#N262/8TH-TM|05/13/2022|2:33pm
He twisted the story. In the eyes of my family, I am the one who is at fault now. They blamed me instead of asking me or hearing my side regarding the issue related to the one I have shared with you yesterday...
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Good day everyone! How are you today? (Deep Sighing) If you are going to ask about me, I'm still stuck. I don't know how to escape, especially that now, some of my family members, involved their selves to my personal problem.😫
I was so surprised when my mama told me that my Aunt came to our house because she want to talk to me regarding the break up issue. She told me that my Aunt chatted MGD, and she was saying that I was the one who is at fault because I believed what other people say regarding MGD's st*pid deeds. That maybe, I was just being paranoid or maybe I have another one because I can't give MGD a chance to fix it. And the worst thing I have known is that they were talking about it in the neighborhood. (Kay aga-aga ginawang ako'ng sawsawan tas pamilya ko pa talaga.) They don't even think about me. They just know some parts but not the whole story. Pero bakit ang bilis-bilis nila ako'ng i.judge? As in, ang sakit-sakit kasi nga pamilya ko sila tas feel ko na pinapaboran nila yung taong nagbigay sakit sa'kin. Lalo lang pinalala yung sitwasyon.
I chatted MGD's cousin and shared that he twisted the story and they blamed me because I believed in them. I received another shocking chat again;
"Her: If it is not true, why does the girl hugged him when she rode in his motorcycle and kissed him? Many people saw it too."
And I was like, "Ano pa kayang susunod na mangyayari? Baka may maibunyag na sila sa'kin na hindi ko kakayanin." I thought, yun na yun eh. Kuta na ako sa nalaman ko tas meron pa palang yakapan at halikan na naganap. But I chose not to cry na kasi natabulan nang galit for now yung puso ko. My mama told me that I should asked him to tell me the truth and accept kung ano man ang sasabihin niya. Pero bigo ako eh, he is still denying it. So, I sent him the screenshot messages that I received from his cousin. At alam niyo my read.cash fam, sinabi niya lang,
"Sige dun ka maniwala sa kanila, total perfect naman yang tagasumbong mo."
On the other hand, para matahimik yung pamilya ko, I messaged my Aunt and I clarified all the things. Kasi like I shared with you yesterday, this is not the first time na nangyari to. At inungkat pala ni MGD yung regarding sa cheating daw na nangyari dati. I explained myself to them, para tumigil na sila. My Aunt is just a hard headed, I told her not to chat MGD pero ginawa niya parin. Regardless of that, kahit ano pang pang-ju-judge ang gawin nila, pipiliin ko na yung sarili ko. I may looked ma-pride dahil dito, pero masakit na kasi my read.cash fam. (Crying) Masakit kasi, yung inaasahan ko'ng tutulong sa'kin na maka.recover sa pain, si MGD pa yung parang pinapaburan nila, instead hearing my side.
Regarding the cheating issue before. Para kasi sa'kin hindu siya cheating na cheating talaga. Naghiwalay na kami ni MGD nun, bago ko pa man inintertain yung tao. Pero yun na yun eh, cheating man o hindi, nangyari na ang nangyari. (Sighing)
The last chat I sent to MGD today is,
"I am hoping na sana magtagal kayo niyan at hindi ka niya sasaktan."
He just replied to me, "Okay."
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Honestly, I still love him despite the fact that he betrayed me unconsciously. But, like I said, I had enough already. Hindi naman kasi mawawala nalang nang basta-basta yung love. Naging totoo kasi ako sa kaniya eh. Oo, i-include man natin yung sa cheating issue that happened almost 4 years ago, hindi naman sa pagpapabango, pero I did my best naman na to win him back. Yun pala, he never did gave me that chance. But its okay, basta I know in myself that I did my part being his girlfriend and Fiance. (Ex-Fiance)...
All I want right now is peace of mind. As for that unfair treatment, hindi ko nalang din papatulan. They can judge me whenever they want. Basta ba sana lang, alamin muna nila yung side ko.
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My deepest apologies my read.cash fam. Dito ko na naman naibuhos yung sama nang loob ko ngayong araw. 🙇♀️ I appreciate your efforts in hearing me out especially na yung mga comments niyo. It gave me a sense of warmth and I am so enlighten too. Nakakagaan sa pakiramdam.
That would be all for this blog. Thank you for spending your time my read.cash family. Take good care of yourselves!❣️
MAY THE GRACE OF THE LORD BE WITH ALL GOD'S PEOPLE!😇
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