Adulting Sucks

A pleasant evening to you, first and foremost. It’s another night and it’s high time for another freewriting session. I apologize now if I am boring you with these nonsensical articles night in and night out but I really appreciate you sticking with me despite all that.

Alright, enough melodramatic intro, 😂, you already know how dramatic I am so let’s move on to a topic.

Hmmm, this is one of the hardest part in writing like this. It’s hard to write if you have a topic and it’s harder to compose some paragraphs if you don’t have a topic. It sucks. But it’s a necessary sucky thing to endure and to overcome to become better.

Speaking of sucking, okay bear with me here, it’s not intentionally misleading, but when I say sucking, I’m complaining. Again, speaking of sucking, I really sucked big time. I let another opportunity slide past me. I was handed a pretty cool and a really cute opportunity but what did I do? I placed in on the side and totally forgotten all about it. I drowned myself in some other things and when I finally remembered it, I was too late and man, what a mess.

And you know what’s another thing I consider a mess? Adulting, as the young ones call it. Adulting is just a messy business that we need to suffer from.

I just paid the electric bill tonight and it was alright. But I tried to start a chart of expenses and budget, I lost my mind. Instantly. It’s like solving a jigsaw puzzle with some other puzzle’s pieces. They don’t fit. So I set aside the task again, and decided to just pick it up again tomorrow. Maybe I’ll be in a more focused state then.

Just the other day, I had some excess money on my e-wallet. That’s after paying my dues. You know what my reaction was? I was scared, and then I was confused. I went through my head back and forth and I was trying to remember what bill did I miss? Did I not pay everything that I should have paid? Why do I have some excess money?!

I know that I should be glad to see some money remain on my wallet but I also know that I shouldn’t have. That’s why I panicked. But since I can’t remember anything, I spent almost half of what was left. And after that, I remembered what I failed to pay for. So stupid.

And with that I had to make adjustments in other funds. So after that, I decided to create an excel file for payment schedules. And maybe that way, I can organize my finances a little better. But again, I set that task aside. Phew.

You still with me? Maybe you can relate to me, maybe you can’t, but I tell you what, adulting can bring a lot of changes in your life. Your taste in food and many others.

I just remembered something that one of my teachers before told me. She says that it was normal for young boys to like older women, and as the boy matures, their preference is directly opposite to their age. Meaning, the older the guy is, the younger his preference is for the opposite sex.

It kinda makes sense at the time, and it also makes sense right now. Maybe as the guy gets older, he tends to seek a partner that could take care of him when he ages badly, I don’t see what’s wrong with that though.

As a guy, I think I can confirm that theory. At least for me. But I wonder if it’s true for women too. Do you think that girls tend to seek men opposite their age range?

We have all seen that happen, I just don’t know if it’s a collective truth.

Going back to change in taste, when you turn to an adult, there are some food that you don’t want to eat back when you’re a kid that you at least tolerate when you age.

I for one can testify to this, I’m not saying I’m that old but, when I was a kid, it was a rare occasion when I eat Pancit. But now, I almost always want a plate of it. Don’t get me wrong, I still love my pasta but I don’t think I can eat spaghetti every single day now.

Still… all in all, adulting sucks.

Hey!!

I appreciate you sticking with me through this one and through my random ramblings. Thanks.

I’m calling it a night and I’m leaving you with this one, until we read again…

Cheers!!!

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Series    : Late Nights, Drunken Thoughts
Title     : Adulting Sucks
Published : 22-Mar-2022
Author :  © RB