Hello lovelies it's me again. I've been so much busy the whole day that I don't have enough time to think of topic to write again 😁. It's getting harder. But I really wanted to complete this month with 30 articles, as I didn't do that for the past four months. Since 2022 came I always miss some days on publishing some articles as I really don't have any topic to write, and so this month I wanted to try.

Anyway, I hope you guys are doing great and having a productive day. And I wish those you had done voting had chosen the right leader for a better future and for a change. Me and my partner can't vote this time as both of us failes to renew our voting registration. The last time I vote was when I am still in Hong Kong, last 2019. If I am still in Hong Kong for sure I can vote today, but I am already here in the Philippines and so I can't vote.

Okay so much for that😂.

So today I wanted to try answering this prompt, but I would only choose some questions as they are too many to answer, lol.

This is all about me...

Do I like who am I right now?

Right now I am a mother and a wife and so yes, I like who I am today. Being a mom is my biggest dream since then and so when my son came, I completely felt that I am who I am today. My son makes me whole.

When is the last time I laughed so hard?

Well, I don't really remember when 😁. I'd be honest, I'm always busy. So I already forgot to enjoy my life 😄. I'm busy taking care of my son, I'm busy grinding and that I already miss to have some fun. My life indeed had changed 😁. However I should also take time for myself. I know I need it and you truly deserve it self.

What would I truly regret not doing if I died tonight?

This question is tough, 😅. I can't think of anything to regret for, but somehow I think I would regret for not saving money for my burial😂. Because imagine if it happens and I don't have any money, then my family will be the one who will shoulder all the expenses for my burial. Since my family has no money then I would only give them problem😅. (So please not now 🙏). Also I would regret that I didn't get a chance to enjoy my life as I focused on my responsibilities and obligations and that I forgot my personal needs and space.

Oh I wish I can ask my partner to give me a day off. I wanna do those things that I love to do before ☺️.

What advice has someone in my family given and that I have taken just in time?

Well, when I was still at my teenage years, my mom always told me not to settle early. I mean don't rush my relationship.

I shouldn't rush to get married because marriage is not like hot rice that when you get burnt, you can spit it out, which is true😅.

What were the top three lessons I learned the hard way

First was, don't trust too much.

_ this is not just hard but at the same time harsh as I experience multiple betrayal as I trust the person too much and they only broke and waste my trust. However it's been done and so I still prefer to forgive.

Second, settling unprepared.

_ In all honesty this is so hard. Well things goes only this way because both of us thought that both of us are already ready. However both of us are not regretting the decision that we made. Actually if the pandemic didn't hit the world, I know that we won't struggle this way as our plan won't get distracted.

Third, regrets and mistakes

_ In my life I have so many mistakes that I have been made specifically in my younger years. I have so many choices and deco that I didn't think properly and so I ended up having a hard time. However I am moving forward, I don't wanna locked myself with regrets and so I am still trying to correct those mistakes. It ain't late yet for a change.

What would I do if my biggest fear come true?

Well, I think, I would just move on and keep my life going. I know there are things that I cannot control and so the only way to overcome from that fear was to remain positive. Life is unpredictable.

Have I done something recently that I could be proud of?

Being independent. Well I am always independent 😁.

What would I do with my remaining days, if I only had a year left to live?

I will make my life happier. I will spend my time and day's having a great time with my family and friends. I would let them feel how much I love and grateful I am that I have them in my life.

Am I a servant of money, or does money serve me?

Hmmm I wasn't sure about this question, because I don't have money 🤣. But maybe I am a servant of money, because I keep on working and grinding until midnight just to have money 🤣. Money makes me work for over 15 hour's a day without overtime pay,hmmm.

Why am I afraid of being true to myself when others are around?

Am I afraid??🙄🤔. Okay I am😁.

Well it was before, because people easily judge me. In one mistake, in one wrong move to be specific they will call me stu*** and du** without considering my feeling 😁.

What are the three things that I am grateful for?

Basically my life,air and water.

I am grateful with my life. God allows me to experience all the things that I am experiencing right now. Good and bad experience mold me into a better version of myself. I am grateful that I can still breath fresh air, and can drink clean water as it is part of my survival.

Anyway I think this is all for today. I am not sure if I made any sense here😅 but I hope you still bear with me😁

...til next time. Thank you for reading.

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