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@My_Sunshine

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@My_Sunshine

Im sorry read.cash fam, for being in active these past 2 days. I got a fever,maybe because of the heavy rain. And my head is still aching. I was not able to read some of your article but I promise once I get feel better I will visit your article guys. Take care always guys.

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I would like to say Thank you to Miss @Jay997, for your sponsorship, I feel so happy today and feel motivated to strive harder. Godbless.๐Ÿ’•

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My Ex and Why? Blog #3 Hello,hello there read.cash fam. I hope you're all fine. Im about to out from my aunt grocery store, pero bigla nalang umulan kaya minabuti ko munang maghintay sandali hanggang sa tumigil ang ulan Habang naghihintay ako na huminto ang ulan,bigla akong may naalala. Oo naalala ko siya,naalala ko yung taong minsan nang nagbigay ng saya sa akin,isang tao na minsan din akong nagawamg mahalin,pinaramdam nya sakin yung pagmamahal na akala ko hindi na mawawala,akala ko hindi na maglalaho,na akala ko totoo at inakala ko na siya na yung para sakin,pero mali ako, kasi bigla nalang syang nagbago, biglang nalang siyang nanlamig, at nawalan ng oras sakin. Noong una hindi ko matanggap yung pagkawala niya, ni hindi nya man lang sinabi sakin ano ang tunay na dahilan,hanggang sa nalaman ko nalang sa isa kong kaibigan na may mahal na siyang iba. Sobra akong nasaktan nung malaman ko ang buong katotohanan kung bakit bigla nalang siyang nagbago. Inisip kung bakit, bakit napakasakit magbiro ng tadhana, Nasabi ko sa sarili ko,kung saan ako nagkulang o kung may nagawa ba akong mali, kaya nya nagawa sakin yun. Hindi naman ako yung ng girlfriend na laging pinagbabawalan yung boyfriend ko, hindi ako naghihigpit sa mga gusto nya,kasi may tiwala nga ako sa kanya,di ko lang talaga maisip kung bakit nagka ganon,bigla nalang akong naiwan sa ere mag isa. Halos gabi-gabi akong iiyak, minsan hindi ako makakain ng maayos,grabe yung naging epekto niya sakin. Hanggang bigla akong natauhan sa mga advices sakin ng bestfriend ko, sinabi ko sa kanya lahat kasi siya nalang ang meron ako, wala akong pamilya na matatakbuhan at mapagsusumbungan, sa kanya ko lahat binuhos ang sama ng loob ko. Tama nga naman yung best friend ko, alam naman natin na pag nagmahal tayo kakambal nito ang sakit, that is why when we love someone, we're just giving that someone the ability to hurt us. And what hurt me the most is the time that he was aking for his freedom, kahit napaka sakit kailangan kong tanggapin,kailangan ko siyang pakawalan, hindi na ako nagdalawang isip, kasi alam kong hindi na siya masaya sakin, alam kong hanggang dun nalang ako, alam kong parehas lang kaming masasaktan pag pinagpilitan ko pa. To be honest mahirap para sakin mag move on, pero wala na akong magagawa, kasi kailangan. Kaya kahit mahirap kailangan ko siyang kalimutan. Hindi ko na siya hahabulin, hanggang dito nalang ako,kasi alam ko naman na mapapagagod lang ako, tatanggapin ko nalang ang lahat, basta alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako nagkulang,alam kong binigay ko lahat, balang araw matututunan ko rin na kalimutan siya,hindi man ngayon pero alam kong darating ang panahon na hanggang alaala nalang ang lahat. Sana lang masaya siya sa bago niya, sana din hindi niya saktan gaya ng ginawa nya sakin, at sana ingatan kung ano man ang meron sila ngayon. Naniniwala ako na darating din ang panahon na makikilala ko yung taong para sakin,pero ngayon ang mas mahalaga muna na mahalin ko ang sarili ko,at mag focus sa mga bagay na makpag papasaya sakin. Hanggang dito nalang,pasensya na kayong lahat at naging emosyonal ako. Mahirap man pero kailangan kong gawin kung ano ang tama. And regarding to ***Steve Maraboli - "Cry. Forgive. Move on. Let your tears water the seeds of your future happiness"*** Thank you for your time, I also want to thank to all who leaves some comment in my articles and giving some upvote on it. Godbless you all. Keep safe guys.

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Tired but Blessed Blog #2 Hello,hello there read.cash fam.I hope you're all fine. Im so sorry for the late upload of my article today, I just feel so tired today,because of some stuffs that I have done lately and after I got home I was fall asleep so I was not able to publish my article earlier today. This morning my best friend chatted me,asking if I am available today since it's sunday, she want to spend some time with me at the mall, and she said she's going to treat me some food.(*choosy pa ba ako?)* And because she is talking about food,and for me "food is life", I chatted her back, saying that I am available because this day is also my rest day. So I prepare myself, I did take bath,pack my things and told my auntie that I will be going to meet my best friend, thankfuly she allows me,and telling her in advance that maybe I will be getting home late, and she's ok with that as long as I am safe. So after getting the permission of my aunt, I call my best friend that I am all done, and ready for pick up.Lol. just kidding, then she said that she will be arrived in 15 minutes,so I have to wait for that long period of time. charing hihi. And the long wait over because shes finally arrive in just 15 minutes, she really have a time management and Im so proud of her. Then we ride on her motorcycle and heading to the nearest mall in our town. It's so hot that time, and I feel that I'll be having a heatstroke. The moment we arrive at the mall,we look immediaty for some fast food or restaurant that we can dine in because we feel so hungry as well due to a very hot day, but sad to say most of the restaurant did not allow to enter,if you are not vaccinated, we understand them because that's their protocol and they are just concern about the health of their customer, so we look for another one,but still we cant find a restaurant who will accept "unvaccinated" customer,Im not sure if thats the right word,hihi just feel free to correct me if Im not. Anyway since we are being rejected and dont have any choice,we choose to eat at some restaurant outside the mall,and after eating,we can just go back inside to do some window shop. We spend a lot of time eating and talking about some silly and funny things. We really enjoy our companion.Finally we finish all our food, and we go straight away to the mall to feel relax again because as what I have said that its really hot today. So we drank a lot of water to stay hydrated. We start window shop,but I didn't really expect that she will be going to buy me some shirt and perfume,saying that "an early present for christmas". I was so happy for my bestfriend's kindness,despite of what I have in life. I must say that I am so blessed to have her, she's indeed a very humble and generous person I have ever met,and I am so thankful to God with that. After a long time spending at the mall, we also go to the park to take some fresh air, and have some snack,we buy some streetfoods and our favorite is kwek-kwek and tempura, then we sit at some bench and have some funny talks. We really enjoy the whole day, and after we eat, I decided to go home because its getting late, and I dont want her to be in danger since its already night. So we said "see you next time" to each other insted of saying goodbye. I feel really tired today but I enjoy the companion of my bestfriend. Another memories to be treasured. And when I finally got home, I called her right away to make sure that she's fine, and I thank her for everything. Before I end this I want to share some quotes "Many people will walk in and out in your life, but only true friends will leave a footprints on your heart" - ***Eleanor Roosevelt*** Thank you for your time guys reading my article. See you on my next blog. Keep safe guys. Lead image from Unsplash.

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Me,Myself and I Blog #1 Hello,hello there read.cash family. I am new to this platform so please let me introduce myself first. Im Cj by the way, but you can call me with my user name My_Sunshine. I choose that nickname because of my ex,I used to call him "my sunshine". but now he's gone, and he will never be mine. We broke up 5 months ago, that hurt me so much becasue I know I give my all,but still I am not enough,and it seems that he dont need me anymore. I am thinking sometimes, maybe there is something wrong about me,or he was just shy about what I have in life or because of my situation, .I dont know, but I must move on. Anyway too much for thay drama.haha. In addition,I came from a broken family, and I am now living alone and working at my aunt grocery store, as a "tindera". I have half-brother and sister,but they didn't recognise me as part of a family, well its not a big deal for me,because Im used to it and I understand if they cant accept me. I done reading some of the article from a different author in this platform and I was amaze by their work. I dont have any idea about read.cash but I am ready to learn. I know its not easy to write an article everyday,but I will do my best. Now lets me share about my personality and goals in life. I am that kind of person who can easily start a conversation with anyone,I am extrovert type of a person,most of the time I talk too much,and I love neong socialize with others,but theres still aimitation with that, when it comes to my personal life I better keep it a secret.lol.Hope you consider that,hehe char char lang! I have a lot of hubby as well, I love cooking ,watching k-drama series, watching youtube, spending my times to do a work out when I have a day off. Then my goals in life is to become a succesful bussiness woman someday. I always dream to have my own car and house and a loving family, and because of that I should work hard. I think that's all for today, sorry for unorganize article of mine,Im still working and learning on how to do a right article. Have a great day ahead to each and everyone of us. Bye for now,see you on my next blog. Feel free to leave a comment below and lets interact with each other. Lead image from Google