That's not a worth it reason to Cry

I don't know what to feel right now. It's already 2022 yet, here I am i can't still stop my self from this kind of feeling. I don't like to write about it but since I can't think a better topic to write about, I decided to write about my dramatic life again.

I feel pain, every time that I always bought the things that i also like to have because I feel the envious and jealousy every time that they have it but I don't have. They always talk and say hurtful words every time that i bought something for my self that they didn't know that I just do that because they don't how I feel every time they gave expensive things to my Cousins and my Sister.

Yes, I recieve some bags, shirts, shorts but it is not the same as what my cousin and sister recieve. Every time that they gave me some of that, it was worn already, a perfume that it is not the same like my sister and cousin a cheaper than the expensive one. They also gave my Sistee a nice jewerly, you know the jewerlies that made with gold and watches when they go home from abroad. But me? I never even recieve that kind of things from them.

If before, I always lock my self in the room didn't tell anything words when I am waiting for my self to recieve some too. And being depressed and cry silently. Right now,

I can say that is not a worth it reason to Cry

Why should I cry? I realized that i can also buy what I would like to buy for my self. I have Bitcoincash even if it is still in a 6 digits in philippine peso. At least me? I don't relay to my Mom to the things that I want, I don't wait to my Aunt to gave me some thing that i want. I don't ask money or things to them. Unlike to my Cousins and Sister, they always relay to them.

And Because of these kind of reasons, It always encourage me to Work hard more.. I always say to my self,

"Hey, We should work hard so that someday, we can also buy those things in the future without asking money to them. That all of the things that we bought are not from them it was from our Hard work."

I should not waste my tears because of that because I rather cry when...

I can able to earn more Bitcoincash this year and next years. That I can build my own house. That is the most satisfying and worth it reason to cry. Instead of crying because of those toxic people of my life.

Well, I'm writing this one today because my Sister just recieve a expensive sling bag from my Aunt. It was from my grandma's Sister and my reaction is nothing compare to the past that I am crying because it was unfair. Lol

Right now, I don't feel anything but Happiness because my $LAW and $CATS token is mooning! That is also worth it to cry for because finally, i learned my lesson and that is to hold my token for a long term. Imagine, if I sold it again just like what I did to EBEN before, I bet, I don't feel this kind of emotions right now.

4 hours ago, If I'm not mistaken, the LAW is at $1 already

I'm not sure if that is how it looks like last 4 hours ago. Please correct me if this is not the exact look of the candle stick.

I still have 211 $LAW and I bought that before at 0.1 BCH that is not the exact price okay? Because when the law go up a little, I swap my other law to buy another token before and that 211 remaining Law is I hold it. My 211 Law became 0.5 BCH a while ago when it is still at $1. But, I didn't swap it because what if it will go up more right? But right now, the current price of my 211 is 0.47 BCH but it's okay, for sure it will go up again for now, I will still hold it.

Meanwhile, I have 50,000 $CATS. I have 100,000 $CATS before but I swap the half to 0.61 BCH and hold my other 50,000 for a long time. I learned this kind of trick from @Eunoia .

Why I sold the Half ?

Because it will be hold for a long time. It's either when the price will be higher more, I still have a hold and I don't cry. And if I will go to the dip, that will be the chance to add more. It's okay for me even if my 50k will go to the dip because I recovered my investment already. I bought 100,000 at 0.67 BCH it's okay even if I didn't have the 0.06 maybe I can recovered it when the Cashcats price will increase more.

My 50,000 $CATS price a while ago is 0.70 BCH but since there are some other investors that sold their Cats the price dip a little and my 50,000 CATS right now is 0.61 BCH after I take a bath. (Naligo lang ako bumaba na agad? HAHA)

But anyways, Seeing my tokens prices increase makes my mood change. Seeing my Bitcoincash prices increase makes me happy. I don't care the negative vibes around me because what's important is I earned and I saved from my Future.

Conclusion...

We should not be sad when other people can't see our effort and worth. We can't please everyone HAHA what matter the most is we are earning here and we have Bitcoincash to our life. Just think that we are still blessed and we are still luckier than them. Because we don't relay to others from the things that we want. Lol see the difference between the two.

Thank you for reading!

My Previous articles:

Do you know the meaning of this kind of dream?

They woke up at the second day of january 2022

Sermons that I learned from Watching

Ending my 2021 year with my last converted fiat

Advance listing my New Year's resolutions: What is yours?