"Random thought's on Friday"
Blog#177:10 March 11,20222
Although I have found how things becomes so rough this day's, I'm still trying to be okay, I'm still trying to look okay. My life should continue to move and fight for it's battle as I know I had a little one who's depending on me.
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Hello there my lovely family here in read.cash, how are you? Thanks God it's already Friday anyway. I'm so excited as tomorrow is already Saturday, as the next day we will be going to visit my mother-in-law in their apartment. My son hasty already miss them ☺️, and for sure he will be happy seeing them again.
Anyway I wish you had a very productive day again, and as usual please stay safe and healthy.
Yesterday I failed to publish an article as I was been blocked by writer's block 😅. So common in my part😂.Honestly I tried to write an article last night and continue to tried writing this morning but because I'm really exhausted, my body and brain isn't cooperating. It's quite hard to force yourself to work along with you, as at the end it would never create a good outcome 😅.
My article yesterday was actually already two minutes of reading but when I try to smart read what I wrote, I found out it nonsense so I'd let the day pass and just sleep.
Somehow since the day we move here in our house, I always feel tired at the end of the day. I finally realised how hard to build your own family 😂. All the house works are all mine, my Gosh!😂. I'm really stressed and haggard every day 😂.
So yesterday when my son go to sleep, I mean had his morning nap, I got a chance to read more articles as many as I can so I can cope up with all my shortcomings here. While reading, I am also trying to get a topic to write for my yesterday's entry, but I failed as I suddenly decided to call my mom.
I called her just to have a chitchat as I really felt bored inside our house. We firstly talk about random things, until I informed my mom that we already move here in our own house last Monday. She asked me if we already have bought some furniture's and some basic stuff for our house as we will be needing them in our daily living. I told her that we already have some stuff but we still don't have any furniture as our budget is quite tight this time. We might be going to buy some furniture's little by little. Before I ended up the call, she informed me that she will be sending some money for her grandson, which is my son, as she was worried that our money isn't enough for our daily expenses. I refuse because I knew that she also needs her money for her own expenses, besides we still have money, but she insisted. She say's that my sister is now sending her money every month so she has extra money. Since my brother wasn't home yesterday, I just received the money this morning in my G-cash 😁 and it's worth $20usd.
I again called my mom this morning to inform her that I already received it, and thank her for the money☺️. She told me that it's just small because she bought something online, so she is reserving her money for her upcoming parcels 😅. My mom bought some mystery boxes in shopee as she was hoping to get a mobile phone from that mystery boxes 😂😂🤦. I told her that she might just wasting her money, as mystery boxes is most likely s lottery tickets (risking for luck) She told me that she just tried, maybe this time the luck is on her🤦😅. The boxes are worth 600 pesos( $12usd).
Furthermore I am glad that my sister is now supporting her children's and she is also giving our mom some money for her expenses. I can't talk to my sister as she block me in messenger, I actually don't know why 😅. Maybe she hates me as I keep on reminding her to send money for her children's 😅.
Anyway, today I wasn't also active here because my partner was at home, he had one day off as he was really tired from yesterday's work. I just let him rest because usually he works seven day's a week so he really don't have much time to rest.
Nothing special had happen, I just can't hold my phone as usual I need to take care of our son.
This day's I'm really struggling with my new adjustment so I cannot find enough time to do some research. Hopefully soon, things become easy.
So this is all for today guy's as I don't wanna bore you 😂.
'til next time and thank you for reading.☺️
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Your mom is really good as I can see how much she loves or cares about your son. And about the mystery boxes, I agree with you because it is all about risking and and my fate is not that good on these. By the way it happens between sisters but everything gets better between you too. Best of luck dear.