BCH_LOVER: The Story Behind This Username
Blog #166
February 22, 2022
Hello, read.cash family! How is your Tuesday so far? Ours is a little busy answering the modules of my kids because Thursday will be the deadline for it and we still have a few papers that haven't been answered.
This afternoon I was able to relax a little bit and then after an hour of relaxation, I let myself be busy with the house chores since I didn't have much time this morning doing it. And when I'm done with all those, I let myself become busy with my phone. Opening all those online earnings sites and apps but I exclude the Metamask since I don't want to see what's happening on the market right now. I know it hasn't been recovering so I just ignore it first and just focus on other things.
Thinking about what to share today is a struggle for me. I have so many ideas running in my mind but I can't decide what to write. This morning I told myself that I will just join the writing prompt of MoonTrader but as soon as I have started tapping the keyboard, I was distracted and don't know how to continue it again so I close that page and rethought another one. Then this idea about my username just pop up suddenly.
My journey here in read.cash is open to everyone. I know that those who have long followed me know about it. They know that I have previous ids that were failures, however, I still gamble into this new one hoping to be successful and thankfully God has guided me in this journey.
Here's my article about my journey: The Truth: My read.cash Journey
Why BCH_LOVER?
When I made this new account, one thing I had on my mind at that time is to become anonymous to everyone.
Why anonymous?
It's because I am comfortable in being like that. I am an introvert and I really felt shy interacting with others. I don't know why I feel like this but it's really been my character ever since I was young. I don't have much confidence in myself and I feel like whatever I will share is not acceptable.
I thought also of a situation that if ever this account is a failure again, no one would know me and that's easier for me to move on.
Those are the top reasons why I wanted to be anonymous so I chose that username.
Bitcoin Cash is the very first crypto that I earned. And since it was the first crypto that entered my wallet, I wanted it to be part of my new journey here in read.cash. So I chose BCH_LOVER to be my username. In my first days and weeks here, I successfully hide my identity. I was enjoying my stay especially since I receive some support from other users.
Careful enough with my actions, I slowly come out of my comfort zone. I started interacting with others but remain anonymous to everyone. I began to make friends and others would mistakenly call me sir because they don't know who am I that time and also they didn't encounter my first article where I told them that I am a woman and at the same time a mother of four.
However, even if I did try my best to hide my true identity but still there's someone who has this instinct that she know who am I behind this username and that is no other than my friend on both platform @Chelle18. Then after how many days I then exchange comments with @yhanne in noise.cash and share with her that it's me who always exchange comments with her here.
Living anonymously on this platform makes me enjoy my stay but it's more enjoyable when others know me for who I am. I realize that I don't need to hide from everyone. After all, most of the users here are very supportive and they will welcome each and everyone warmly. So I told myself to just be myself and everything will be okay.
On the other side, even if I told myself to just be me, I still have this hesitation and doubt within myself because I am still trying to gain my confidence back.
Vulnerable self is still present at that time but I am trying to overcome it with the help of those virtual friends that supports and encourage me to keep going and I am thankful to have them in my journey.
Every day is a lucky and special day for me every time I stayed here. Not only because I have lots of friends but because I saw a positive change in myself.
Remembering those times when I failed, I felt so grateful for it. Grateful enough for those failures because without those a named BCH_LOVER isn't here today. Without those failures, I would not be who I am today. Without those failures maybe I am still a mom who knows nothing about the crypto world.
That is the story behind my username. How about yours? Just share it in the comment section or you can write an article about it too.
Thank you for reading! Have a nice day or night to all!
To my old and new sponsors, thank you so much for the support you have shown to me. I really am happy to see you in my sponsor's block.
To my active likers, commenters, and viewers, and to the ones who just pay a visit today, thank you so much for the love and support you give.
Special thanks to my ever supportive friend and sponsor @Ling01 for the sponsorship renewal. Thank you so much sis and more blessings for you.
This is me, 🧕BCH_LOVER 🧕once again. Thank you for your time today.
God bless and Keep safe you all!
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Nag fail yung akin sis nag iba na ako ng account@mariajane90 simula nanaman ng bago walang sukuan to hahaha