@Dawn_Dii

@Dawn_Dii 13 April 2023

I can't communicate because I cant see the comment section 😩😩

@Dawn_Dii 12 April 2023

i cant see the comment section 😩 What happened ?

@Dawn_Dii 11 April 2023

How was my life ? (Back here in read.cash) It's been a while since the last time that I visited here in read.cash, I wasn't able to grow my account for many months because I was so busy of course with my daily life.  After the October 2, 2022 Licensure Examination for teachers, while waiting for the result I was able to make my days progressive like I applied for being a volunteer teacher at a very remote area where I know I can share my knowledge and skills with them.  It was December when the result came out, and I was one of those who couldn't make it  pass the Let, it was okay for me since there is always a chance to take the exam again.  While I was busy teaching, I always wanted to share my daily life in teaching the children, but because of tiredness from the whole day handling different kinds of kids I ended up resting and sleeping at home.  Everyday I travel from my house to the mountain where I teach voluntarily. Some others say that why teach voluntarily when the salary is not that high, for me even though I am poor Money doesn't matter to me.  Seeing the kids learn to read and write makes me happy and I feel so very special because I contribute knowledge to them.  Every wednesday is our feeding day, and I was always the one who cooked champorado or binignit for the kids. This was a big help to them because sometimes they were just studying without any food in their stomach.  When I was still in Elementary, I thought that being a teacher is not hard, but it's not in reality because handling and teaching is difficult, so I must say I salute to those teachers out there 💗. back here in read.cash 😘 WHAT I MISS HERE IN READ.CASH? What I really miss here in read.cash? hmmm I miss being here because of my read.cash friends, it's been so long without reading different kinds of articles, commenting, communicating.. And I miss all of those times where I can share my experiences without toxicity here in read.cash.  WHY BACK AFTER TIME HAS PASSED ?  I know I am shameless for being here again haha, after being lost from the past months and here I am again, writing like nothing has happened. But I know that despite of those times, I know that I am welcome here again and I thank you a lot with that guys.. 😘 I am going back from the base but I think I found my way home again here and I will try my best to not lose  my way again.  Thank you all for always welcoming me. 😍 This is me @Dawn_Dii and nice to see you all again

@Dawn_Dii 10 April 2023

Hello everyone.. Sorry for being not here for how many months.. I know excuses na naman to, hehe anyways.. Sana welcome parin ako dito 😘 Thank you so much..

@Dawn_Dii 10 April 2023

Hello everyone.. Sorry for being not here for how many months.. I know excuses na naman to, hehe anyways.. Sana welcome parin ako dito 😘 Thank you so much..

@Dawn_Dii 7 October 2022

Exam is done and Now I am Back .. Nine Months user here in read.cash but the minute I checked I was in my seven months when I last updated here, and I am so much excited to be here again, communicating with my read.cash friends again and doing writing again as a part of my daily routine before.  As you all know I was preparing for the LET exam and I was doing a self review so I had no time to write and communicate here. I actually uninstalled my facebook application, movie downloader application and other apps that led me to distraction so that I could avoid opening it, what's left in my phone was my messenger only for emergency purposes.  The exam was supposedly on September 25, 2022 but it was postponed to October 2, 2022 and I am thankful because I am taking exam with my closest friends and were in the same school most of my schoolmates and classmates that was why I was not that nervous because I saw them and everyone encourage and motivates everyone before proceeding in our perspectives classrooms. There are a lot of happenings in my life in my two months of being inactive here, and I can't wait to share it with you everyday here. **HOW WAS THE EXAM?**  Before taking the exam, many of my neighbors who did not pass in their previous exam always told me their experiences, some others said that it was too difficult to handle, that was why I was not so confident in my learnings because I was just doing self reviews.  And I did not expect the exam to be that easy because if it was that easy then many of the aspiring teachers had already passed the LET.  The exam starts at 8 Am and I did not know that there was a timer on the board. The proctor updates the time every 30 minutes on the board and I did not notice any of it because I was too focused on my question and answer sheet. At first I was a bit shaky while shading because it was so tiny, we had to shade that tiny box correctly, and I was applying all the tips that I got from my friends who passed their exam plus I had some research on how to shade the answer sheet correctly. But when you are in an actual scene it is unavoidable that your hands become shaky because of the nervousness and the time pressure. Plus, it was my first time seeing some of those questions but all I did was analyze it and I don't know if I had the right answer.  At the end of the day I let myself free from the pressure and then I received messages from my family and friends asking how the exam was, and I told them that I am always thinking positive but never let their hopes up because we never know what is the result after 50 days.  **HOW WAS THE TRAVEL?**  I was taking the exam at Davao and I was taking Sopia with me and dropped her in my husband's boarding house because I was staying at the church where my friends were staying before the exam.  I paid for the bus fare 210.00 and my money was 500 and the bus conductor said that I had to wait for the change, while on our way to Davao, Sophia was not feeling well because she seemed like to vomit and all I did was to take care of her throughout our entire trip.  My change slipped in my mind, I forgot everything about it because I was busy with Sophia and I remember it when we reach the boarding house, like I've never seen the bus conductor again.  **AFTER THE EXAM** Before the exam we had agreed to have dinner together, but after the exam I was hesitant to Join as well as Sherly because we did not have enough money for it, but the Pastor of the church treated us to Mang Inasal.  Finally we enjoyed our dinner together after the exam, worrying no more because we let ourselves free from pressure.  We have to wait for the result after 50 days and whatever the result is I will not regret it because I did my best, all I have to do is to accept whatever the result is.  Good day Family here in read.cash, I am so happy to be back here after two months .. I hope that I am still welcome here hehe.. @Dawn_Dii here, Have a good day ahead 💚💚

@Dawn_Dii 6 October 2022

Good morning people here in read.cash, its been so long and its nice to be back here for good. As you all know I was preparing for the LET exam that is why I was inactive. It's been 4 days since the exam was done and finally I decided to start all over again here, writing and communicating. I hope that everything feels the same still even though I am not active. Thank You so much for welcoming me back here 💚💚

@Dawn_Dii 29 July 2022

Seven Months And Some Random Thoughts I couldn't quite imagine that I reached this far here in read.cash, from being unknown to seven months users here. I was once mentioned in one of my articles that these past few weeks and days I felt so unmotivated because of the Dip and the not seen Rusty. I may not be that active compared to last months but one thing is for sure, **GIVING UP ON WRITING** does not belong in my vocabulary.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much for staying with me all these time. Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 I really felt disappointed in myself everytime the day passed and I was not writing and interacting here. But I had a hard time, these past months, weeks and days were the toughest times for me. That is why I cannot do my everyday routine here.  But after having a lot of thinking, I wanted to make a new start here, I really missed being here everyday, I really missed taking my 12 hours here in read.cash interacting and making friends.  I know starting over is not easy but I wanted to give it a go again, as you all noticed I almost lost my Sponsors hehe and I cannot blame them for not renewing because I was not active.  ***MY WAYS TO START A NEW*** Being Positive These past few days my mind was trembling due to a lot of stress that I encountered, but I am thankful and blessed because I have  friends, families and relatives that are always with me through the hard times. To start anew I have to be positive in everything that I face, some of it for sure has a negative impact on me but I will try to find its positive side to go on.  I am always thankful and blessed to have this two people in my life who are always my adviser in terms of me being so negative thinker. DEAL WITH A TOXIC PEOPLE This is what I always wanted to get rid of toxic people but sometimes toxic people don't cooperate 😅, They always find ways to find me so I decided to just friends with them until they will be the one to give up.  PUT GOD IN EVERYTHING Last week (Sunday)  my friends called me out and asked me to go to church with them, but I forgot that it was Sunday because I had a lot in mind.  This is what I always do even if I don't go to church because sometimes I forget. I always Pray and Put God in everything I do.  This article is not only about how I celebrated Seven (7) months of being here, not only about how I should start over to write everyday again, interact again but it is about how to start my life without negativity.  My negative thoughts always puts me in a situation that I always doubting myself, blaming myself and pitied myself, and  I want to get rid this negativity because I know no matter how I run from it, I will always be the one to suffer, I want to face it until it disappears in my system.  Seven months of being here taught me a lot of lessons, from the people that I don't know personally but have positive and motivational comments as always, those are the people I always wanted to be with. The month of July is at its end, and a new month is starting soon. Hopefully things will sort out rapidly and happy things will happen not just in a new month.  Good day Family here in read.cash, and as a promise to myself I am starting over again here, so expect to read a lot from me hehe Thank you so much for always being there with me. This is me @Dawn_Dii, have a good day ahead.. Date Published: July 30,2022

@Dawn_Dii 29 July 2022

I lost My Focus It's been how many weeks and days that I felt like I was always burden by secrets of others, I know from myself that I.can keep secrets even though I talk a lot, and whenever I talk a lot I always put limitations like I had to zipped my mouth when it comes to talk about secrets.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much for staying with me all these time. Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 I didn't know why it was always me who knew the truth. Sometimes I see myself crying secretly because I cannot handle the secret that I've known for months now. It really burdens me and I can't laugh when I'm with his family because my conscience is killing me.  It's been a month since Mr. A told me about his secret, that after being married for thirty years he didn't know why he cheated, like he had an affair with someone else and already had a 3 months old baby boy with that other woman.  I was shocked because he was the person I could think of less to do that things because I know, all the people who know him rather know that he is a devoted husband to his wife  and a good father to his children.  My tears fell that time and asked him why me? Why was he telling me all of it? and his reason was he needed me to process his baby's certificate of live birth since she gave birth secretly, and he wanted that child to have his surname. Since I knew it, I rarely go to their place because I feel guilty. His family is so good to me and I can't face his family because I felt that I betrayed them and I am not in the position to interfere with their lives.  Right now, I am still burdened and still waiting for Mr. A to confess to his family so that I can be free.  Last Monday I went to our Municipal Hall to process the certificate of live birth of that kid, but before then I went first to our Barangay to get the Certification of live birth since it is the primary requirement at the LCR (Local Civil Registrar).  When the secretary asked me who is the father of the child, I was just answered that the mother has no husband, she got pregnant and the father of the kid left them alone, of course I had to say those words because they know Mr. A, and I was determined to not get caught or else I was doomed.  She (The Barangay Secretary)  put their (N/A) and the reason behind it. When I reached the LCR at our Municipal hall, I bought a correction tape and erased it and then I wrote the name of the Father.  Thankfully I had a friend that is working at the LCR and he made my work easier, but still it took a week before they would release the Birth certificate. I had to pay 200 pesos for the Affidavit since they had no marriage certificate to present.  When I called the other woman and said that I had to go back after a week and she smiled so widely and it irritates me, I can't help but to lift my brows before ending the video call.  I was done with my part and hopefully when the time comes that his family knows about this secret, all I want is not to involve myself with their fights and others because I know that will happen soon.  Before I go to bed, I always think about why there are people like that, why there are men that are not content with their family and there are Women who are like that despite knowing that the man has a family but still agreed to be a mistress.  Sometimes I always think about who is at fault in this situation, and I fall asleep while thinking about it and the first thing I think when I wake up.  Because of this, I lost my focus to think that I still have an upcoming Exam this September but I am loaded with something else. I have done my part so I think that I have to think about myself now and focus on the things that are not toxic with me.  Good day read.cash Family, time went by very fast after visiting my account here and decided to share my burdens I noticed that I am 7 months here. I am happy of course because despite of being not so active I still have a family here that is always listened to my rants and everything. Thank you so much, from now on I decided to be more active here like before because I really miss being with you all. That would be all for today, thank you for always reading. This is me @Dawn_Dii , Have a good day ahead. Date Published: July 29,2022

@Dawn_Dii 24 July 2022

Me being Inactive I was supposed to just stay in Davao for just a week after I compiled all the requirements that needed in the Regional Trial Court( RTC), but our one week plan turns out to be 2 weeks. Stay tuned to know the full story. But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 As we all know some of us not so active because some others are not motivated to write due to the dip of BCH and the not seen @TheRandomrewarder, and being honest I am one of them, as you all noticed I am not so active here despite of the free wifi there in Davao. (Happened week ago) I was stressed due to a lot of papers that I am going to process, some of it was done but there are still a lot in the next few days, and I am doing it for free, like I was just here to help without nothing in return.  But despite being unmotivated I am happy to see one of the things that made me smile here in read.cash except the upvotes from other users.  I am actually happy and grateful to reached 2500 views, and from being unmotivated, I feel like I have to thrive more to reach more. After I got the Judgment order from the RTC I got questioned by all the relatives of the person who got indicted. I was actually annoyed because I was here to help but ended up doubting myself for not doing it properly. It was last Tuesday when I went again to RTC to talk to the lawyer assigned from the Public Attorney (PAO)'s office. I had filled out some forms and then waited to be called. When I was talking face to face with the lawyer, I asked all the concerned questions from the relatives. I actually recorded it so that I cannot add and miss some words and of course I got permission first from the lawyer.  After that, I send the voice recording to them and thank God because they don't bother me right now haha.  We were supposed to go home after that, but my husband's salary was postponed, and it is 3 weeks now, and I know when it comes to living in the city we have to buy everything we need, from small to big things, that is why I was problematic that time because we were running out of budget. We were running out of funds while staying there plus Sophia was always in a bad mood, like she has no happiness maybe because she is already bored and wanted to go home already. She's always calling her Lola (grandmother) and mentioning all her playmates' names in Bukidnon.  She has a lot of Kuya here, but unlike there her playmates were the same age as her.  After the process was done, we decided to go home. It actually happened last Wednesday morning when we took the early bus to travel to Bukidnon. When we finally reached our home, I was shocked to see that our house was a mess, maybe because the one left at the house did not expect our early arrival. I went directly to our room and it made me more shocked because my bedsheets, my mattress rather , was a mess.  Na highblood talaga ako pagdating dahil ang higaan namin puro putik, so I was nagging early in the morning because I was so tired and the entire house was a mess. On the 11th to 16th day of July we Matigsalug tribes celebrated our Fiesta called "**Alrew te Matigsalug" ,** and expected to have disco's, Live band and a Pageant " Mutya ng Matigsalug.  My brother who was left to take care of the house invites his friends and have some fun, and they sleep here in the house habang puro putik, they don't even bother to wash up, kaya ayun ang ending until now naglalaba ako ng malaking bed sheets and blankets.  Plus it is also irritating that the brown outs always happen and the rain won't stop.. Arggg.. This is the reason why the brown out happened alway, I hope they will fixed it as soon as possible. That would be all for today.  Good morning read.cash Fam, it's been so long hehe since my last update here, maybe a week or two?, kaya nakakamiss talaga lalo na kapag kasama na sa morning routine ang bumisita sa read.cash.  I will come back every day when everything here is going to be okay, and hopefully it will happen soon.  This is me @Dawn_Dii , thank you for always reading. Date Published: July 25,2022

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@Dawn_Dii 22 July 2022

Good morning read.cash Fam, I just want you all to know the reason why I am being inactive here.. Firstly is our electricity is on and off every now and then, we suffered brown outs for almost a week now and the connection for internet is not stable because of the sudden brown outs. Thank you for the understanding. Sincerly yours; @Dawn_Dii

@Dawn_Dii 11 July 2022

Our Day at Mall It is rarely happened that we have a family time since my husband is at work always and I and Sophia is just staying at home only, when he assigned to Davao we never had a bonding time because he only comes home once a month and stayed for one day and then back to work again. But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 It was Last Saturday when my husband decided to take us to the mall since he's not on duty, we decided to go there at 2 pm, well the first mall we went to was only a walking distance from our boarding house, so we just walked there and Sophia was so excited.  First stop was at the Abreeza Ayala Mall Davao City, Sophia was so excited to ride an escalator because it was her first time. We heard some music from the entrance so we decided to find it, and ooh what a coincidence. It was a Kapuso Fans Day with Bolera lead cast Kylie Padilla.  We went to the first floor because Sophia saw a playground there, and we wanted her to enjoy her time so we decided to take her there, but on our way I saw a poster of Dunkin' Donut with Kim Soo Hyun in there, so I requested my husband to take me some pictures haha. On our way there, we saw a massage chair just like I always saw in Korean dramas haha, ooh how it feels to be massaged by that chair.  When we reached the ground floor, she really wanted to ride those token play cars (I don't know what to call it haha) So I had to change my money into tokens to insert it into that play car and animals.  Since she was scared to ride it alone, we decided to accompany her, first my husband and then me. Actually I was the one who enjoyed it haha, it was my first time and I felt like a kid also haha.  We never got to see Kylie Padilla because the whole program was that long, and they were playing games. By that time we left Abreeza and went to Gmall (Gaisano Mall).  First thing Sophia did was to take a picture at that Paw village and then I joined her at the next picture. We went to the rooftop.of the mall to see the fountain but sad to say it's gone after the pandemic, the guard said because they were close that time.  So we went next to the playground, it's actually Sophia's Day because our goal was to make her enjoy her day that time. We paid 130.00 for 30 minutes plus the 2 pairs of socks that should be worn inside of the play area.  Sophia really enjoyed it because she has a lot of playmates plus there are a lot of toys and slides. 30 minutes had passed and she never wanted to go out, so we extended our time for another 30 minutes but her energy does not drained at all, because after that 1 hour at the play area, she decided to ride at the elephant.  We decided to go home after because my sister in law said that it was raining outside and we didn't have any umbrellas.  That was quite tiring for Sophia because she fell asleep in the Jeep and her father carried her home.  Thank You all for reading 💚💚 Date Published: July 11, 2022

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@Dawn_Dii 9 July 2022

Being too Good is not that always Good I Supposed to escape even just for a week from all of the stresses that I encountered recently. I don't want to stress myself anymore but that thing still follows me, because as you all know I am again processing some papers at the Regional Trial Court (RTC) Region XI.  It was okay for me since I know it would be a great help for my cousin's step son but sometimes I can say that it is not good to be helpful and generous always especially to those who can't appreciate all of your efforts.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 It was last Tuesday when I and Sophia traveled again here in Davao. The next day, which is Wednesday, I went to Regional Trial Court (RTC) to get a Judgment Order for my cousin's step son who got imprisoned last 2020.  It was my first time to go to this kind of establishment and I don't know how things work here, thankfully it was the same day that Sherly came also to Davao for her PRC appointment so we decided to meet at the RTC.  At Least I had a companion because I was really nervous at that time. Before we went to the said place, I googled it already because I was not familiar with the place.  Before we entered, I asked the guard where I should get the Judgement order, and he said that I should just ask inside, so.we went inside and asked in the open window that I found.  But he pointed me again to another window and that was the RTC-NTC window so I had to line up again and wait for my turn. When it was my turn, I handed him the paper where I wrote the full name of the indicted person.  But he pointed me again at the window where I came from at first, then I fell in line again, I told the person in charge that the person in charge from another window pointed me here again.  He actually had a deep sigh and then passed me to Branch 15, so I.lined again and handed the paper again when it's my turn, but they said to find the lawyer because their system was broken.  I went to the Public Attorney's Office (PAO) but was sad to say the lawyer was not on duty so I had to go there again for the next day.  Sherly and I decided to have some snacks because it was late in the afternoon. We just had our burger and drink and then I accompanied her to the bus terminal.  I went home drained because of the heavy traffic and the heat of the sun. The next day, it was Thursday, I went to RTC again but that time I was alone and I was lucky because the lawyer was on duty so I got the Judgment Order and took a picture of it and sent it to my cousin so that she can inform the others.  But after that the relatives of the Indict person questioned me because the last part of the Judgement order stated " **Accused is further ordered to pay the complainant the amount of 50,000.00 as civil indemnity.**  They were like, what was it? Why should we pay?? I need to talk to a lawyer, give me her number right now.  I even never heard the word "Thank you" but more on questions and ranting hayes. But still There's more I have to finished what I already started kahit andami nilang reklamo, I have to go there on monday to get the attorney's number, para sila nalang kumausap para wala ng gulo. Final Thought; Being too good is not always good, even though it also depends on the person who can appreciate your effort, but it's unavoidable that there are a lot of people who are still doubting you despite of the good deed that we did. From this experience, I realized that maybe sometimes I should try to say no, because even if I did my best I am always being hurt at the end. Kapag kasi gusto natin makatulong, isang "Thank you " lang sapat na diba. Good Morning read.cash Fam, time check 12 :30 Am but still not asleep. Thank you for reading, and that would be all for today. Date Published : July 10, 2022

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@Dawn_Dii 8 July 2022

A Escape for A W E E K Another days has passed since I did not write any article, and it was the other day. I was doing my cousin's laundry the whole day, I started at 7 am and ended at 6pm and then I had to attend the birthday of my nephew despite being physically drained. So when I went back home I just passed out and then slept soundly. But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Last tuesday we traveled again to Davao City, just me and Sophia because I had some matters to deal with and my husband requested to bring Sophia since it was three weeks since he last came home. And I felt like I had to escape from the secrets that I discovered recently, natanto ko na mahirap sa akin na tanggapin lahat, paano pa kaya yung iba diba, that is why I am trying to relax my self before malaman nilang lahat haha. Anyways, Since I was not married yet, I have known everyone agreed to everyone's favor, like processing some birth certificates of the newborn babies, PSA for college requirements, Philhealth to those who were admitted at the hospital. Sometimes I became a watcher to those who were admitted to the hospitals.  So some people knows my especialty,they approached me if they needs some help regarding in this matters. One of my purposes for coming here is to apply for a Judgment Order at Regional Trial Court (RTC) for my cousin's step son. He got imprisoned two years ago because he stabbed our cousin with a knife.  They were drunk back then and had some arguments and ended up hurting each other. My cousin's step son sent him to hospital and luckily the one who got stabbed was safe and is living right now, but the one who got imprisoned.  If I am not just grateful to my cousins for what they did to me and for raising me, I think I would not do it because this is out of my comfort zone, pero dahil tumatanaw ako ng utang ng loob I had no choice but to say yes. I am staying here in Davao for a week, because I was really stressed at our place but still I am processing some papers at the RTC (Regional Trial Court)  this morning.  From heavy traffic to loaded jeeps and from the heat of the sun, it was a tiring day and my plan failed. The branch where I was supposed to get the Judgment order was experiencing some error in their server so I went back to our boarding house again and tried to resume tomorrow.  Good morning read.cash fam, I was off for few days for some various reason, ako na talaga yung na e- stress sa mga nangyayari sa paligid ko so I decided to lay low, atleast just for a week and do some thinkings while processing some papers. I don't really wanted to get stressed because the LET exam is fast approaching pero yung problema na stressful talaga ang lumalapit hahayyss.. kaya nawala ako bigla. Anyways, thank you guys for always staying with me,I may not be active as usual but I will do my best to do my duties here. That would be all for today..  This is me @Dawn_Dii , have a good day ahead 💚💚 Date Published: July 8, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 4 July 2022

Burden and loaded with Lies and Secrets I couldn't sleep yesterday night no matter how much I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep but still my eyes were closed but I was fully awake and then I realized that it was 6 am in the morning.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 This happened because the person that I adore and respect the most shared his secret to me and I was not ready about it. That is why I was still hanging, like my mind was always blank and it really flashes what he said in my mind.  Sometimes I was stressed about secrets that are shared with me because it burdens me a lot, like I can't sleep for how many nights just thinking about what they shared about me.  She does not know that his boyfriend of seven years was having an affair. If we could call it that, while she is in love, her boyfriend is building a new family with his new found girl, she is already pregnant and expecting a baby soon.  Uggg.. what a life, why should be me who knows all of it ? and I don't know now how to tell her about it. Her family does not know that she married a married man, like the man was already married and she knows all about it the first time they met but still she marries him through our traditional marriage.  Why do I know ? because the man opened up to me, actually they both talked to me about it before their marriage and they were saying "Kahit mag away away tayo wala lang bulgaran ng sekreto" and I had no choice but to keep it secret from the other member of the family.  Brief discussion about our traditions huh? We can get married without getting a cenomar (certificate of no marriage) because the Datu or the officiating minister can make a marriage certificate and register it to LCR and that's it, no More requirements needed as long as you pay for it.  They have one child now while the man has three children from the past wife and I am the only one who knows about that secret, when the time was having a hard time because their marriage was already set and one of his kids was sick in.the hospital.  The girl was already pregnant and crying, approaching me on what she should do, if she should postpone the wedding and have another lie to give away the man's sick child. Their wedding happened after she gave birth and until now secrets remain secret.  Someone came yesterday and it really surprised me because as he entered our house "Can we talk in private? " I just nodded and followed him outside.  His "Kabit '' had already given birth to their child and he wanted me to process his child's birth certificate. I was looking at him seriously, of all people ?? Why him ?? and then I chuckled and said " **Is this serious? How about your wife** ? " I was worried to know the truth because I really cherished his family, and I felt like I backstabbed his wife and children.  "**Don't worry about it, I will handle things but please keep it a secret for now"** And I couldn't take any sleep again. Time check is 2:58 am and I am still fully awaked.  We saw each other yesterday and I felt so awkward. I can't make eye contact with him as well as his wife and children so.I decided to go to the compound where we had a celebration of birthday again to divert my thoughts.  Good morning read.cash fam, I shouldn't be writing and publishing this right now but I don't have anyone to talk to or share it with. I am really burdened by their secrets, I still have my own problems to deal with but I am dealing with their problems also.  Facing their betrayed family is like killing me but what should I do? I already gave my words to them and all I want is they were the ones who would tell their families about it because I don't want to be the reason for their conflicts.  This is me @Dawn_Dii , Thank you for reading .. Date Published: July 4, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 2 July 2022

Most Embarrassing moment with your High school Crush If I was so busy the other day, today is the opposite since it was a very boring day for me. I decided to do the laundry but there was no water, and my cousin in-law asked a favor to do their laundry so I went to their house early in the morning.  But the eldest of my cousin borrowed their washing machine so I end up doing nothing with their laundry, sayang yung araw kaya kinuha ko ang mga labahan ko para maglaba sa isa pang washing machine ng pinsan ko.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Because I finished early, I rested the whole day and I ended up again having a writer's block so I searched for possible prompt questions on the internet and shared them here.  So this is what I found, **What is the most embarrassing moment with your high school CRUSH?** I really had a lot of fun moments during highschool days and I also had a lot of embarrassing moments, when I think about it now I just laugh at this instant and feel ashamed at the moment haha.  ***Sooo lets start...*** When I was in highschool, I had a long time crush, like it started during my freshman year (First year) and up to my senior year (Fourth year)  it was really long that everyone of my friends knew about it and thought that I was in love at that age.  From my first day in first year high school, I was really attracted to him at first sight. He was not that handsome but he was so appealing, he was kind of a loner like I've never seen him with friends, I saw him sometimes sleeping so peacefully under the tree.  It was one afternoon when I felt like jingled but the Comfort room from the school full, it has a long line of the students since it was just one Cr for males and one for females, I cannot wait that line to be gone dahil ihing-ihi na talaga ako kaya naisipan ko sa puno nalang ng kahoy umihi.  Dahil sa kamamadali ko, I did not notice that someone was sleeping at the next side of the tree, and it was him, it was late for me to realize that he got up and walked away, haha nakatalikod naman ako plus my uniform was long so probably he did not see anything but still it was so embarrassing. It was my fault to not check the whole area since ihing-ihi na talaga ako.  The next was when we had our T.L.E time and we would have to bring "bolo" since no Bolo had no attendance, so what we did was to find or borrow a bolo from another year. I was in my second year at that time and he was third year. I approached him if he had a bolo, thank God he let me borrow it, and because I had a lot of crush on him, I was running like an idiot going to our Garden while shouting his name and kissing the bolo that I borrowed from him.  Because of excitement, I never realized that he was on my back. My friends gave me signs but I ignored them because of the happiness that I felt.  The last thing I knew was he just said that "**Sorry it's not my Bolo, I have to give it to the owner because it's his T.L.E time also."** I was speechless and ashamed while returning him the Bolo, well absolutely he heard what I was saying all that time. I was in my third year highschool and he's in his 4th year. My chair was beside the window and I didn't know that it was transparent like we can clearly see the people inside the room if it is closed.  Our classroom was near, so every time he went outside I was just staring at him sweetly at that closed window, during recess time his classmates were teasing him while passing at our classroom, but he just didn't care haha.  At that time he and his classmates were sitting at the bench outside their room and I was there staring at him, his friends were laughing and teasing him and I don't know because they were laughing so loud.  When my friend passed by me at the window she was 4th year also and his classmate, she waved at me, my brows lifted because how did she know that I was there ? She entered my room and said " **Hoy babae, wa na matunaw nanas J kabalo baka nga ikaw nalang gina istoryahans tibook 4th year, sige radaw kag tutok ni J** " and I was like what?? How did they know ?? "**Duh? for your information this window is transparent especially when it's closed, so whenever you stare at him there, we clearly saw it, go see try it for yourself"** and I really tried it if it was transparent and it really was..  Urggg.. Because of my embarrassing moments with him, I was so happy that he finally graduated haha, and I live my 4th year of high school peacefully.   Well it was all in the past haha, anyways thank you for reading .. Date Publised: July 2, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 1 July 2022

Double Celebration (Birthday and Graduation) Today is the first day of the month, another month for us to grind here, another months to spend here in read.cash and another months for us to be friends here, spending the first day here is quite amazing, I was so amazed to read some round up reports during June journey here, some were unlucky yet some of us got lucky because despite of the dip, some of us achieved their accumulated BCH, and it really motivates me again to just write and maybe one of this days, hopefully I can accumulate my goals also.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Hello read.cash Family, is everyone present? hehe yes of course we should at time and days like this, ika nga sa pamahiin kapag first day of the month dapat maging productive para ang whole month natin ay productive din.  So anyways, yesterday was such a tiring day for me, because it was a graduation from K+12 curriculum and most of my niece and nephews graduated yesterday plus it was the birthday of my beloved cousin slash father.  One of my nephews came early to my house because they needed my help. Well, it's not for the kids but for the parents who are marching together with them. Well, they wanted to look pretty at least that day so that's why they needed my help to fix themselves.  Because I woke up late again, I couldn't take any pictures from the preparation because I had to leave my phone to charge it.  Since there were 4 graduates from K+12, and three graduates also from Elementary, so 7 moms in total, that was quite a lot of work haha. I was done doing their hair and makeup at exactly 9:30 Am because the program starts at 10 so they hurriedly went to the school after.  We left at the compound together with my one cousin. We couldn't join them because we had no invitation, in short the one who was marching to the graduates can enter only so we waited only from the house and prepared for the after Party.  Yesterday was also the 46th Birthday of my cousin slash Father. He is the one who sent me to school when my family broke up. I call him "Engcho" which means brother or kuya.  I remember when I announced my pregnancy with him, I hugged him tight and said sorry for so many times, but he only said that no need to worry as long as the one who got me pregnant is going to marry me.  At my wedding, He was there standing as my father, he was such a cry baby hehe because he cried a lot back then while hugging me.  Because it was his birthday yesterday, we planned for a surprise behind his back. We greeted him on facebook but not in person, so he might think that we were just shy to say it infront of him.  The cousins that were from graduation came home, and we gathered all in his house hiding, like we closed the door and we were so silent inside.  The last thing we heard was him saying " **Where are the people here??** " because he came home from a friend who is our "**Kasabwat**" so that we could take time to prepare.  When he opened the door, we were all singing happy birthday that left him speechless and teary eyed. Actually he really cried, we barely saw him crying because everyone saw him as a strong and strict person but we know him inside.  I ended up crying also,I am so lucky to be part of this family. I might have a broken family but God gave me a second family to lean on, and it's them.  We hugged him one by one and greeted him again. it was not a "Bongga" celebration but what is the most important is that we had the efforts to make a celebration for  such a wonderful person like him. Thank you for reading @Dawn_Dii here, have a goodnight ahead. Date Published: July 1, 2022

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@Dawn_Dii 1 July 2022

Thank you so much sis @alicecalope for being my Sponsor again.. God bless you always sis..

@Dawn_Dii 30 June 2022

Month of June Monthly reports, Goals Achieve or Not ? June 30, 2022 today is the last day of the month, a lot of happened this month that we couldn't quite imagine that we ended a month and entering a new month again, time went by very fast indeed as what we always said at the time like this. But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚 As expected I know I can read some monthly reports again and I know some others were happy about what they've done in this month, of course papahuli ba ako, I should make mine also.  ***MONTH OF JUNE MONTHLY REPORTS, Goals Achieve or Not ?*** This was my goal for the month of June **One Article per Day** This was one of my reasons why I had to come up with ideas everyday but sad to say I did not achieve it. I thought that writing at least one article everyday would be that easy, but it was not, it was hard for me to accomplish because of various reasons. **Read at least 5-10 articles per Day.**  I also did not achieve this one, because I was so busy preparing for my exam that I couldn't read at least 1 article a day.  **Gain more Subscribers** Well at this point I gained more subscribers so I think that I achieved this one. I am happy because despite not being too active my articles at least caught the attention of other users.  **Gaining More Sponsors** As we all know that sponsorships were pending because of some update of the site, I thought that I would lose my Sponsors this month but I am happy because the site was fixed and some of them renewed.  I did not gain more Sponsors in fact some of them did not renew but I am still happy for those who remained and choose to stay in my blocks..  **Gain more BCH** The fact that I was not so active here, it is understandable that I can't gain more BCH because of it, but believe it or not, I am happy because some users still upvote in my article.. and I am grateful for that fellow read.cashers..  My June was not that productive as BCH was so down and until now we are still suffering from it and rusty seems so busy that he sometimes forgets me but I am still waiting for that time that BCH will be stable soon and rusty will show up again with his gifts to us.  In my overall performance here, I did not achieve all my goals. I am still determined to achieve it this coming month. **JULY PLEASE BE GOOD To US** This coming July I decided to not set my goals and try to make them without setting them. What I noticed when I compared my May to June performance is that I was more productive when I was not setting my goal and not so productive when I set goals to achieve for a month.  My only wish for this month is to be good to me and to everyone here who is willing to learn and earn, to those who are new and to those who are old users that are still thriving to make a living at least from this site. **Final Thought:**  The month will end and a new month will start, what is most important is how much we achieved in life. We should always look back on how we started and why we started. We should be thankful even for the small things that happened and received, ika nga ni **Gat. Jose Rizal " Ang hindi marunong Lumingon sa pinanggalingan ay hindi makakarating sa Paroroonan ''.** Thank you for reading, and have a fruitful month ahead of us everyone.  This is me @Dawn_Dii , Have a bless day everyone💚💚 Date Published: June 30, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 28 June 2022

I Still Remember The First time I met You ; Six months read.cash Journey Thankful and forever grateful, that is what I am feeling right now, I can't quite imagine that I am in my six months here in read.cash, from all of the struggles that I had encountered, I can say now that I am halfway to my one year journey here.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Being a six months user here taught me a lot of lessons, it is not only about how to write, how to create content but also how to be patient in everything we do. I still remember the first time I met read.cash.  It was exactly December 27, 2021 when my closest couple came over to my house and said that they have something to introduced to me, I was a bit hesitant because I was not well that time, emotionally because I was depressed, physically because of relapses that I felt that time and financially because we are not stable at that time.  She said that there was a great platform that is suitable for me because I like writing. She discussed it with me and I was so excited to open the link that her cousin sent to her.  From then on I started to write even though I only had 0 subscribers because I was new. When someone noticed me, I was also excited because I gained 10 subscribers in one week.  0.02 BCH was the first upvotes that I received and it made my heart skip a beat and a wide smile formed into my lips. It was not all about the amount that I received but it was all about my effort and there's someone who noticed it.  When I got my first Sponsor, I was like in heaven men, I don't know what to feel back then, I was excited but hesitant, I was full of "what if's back then, but to my surprise users here are very friendly and supportive, that was where I gained more confidence in writing.  In my six months here, I have found new family and friends. I have a lot of sisters here from another mother and friends from different countries and places. hehe, that is why I am always grateful because I am not now if not because of the people who stayed at my side.  Six months and I had received two (2) blocks, first was I can't remember his/her username because it was so sudden, and the second one happened 2-3 days ago, this second one I know her personally and virtually but I couldn't approach her in facebook because I am afraid, I don't know what I did wrong because when I search her name it says "This user has blocked you". But I had to understand her even though I don't know the reason. Read.cash is a challenge for me everyday, a challenge to think about what to write, what to share and put myself in everything that I read and absorb it.  If not because of read.cash, I already forgot my little English haha.  Last Thought:  One thing that I learned in six months of being a user here is Patience and understanding, not all the time that upvotes will rain at the bottom of every article, so be patient and understand every article that poops out in our notification. That would be all for today, Thank you everyone. Date Published: June 28, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 26 June 2022

Monday Random Stories to Share Because I had my full rest, I think I am fine now. I am still drinking those drinks with my aunt because she always chatted with me and she requested to have some proof that I already drank it. The first thing I chatted with her yesterday morning was I am already fine so don't bother to make me drinks again, she can come by anytime but not with those drinks again because it really tastes bad haha. But I got to thank her because of what she did. I never thought that I still had one aunt left (from my mother's side) that still saw me as her niece. But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Because I am totally fine, I decided to take down the screenshots that I have from the review centers that I and my friends are in.  And everytime I am doing this, Sophia is going to be like this again, the no more ending cuddle, because she really likes to be cuddled.  That morning we took a bath early, and had our coffee, as you can see haha even Sophia had her blacks because I really find her more attractive wearing blacks with her bangs.  Ooh, last week my husband came home and she requested her father to cut her some bangs. My husband was hesitant because he wanted Sophia to have her long hair but she said that she wanted to be like a princess that has bangs.  So my husband cut her a bangs, and she was happy about it, like she touch it oftentimes haha how cute anak 😅 While her father was cutting her bangs she was looking at the small mirror. She was like checking every detail of it while cutting, she always said "**Pang kanang gwapa" (``Father made me look beautiful )**  . Her father was enjoying cutting her bangs because they had a lot of conversation.  LAST week, I didnot much have sleep because our Dog named whitey give birth to 6 cute little puppies, obviously she is white haha my grand daughter give her that name, as well as Whitey's mother Jackie also give birth to 6 little and cute puppies.  So now, we have 12 puppies in total, and whenever the cute ones was like crying I end up waking up and check on them, hayys I felt like I was the one who give birth.  I am a light sleeper that is why I awaken to every little noise that I hear.  This was supposed to be published yesterday but I focused on taking down notes, since I can easily remember the words when I wrote it down.  My mind can't function right now so I just think of random things that happened a week ago up to the present just to share with you people here in read.cash. Thank you all so much for reading though I am not too active these days but I will sure be active again.  This is me @Dawn_Dii have a nice day ahead 💚💚 Date Published : June 27, 2022

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@Dawn_Dii 26 June 2022

Thank you so much sis @BCH_LOVER For renewing your SPONSORSHIP .. ang Generous mo talaga,more blessings for you sis..

@Dawn_Dii 25 June 2022

Unproductive Day (My whole Day Rest) Yesterday's ganap led me to take a rest this whole day. My whole body was still aching from that heavy firewood that I carry in my shoulder and then if it hurts I transfer it to my head.  But still it was so satisfying because it does not give me a hard time when it comes to cooking because it was really dry and the flames won't stop until our food is already cooked. ***But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..***  ***I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.***  ***Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚*** And because of what I did yesterday leads me again to not be productive in real life and in the online world, it was hard for me to stand up straight because of back pain, and I cannot walk straight because my leg cramps whenever I move it.  Imagine we were from the mountain and went down while carrying heavy woods, we had to strengthen our legs from going down since it was slippery.  Last night I asked Sophia to massage my back and legs, so what she did was she was walking at my back and that gave me calm especially when her foot was at the painful area from my back.  I am thankful also because just this afternoon my brother came again, he decided to stay here for a few days again after went back home, so there's someone who is preparing our food and taking care of Sophia because believe it or not, I just lay in my bed the whole day. If it is not him, Sophia and I would have had a hungry day, since I know I can't make atleast one meal for us. One of my Aunt from my mother side also came today to check me out, and she find me some herbal medicine, like the grasses that she found in our yard, I don't know if it's okay since it taste so bad but she really insisted me to drink it every 4 hours, and I had no choice but to do it because she's on guard.  While she's on guard she was babbling about almost winning at 3D swertres lotto haha, she was really addict that she could have a lot of numbers that was like a receipt on grocery store. My day today is not productive compared to yesterday's but I really appreciated this two people who suddenly came and pop out of the blue to my house when I really needed someone here.  Good evening read.cash Fam, I am a bit okay now after a whole day rest, one thing that gave me lesson yesterday was not pushed myself so hard, its okay to be productive but not in a hard way. Thank you always for reading, I'm so sorry for the short update, my eyes were like pooping out haha, so I can't stay long looking at my phone. This is me @Dawn_Dii , have a goodnight sleep ahead 💚💚 Date Published: June 25, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 24 June 2022

Thank you so much Maam @Ellawrites for the renewal of your Sponsorship.. God bless you Po..

@Dawn_Dii 24 June 2022

Our Day at the Woods Yesterday was unproductive to me because I was sick again. Literally it was "Bughat" or "Binat", since I don't know how to explain it to our friends out there who cannot understand cebuano and tagalog. This was the explanation from Google.com **Binat is a local Filipino term which translates to “relapse.” In Cebuano it is called Bughat. Binat or bughat occurs when someone is recovering from illness but gets sick again shortly after or even during the recovery period. It usually comes as one or a combination of symptoms: headache, body pain, fever, etc.** But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Yesterday was the worst day ever for me because of my body pain, headaches, and stomach ache. That is why I can't do anything other than lying in my bed while suffering from pain. I decided to go to "**manghihilot**" after and then my body relaxed after a hard massage.  But despite it, I still decided to make my day productive today so I decided to accompany my neighbors to get some firewood in the woods.  This is what our place looks like. We were walking to the woods at that time. The good thing is there are rich people who are building rest houses here so our way to the woods was quite okay.  Before we proceeded to the woods, we decided to leave the kids at our aunt's farm house, since they were staying there for the meantime, and we saw some guava and so we picked some to eat on our way to the woods.  It is not my first time in the woods since we always get firewood here but still it was scary, what I did was only follow the path of my companions. What scared me was the "**Pangayew**" since it was not settled yet, but we had no choice because we had no gasuls for our cooking.  What I did was play some music while finding some dry woods, and then tied it hard until I reached my relatives farm. I saw some tomatoes and pechay and the owner let me get some, what a lucky day hehe.  We decided to find some water to drink when my aunt found some wild vegetables. I didn't know that it was edible since it was wild and I always saw it in wild places but no bother to pick it up since I thought that it was only a decoration in the woods.  My aunt was so happy to find it because as she always said "**Libre na ang ulam**". After a while, we decided to go home with our dry firewoods. It was heavy plus I was not fully recovered from being sick so my eyes were suddenly blurred out.  My companion let me rest for a while and then we slowly got down from the mountain. It was so tiring but satisfying, I bought medicine again, a medicine for my body pains and headache. I am hoping that I would not experience another relapse again after this day.  Good afternoon read.cash Fam, someone I know blocked me again, but I'm sure she has a reason for doing it. I am still thankful to you and I always be. Thank you for reading, This is me @Dawn_Dii , have a nice day ahead. Date Publised: June 24, 2022

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@Dawn_Dii 21 June 2022

When Did I start Loving Color Black "**Satisfaction**" This is what I felt whenever I saw myself wearing all blacks, I gained more confidence because of this color, though people are not used to it because everytime I went outside with all blacks, they were still staring at me, and talking whenever I walked and passed them.  But I don't care anymore because this is what I am, this is who I am and this is what makes me happy.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my **Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..**  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Time went by very fast and I couldn't quite imagine that I am near in my six (6) months here, I am almost in my half year writing, sharing, and interacting here. and I am so happy and always grateful to meet this platform.  As we all know we are in crisis right now, BCH is in buttom but no one can stop us from grinding here since it is one of our routines and it really helps us a lot in terms of financial problems.  Looking back, I started here 5 months ago, and I almost shared a lot everything about me, when I reading my past articles, this one article really stand out ( **Am I weird for being a black lover)**, Rusty really love this article of mine, because of this article I was always eager to write and earn more.  https://read.cash/@Dawn_Dii/am-i-weird-for-being-a-black-lover-366e5736 I am always grateful to Rusty because despite the crises he never forgot me, because he at least visited my articles once and left upvotes on it. It may  not like the article that I mentioned but I am happy about it.  Because of that article, it left a question in my mind. **Where did I start loving color blacks ?**  I can still clearly remember how it started, because there's a deep pain behind liking and loving it, my favorite color black.  It was October 24, 2013 when I met him, he was so kind, friendly and charming haha, were friends and I used to match him with gays haha, I do not have issues with gays because I also had a lot of gay friends, because he is so handsome that eveyone could admire him and like him.  I didn't know that I had fallen for him, despite having a boyfriend back then, I realized that I cannot live without him because I can see my futures with him. I broke up with my boyfriend because I don't want to betray him.  5 months later, He (The man that I fell in love with)  confessed his feelings towards me. I didn't know what to feel back then because I had a lot to consider before entering a relationship with him, we were friends and I know things are not the same when we broke up after, I know my mind was so advanced, but he made sure that I was wrong.  It was April 24, 2014 when I said yes to him. Being with him was the most wonderful moment in my life back then. It was not that perfect but he made sure that things are not regrettable..  The last time I saw him was during our 5th monthsary, I was sick back then and he let me take medicine since I can't swallow any of it. He put it in water and made sure I drank it.  After that he's gone, but before that he was always saying that I should take care of myself and be happy since we do not know what will happen next, and I should marry a man who is responsible enough and never to hurt me.  **"Of course, ikaw naman kasi pakakasalan ko kaya sigurado mas magiging masaya ako"** I was just laughing at that time. But I never saw his eyes, his eyes that was full of sadness.  Morning came and I was okay. It was a lovely morning for me, and I was shocked that there's a lot of people outside and some of them were his family members.  That day, those lovely days turned into dark and miserable days for me, he left me after that, he was gone, he died, I never knew that he was sick. He died that night. He was sick for a long time but he never let anyone know about it.  That was a painful memory for me, I don't even have pictures of him in my phone because I didn't have an android phone back then, all I have was the memory of being with him.  That was when I started to love the color blacks because it was his favorite color. At first I just wanted it because of him until I fell in love with its color, so until now I still love it.  I'm sure that he is happy whenever he is right now, because I am also happy now. I married a responsible and a loving man, which was his only wish for me.  My husband knows all about it, and we were both gathered during his death anniversary. Good morning read.cash Fam, it was raining yesterday and the internet connection was lost, I am thankful because it's finally back now. Anyways, thank you for always reading. This is me @Dawn_Dii , have a nice day ahead. Date Published: June 22, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 21 June 2022

My "Payat" Days As reading @mommykim 's article yesterday entitled "**never gonna go back to that shape"** I was excited to share also how thin I was back then when I was still unmarried, that body shape of mine  that I don't know how to accomplished again since I became a mother, I don't mind about the shape of my body, as long as I am happy about it and the people around me accepts me. But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚 Since I gain so much weight because of stress eating, no matter what I do to maintain my body shape, I cannot control it because of depression.  This picture was taken in 2015 during our P.E culmination, I was performing ballroom Dancing Back then. I did a lot of diet because of that Culmination because it was my first time wearing a sexy costume so I did a lot of work outs and hard work.  I was hesitant to wear that kind of clothes because as you all know my confidence is not with me all the time, but they were praising me because of how fit I was, I was confident to give my all when I was back then because of that praise.  Since then, I was always conscious of my body. I was  always on a  diet, I only ate 1 meal a day.I know it was not good but atleast I had to maintain my assets. I always weighed 35 back then. Because of that shape of mine I gained a lot of self confidence since I didn't have it back then because of my skin color. I am still hoping to be back in that shape but in a good way, like eating healthy meals three times a day plus a proper diet and exercise.  I really envied people who maintain their physical appearance after giving birth, I really wanted to do it but I love to eat food now haha, so goodbye diet nalang talaga.  I have been having a lot of troubles when it comes to wearing jeans since I gained a lot of weight but I still love my body now. What is more important is that people accept me for who I am.  Sometimes anyone notices that I gained a lot of weight since they used to see me as a fit one, but I always said to them that it is my gain after a lot of hard work.  When I was in 4th year college. I was experiencing Postpartum Depression. So after gaining weight after giving birth, I went back to my old body shape, but what's worse was I really look like a matured one even if I was just 25 back then, plus I had a lot of gray hair in my forehead which was the center of me being called "Lola" (grandma). Now I realized that it's better for me to gain a little weight than to be "Payat" like this, because I can see the difference, I am not looked like a matured one one that I gained weight. What I learned form this past experiences is Just be Yourself, it does not matter what others might say as long as we are happy. Good morning read.cash fam, I really miss being with you all, but I have to balance my time because I am now studying. I don't want my family to be dissapointed soon, so I wanted to pass the exam on September. This is me @Dawn_Dii , God bless us all and have a good day ahead. Date Published : June 21, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 18 June 2022

Time Management, Multi-tasking Plus Agility After a lot of writing and studying, I think I should give myself a break, and what breaks should be expected haha, of course watching Kdrama is one of my stress relievers and one of my relaxation times.  **But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..**  **I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.**  **Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚** `Today is Fathers day, I just wanna greet all the Fathers out there, happy fathers day to you all.` Since when was the last time that I published here ? Yes, it was exactly 4 days ago, this is my long break from writing, I was not quitting, I was just giving myself a break from all of my hassles in life. especially that I have my mother here to take care of. So what breaks did I do?  **Watching Kdramas of course haha.**  What I was watching was entitled "**Shooting Star**" . I was curious about it since it was one of the Kdramas that are now noisy in my news feed. Will haha I followed some pages about kdramas so I am able to be updated on what to watch next.  https://youtu.be/GxvThz3ej4I It was all 16 episodes but I finished watching it One day and one night since I had to "tipid" coins that I inserted in the wifi vending machine. It was two months ago when I stopped watching K dramas to focus here in read.cash and others but since I had a lot of stress I had to release it by crying, laughing, kilig and being in love, of course in Kdramas. The last time I checked, the last Kdrama that I watched was Business Proposal and after that no one got my attention again, so I uninstalled all my Movie App haha, but now I reinstalled it again .  After watching Shooting Star, there's this one romantic comedy, drama and fantasy that is making me crazy to laugh right now. and it is entitled "**From now on, Showtime"** from the title we cannot say that it is really worth watching but believe me, to those Kdrama addicts out there haha, check this out.  https://youtu.be/iXG9iSMtrJQ My four days being away from social media really got me, because I feel like new, alive and kicking right now. It was so stressful to me since I had to take care of both my mother and mother-in -law, so it is a big help for me to let out my emotions by watching such dramas.  Plus recently two of my nephews got sick so they called me and rushed them to the hospital. They called me because I know what to do when it comes to emergency matters.it was kind of a bit of stressing me out plus I had to read and familiarize myself after.  Well thanks to my P.E teacher in high school who always scolds me and always says "**Multi-tasking" and"Time management Plus Agility**" because I really used it this time.  Anyways, thank you all for reading 💚💚 ***Until Next time*** Date Published : June 19, 2022

@Dawn_Dii 18 June 2022

I am really happy to see that my old Sponsors are now back in my blocks.. Thank you so much Maam @Talecharm and Sis @yoieuqudniram for the renewals .. I am so much happy to see you again 💚💚

@Dawn_Dii 14 June 2022

A lot of things happened; Where have I been ? Because I slept late last night it was expected that I would wake up late. My daughter was waking me up since she saw some lights outside but my eyes were just closing as if it had its own life.  But I had no choice because Sophia was asking for breakfast since she went to sleep early because she was tired from playing all day.  But before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to give my huge thanks to my **Dearest SPONSORS, SUBSCRIBERS, UPVOTERS, FRIENDS, NEW FOUND FAMILY, LIKERS, READERS..**  I am beyond blessed because I found you guys, so thank you so much.  **Check them out because they are all good writers 💚💚** I was late to sleep because I was writing some review materials I got from our group chat, classmates group chat actually since we all have different review centers and we shared what we get from our sessions like screenshots and pdf's or videos.  It was such a tiring morning for me because today is the first day of my monthly visitor and I expected the pain from dysmenorrhea.  **Where have I been for a few days off?**  When the month started I set a goal with one published article per day and read five to ten articles and leave comments after but the outcome was, I was not able to complete my daily task even a week of the month.  Three months to go and it will be our examination, licensure examination for teachers. I am actually under pressure because in our family I am the only one who has finished college and is taking the exam soon.  I am married but in my school I am still single since our marriage certificate was late and it was late for me to change my status, so I am still carrying my family's surname.  When my cousin (the one who adopted me) knew that I was taking an exam soon, he suddenly had a plan for the after party, and what should I feel about that, like it's something that I should do my best because they have high expectations of me.  So in real life, I was also setting my goal and I should have fulfilled it No matter what happened.  **Less Social media and more on reading, familiarizing and studying.**  My husband always said that I should have taken it easy only because being pressured is something giving me a hard time, because I am taking it seriously.  I have a lot in mind, what if I wasn't able to pass the exam because I was just relaxing,I don't have enough face to face them if that happens. What if I am going to disappoint them?. haysss.  Anyways I decided to take my time, giving time to myself after a hard day at work.  **Unfortunate things Happened** I was in focus until one of our neighbors came and said that my mother in law was collapsing, so I had to run to her house to check on her. She was having an Amoeba that made her weak since she was going to the C.R back and forth. Thankfully because someone saw her and grabbed her while she was falling on the floor.  She is now okay since I bought her medicine with the help of my in-laws.  Another thing happened, my brother the one I mentioned last time, The blacksheep of the family. They rushed my mother into the hospital because of her high blood pressure.  I really had a lot in my mind that is why I wasn't able to publish anything and interact.  **Today's class** Today is Tuesday, and today is one of the Tuesday sessions with a review center, so while taking care of my mother since I let her stay with me for a while, I am now preparing myself for the Zoom class.  A lot of things happened to me and my family recently, but still thank you for being with me.  Thank you so much for reading.  This is me @Dawn_Dii , Have a nice day ahead. Date Published: June 14,2022