What went wrong?

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2 years ago

May 15, 2022

Ever wonder why you're always complaining but then you're still doing it. You keep on rambling about things you don't want to do but still end up doing it. You complain about other people doing such things to you yet you just let them as they are.

I'm asking the same thing to myself too. Why has this come to this? What went wrong?

As I woke up late again on a Sunday, the mood at the table was a bit noisy or they were discussing something that I don't know what it was all about. As I don't ask questions if I'm not part of the discussion so I remain silent and just sip the milk that Mum made for me. Then Papz asked for my opinion about the said matter but I really have zero ideas of what they are talking and I am just looking at my son eating his breakfast so the family sighed and told me the whole scenario that happened just yesterday.

Granny( Mum's side) have a land and she divided it to her children and Mum got her just beside the big old house. Since we are living here in Papz owned lot given also by Gramps so Mum's part of the land was not taken care of but there we're a lot of trees and fruits that we can harvest seasonally. When I got a stable job and we hired a caretaker that can look after the land and we got my cousin whose living under Granny's to look for the lot.

Whenever harvest season comes we get to have 60% of the sell and the 40% is for the labor and the caretaker.

However, Mum's younger brother asked her if he can cut some trees that he can sell for it to use on Yoyong's(Mum's Dad) death anniversary. As Mum is hesitant eventhough she's the owner of the lot so she asked my two sister's about it and they told Mum that we'll talk it out when we gather so it's supposed to be today that we will came to a conclusion after the discussion.

But just this morning, Mum received a letter with money on it. In the letter, the younger brother said that he can't wait anymore for he needs some cash and he has dues. So it's not for Yoyong's death anniversary but for his personal needs? And even said his advance apologies for nor waiting on our decision.

After they told me, I just said, "Well, what can we do? He already sell the woods and even paid for the labor and only give you a penny from your own lot. Even if we give him an earful we can't bring back the tree that he cut off right?" To which my two nosy sisters disagreed for we three hate that Uncle of ours. I shared about him here about his jealousy over us being favored but the oldies over him being the youngest. And because I hate arguments and I am also frank I also told the two "You both are not paying for the caretaker so don't be so stubborn if Mum doesn't want to scold her brother then let her be. And also I don't want Granny to ask for forgiveness again on behalf of her son so let's just skip it. But I just hope that this will be the last time that he'll do such an act. We only give chances to people who know their mistakes and promise not to do it again." Grab my mug and went to my room again. I just don't want them to make this a big issue anymore

But as I was about to enter the room Papz told me this, "Because you've been too good to them that they're taking advantage of it. How many times does it happen that you've been blind to them, even though you complain but you became all smiles when you're in front of them. You're faking your smiles but you didn't show this side of you(tact & frank) unto them just to know that you got the upper hand. I didn't raise you to be a coward but whatever your decisions are we still respect that and your Mum sure has the last say on the issue".

I stood there frozen and can't even utter a word at what Papz told me. Have I been this vulnerable to my relatives, I am avoiding conflicts as I don't have to argue with them but even my father who knows me very well got to say those. Am I really a coward?

I remember when Jesus chose his twelve disciples but was still betrayed by two.

A lot of instances happened to us but I always say that whatever Mum and Papz said I will go with it unless there's such a bad situation. I always said to them that I don't want conflict but I don't want to be pressured also as I was also facing a lot of troubles at work and in my personal relations.

I guess I'm a coward in many aspects. Ugh, it sucks...

I want to hear what you think about the situation in the comment section.
Sorry for the rambling guys... I was just held speechless after hahaah
Also, thank you baby gerl @ExpertWritter for the continuous love and support..love lotsss

Thank you for reading!
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2 years ago

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It's true that you can't do anything with the trees that he sell ahead your mother's decision but he should still be hearing an earful of corrections to his actions, may it offend him or not. Your mother is on the right side, so don't be afraid.

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2 years ago

it's because Mum can't find it in her heart to hurt the feelings of her younger brother

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2 years ago

sometimes being too kind to people, could bring you harm in the long run. just as my uncle, he was too kind to his sons then they grew up to be a lot of headaches.

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2 years ago

that's really sad though...I hope you're Uncle learns to discipline the kids

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2 years ago

Sa tingin ko hindi naman po pagiging duwag yung pag avoid sa mga conflicts. Para sa akin po kasi as long as maraming nakikialam sa isang issue mas nagiging worst pa ito at mas lalong nakakastress.

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2 years ago

sobrang nakaka stress talaga sa totoo lang

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2 years ago

Opo tsaka mas lalong lumalaki po yung gulo kapag marami pong nakikialam eh.

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2 years ago

I think so your uncle did wrong. He is not owner of those trees he should take proper permission from your mom by telling the real reason not the fake one. You should talk to him coz he is taking your mom's politeness forgranted. My father's elder brother was doing same with my father's younger brother none took stand for my father's younger brother coz he was already poor and elder brother is some how have good financial condition. My father stood up for his younger brothers right. You should talk for your mother .It's her inheritance right your uncle is abolishing it.

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2 years ago

maybe I should talk to them both..I just don't want misunderstandings and all

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2 years ago

Hala grabe saaab na beb. I know a lot of people akau parehas sa imuhang angkol ayyy huhu. ambut nalang jud. Pero dapat man sab mag speak up mo kay naa man moy rights gud beb :( apra dili namo nila ma abuse.

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2 years ago

di lang jud ko ganahan ug gubot beb kay wla man jud ta kahibaw sa future ..basin mo gamit na nuon silag dahas pag mag away mi karun tungod lang ana

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2 years ago

naa jud mga in ana na tao momsh noh? nga entitled.. bisan ug dili sakto ilang gibuhat kay magbuot jd sila ug ilaha... ako sad di sad ko ganahan bitaw ug conflict uy pero naa sad ubang tao nga mo abuse jd sa atong kaayo... hayzz nalng..

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2 years ago

nakahilak jud ko atong estorya sa akong papa mamsh oi kay feeling nako ba di jud ko kamao mo barog ug di ko kahibaw mo sukol

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2 years ago

Ok ra na momsh... Naa lang jud tay prinsipyo nga dili mo stoop down sa level sa uban.. we just keep our peace...

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2 years ago

Dili pod ko gusto ug gubot sis pero sakto imo papa di pwede ingana ra kanunay kay magdasa na.

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2 years ago

ako raman jud sila iampo beb kay wala mangud ta kahibaw sa umaabot..what if yes mo estorya ko nga di na maayo unya di biya sa tanang panahon naa jud ta usahay manginahanglan pud ta sa ilang tabang...basin adto na mo bawos ba

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2 years ago

Pero Noona nga, ang kapal ng face nong ankol mo na yon. Nag paalam lang pero siya ang masusunod. Kala mo ay may pinatagong luoa na kapag gustuhin ee maga sabi lang tas kukuhain na. Aba magaling. Mag complain ka din kahit misnan. Kapag nasanay yan, lagi ka nalang e-advantagr nyan. Di naman masama mag salita. Ilabas mo lang yung saloobin mo ba.

Kasi alam mo, kapag yan naipon jan at napuno ka. Baka sumabog ka at mas lalong ehermmmm. Pero well its still on you so whatever you want. Anyways pa libre melkteyyyyyyy noonabelsss huehus

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2 years ago

sinabi ko nman na go with the flow lang ako baby gerl...takot akong baka sila mama pagbuntunan nang galit yung kung wala kami sa bahay...ayoko nang ganun at pag ang tao napuno na nang galit di na niya makikilala kung sino ang pamilya o ano sa paningin niya....ayoko mangyari yun...

at anong milktea ka jan hahah

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2 years ago

Calm yourself first before talking to the person again po ganun lagi ginagawa ko kaso minsan kasi kahit anong talk natin kagaya nyan di na mababalik yung pinutol na puno, mabuti po taaga at pinili mo ang peace kesa makipag bardagulan mami.

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2 years ago

ayoko lang talaga nang away lalo may mga bata dito at matatanda na rin parents ko

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2 years ago

Honestly, I love the fact that you chose peace over violence. It's a good thing about you. In my greatest knowledge, can you ask your uncle why he lied to your mom about what he wants to with the money. After that, you should ask your dad what he can do to the situation on ground

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2 years ago

I was told to go ask my Uncle but I have work and he also have work...our schedule clashed

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2 years ago

I think you should try and talk to him when you are no longer angry about it again.

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2 years ago

i am not angry at anyone it's just my parents wanted my opinion as member of the family but Papz was not happy with my choices

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2 years ago

Ganyan din ako sis haha, coward kung tawagin nila kasi saka lang ako nagsasalita kapag wala sila, pero pag nandyan na ngiti lang ng ngiti..

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2 years ago

o dba faker talaga tayo kasi ayaw natin nang gulo

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2 years ago

haha pero masama ba yun ? mas masama naman siguro diba po kung palagi nalang tayon naghahanap ng gulo ?😂

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2 years ago

I dont know. You just chose non-conflict so i doubt thats cowardice.

I hope your uncle can be talked to like an adult. But seldom happens tlga pag ganyan eh.

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2 years ago

at pag galit sila ay parang sila palagi yung tama...sasabihin pang madamot ka pag tinatanong sa mga nagawa

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2 years ago

deba kaya minsan mas wise talagang iwas gulo na lang eh. pero pede din siguro palag tapos iwas bwahahhaha bahala sila mainis... pero ewan ko din. mahirap malagay sa lugar na ayaw mo namang makasakit .. kung baga kung kaya mo namang tiising maisahan ng minsan ok na kesa patulan at magkagulo pa at magsabi pa ng mga salitang hindi mababawi

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2 years ago

You're not a coward, you're just doing what you can to avoid complicating the situation. I actually understand you, he has already cut the trees, there's nothing you can do that'll bring the tree back. The only solution is to move on. Why don't you ask your dad what he wants you to do?

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2 years ago

I actually ask him that earlier and he just said just do what you want to do with the situation

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2 years ago