Memories can stay to us until the end but it will never happen again

I like reminiscing the past. The past that makes me strong person and where i was before where i am now. Maybe, I have a worsts experiences there to be honest, they always makes me feel bad, the pain and trauma everytime that i remember them but it doesn't mean that i will forget those memories because i am thankful to them because, it made me become a better and stronger person from those experiences that i experienced.

Why we are talking about past? Because yesterday, we take a walk our cutie dog

To the school where i left all my memories during my childhood daya. Everyrime that i go there, i never got a chance to picture or capture the places where those bad and good memories happened. Not all the places actually, just a little sneak-peak where important things in my childhood life that i never forgotten.

As you can see the classroom in the back of the kid who is wearing color orange shirt, that is our classroom when i was still a Grade 4 student. I never forgot the memories there because that is how i became bestfriend with my first love. All the memories that time is still became fresh in my mind everytime that i saw that room and it made me smile yesterday.

This is our principal's office and library. But it became a Grade 6 classroom now. The classroom became beautiful but i remember that all of the classrooms are old, the windows are made with bamboo and have a termite inside and the principal's office is just small room and the rest is the library. But look how the government here have an improvement because the classroom are clean now they became just one room for grade 6 students.

Why I can't forgot this Room?

Do you still remember the lovestory that i shared to you with my first love? The old place of this which is the library before is the moment that i learned how to draw before and he hold my hand. Years past but i never forget that memory of mine because he became important of my life and i will never forgot those until i became old.

Why I capture this one? Because of the hallway. That hallway is important for me too because it's my Group's part where we are cleaning every morning. Starting from Grade 5, our Teacher making a lists of Grouping and assigned the tasks from cleaning, feaching water, etc. That hallway start from the right tree until the left tree is my sector before.

I still remember the moments every morning that my stubborn groupmates doesn't starting to clean yet and I nag them and mark them X because or not helping.

The color of this chair is not the exact color. It's the same as the table but maybe, they painted it so tyat it will become good again. Anyways, this chair is where I always sat. It looks like, my butt was stayed there for a long time that I wanted to own this one and the chair where I was sitting is the chair of my First love-My bestfriend back then and everytime that i go here at the school, I wanted to sit there but there are some kids sitting so, I don't have a chance good thing that I am lucky yesterday.

And last, before we decided to go home, I captured this one:

This is the haunted house that I am telling you before. If I remember, I published an article story right? And my imagination of writing that horror story is because of this. We are cleaning this room back then. Grade 6 students are assigned to clean this room before. Before it looks like that clean and peaceful house, this house is an abandoned house that my Grandparents said to us that, it became an office of a Military official before.

But right now, it is an faculty room or a Teacher's office now. Meanwhile, the garden are our old garden before. Where we study or learned how to plant trees and vegetables but due to pandemic, it looks like that.

Conclusion...

There are a lot of places that I wanted to capture but i'm so shy to go near so I decided to capture them from where I was sitting. Anyways, I enjoyed the day traveling there with our dog and my Younger Sister.

Do you know what hurting me while typing this last part of my Article? That when I looked around the school yesterday, there are a lot of changes there now. It looks like the places where I used to live and enjoy my childhood life slowly changes and it tells me to moved on.

And I already did. Because the moment that it is slowly change from appearance a long time ago and it looks like it is not the old school where I experienced the good and bad situations back then, it is the moment that my feelings changed too for him. I don't know why or how but I don't have feelings to him now. I already accepted the fact that those memories from before-the past. Will be just staying as a memories until the rest of my life but it will never be happen again.

Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed reading this one.

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