althrough out my journey. Those days I can say that I did a good job, I can say to myself that maybe I will become a good teacher like my adviser in highschool because of the good response of my cooperating teachers and my students on my works and demonstrations. From those months of deployment I already experienced being talk back by students with a filthy mouth,I encountered students that are hard headed and trash talking us student teachers of course if there are such students there are also good students who appreciates your hard work and efforts. I realize how a teacher holds his or her patience, the work of a teacher is not as easy as 1 2 3 that some people took it for granted. From those experienced as student teacher I learned on how to deal different kinds of learner's, what are the ways to make them active and participative on class and on how to get their side. I build a relationship with my students I became their older sister and a friend, we created memories that are worth remembering and for keeps.
I realized that teaching is a wonderful experience, when you are passionate and you love what your doing nothing is impossible.
Teachers are everywhere, they are not just found in school but also in different places, the best teacher that I know among all is no other than our Lord Jesus Christ, He goes to different places just to teach the word of God His Father, He sacrifice a lot that He gaves His life to save us. Teaching is fullfilling when you see your student succeed in their life choices, it is heartwarming when your student approach you and saying thank you for your time, effort and guidance invested into her or him. I cried when our students surprised us during the Teachers day celebration, they blindfold us and sing us a song but there's another surprise they gave us cake emboided with the words saying "Thank you so much ma'am and sir for understanding our naughtiness and being hard headed sometimes" "We will miss you and we love you all". See? who would not cry for such sweet and heartwarming message that came from them. Our tears was falling down on our cheeks, our eyes are both dropping tears because of happiness and realization that they appreciate our efforts and passion to teach, they proved to us that even though we are still a student teachers but we are already prepared and much ready to become a real teacher.
Up until now we have communication on my past students, they proved to me that they did not forget us that once in their life their is one student teacher who became their friend and teaches them different lessons not just in books but also lessons that they can apply on improving their selves like what I did when I was still a high school student like them.
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Unexpected Fairytale
Every girl dreams to have a Fairytale like love story inspired by the Disney's princesses stories. But do fairytales come true in real life? Is there really a happy ending?. Every person has its own story to tell, stories that are interesting and catchy, a story that embedded in his or her whole being, a story that change everything in just a moment.
I came from a 4 years relationship but end up eventually because of a common reason, yes you guess it right it's because of the third party quite common but yet the most destructive among all reasons that couple might encounter in their relationship. A third party that involves his girl best friend turns out to be his live-in partner now. I was broken when we broke up for I cannot accept the fact that we end up in just a snap, I couldn't understand what's his reasons why he hurt and betrayed me for all I know I did my best to be a good girlfriend but it doesn't work. This story was all about my friend way back college. During my moving on process I met new friends in my new university they are 4 girls, we are in different specialization but in the same year and degree, we became close friends that every vacant we hang and bond together just the five of us, we are inseparable that time that's why every little secrets of each we know it all, there was one time when one of my friend shows us his crush who lives just a few blocks away from my boarding house, they are calling on phone, chatting on Facebook and texting each other like a couple but she kept on saying that they are just friends, oh what a word! Everyday it's their routine,until one time my friend ask me to go with her on the seashore, at first I refused for it was noontime but she kept on bugging me around until I said yes, we go to the seashore only to find out that she will meet the mysterious guy, we waited for minutes and finally he came a tall, dark toned, broad chested and a cute guy appeared in our back. A shy type I can say for he did not greet me nor look at me ouch it hurts like hello he snob me but anyways back to the story, I let them talk alone, I went to the other side and enjoy the beauty of the sea and indulge the cool sea breeze that touches my face, they talk for almost an hour and seems that they are comfortable to each other, they are a good pair I can say they bid their goodbyes and the guy go home. Months passed by my friend has a constant communication with that guy, they meet regularly at the shore with us, the guy became our friend also he treats us foods, invite us to their house and have a good trip there, we thought that they will end up together so we patiently waiting for the story of my friend, a year after there is still no update about their status it's always goes like this "we're just friends". Like hello it's been a year and nothing progress? My friend confessed to us that she really like the guy, she was falling unto him deeply but it's complicated, she said that she feels that the guy has the same feelings towards her also but she is the one who refused him for some unknown reason. We understand her and we were just waiting the time that she will share on us her reasons on declining the guy. She said that it's a rule setted by her grandparents on her that never to have boyfriend while studying because she is a working student that time she work on her aunt, they said that it would become her distraction and might the reason for her to not finish her college, she also said that her grandfather told her to stop communicating with the guy that's why she contact the guy privately. We are sad upon hearing it but we also see the point of fear on the side of her grandparents. They remain friends, they meet, they hanging out and spend time together but the real thing did not happen.
I realized that we should think twice and considered many things before doing some actions,always think the consequences of it.
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Heart break!
Every one seek real love out of this world full of plasticity and fake actions. No one wants to grow old alone even animals seek partners how much more humans right?
In a world full of wants and desires, not all things last specially feelings. I must say that love is a commitment. Being in love is so wonderful and fulfilling, when you are in love and be loved by a person who truly, madly and deeply in love with you, a person who knows your worth and value, a person who will never take you for granted, a person who sacrifice and a person who always there in your side through ups and downs.
Way back 7 years ago, I had my first ever boyfriend, he was my Highschool love we are schoolmate and in the same year but differ in section for I am in first section and he was in the last section. At first I am not his type but my classmate it turns out that we belong in the same texting clan where I joined, we became friends, he used to bond with my classmates and we've been hanging out for a while and attending the mass together but we're not in a relationship yet, we are just friends, as months past by I notice something different but I could not recognize what it is, he texted me asking if I was free for he wants to talk to me privately and I said yes I have after class, that day he waited me on the guard house of our school patiently waiting for me. To cut the story short he courted me, he confessed that he already has a feelings to me more than being friends I was shock and didn't speak for a moment for I am recalling what he just said actually I too had already a feelings on him but I don't want to destroy our friendship but when he confessed I said to myself why not we try? Maybe we are good together and there I give him months before I finally said yes exactly 4 months when he confessed.
I am so happy no we were so happy, nothing change on our friendship, we were so in love that our relationship last for about 4 years but sudden changes when we graduated highschool and enters college. I pursued college right away while he stops and work to support himself because he was came from a broken family. He works at the nearby town as cleaner, we see each other when I have vacant hours we do the usual things that we do for the past years, but no not green doing okay! We never did that thing for we know our limits. He respects me a lot also my parents trust us so much. Everything going smooth until we loss our communication, he broke his phone and cannot afford to buy a new one right away but he seek ways to call me, he borrowed phone from his workmate and load it just to contact me this set up of ours last about a year. But I thought we just pass the big trial on our relationship but I was wrong, my parents decided to transfer me into a university far away from my town to pursue other degree as a good daughter I did what my parents want I transfer but we see each other during weekends when I go home, and constantly communicating this time he has a phone, calling and texting fulfills the distance between us not until he decided to study on the city yeah nothing change right away but eventually changing, I notice some changes though he calls and texts me but we just see each other often because he is a working student during this time. I always saw photos of him with his girl best friend posted on Facebook but he always says that they are just bff, I believe and trust him and our relationship goes through but one day I wake up with a big news the girl got pregnant and he was the father, I could not believe that after all he really cheated on me, I give my full trust and love on him but he hurt me. After knowing I could not stop myself from crying, I cried until it hurts no more.
It took days before I gain courage to talk to him, he calls and text and I answered like nothing happens but I know I need to let go . We talk and he said he was very sorry for what he did he did a very bad thing but he says that he did not love the girl it's just that they are both drunk that they forgot and fullfill their lust. We broke up and end our 4 years relationship in just a snap. I left broken but manage to stand again.
Love is sacrificial. We must accept the fact that even if you are together for years we cannot say what's our future ahead. Even if you fight when your partner isn't your relationship will end up eventually.
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My Highschool Memories
Highschool is awesome. Most people says that highschool is the best stage in one's academic journey, I agree with that for I myself really loves my Highschool days if I have given a chance to time travel, I would love to go back to the year when I started my Highschool days. I attended my Highschool in a public school in our town this said school was the common among all for it was called before the municipal highschool, some private highschool students says that students came from the so-called "mun high" are dull and idiot. I don't know what's their reason on saying such hurtful words to us but we prove them wrong everytime there are inter-highschool contests like campus journalism, science month celebration, sports fest,and other school related activities. They brag their school name and give us boo but we don't mind them we give our best and raise the name of our school.
My Highschool days are lots of memories that I kept and treasured a lot, during those days I experienced disappointment, love, hurt and betrayal and of course I also found a deep and real friendship with my classmates, I know I am not just the one whose being naughty at school specially highschool days for it is the beginning of our teenage days. I myself saying that I did cut classes, copying from my classmates using cellphone, making unnecessary noises and of course I tried also being called by the guidance counselor but I am not alone the whole section where I belong was sent because we cut our classes just to go to hill to get coconut and guavas, unbelievable right? But we didn't regret doing that because we enjoyed it so much that even now I still smile recalling such event in my mind.
One of my studyante blues is cutting classes with my classmates, we used to cut in the class just to hang out like going to videoke hub, going to plazas and going to mountainous place of our classmate of course my mom didn't know I cut class if ever I might stop going to school. Second is cheating during exam, this is a little bit exciting because we used mobile phones the old units of nokia, my classmate will load my phone and that's how it's started we exchanged answers by texting each other until the exam is over. Aside from having load they let me borrow their phones to read e-books which I addicted doing that time, I really love to read e-books, I do this during our vacant time, it is my stress releiver and my past time. I was also a member of a texting clan that those years are so popular, raise hands that agreed to me, with this clan I found new circle of friends, meet people and build camaraderie. Highschool will never be completed with out crushes, I had a crush on school he is a basketball player, he is so good that I can't help to watch him playing during noon time on the school ground I kept on watching him everytime he plays, let me describe him his cute, tall, brown skinned and has a beautiful and long eye lashes that I find very attractive. We are in the same year but his from different section I was in first section and his in the last section. Everyday I watch him until he noticed me,we became friends but I felt betrayed for he courted my close friend and end up together I was hurt but it's just crush so life must go on until we graduate I never speak to him because I was ashamed on myself for I was hoping that he has the same feeling towards me but I am wrong. My last year in high school started my love life because I have my first boyfriend and we've been together for 4 years but end up our relationship eventually.
I can say that high school is a portal towards new learnings and environment, it is the time that we know ourselves already and set goals to our life, we should enjoy every minute of it because we can gain lessons on those moments that we encounter during our teenage days. Memories that forever will be kept and treasured that no one can delete in our mind and heart.
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