Different reasons why I will grow old early

You know what? It's been a while for me since I become so very problematic to something related to my phone. If you read my article that I published yesterday, I told you that I will buy some phone right? But again, I changed my decision to buy my new phone.

The reasons why I can't buy:

1.) While my phone is still being strong right now. I think i will persever with it first until I accumulated the amount that I need for buying it. The phones right now that is pass to my expectation is so very expensive that I even almost pass out because of it. Knowing that I don't have much and enough savings for that.

2.) Another reason why I can't buy is because I decided to save some BCH for our food for the Christmas and New year celebration. I will share to you how I experience christmas and new year when I am still a kid living with my Grandparents.

When Christmas and New year comes, we didn't celebrate it when our Family or my Uncle and Aunties are not going home to celebrate it with them because they will celebrate it with their husband and wifes family. All we can do during that night is sleep and eat some food that our neighbor give to us.

I admit that i envy my Classmates that they can able to wrote something that happened to their Holiday vacation when we asked by our Teacher. While, I as a student before, I don't know what to write so I just wrote the word, "Sorry, I spend my time sleeping in my whole vacation." Because that's the truth right? Instead of telling lies.

So I'm afraid that we will not celebrated the Christmas and New year again. Because last year we celebrated it and It's became their habit that they will spend the occasion and then in next year they will not. Lol but even if we are not celebrating the Christmas and new year, I still enjoyed it because I spend it with my Grandparents.

3.) I think that I need to Accumulate BCH for Christmas Gift for my Grandparents. Since I'm still a kid, they are the one who always give me some Gift every Christmas and new year. The thought and idea of giving them a gift comes to my mind when I am scrolling to Shopee application. I think, I always ordering my self yet, I still didn't give my Grandparents some gift. That's why, I need to accumulate a total amount of $40 or Php 2,000. $20 for my Grandma and $20 for my Grandma.

What Gift should I buy for my Grandparents?

• I'm planing to buy my Grandma a Bag. Because, I always observed her that when we will going out, she is just using a one bag and it is already destroyed while, when I observed her Siblings, they have a pretty bags and nice outfits. So, as a gift for her I want her to experience to use a nice bag too when she will go out. I would like her to give bag because you know, she's will not become younger anymore. I just hope that she will not kept it in her cabinet like my Aunt's gifts to her every time she always send us some package. If she will not use the gift of my Aunt, Use what I give to her instead.

• I'm planning to buy my Grandpa a pair of shoes. Because, her shoes is now neef to stick it to glue. I noticed that when we once attend to our cousin's birthday. Her rubber shoes that my Aunt gift is now giving up and he can't use them well.

So, I will set aside my plan of my buying some phone just so I can provide the most important goal that I set until December. It's okay for me even if my Bch will spend for them because they are still my Family despite of sometimes we have some misunderstanding and even I still heared some words from them because, I know that those years that my Parents divorced, they suffered to take care of us. They experienced difficult thing on their life just so they can raised us and why I didn't talk back to them? Because, all of what I experienced from them is nothing compared to what they experienced before because of us. That's why, even in a simple gift, I want them to make smile and not giving them some headache Because of my stubborness. HA-HA

Anyways, back to my main topic as what you read to the title of this article for today, i will talk about the different reasons why I think I will grow old early. But before that, I will introduce to you all my amazing sponsors First:

Reasons Why I think I grow old Early:

• Being Stress is my one of the most problem. I hate it when I always stressed because my back will suffer pain esp. the back of my head and shoulder. That's why, as long as I can endure the things that I know that will make me stress, I will and I think, i am not the only one who experience the all of these when they feel stress, because I also saw and read to facebook that one of the affect of being stress is hurting their backs and shoulder. I don't know if it's really true but that is what I alway experience when I am stress to something.

• Heart attack is one of the reason why I think i will grow old early. My Sister and my Grandpa is always good at making me jump and that is sometimes makes me have a heart attack. There was this moment that my Sister shock me and my heart experienced a little ache good thing that I rub my palm to where it hurts that's also the reason why I stop drinking coffee and drink milk without sugar instead.

• Forgetting things everytime is the hardest thing to me. I mean, I always spend my time looking for something that I need until I give up because I can't find it and I'm lazy to look for it lol

• Always Mad to small things i have these problem again about of my phone. Not my Phone but the applications and things that I need and makes me feel headache because it didn' cooperate when I need it.

  1. My Bitcoincash to bitcoin.com (read.cash wallet) keep changing the balances. I am worried to my wallet a while ago because when I opened the Application, it says that my balance to my readcash wallet is $8 and then when I opened it again it says $3.94 and then when I scan for the missinh transaction it just show $0.94. My virtual friends said that maybe it's just a bug so I just let it be and I will opened it again later.

  2. My BCH that I send to my CPH is making me worried because i still didn't recieved it. I sent some BCH to my CPH a while ago at 5pm it says to bitcoin.com wallet that it's already confirmed but when I look to my CPH wallet it's still not appearing. So, I decided to chat ti their assistant.

  3. My Network Connection and that's the reason why I didn't published early again today because of it. My network connection is so very poor that all of my messages is still not sent. I can't even open my read.cash and I don't know the reason why. I just renew my load balance yesterday yet it is always like this!

Conclusion...

A lot of reasons why I think i will grow old early and I am hoping that white hair will not grow on my hair because of all of these reasons that I mentioned above. Lol But I realized that all of what I am happening right now is I will still experienced it when I will grow old like my Grandma and I am not younger anymore. I am growing old and starting to become adult so all of what I am experiencing right now is just normal. It is part of our daily life and I am not the only one who is experiencing these right? How I wish, I am still a kid. I want to go back when I am not so very problematic to a lot of things hays..

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