It won’t happen again. I promise.
Part I. My Wedding Day https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-wedding-day-cd19f2da
I do not remember how I went home last night. Maybe because I was drunk. All I know is I’m on the rooftop with a stranger. Argh whatever, I have a headache, obviously a hangover. It is already 9:00 am and my wife is not beside me. She is preparing breakfast, I guess.
After some minutes she called me to eat. She even brewed coffee for me. I asked my wife how I got home. Then she told me someone drove me home and she didn't know who it was but introduced himself as a friend of mine. I guess it was the stranger I met last night.
I tried to figure out what happened that night, I feel like I made something that I shouldn’t do. But I can’t remember what it is so when the night comes, I decided to go to that bar, specifically on the rooftop.
When I reached the rooftop, everything that happened that night was **flashing back…**
*Here we are! He shouted.*
*We are on a rooftop. I closed my eyes and felt the blowing wind.*
*I felt so much comfortable.*
*He kissed me and I felt butterflies in my stomach. I kissed him back. We kissed passionately. Then he said “this is the someone I want you to meet, the new you or the other you”. I smiled then I passed out.*
Whaaaaat? Am I that drunk? I can’t believe that I kissed him! And why do I like the feeling of kissing him? Am I attracted to him? Am I gay now?! But I’m still attracted to my wife. I immediately get my phone and search “***what did you call a person that is attracted to both genders***?” And the answered I got is “***bisexual***”. Wait, I know someone who is bisexual, the author of this story. XD
What should I do? What did that stranger do to me?! Well, he is handsome but I am way more handsome than him. Hopefully, I will not see him again. I don’t want to be confused about my feelings and I love my wife so much. It won’t happen again. I promise.
I left the bar. When I got home, my wife was cooking for our dinner. She noticed me and told me, “**Sorry love I cook late, I just finished something at my work**.”
**It’s fine sweetheart, I’m still full**. *I responded*. (dami endearment ha)
I sat on our sofa and decided to watch a movie on Gemflix. (May ganooon? Hahaha)
after 20 minutes of watching I found the movie boring. Grrr. So, I happened to browse at my gallery then my wife startled me. I turn off my phone right away.
**Who are you looking at? Is that a woman?** *She asked.*
I choked before I was able to answer her.
**Uhm, it is nothing, hon. I just saw it on Instagram**. *I answered*.
**Hmm, are you okay? You look pale**. *She mumbled.*
My heart beat is so fast. I’m glad she didn’t notice.
**Yes, hon. I’m fine**
**Okay, hon. Let’s have dinner**. *She offered.*
Then we went to the dining area and she started to serve the food while I’m getting plates, spoons, forks and water. While we were eating, I’m still thinking if she saw the picture that I’m looking at.
After having dinner, my wife took a shower. I told myself that this is my chance to look at the picture once again and delete it before my wife sees it.
While looking at the picture, I talk to myself.
**“What the f… why am I looking pretty with this wig?”** Then I laughed.
I just tried wearing a wig haha, I’m just curious how I will look. But I don’t want my wife to see me wearing this. She always overthinks haha. Don’t get me wrong, I am not gay. **And I promise that I will not be inlove with anyone else. Only to my love**. ;)
**THE END.**
Hello! I thought I would be so busy but I didn’t because the manager of the brand that I’m handling cannot be reached haha. And my mentor didn’t give me another task for this afternoon so I was able to write this haha. 6:00 pm is my log out. So this article is uploaded just now. Haha.
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My Wedding Day
Today is my wedding day. My parents are so excited and happy but at the same time sad because I told them that we will leave in our house and live separately. Actually, before planning my marriage, my soon to be wife and I already planned to build a house, the construction has already started and the place we chose is far away from here. But for the time being while our house is not finished, we will stay here.
It’s 5:00 AM now, I’m just lying here in my bed. I message my fiancé, greet her good morning with I love you and tell her that I can’t wait to see her walking in the aisle. She responded immediately, well I’m not surprised as she was a morning person. She replied telling me how happy and nervous she was. Even me is nervous and so happy. Who wouldn’t if you marry the person you love, that you want to build a future with? It is such a nice feeling that we had faced so many challenges in life and now here we are, getting stronger and will be as one.
Time to get ready...
At 7:00AM I decided to take a bath and be ready. My sister did my makeup, a simple one because I don’t need it much unlike my fiancé. After getting my makeup done, I go out of my room and check my parents if they are ready so we can go to church. But then I saw them in the living room and I can say that they are ready. When I got closer, mom told me that they are just waiting for me haha. I said sorry and asked them if we can go now since it will start at 10:30AM.
We arrived at church exactly at 10:00AM, I know a few more minutes my bride will be here. So, we waited patiently, later on there was sudden silence while playing a song and I saw the maid of honor walking in the aisle followed by a ring bearer and a flower girl, then my bride was escorted by her father. The happiness I felt was overflowing then I found myself crying. As she was approaching together with her father, I saw her crying too.
This is it, pansit! XD
Few more steps, I extended my hand to my father-in-law, and got my bride’s hand. Then priest started the wedding mass followed by readings from the Bible. Afterward, father addressed us, then we exchanged vows and rings. Offertory comes next then prayers, sign of peace and holy communion. And the most awaited moment, the kiss then priest gave us the final blessing. We walk down the aisle towards where we came in while flower girls sprinkle petals.
When we got out, we headed to the venue. Family, relatives and friends gave us gifts, some of them gave messages for us and so on. The event went well.
After three months…
My wife is still not pregnant as we planned to finish building our house first. And thank God, it is almost finished. Because we agreed that when she got pregnant, she would leave work to not be stressed out.
Speaking of work, this is my 1 and half year in the company and today we will celebrate one of our officemate promotions, he has been for almost 5 years. They decided that we will go to the bar. So, I asked my wife if it’s okay, she just said yes and told me to enjoy it. After work we headed to the bar and when we got there, they just ordered drinks and joined the dance floor while I stayed on the couch. I am the only one who is married, that's why.
I’m drinking when someone sat beside me. He introduced himself and asked my name. I asked him why he approached me and he told me that he thought that I might be lonely and needed a companion. I told him that I am with my friends.
But then he still talked and shared how he was stressed in his job. I just listen to him and cheer him up. After 20 minutes of talking, my office mates are still dancing. Then suddenly this man stood up and asked me to go with him because he will introduce someone. At first, I was so hesitant because he is a complete stranger but I felt like I knew him for a long time. So, I agreed and followed him.
Here we are! He shouted.
We are on a rooftop. I closed my eyes and felt the blowing wind.
I felt so much comfortable.
…
This story is getting longer again argh. So, I should cut it here haha. Sorry not sorry. XD
Do you have an idea what happened next?
Ps. I am not sure when I will be able to upload the subsequent story because my OJT will start tomorrow. So, for sure magiging busy ang lola niyo haha.
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Hi love, at this very moment while I’m typing this, we were talking haha. Yes, you are in the line, singing “But when you touch me like this and you hold me like that. I just have to admit that it's all coming back to me. When I touch you like this and I hold you like that. It's so hard to believe but it's all coming back to me” while I’m secretly laughing because of the way you sing it. Aside from that, while you are singing, I’m doing gestures hahaha. How I wish we could touch each other right now. Grrrr. Haha. This kind of simple bonding with you makes me happy.
Anyways, the real agenda of this article is to thank you. Well, I always told you how grateful and lucky I am to have you. Thank youuu for being my special person, love. I guess this article is another I love you’s with thank you’s. Hahaha.
To my love,
**I love you because...** no matter what problems we encountered; you stay. Thank you for understanding me, especially my moods. Haha.
**I love you because...** you are giving me support for whatever I am doing and motivates me when I’m down. Thank you for believing in me when no one does-including myself.
**I love you because...** you are always there to make me happy, you never fail. You cheer me up when I’m sad. Thank you for being my happy pill. <3
**I love you because...** you always give me assurance. Thank you for giving me trust. I promise to not break it.
**I love you because...** you always choose to fix our misunderstanding instead of not talking about it.
**I love you because...** you are loving your flaws. That’s why I am loving you more.
**I love you because...** you know your priorities and responsibilities. You are a strong one because you keep going. Not just for yourself but for your family.
**I love you because...** you are a selfless and loving daughter. You always think about your family especially your mother.
**Thank you for** being happy and contented with me, love. You don’t know how happy I am right now.
**Thank you for** being proud of me.
**Thank you for** listening to my rants and sharing your rants as well. Thank you for being my gossip buddies. One of the best haha.
**Thank you for** being my special person, friend, sister, and sometimes mother haha. Well, I am like these with you too haha.
**Thank you for** making so much time for me despite your busy schedule.
**Thank you for** your unconditional love.
I may not be a perfect partner but I promise to be a better one.
Love, please always keep in mind that whenever you have a problem, I’m always here for you. You know that. I am sure that whatever you are going through right now even your sacrifices will be paid off. I am rooting for your success and hoping that you will achieve your goals in life. Happy to be your girlfriend and support youuuu in everything. I love you so much!
**Do you still remember this poem, I made for you before? Haha.**
`It’s been four months since we met`
`I didn’t expect that someone like you I can get`
`It is like you’re the catch and I’m the net`
`And you became my precious that for sure I will never forget`
`Meeting you is one of the best episodes of my life`
`When I’m in the dark, you serve as my light`
`Love, glad I found you ‘coz you are really one of a kind`
`And so, I’m lucky to have you by my side`
`Even we fell in love with each other so fast`
`My feelings for you will never get detached`
`You may not be the first but I want you to be my last`
**I’m really hoping that my special person right now will be my future too.**
Sorry for this cheesy article, everyone. Hahaha. I have sent this to her before publishing here haha. I also asked her permission of course.
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****Part 1:**** ****My father disappointed me.**** https://read.cash/@dziefem/my-father-disappointed-me-b2f9cae5
*We didn't tell mom what we witnessed. We don't know how to tell her. Maybe some other time when we have courage. Arghhh. But she deserves to know as soon as possible. What should we do?*
...
***Kyla****: What now? I don't want us to be broken. (Crying)*
I just hugged her because I don't know what to say. I started to cry too. She must be tired from crying, my poor sister, and when Kyla fell asleep, I went to my room and took a shower. I don't want to believe what I saw but that's the reality. Our father cheated our mother and it won't change. Like Kyla, I don't want this family to be broken. But our mom deserves to know everything and we need solid evidence so she will believe us.
After taking a shower, I went out to my room and checked Kyla if she was awake but no. So, I will just tell mom that Kyla is already sleeping and must be tired from something.
At the dining area...
***Mom****: Kyle, where is Kyla?*
***Me****: uhm, she is sleeping, mom. Maybe she was tired from doing activities.*
*I try to calm down in front of her. I'm sorry mom. I can't tell you now.*
***Mom****: aw my poor baby. So, tonight only the two of us will eat dinner together.*
***Me****: oh yeah, Today is Wednesday, dad will not be here with us.*
***Mom****: yes my son, your dad must be tired at work. I'll give him a massage later.*
*My mom happily said those words. I feel like I'm going to burst out crying. How did my dad do this to us? To mom? She doesn't deserve this!*
***Mom****: Kyle? What happened? Are you okay? She worriedly asked.*
***Me****: Yes of course, mom! I just remembered what I watched on YouTube. It has a sad story. I reasoned out.*
***Mom****: Ah okay. Let's eat. :)*
While eating I just asked mom how's work and she told me that she is enjoying it but being stressed at the same time. Then suddenly out of nowhere my mom interrogates me about my love life. Before answering her question, I laughed. Hahaha.
***Me****: I still don't have a girlfriend, mom. You think I should have one? Haha.*
***Mom****: You haven't pursued a girl? She grinned.*
***Me****: hmmm I will bring her here on my birthday.*
***Mom****: Yaaay! You didn't tell me you were dating someone. Nice, you already a big boy! Haha.*
***Me****: Of course! I'm turning 20 next month.*
***Mom****: Yeah! It's February 9!*
***Me****: you got it, mom! Okay, lemme wash the plates, mom, after that I'll sleep.*
***Mom****: Okay, my son.*
Right after I finished washing the dishes, I said goodnight to mom and she responded "good night, sweetie".
The next morning, still the everyday routine, eating breakfast and dad drove us to school. While walking in the hallway, I whisper to Kyla "I'm going to court her" while I'm pointing in the other direction.
**For real, Kuya?!** *She shockingly asked.*
**Yes.** *I replied*.
**But why her??** *She confusingly added.*
**I will introduce her to mom.** *I responded.*
**Are you sure she will entertain you?** **You're not her type.** *Kyla stated.*
**Just watch, okay?** *I answered irritably.*
**Fine, goodbye! See you later at home!** *Kyla said then she hurriedly went to her class.*
After class, I waited for the girl that Kyla and I were talking about. She is really beautiful.
***Me****: Hi!*
***Her****: uhm hello. Do I know you?*
***Me****: No. I just want you to be my friend. By the way, I'm Kyle.*
***Her****: Oh, nice meeting you. I'm Margaux.*
***Me****: Do you have plans this coming weekend?*
***Her****: Hmm none. Are you asking me on a date? Haha*
***Me****: sort of? Just a friendly date. Issue ka girl. Haha*
***Her****: You're funny haha. Okay, I'm free on Saturday. Let's meet at the Gem's cafeteria, 10:00 am.*
***Me****: Okay! I'll bring my sister too.*
***Her****: Sure. See ya!*
We bid goodbye to each other.
Fastforward… Saturday came…
I told mom that me and Kyla will go on a date. I didn't tell her about Margaux. Maybe, I surprised her on my birthday. We arrived at the cafeteria 30 minutes before the meeting time. (Inspired by author yarn? Early bird. Haha). Then after 20 minutes, Margaux arrived.
***Margaux****: Hi! Oh, she's your sister?*
***Me****: Yeah, her name is Kyla.*
***Margaux****: Nice meeting you Kyla. She extended her hand while smiling.*
*Kyla grabbed Margaux's hand without saying a word.*
***Me****: Okay, let's order.*
While waiting for our order, we just talk about something, we laugh so hard about our childhood memories and other experiences. Margaux is a nice girl but I think I can't have her.
After eating in a cafeteria, Margaux told me that she needs to leave because she is meeting her friends too. When she was about to stand, I called her and invited her to my birthday. I told her when, then she asked for my mobile number and left.
Fastforward again… (ayaw ko na ng part 3 haha)
Just a few more days and it’s my birthday. I’m not excited but mom is because of Margaux. Everyday she is telling me that I must bring Margaux on my birthday.
Riiiiiiingggggggg…. I checked my phone and I saw that an unknown number was calling.
***Me****: Yes? Who is this?*
***Unknown****: This is Margaux.*
***Me****: Oh, Margaux, why did you call?*
***Margaux****: uhm Kyle, I will check my schedule first, I’m not sure if I can’t attend on your birthday, I’m sorry.*
***Me****: It’s fine, don’t worr*y.
Days passed… Today is my birthday, February 09, 2022.
**I'm not expecting dad to celebrate with us.** *I muttered.*
**I heard it. Why do you say so?** *Mom asked.*
**Because today is Wednesday, mom.** *I replied.*
**Hmm. Let me ask your dad to**— *Mom didn’t continue what she’s about to say because a familiar voice says* “**Happy birthday, son**!”
***Mom****: why are you here?*
***Dad****: Of course, it’s my son’s birthday. I file leave.*
***Mom****: Yes, we are complete.*
Riiiiiiingggggg…. Margaux is calling. Before I answered my phone, I went outside.
***Me:*** *Hello, Margaux?*
***Margaux****: Happy birthday, Kyle! I think I can go there. Send me your address and I’ll be there within 30 mins.*
***Me****: That’s good! See you later!*
We were preparing food when we heard a doorbell. I volunteer to check who it was and to my surprise, it’s Margaux.
***Me****: Hey, you look beautiful. Come in.*
***Margaux****: Thanks!*
When we entered our house, everyone was looking at Margaux. Mom with a happy face, Kyla with a poker face and dad with a shocked reaction.
**Everyone, meet Margaux, my friend.** *I stated.*
Before mom opened her mouth, Margaux called our dad.
***Margaux:*** *Anthon? You are also here? So this is your nephew’s birthday? What a small world. And Kyle, your uncle is my suitor. That’s why I’m not sure if I can go to your birthday because he always asks me on a dinner date every Wednesday. He e-*
***Dad****: Stop, Margaux.*
***Mom****: What is the meaning of this? Is it true?*
***Dad****: Let me explain, hon.*
***Margaux****: What? Hon? So, from the very beginning you are lying to me, Anthon? How dare you!*
Margaux immediately leaves while crying.
***Mom****: All this time, I thought you were in a meeting every Wednesday but you are just dating someone! What did I do, Anthon? I trust you, I give my all to you! Am I not enough?*
***Dad****: I’m sorry, hon. Give me another chance. I won’t do it again.*
***Mom****: No! Whatever you say, it won’t change the fact that you cheated on me. I don't want to see you! Leave. Please.*
Dad stayed where he was standing whereas mom went to their room. Kyla and I followed her and hugged while all of us were crying. Seeing mom crying breaks my heart but she doesn't deserve to be cheated and be fooled by dad. I also feel bad for Margaux, she has been fooled too. Tsk.
The next day, Mom filed for a divorce.
The End.
Sorry, I can’t put a good ending. Haha.
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My father disappointed me.
*Brrrrriingggg....*
Argh, where's my phone? I'm still sleepy. My eyes are half open to look for my phone that can't stop from alarming. (Yeah that is the sound of an alarm haha).
Then while my hands were groping in my bed, I suddenly remembered that I put it on the table near my bed which I can't reach unless I get out of my bed. I did it last night with a purpose. Yes, I have class to attend to. It is 15-20mins travel time, I don't want to be late or else my mother will be a rapper and my dad will leave me again. Haha. But before anything else, of course I need to take a bath. After that, I went to our dining area to eat.
I'm always in a good mood when morning comes because we always eat together with my sister and my parents.
While eating… mom started to talk.
***Mom****: how's your study, Kyle? My mom asked then smiled.*
***Me****: It's good mom. We have exams coming up next week.*
While looking at my mother, how I wish I could meet a woman like her. My dad hit the jackpot to have her. She's kind, caring, loving, smart, hardworking and so on. She is my definition of being perfect.
***Mom****: Oh okay, good luck, my son.*
***Dad****: How about you, Kyla?*
***Kyla****: same with brother, dad.*
***Dad****: Okay, both of you, make sure to study well. If you got high scores, I'll treat you again or give you some rewards or whatever you like. (He winked and smiled)*
***Me and Kyla****: Okay, deal! (Then we both laughed)*
***Me****: That's our dad! We are being spoiled, eh.*
***Dad****: No, Kyle. It is some motivation for you to study well and you deserve to compensate when you are doing good.*
***Kyla****: Yaaaay! We love you, dad and mom! You're the best!*
***Mom****: I love you too. :) Okay, finish your food now. It's already 7:00 am.*
After we ate, we said goodbye to mom and kissed her, then dad drove us to our school and he headed to his office. While mom is working from home. We are so lucky to have her. Although she has work to do, she still manages to cook for us.
Everyday, this is our routine. For me this is perfect and I hope it won't change.
After the exam week, my sister and I got high scores. So, as our dad promised, we will be rewarded. We're so happy! Today is Sunday and our first destination is church before going somewhere. We're going to thank him first for all the blessings coming to our life. <3
When the mass was done, we headed to the nearest mall. I don't specifically have in mind what I want so I let dad choose what he will give to me. Anything is fine. I'm the kind of son that whatever you give to me, I'll appreciate it. (*Me too, Kyle. I'm that kind of daughter. Just give me a kiss.* 👉👈 -author 😂) Ay ang landi naman ng author HAHAHAHA.
While we are roaming inside the mall. I saw dad smile at a girl, a young one. I think she is in my age. She's pretty, wow. My mom and sister didn't see it. Maybe she is the daughter of my dad's friends or business partners. Ugh, nevermind.
Hours of walking inside the mall, finally we're going home. What do you expect? As usual, my mom and sister went shopping. Me and dad are their assistants. Well, it's fine, seeing their happy faces made me happy too. (*Yaaaay! Plus pogi points ka sakin, Kyle! Hahaha*. -author)
Fast forward… Months passed…
Today is Wednesday, our dad wasn't able to have dinner with us. He must be busy at work. This is the first time. But in the following week, the same day, he's not with us again. And it happened all over again. He said that they have weekly meetings, which is every Wednesday.
And my mother believes in it but me and my sister are not convinced. So, what we did is we asked mom if we could go outside to buy some things. Without thinking, she agreed.
We took a taxi and went to dad's office. We waited outside and followed his car. And to our surprise, I am right with my presumption. He has a mistress. He kissed the girl. The same girl I saw in the mall. Out of mixed emotions that Kyla and I had, we immediately went home. Once we get home, luckily, mom is focused on her laptop.
***Mom****: oh, you're here already?*
***Kyla****: yes mom (then she ran upstairs)*
***Me****: See you at dinner, mom! (I followed Kyla on her room)*
***Mom****: Okay, son.*
We didn't tell mom what we witnessed. We don't know how to tell her. Maybe some other time when we have courage. Arghhh. But she deserves to know as soon as possible. What should we do?
...
`Fiction! Fiction! Fiction! Fiction!`
Waaaah. I want to finish this but I have to do something haha. Sorry. I'll upload the continuation tomorrow or another day.
Can you give advice to the siblings?
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So, the day before yesterday I read Ate @Pachuchay's article. It is a prompt initiated by @Theblackdoll which is about choosing a readcash user and telling something about them and why you love them. Thank you for this!
This prompt is really hard for me because I love a lot of users here haha tho according to prompt initiator I can make multiple entries but I can't make an article for all of them. You know, a lot of users here became my friends. They bring laughter to my face, they make me realize something as they are sharing lessons, experiences, ideas, stories and more.
Message to everyone(obviously those I interacted with): we may not know each other personally, but I am thankful that I met you here. As I mentioned above, all of you have impacted my life as you make me laugh, learn and realize many things through your articles and comments. Thank you and I love you all!
Dear Ate kors @Ruffa. You must not be surprised. Haha. At first, I didn't notice you here haha. Well, we have already seen each other here before(pointing system) but we just don't like to interact with one another. Charooot haha. I don't know whyyy haha. Then a lot of things happened and changed. I don't remember where and when we got close haha. It is just that, one day, we are talking non-stop about anything haha. So, I love youuu for that.
**I love you because...** just because. Hahaha. Chaaar.
**I love you because...** you are you. You are one of a kind. You are generous. You are approachable. You are funny.
**I love you because...** you are always there whenever I need you. Pag need ko ng kachismisan haha charot. You are there when I need someone to share my dramas in life. You are my sumbungan haha. You are always willing to listen to my rants.
**I love you because...** you are not afraid to show who you really are. That's why I admire you even more.
**I love you because...** you are a pusher. XD soon to be a dealer hahahahaha. Kidding. You are pushing me to do things when I doubt myself. Aside from the love of my life and my best friend, I have you. xoxo.
**I love you because...** you never failed me to laugh whenever I read your article, post in noisecash(pag hindi ka nadadala ng iyong kalungkutan haha) as well as seeing your shared post in Facebook. Siguro dahil same tayo ng takbo ng isip kung minsan. 😆
**I love you because...** you are super duper very supportive, especially in my lovelife. From the very beginning you were there. Yung tipong mas naiinis ka pa sakin noon dahil sa kanya. Hahaha. At kung ano ano pa hahaha. You even sent me titles of songs that I should listen to for me to feel more pain. Yeah, not to ease it. 🥲😆
**I love you because...** you are giving me advice that even you, don't apply to yourself. Haha. Well, I don't apply it to myself either hahaha. Still, thank youuu for that! Mwa. I love you because you are slapping me with truths. Haha.
**I love you because...** we have a lot in common and for me, you are just not a friend but a sister.
I am happy for you with your achievements. I will always support you and keep clapping happily in every success of yours. If you have problems, you can always count on me. Just not about the money coz that's my problem too. Haha.
**A piece of advice**, look for more crushes hahaha since that is what makes you happy. XD Go beyond your comfort zone. Conquer your fears. I know you can do it.
**My wish for you** ate kors is you will get a man with blue eyes, with long….. patience and have a big….heart because that's what you want. HAHAHA. I hope you will achieve what you really want in life. I love youuu. See you soon!
Sorry Ate Ruffa, hindi ko talaga kaya maging sweet sayo. Hahaha.
Thanks for reading, everyone! :)
Keep safe as always!
I was once an alien XD
Waaaaaah. I failed to upload an article yesterday huhu. XD Well, the reason is, I was busy with the requirements needed for internship before we will deploy to our chosen company plus we had a meeting in the morning and afternoon. I'm so overwhelmed with too much information. Grrr. Then today, I'm still busy with requirements and orientation. Then I cooked dinner and took a bath. But I really want to write today haha. So, before going to bed I decided to write an article.
Okay, enough with this. Lemme join the trend. Haha. Let's raid my gallery. Haha.
**Oldest photo on your phone**
Some of you already know who these are (me and carisdaneym) because I have posted this photo in my noisecash account and as well as my sister if I'm not mistaken haha. So yeah, this was the oldest photo on my phone. I got this last year from my social media account, posted by our oldest sister. Facebook ruined the quality talagaaa tssk.
**Latest photo on your gallery**
Yes, this is the latest photo in my gallery. I screenshot this because I sent it to my sister this morning. Supposedly, today is our enrollment but due to this problem, it has been rescheduled. To lessen the traffic, they limit today who can only access the website which are 3rd year students only. Hopefully, the enrollment tomorrow will be smooth.
**A photo you have no idea what it is about**
So weird. Hahaha. I really don't know where this is and what I captured. Maybe I accidentally opened my camera and clicked the button. It happens to me often. Siguro sadyang pasmado mga kamay ko kaya ganon. Hahaha.
**An embarrassing photo**
Hahahahaha. This was a role play. My groupmates asked me to play the role of a teenager who got pregnant. I was so embarrassed at that time. Haha. Parang nasiraan lang ako ng ulo 'dito aa. Hahaha. Guess what is under my shirt. It was a snack. 😆
**A selfie/groufie**
Tadaaaa! Meet my squad. Omg, I'm the cutest. Hahahaha. Well, all of them are beautiful. I'm their baby when it comes to size haha but I'm the second eldest. Damn. Sana lumalaki rin pag tumatanda. XD This photo was taken when we had an event called "zombie run". If you can see, we are holding balloons and we need to protect them from zombies. We need to run as fast as we can. Oh wait, I just noticed that each partner has the same shirt and color. Haha. If I remember correctly, that was pure coincidence.
**A photo of food you want to eat again**
Sundaeee is the food I want to eat again! Actually, one of the foods I want to eat again haha because there's a lot and this is the top one. XD The last time I ate this was last month but it seems like a year ago. Oa yarn? Hahaha. Tara Jollibeeeee, sunduin niyo 'ko. Libre ko na. Except sa mga kakilala ko ng personal dito ha. Wahahaha.
**Beach/Resort/Getaway photo**
Beaaaaaach!!! Ow, don't mind my face haha. I miss the smell of the sea, yeah. Huhu. I want to experience watching the sunset while sitting on a seashore again! This picture was taken almost 3 years ago, somewhere in Baler, Aurora. I don't remember the exact place. My bad.
**Funniest photo**
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Sorry. I can't stop from laughing whenever I see this photo. 😆 It was me trying another filter that new to my eyes. Haha. I'm an alien there. Don't worry, everyone, Imma good alien if people around me are good too. Hahaha.
Okaaay, that's all.
**Thank you for reading! :)**
Ps. I'm sorry if I can't visit some of your articles right now. I promise I'll get back to you all once I have more free time.
Good night! 💖
My first weeks in 2022
Holaaa, writers! How are you? Andito nanaman ang kabute haha. I hope everyone is safe and fine. :)
Today is January 18, 2022. I was bored when I suddenly remembered that readcash existed. Hahaha. Just kidding. I will never forget this platform that taught me a lot of things. As I was saying, boredom strikes. I want to do something but my body won't cooperate. Do you feel me? Haha. I have read the recent article of mareng Zhyne06 this morning and I told her that I'm also fighting off being tired. You know, I'm tired of being tired. Hahaha chariz!
Anyways, here's what happened in my first week of 2022...
On January 1st, I got sick haha. I guess I'm not the only one. Thanks, 2022! Immediately isolated myself from everyone here in our house, rarely interacting with them. I wore a mask everytime time I went out to our room. I am not sure if that was you know, covid haha. But I have those symptoms which are, sore throat, cold, fever, headache and shortness of breath. This lasted for a week. Gladly, I am totally fine now, no one in my family got infected these past 2 weeks. Buttt... yes there's but 'coz our mother got sick too. She was sick for 4 days now and getting better. Sana gumaling na para makachismis na. Charot! XD Hopefully, no more family members will get sick.
In my 2nd week...
I got a message from the company where we applying for an internship. Lucky me, already feeling better so I was able to take the interview the next day. Yaaay! OJT is waving haha. Sadly, our university didn't allow us to have face-to-face internships. :> Sana all nalang talaga sa iba na pinayagan. Hindi ko sinasabing ibang friends ko na nasa ibang university ha. Hays. Haha.
And just yesterday, we had our first orientation and earlier, second phase. They told us that we have five phases of orientation until Friday.
Right now, I'm lying on my bed while reading others' articles. It's good to be back? Chaar. I guess I will be gone again once our OJT starts or maybe I can write on weekends. Let's see.
Okay, that's it. Maybe I'll write a fiction story tomorrow. Siyempre kapag sinipag lang ako. Haha. Or maybe I'll join the prompt by meitanteikudo that I also saw from bbmars Sequoia, Ate Ruffa and MissJo hakhak.
Tamang update lang ako dito aa. Haha.
And one more thing! Hello to my sponsors who are still supporting this inactive account. Thank youuuu! 💖
My smartBCH Adventure: I'm having fun!
Earlier, I was thinking about our paperwork that needs to be passed this Friday.
When my sister suddenly told me,
"Hey, write an article about your smartBCH adventure, there is a contest about it. I'll send you the link."
"Okay, I'll give it a try." I replied.
Hours passed, I'm staring at my laptop screen thinking what should I do first when it abruptly sank into my mind about my smartBCH journey.
So like I said I'm occupied with school requirements early this morning. But just this very moment, I thought of writing about my experience in smartBCH. There is something in me that wants to share it haha. But don't worry, I will do my requirements after I write this one. Haha.
Well, unlike others, my profit there is too small (like me XD) but still, profit is a profit! XD I'm not good at trading, **I'm a newbie in this crypto world and trying to learn everyday.**
I started in smartBCH with an investment worth 0.01BCH and I used that to buy 50 EBEN. If I'm not mistaken the price of $EBEN at that time was $0.10. You know, I feel excited buying it. I don't know. Hahaha.
After that very moment, I immediately staked it. In the following days, there are more tokens added in smartBCH, some of those having an airdrop which I managed to get some. Haha. Thanks to my sister who keeps reminding me when there are airdrops haha.
Actually, I've been traumatized by that airdrop. Haha just kidding! It is just that, I used to participate in airdrops before (smartBCH does not exist) and I never got a real one! 😆 It's a pure scam. I missed those legit ones! Well, I've learned from it. Did I? 🤔 hahaha.
Okay, back to smartBCH... Days passed, $EBEN continued pumping so I bought more. I keep adding to my $EBEN. I don't remember how much 😆.. But I'm sure I bought some at a $2+ price of $EBEN. Then after that, it goes down down down... Self, relax and just hodl. Wait for the right time as everything has it. 🤣
At the moment, here are my few $EBEN. :)
During those days, I traded those tokens I got from airdrops. **Buy high and sell low**. HAHAHA kidding but half meant? 😆 I really have a weak hand. Then after I sell, the price will go up. So I will buy again then the price will go down then I will sell. Repeat. Wahahaha I am so noob! 😆 Another one, "***okay I will sell this token, I think there is no chance that the price will pump***" like the possibility of you two getting back to each other! XD The very next day, the price increase more than 50% 🤦♀️🤣🤣
Why am I so easy to let go? Char (Before! Not anymore! Okay, love? Hahaha.)
**But thanks to that, I am learning**. And I learned that, you really have to trust your guts hahahaha I mean **you need to DYOR**. 😆 but sometimes my guts were right, am a woman, duh. 💁♀️🤣 chaar
**While I'm learning about this, I was able to teach some of my friends on how to start in smartBCH, on how to bridge their BCH to Sep20, how they will buy, how they will stake and unstake it and so on. I'm so happy that even though I only have a little knowledge about it, I was able to help others. :)**
Moving on, from 0.01BCH, I got these. Some of it was from airdrops and I'm just holding it and I will never let you go, love. Haha.
I bought some of these and luckily yeah so lucky, most of them were decreased by more than 40%, I guess. 🤣 so yeah, I will keep them. Well, I am busy with other things so I wasn't able to check the market from time to time. Hays. But it's fine, yeah it's fine even if it's not because I don't have a choice. 😆 Oh, my choice is to sell them but no thanks hahaha. Even though I don't have much time to check it, I still bought and forgot them. HAHA.
I will hold these until it reaches the moon.
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HAHAHAHA. 😆 don't be like this! XD Source. https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&source=web&cd=&ved=2ahUKEwj2s92TmsL0AhUFKqYKHYKGAhoQjhx6BAgBEAI&url=https%3A%2F%2Ffunnyjunk.com%2FLaughable%2Bfreelance%2Bswarthy%2Bmoose%2FMbanMZo%2F25&psig=AOvVaw2SqKzk8nFQLMXGaIJ6SmBB&ust=1638434419226517
And just this morning, I bought $CLY worth 0.1BCH. Haha.
Some of my profit here (a few dollars only :)) has been sent to my bitcoin.com wallet. Hihi.
That's all! Thank you for reading! :)
To know more about this contest, visit this link: https://bch101.com/blog/30 :)
My school requirements are waving at me. 😆 How are you all? :)
Anyways, thank you to these wonderful sponsors who keep supporting this account even if it's not active. Huhu. Happy new year! XD
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His Birthday, Her Birthday.
Thank you Lord, for giving them another year and for giving me a chance to see them growing up.
Yes, today is my siblings' birthday but they are not twins. They have a 6 years gap. With an age of 17 and 11. We thought that our youngest sister would be the youngest sibling because most of us have a 1-3 years age gap only but she is followed by two more playful brothers. It's fine though, the more the merrier! XD (Some of you may know how many siblings I have as I've shared it here before. Haha.)
I woke up this morning at 6:00 am. I usually get up at 6:30, make a cup of milk (coffee no more :( haha)and then cook breakfast. I was planning to help my mother to prepare for my siblings' birthday ( lunch and snacks) but she called some of her friends and one of my aunts to help her. So, after I ate my breakfast, I made a powerpoint for my video presentation and stayed in our room.
As it's getting noisy here because of kiddos, my cousins, nieces, and nephews plus the karaoke, I decided not to do any requirements I need because I get easily distracted and I still have one week so it's fine. I even posted about this on noise.cash. Then I just read some articles and made some noise at noise.cash haha until lunch came. Me and my sister decided to eat in our room because there are visitors at the dining table.
After eating, I just rested a bit then lay on my bed haha. Do checking my wallets, scrolling on my social media accounts, and shopping apps to satisfy my eyes hahaha. Add to cart, add to cart, add to cart, ad-enough self! Do you really need those things? Hahaha. Aba magtigil ka.XD However, there is one product that I really want to have as soon as possible but the store didn't respond to me after she asked for my order details and address. I'm so excited pa naman! Tsk. Guess what it is! Chaaar. While waiting, I made up my mind to take a bath and finished at 6:00 pm. Then I grabbed my dinner. Watched videos.
Before going to bed, I had some soju+yakult partnered with Oishiiiii. Haha.
Ta-da! 12 oz only.
I had fun today even though it seems boring in this blog.
Good night! ^_^
5 Things to keep quiet about
I don't have a plan to write an article today because I don't know haha. Sorry. Before writing this, I just checked my Binance (I saw that one of my sell orders, filled out. Time to buy back. Beginner here! Haha) and Metamask then after that, my Facebook. I'm just using this to find memes that make me laugh. Hakhak.
Then while I'm scrolling, I saw this post.
An idea came to my mind. Then I just say, oh yeah. How about writing an article to give my **opinion** about this post? Okay, I will try. XD
**5 things to keep quiet about**
**Your BIG PLAN.**
You don't need to expose your big plan to negative influences. Not everyone will support you. There are people who will bring you down about your dreams. They will tell you negative things. Much worse, the people you thought would help you, turn you down when you tell them what you want to do in your life. They tend to say "you can't do that". Which leads you to discouragement. So it's better to make a move in silence. ***Don't tell them. Show them.***
**Your LOVE LIFE.**
Not everyone will be happy for you. The more people know about it, the more people will interfere. Based on my observations, some couples ended their relationship because of issues (made by Marites) which is somehow not true. But of course, Marites have a specialty in ruining relationships, they are good at making stories that seem to be real so some people tend to believe. Because of these fcking gossipers, a couple will start to fight and the other party will always be in suspicion. Began to lose their trust in each other. Relationships will become toxic. So you shouldn't tell everyone what's going on in your relationship. ***Not necessarily as a secret but to maintain privacy.***
**Your** **INCOME**.
Never tell others about your income. Lalo na pag malaki. Kasi uutangan ka nyan tapos hindi ka na babayaran kasi sasabihin nila marami ka naman ng pera. Wahahaha. Kidding aside. Because it's either they're going to **belittle you** when your income is low or they will tell you, **you are arrogant** when your salary is high. But not everyone is arrogant, 'coz they just want to inspire others but they happen to be **misunderstood**. Better not to tell.
**Your NEXT MOVE.**
Everybody, who you know isn't your well wisher. Infact, there are a couple of individuals, **pretending to be your supporters but the truth is they are waiting for your downfall.** Some even may pray or create some obstacle for you to fail with the goal that you come up with. **Certain individuals seek the possibility to mock, belittle and make fun** of you in the event that your best course of action ends up being **a failure.**
**Your FAMILY ISSUES.**
You should keep quiet about your family issues. It must be private. Telling others about those circumstances **might harm you and your family or at worst ruin your relationship with them.**
So you better keep quiet about these five things in your life. Because some people will turn you down especially when they don't want to see that you have progressive life than them.
Whatever we do, people will say something. Tsk.
Yaaaay! Another article for this month. The second one. 😆 I'm so busy, eh. XD Busy busyhan. Well, last night I'm done with my video presentation. At least may nagawa pa rin. 🤣
Anyways, hi to these amazing people.
Thank you for your consistent support, my beloved sponsors! 💖
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Friends with benefits?
Heeeey! Are you wondering about the content of this article? Haha. You may have seen this in your notification, homepage of this site, or wherever. You clicked this because you thought that this is what you think it is? Well, it's not. I do not write that kind of stuff.(shattap ka nalang hahaha chaaar) Are you disappointed? XD If so, sorry not sorry! Bleeeh! 😆
Okay moving on. Ganon dapat, move on agad. Wala ka mapapala kung magmumukmok ka lang dyan! Okay? Hahaha.
***Disclaimer:*** *all of this is just based on my opinions and experiences* :)
Lemme share this one.
I have this former friend. (Is that the right term? Haha) Yeah, we're not friends anymore. Yeah that's life, may aalis may dadating para umalis ulit hahaha.
Here's a very short story of their friendship. (???) XD
We all know and we are aware what friends are, right? Supporting EACH OTHER but with limitations.
Here it is, they knew each other for a long time. They labeled their relationship as friends. Hmmm. But the boy was always asking and taking and taking and taking whatever he wanted. And the girl keeps providing what boy's want.
One day, my friends and I overheard their conversation. Not our intention! Don't get us wrong! Haha.
Boy: I want to eat this one (maybe he is showing it through his phone.) sadly, I don't have money.
Girl: How much is that?
Boy: P199 pesos only.
Girl: Oh okay. Order it, I'll pay.
Boy: Yeees! You're the best friend! Thank you. (Then he left in our classroom)
One of our friends asked the girl. Is that really a friend? It seems you are his sugar mommy. With a confused look.
Then she replied, "It's complicated, we are more than friends. I love him and he said that he loves me too."
"And then?" We asked.
"What did he do about it?" I asked.
"He just said that we are better off as friends" she answered.
"Wait what? Friends? You love each other but better off as friends? Then you always buy what he wants, stop it. Let's say, you are a couple. Still, it is not right that you will buy everything for him. Friends are not like that, even the couple. Know your worth. Don't let him use you" our friend says.
What a complicated relationship.
It is like,**"mahal kita kasi kailangan kita"** at **"mahal kita kasi ikaw yung nandyan"** (*I love you because I need you and I love you because you are the one who is there.*)
The girl told us that she is afraid that the guy will leave him if she doesn't buy something for him. Damn! If the boys were like that, don't be afraid to be left. He is not worth it. Aside from that, there is no assurance that he will love you forever just because you buy things for him. That's not how it works. Even if you give your all if he will leave you, he will.
My point of sharing this here is, don't let others abuse you and don't abuse others. Not because you know that someone has feelings for you, you will take advantage.
What is your opinion about this?
Yaaay! Finally, I'm able to write here again. Kilala niyo pa ba ako? 😆 chaaar.
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Thank you for another year!
Holaaaa! I've been inactive here for almost 2 weeks because of requirements, my duty(cookeristificationism in the house XD) and laziness. Haha. I don't know, I just want to lay in my bed and don't do anything. I want to be productive but I just can't. Haha.
Last week I watched the Squid Game. I decided to write about it on the same day but then I didn't finish it and saved it in my draft. In the following days, I tried to write again about something that I saw on Facebook but then again I failed to finish it. Basta bigla bigla nalang ako nawawalan ng gana sa lahat. Alam niyo yon? Hahaha.
On September 29, we had exams in two major subjects. I was so drained after the exam. To be honest, I almost cried during the last exam because I find it difficult but of course I did not cry. Duuuuh, I just laughed. XD
September 30, I just finished two requirements (deadline October 1 😆) and watched Miss Universe Philippines 2021 with my special person. Yiiie haha. Actually it's not my thing, I'm not a fan of any pageant except if there are hot boys haha kidding! It is just that I want to support my girl to whatever she wants. Got to talk with mommykim too before I slept. Haha.
October 1, the day I was born. Yey no requirements XD. Actually, I don't usually celebrate my birthday, because it is just a normal day for me since I reached 14 years old. I guess. But but but.... yesterday feels different.
I want to thank God for giving me another year! For giving me a chance to meet amazing people that gives a big impact to my life, for adding colors yieee. Thank you for letting me see your beautiful creations and feel the love of all the people I love. Thanks to my parents for making me haha for bringing me into this world. You got a pretty daughter! XD. And to my siblings who are my enemies sometimes(minsan sa isang araw haha). Nandito kayo sa readcash kaya isasama ko na kayo wahahaha. Thanks for the sweet greetings charot. To my sister Carisdaneym, who greeted me with spank, you are so sweet, seriously. Hahaha. Special thanks to our older sister who supporting us in almost everything. I love you all. Ew. Charot. 😆
To my special person, thank you so much! You made my day extra special. I don't know if you knew that you really made me happy, it means a lot to me. Thank you for supporting me, cheering me up, inspiring me and all. And to this bonus cutie pandas. 😍
To my friends (including virtual friends), thanks to you all! Know who you are. 😁 you making me happy too. To my bestfriend na minsan ko nalang makausap kasi online class, ayaw ako kachat. 😆 Hindi ka rin nagtagal dito sa readcash haha kaya hindi mo 'to mababasa. 😆 Ate @Ruffa thank you sa letter at pa-ayudaaaa. Tsaka sa pag suporta sa alam mo na haha. Miss mo na 'ko 'no? Hahaha. Mwaaa. @mommykim thank you naniwala kang birthday ko kahit hindi ko nabigay yung proof na gusto mo. Hahaha. Salamat din sa pagsupport! 😘
How are you all? :)
Hello there, everyone!
I'm still busy with my requirements, hope to catch up with you all soon.
Anyways, another member of the family joined readcash haha. Welcome here, Kuya MervsDaExplorer. You can read his first published article here: https://read.cash/@MervsDaExplorer/my-first-mountain-hiking-mt-maculot-c869ab28
Help me welcome him! Thank youuuu! ❣
Keep safe, everyone! :)
What if you are near to me?
I just finished watching the two lecture videos that one of our professors uploaded on our google classroom. As well as the two short documentaries which we need to make interpretations. I will work on it this evening. Hopefully, I can finish it despite the disturbance of some of my siblings together with the music. I can't focus on doing my schoolworks if I'm hearing noises.
Anyways, days ago or a week I've seen this what ifs questions from my mama @mommykim, Ayane-chan, Ate Ruffa and other users. So, I want to participate too. I picked a few questions that I want to answer.
*Lezzgo...*
****What if you had to give up one thing between watching television or surfing the internet?****
Actually, it depends on what movie or show is playing on the television and what I need to surf on the internet. I mean if I love the movie playing on tv, though I can search for it on the internet, why watch it on a small screen if you can watch it on a big one? But. But if the movie is not the case, I will give up watching on television.
****What if you had to live either in the Sahara or in Antarctica?****
I don't like living in the desert. So, I will definitely choose to live in Antarctica. I can survive the coldness as long as you are with me. No explanation. XD Just don't be cold to me, okay? Haha.
****What if your last kiss was the only kiss you would remember for the rest of your life? Would you change the person whom you kissed?****
Absolutely, yes. It is not that I hate my ex but I just want to remember my last kiss with the person that I will spend the rest of my life with. I want that one person to be all my last to think back to.
****What if you could put wings on any species on the planet?****
Can I be that species? Hahaha. If I have wings, I will surely visit all my virtual friends! Aside from that, I will go to the places I dreamed of visiting. Libre lang mangarap, 'wag kayo basag trip dyan! Haha.
****What if you were alone in your house, and you heard doors opening and closing at night?****
Oh no. I will be so scared. Charot. XD I'm just going to check if there are people or unforeseen creatures haha if none, I will just close and lock it.
****What if staying naked was normal and wearing clothes was considered nudity?****
Hmmm, surely my Ate Parot will be happy to see her crushesss if that will happen. Hahaha sorry Ate ikaw naisip ko dito. 😆 In my case, it would be fine as I don't need to do laundry anymore. Hahaha. But it is impossible to happen in our age now, duh. Haha.
****What if you are near to me?****
I would be glad because I will be able to hug you, kiss you, touch your face, caress your hair, and hold your hands. I wish you were here.
That's all!
While answering some of these questions made me create scenarios in my head, some of those brought laughter and smiles in my face and some were sad. Sad as I felt dismay at the things I visualized haha don't mind me gals/guys, I am always like this, hurting myself(overthinking at its finest XD). Yet, I will be able to move on after some minutes or hours. Then i'm gonna remember it all over again and move on again. Ulit ulit lang ako ganern. Skl. Hahaha.
Time to study again! :>
**How are you? Hope you are all doing good! Stay safe! :)**
Benswap: My Trading Experience (a noob)
I wrote this for almost 3 days, wuuut?! haha because I was busy scanning our google classroom, checking deadlines of our requirements, reading some lessons and watching video presentations for a few minutes! Tapos konting landi. Haha. And also, I was distracted by airdrops haha as well as what is happening on benswap with smartBCH tokens. I keep checking the prices of the tokens I bought as I do trading there haha.
Today, **September 09**, checking my wallets was the first thing I did when I woke up to see if my order limit was hit or if the price pump/dump.
Then it comes to my mind to buy other tokens but just a few cents or dollars. Playing safe. Invest what you can afford to lose. Haha. I can say that I'm not that much of a risk-taker haha.
Lemme share my trading experience with the MAZE token. Well, I have shared about this in noisecash this morning. I bought **10,000MAZE worth 0.00137BCH**.
Also, traded with other tokens. This happened at 5:00 am. I closed the metamask app and watched some videos and scrolled my other social media. Later on, I cooked our breakfast then ate. At 9:00 am, I decided to check the prices of the tokens I bought.
Then to my surprise, my **0.00137BCH turned to 0.09BCH** within 4 hours, it was huge for me. So what I did was sell the 9,000 of it then buy it back after some minutes.
This is my next trade, I bought **10,000 MAZE worth 0.0386BCH** then sold half of it worth **0.0695BCH**. I have now 6,000MAZE.
After this trade, metamask got the maintenance, so I just leave the app again and when the system is back to normal, I checked the price and it was still down, so I bought 7,000MAZE (I wasn't able to take a screenshot of it but I'm sure it is worth 0.008BCH) until I decided to do some things and sleep.
Now, **September 10**, I swapped **7,000MAZE** as I saw the price increase. As you can see it is **worth 0.0197BCH**. Then I waited for a good entry for me to buy back and you can see in the image below that I swapped **0.00783BCH** **for 10,000MAZE.**
`Not related: I bought a few $EBEN, with $2.4 each as my guts telling me that it will pump, and I will sell it. After some hours I saw it in $2.5, so I guess it will go up. I left it there. I stopped checking the metamask app and decided to watch a vlog about cryptos.`
Today, **September 11**, as I woke up I checked the price of $EBEN. I blinked my eyes 5 times and I got fully awake after I saw that it was dumped. Hahaha. Also, I remembered that I was writing this haha so I continued.
This afternoon around 1 pm, I checked the price of $MAZE if it's time to sell. Well, it increased almost doubled but my guts are telling me to wait more haha... okay let's check again later.
At 5:00 pm, after taking a bath, talking to @mommykim via video call in Messenger, and cooking our dinner, I checked again and decided to swap the **10,000MAZE for 0.0211BCH**.
**That's all.**
I have read some articles earlier but I was interrupted as I attended our virtual '*kumustahan*' with my co-marketing students. Hopefully, I can read more tonight as I will study tomorrow and do some requirements that the deadline is next week. Akala mo masipag na estudyante! XD
Thank you for reading! ❣
Keep safe, everyone!
Thank you for everything!
Is it really good to live? Maybe for those people who have seen their worth? To those who are living a happy life? Being accepted and loved by their loved ones?
**Dear parents,**
*Thank you for everything you've done for me. Thank you for regretting that I was born, for feeding me that against your will, blaming me for every mistake I made, for being mad at me because I can't excel in school, for not seeing that I'm giving my best shot, and for comparing me with other people. Thank you for not asking if I'm okay and for telling me that I'm a useless daughter. Still, thank you for letting me witness how the world is beautiful and felt like my presence was destroying it.*
**Dear siblings,**
*Thank you for always avoiding me when I wanted to talk to you. When I want to share my problems about my studies and friends. Thank you for ignoring me when I ask you something. Am I like the wind?*
**Dear friends,**
*Thank you for being my friends. Are you? Most of the time you are bringing me down instead of encouraging me. It really hurts because I thought that you are all true friends. You always have me whenever you need me but you cannot be found when I need you all. Is saying "cheer up" consumes your time a lot? I'm sorry for being like this. Don't worry, I will not disturb you again.*
**Dear babe,**
*You are always excluding me from your priorities after you said that I will be in top though I didn't plead. I didn't ask you anything from the start because I said that I may not give you what you want. But then you insisted on entering my life without assurance. And now that I love you so much and giving you my all, it's like nothing for you. You have said that you will care for me and love me no matter what happens, in our first months but you've changed. Am I not enough? What happened to your promises? Ah yeah, is a promise made to be broken, eh? Thank you for telling me that I'm just overreacting and being sensitive everytime I share some of my problems with my family. Hopefully, you will find your happiness with someone.*
*I know, I am no longer here once you have read this. I hope you are all happy without me. I am sorry for my existence, this is the last day. I am sorry to be born, for not being a daughter, friend, girlfriend, or a person that you wanted to.*
*Thank you for everything.*
**~ Gel**.
**Obviously, this is not my story. I don't want to write this but my fingers seems to like writing about this one. Hehe. Sorry. Hopefully, no one is experiencing this. It feels like no one is loving you and your existence was just a sin. Aigoo. This is sad**.
Thank you for reading! ❣
Oh by the way, finally, me and my sister Carisdaneym2 were able to let our youngest sister join readcash. And, I think some of you already see her in your notification. Welcome here monggi, @Zeya. 😆
Feel free to welcome and read her first published article. Here: **City and Province****.** Thank you! :) https://read.cash/@Zeya/city-and-province-b57e328e
I can't resist
Have you ever been tempted? I guess all of us. There is something in you that you don't want to do but you can't stop yourself from doing it. The feeling inside you is like the gushing of flame and you can't do anything about it but comprehend it. So, few days ago I had a conversation with a friend who is addicted to coffee like me. I told her that I stopped drinking coffee(just stopped drinking everyday! I still drink sometimes as I can't stop myself. Haha) because of some complications I experience. So, she recommended a nescafe gold, I'll give it a try. Then now, I decided to share the drinks and foods that I can't resist.
These are some...
**Coffee**
I told myself that I should stop drinking coffee. You know, I'm avoiding coffee because I become acidic and it causes me to palpitate. But I can't help it as I am addicted to it. Before, I was drinking coffee three-four times a day! Now, I drink coffee 3 times a week. Sometimes 2 times per day if I smell the aroma, damn! and so I can't resist it. Coffee is life!! Haha.
**Salted Egg| Chicharon| Smoked Fish| Tomatoes** (*Perfect Combi!*)
Sheeemss!! Why am I thinking about these foods right now? I'm craving it! Thinking about them watered my mouth. I am on a diet but if these are the foods on our table, I'll skip a day! The temptation brought by these foods, I can't withstand. Arrrghh! Hahaha.
**Coke!**
I always stop myself from drinking softdrinks as it is too sweet for me and causes me to puke, everytime I drink. But the spirit coming from it while opening the bottle feels like shouting my name and saying "drink me". Kidding! Well, seriously, whenever I see coke in our refrigerator, I can't stop my hand from opening it and filling my cup.
**Mango fruit** *with sauteed shrimp paste*
Before, I could eat upto 1 kilogram of this fruit. But now, if I eat too much mango, I get a toothache. Haha. I've been craving for this since last month hahaha. Whenever I see it in our table or refrigerator, I will surely get some and keep it so I can eat later on. Haha. You know, some of my siblings will eat all of it as long as they see it. Hmm.
**Sundae**
This is all I wanted. Chaarr. Whenever I eat in Jollibee, sundae must always be present! Like coke, I know this is sweet, I know I will be puke but I just can't avoid it!!
**Sopas** (*Macaroni soup*)
Everytime I cooked sopas, this is the serving I ate. Share ko lang! Haha. Too small, right? Hahaha. I don't want to be bloated as my tummy gets big but the creaminess of sopas calling meeee! What to do? I cannot. Hahaha. Is this really a goodbye in my abs? I guess yeah, they are gone now. It is replaced by baby, sister, brother, mommy, and daddy fats! XD happy family!
Okay, it's been 5 days since my last post here. I guess? Though I'm not yet busy in school but already have some classes. I want to write here but I want to focus on my studies too. So, yeah I will just visit here and read some articles from time to time. Sorry if I am not able to attend yours 'coz it might be in the bottom of my notification. Thanks for understanding! Hopefully, all of you are still having fun despite this situation we are in.
Time to cook again! Huhu. I'll be back! See you.
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More questions...
Few days ago, I saw this in @Expelliarmus30's article and I want to answer some questions too. You can find it here. It has 350 questions. https://conversationstartersworld.com/good-questions-to-ask/
I was supposed to write this yesterday but I had fun watching videos in Tiktok, scrolling on my news feed at Facebook and also I made my assignment. Haha.
That's all! Thank you for reading! Hahaha kidding! Let's start answering the 15 questions I chose out of 350. I actually pick more than 20 questions (those I want to answer) but it would be too many haha so let's stick to the top 15 that I have picked.
Here we go...
****What food is delicious but a pain to eat?****
I can't name a delicious food because there are so many, it also depends on cooking or making it. And any food that is delicious is a pain to eat if it's super hot. Hahaha.
****Who was your craziest / most interesting teacher?****
It was **Sir R**. I like how he explain the lessons with humor. He is so fresh, smart, cute, neat, and smells so good. XD I like his smile. Completing my day. How I miss you, Sir. It is sad that I'm not able to see you in the online world.
****What’s the oldest thing you own?****
**My pink cap**. I don't remember exactly but I know this is more than 10 years. I really like this.
****What has someone borrowed but never given back?****
**Money**. Hahaha. My ex's older sister borrowed money from me 8 months ago. She promised to pay me after 2 weeks from the time she asked for it but it is now in 8 months. Hmmm. Let's forget about it. XD
****What was the last photo you took?****
Ta-daaa. It was taken early this morning. Again, I forgot to upload it on noise. 🤦♀️ Why am I being forgetful? Sign of aging. Aigoo. Haha.
****What’s the spiciest thing you’ve ever eaten?****
The **chili** itself. I remember when I was in primary school, me and my other classmates were betting on eating chili. Whoever can eat the whole chili, will win. I forgot how much it is but I'm sure it is not more than 20 pesos ($0.40).
****What makes you roll your eyes every time you hear it?****
"I can't live without you." Ayaw ko nalang mag talk. Hahaha.
****Should kidneys be able to be bought and sold?****
If I remember correctly, we had a case study about this given by Professor R. It is about the willingness and availability of kidneys and it should be done legally.
****What’s your cure for hiccups?****
**Water**. But I always ask my siblings to **startle** me so the hiccup will go away. Haha. *Are you doing this too?*
****When was the last time you slept more than nine hours?****
**Last night**! Haha. It was a good sleep! 9 hours and 42 minutes! See. It's more than 9 hours! XD thanks to the cold weather.
****What’s something that all your friends agree on?****
"Let's have unli wings!" My squad loves chicken wings. Haha. I miss them!
****What outdoor activity haven’t you tried, but would like to?****
**Hiking**! I have never been able to hike. Ah no, I've been once but not for us to enjoy but because we need to interview someone who is working at the mountain. So we had no choice but to follow him. It causes me muscle pain as I didn't expect it, haha but I had fun. Hopefully, when this pandemic has gone, I can hike with my siblings or friends.
****How do you make yourself sleep when you can’t seem to get to sleep?****
Usually, when I can't sleep, I am thinking that I am sleeping. Haha. Here is the thing, **I will just close my eyes and imagine that I was lying on my bed, sleeping.** But if I can't sleep because of my irritation, I will get my earphone and play some music.
****Who do you feel like you know even though you’ve never met them?****
**One of my virtual friends**. When we met, you know, there is the feeling that we've known each other for a long time, that we have met before. She said, maybe in our past life? Haha.
****What did you Google last?****
**Dora's height**. Haha. I searched for it because my friend told me that I and Dora the explorer have the same height. Lapastangan na kaibigan, akala mo anlaki niya ii. XD
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These past few days, I am preoccupied with things I do not know haha. If you have noticed, I am not active here and in noisecash. Well, our classes have started but we just had few activities. I expect that we will be busier in the next few weeks.
I only visited noisecash, made a post, liked posts and checked my notification in readcash for just a few minutes then out again because I wasn't in the mood to read articles nor write. Then do some household chores. Now, I just feel like sharing what I've watched on Facebook, this will be a short article haha. Credits here: **No One Cares.** https://www.facebook.com/OfficialCaresOneNo/videos/259659269336861/
It says there that the first word you see in each box(there are three) will reveal a lot about yourself. So, lemme share mine because I find it somehow accurate. XD
The first word I saw is **humble.** Oh, yeah. I see myself as humble, except when I'm in the expression of overconfidence wahaha. Before, when I was in highschool and others told me that I am smart, cute, kind and generous, I just said, "no I'm not." Haha.
And now that I'm in college, when they say, "you are smart", I will say, "that's when I was in highschool". I didn't see myself being humble about this because I'm no longer one. XD
The second one is **nurturing**. I want others to see me who cares for some people and encourages them. Which is what I'm doing, sometimes? Haha.
Lastly, **productive**. Though I am a lazy lady today, I feel like I will be productive in my future. I need to!
So, that's all! Maybe you want to try it to discover something about yourself. Just watch it here. https://www.facebook.com/OfficialCaresOneNo/videos/259659269336861/
So, how do you see yourself as a person?
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Thank you, next!
I actually don't have a plan to write about what kind of exes I have, which I read first in Mareng @Marinov's article but yesterday I have read @MissJo's article. So then, I decided to share what kind of exes I had. Hahaha.
I had a lot of exes(malanding tunay haha), I already shared about it here. But I will just share some of them. XD https://read.cash/@dziefem/its-you-my-love-269f73d9
*****Shy type*****. My one week boyfriend. (Opo, isang linggong pag-ibig). My first ever published article is about us, how we became a couple until we broke up haha. He is my first boyfriend. Whenever I come closer or talk to him, he will just look somewhere else then smile. He is cute, especially when he smiles. I like his dimple. Makes me want to pinch his cheeks haha. A not so tall boy before but after 2 years, he became tall and not cute anymore as he became handsome. (I'm just seeing him way back as we are in the same school) He is my crush actually and he confessed that he has a crush on me too. Imagine, he courted me for a month, yeah only a month but we just lasted in a week. Hahaha. Anyway, I haven't heard about him for years now.
*****The timer girlfriend*****. She is kind and sweet. She made me fall for her flowery words. We are good for about a month in our relationship. Then one day, I saw a girl who kept commenting on her post. So, I asked her who it could be. And I'm right it's her ex, but but but... when I checked the profile of that girl that she said is her ex, I saw a post that they are celebrating six months for being together and they are too sweet in the comment section. Like wtf! Haha. Okay, fine goodbye! I will look for another! Tuloy ang paglandi! 🤣
*****The timer boyfriend*****. I don't remember how long we have been a couple. He is kind but a playboy. He said to me that I'm the only one and I don't need to worry, he looks sincere so I believe him. One time I saw him with a girl, he told me that it was just her cousin. Then the following day, I received a call from an unknown number and was introduced as his girlfriend. The girl said to me that I should stop communicating with her boyfriend. Girl, even if you didn't say that, I will! After that incident, I never talked to him. As if we don't know each other when we meet in the hallway.
The two exes that I really considered as my ex. XD
*****Hardworking*****. My boyfriend of almost 5 years. Uhm, 4 years and 10 months to be exact. He is a hardworking man, that's what I like about him the most. He is also a working student like me and there are times that he provides for the needs of his family and the allowance of his siblings. He is kind, always willing to help anyone. He has respected me for years. I will not share what is the reason of our break up. *Hint: I'm not ready*. Then he told me he will wait for me but he got a new girlfriend after 7 months. Hmmm so okay, I will flirt again! Haha. Aba!
*****Generous*****. My girlfriend of 2 years. She is sweet, smart, caring, mature but when it comes to me she becomes immature and childish haha. She always spoils me. One of the reasons that we always argue is that she didn't let me pay for our food. So, what I am gonna do is say "*okay, let's not eat if I'm not the one who will pay*". Then she just answered, "*eh? Okay, your treat. Hmm*." She always like that and her reason is I'm a working student and she told me that I need to save. But girl, give and take is a must! She also used to treat some of our friends when they asked her. Also, in printing some of our assignments, she volunteers to print them for free as she owns a printer. She didn't accept our payments but I always forced her to get mine or else we would fight. We broke up because she became toxic. I tried so many times to fix it but nothing changed. So, it is better to end it up instead of worsening it. We are still friends.
That's all!
I already moved on from them. It is just that, they gave me good memories, they made me happy and cared for me(not all of them haha). I had a great time with them, I guess? Haha. And I learned from them too. Maybe? XD
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Let's make our own fate (Part II)
Do you remember my article entitled: "**We can't be together**"? I wrote it a month ago. **It's a fiction story**. Then in my next article, I've said that I won't be able to give a sequel because of some reason. https://read.cash/@dziefem/mango-float-ce00401e
But yesterday, I felt like I wanted to give a happy ending to Gems and Pen. So, why not? Haha. They will make their own fate. Kahit dito lang sa story! XD
If you haven't read **part 1**, here it is: **We can't be together.** https://read.cash/@dziefem/we-cant-be-together-7ca17011
Just if and only if you want to better understand this piece, read the part one first. Haha.
**After Pen and Gems decided to be just friends, they kept communicating. As a friend with a bit of flirting. XD But, they are both aware that they are just friends and cannot go beyond. They both agreed to remain as friends no matter what happened**.
As time goes by, they didn't notice that their feelings for each other became more crucial, **they are falling in love much deeper than before**. As Penelope doesn't want it. **She decided to cut ties with Gems**. Even just a friend. (*Paano naman kasi, sabing friend lang pero ang lalandi. Hahaha. -author*)
A goodbye conversation:
**Pen:** As much as I wanted to stay because I love you, I really cannot. I'm just gonna hurt you as I know that I'll leave. It is so unfair on your part. If I stay longer, it will become more complicated for us. I hope you'll read this. I guess this will be my last message for you? I love you, love.
**Gems:** Thank you. Hopefully, we can be friends in the future. See you! I want you to know that I'm happy to know you, to love you. I won't regret that I met you, hopefully, you too. Let me say for one last time, I love you so much, love! I will miss you. Take care as always! Don't abuse your body. Be happy! :)
`After a day... Pen messaged Gems.`
The come back of a not officially couple! XD
**Pen**: It really hurts, love!
**Gems**: It is, love!
(*Parang mga tang4. HAHAHA. -author*)
**Pen**: I want you to come back!
**Gems**: You are the one who left, remember?
**Pen**: I'm sorry. I am not able to eat nor sleep and just cried all night. It is so hard to forget you. I realized how much I love you. I can't lose you, love. :(
**Gems**: No. You will come back then leave again because you think we can't be together as we were both pretty girls? Well, you are prettier. (*Sorry, readers can't think of Gems reply haha*)
**Pen**: Please, love. I won't leave you again. I am now willing to love you, to take a risk, and I will not be scared of what other people are gonna think. Give me a chance.
**Gems**: Okay, welcome back!
**Pen**: That's it, love? Ah, nevermind. Thank you, my love!
**Gems**: Please don't do this again, love! I love you so much. I'm so hurt when you said your goodbye. If you have a plan to leave again, don't ever come back!
**Pen**: Thank you, love! ❣ I won't leave you again.
Officially girlfriend!
**Gems**: Where are you, love? Can we meet? I have a question.
**Pen**: I'm in the house, love. You can ask it now.
**Gems**: No love. I want to ask you personally.
**Pen**: Hmm okay, let's meet on the bench where we first met.
**Gems**: Great, see you there at 3:00 pm, love!
`Gems come first in the meeting place.`
**Pen**: My looooveee, I'm here! *(smiled)*
**Gems**: Hello, love! *(widely smiled)*
**Pen**: So, what is it, love?
**Gems**: Uhm, you said you are ready now to take a risk?
**Pen**: Yes, love. I am now willing.
**Gems**: Can you be my girlfriend now? My official girlfriend. Be mine and let's make our own fate, love.
**Pen**: Yes, of course! I'm all yours, love. We will make our own fate even if the world seems against us.
***And they hugged and kissed each other.***
End.
Let me share this poem I made and posted in noisecash 2 weeks ago. https://noise.cash/post/1z5wp3z5
**Translation:**
*Yes, there is no certainty, I am also always worried and I don’t deny it. I know everything I have can be lost. Even if it's been so long that you have those things or persons, it's possible to disappear in just a blink of an eye. Not for the reason that you detest it but deliberately not a destiny. Isn't that right or is it just in your mind? But someone said that you don't have to oppose your fate. Instead, follow what you want and make your own.*
`Forgive me for this translation. XD`
Sorry about the ending of this **FICTION**. I don't know how to give a good happy ending hahaha.
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Are you a fan of Taylor Swift?
At first, when we met, I thought we would not have a **Love Story** as I didn't expect to fall for you. Well, we didn't know each other personally but it seems I know you for so long. After just a few days of talking, I became so comfortable with you. I want to talk to you. Then we get to the point of confessing our feelings. You know, we feel that **Sparks Fly**, we happily talking, enjoy each other company.
Then you said this is not right and you are not **Ready For It**. As if this relationship is so **Delicate**. It looks like everything is just a **Wildest Dreams.** Then suddenly, **Everything Has Changed** when you said, "*Let's just end this here.*" That very moment is like an **End Game.** I wish **I** **Forgot That You Existed** and **Exile** the feelings I have for you but it is not that easy.
On the same day, you asked me if we could stop. Then I asked, even just friends? You said, "*We can but not now, maybe when my feelings for you have gone*." Then you farewell. I got **Blank Space** after you said your goodbye. I feel like **I Did Something Bad** but I only know that I did love you. It seems my body was **Death By A Thousand Cuts.** This is like the most **Cruel Summer** I have ever experienced.
**I knew You Were** **Trouble** too because you love me, I don't want you to torture yourself so I approached you. I want you to be fine. I told you, you'll always have **Me!**
The following day, **My Tears Ricochet** when you messaged me unexpectedly says, "*I want to come back to you.*" You did and I consider it as one of **The Best Day** in my life. Things happened, here we are now, we talked again. **Look What You Made Me Do**, I became more addicted to you. My day won't be completed without you.
First thing in the morning, you are the one I want to see. Your pretty face and **Red** lips that I'm **Enchanted** to. I feel so good, it seems that you are **Mine** but no, so then I told myself "*soon you will be mine, I will make you my* ***Lover*** *to finally say,* ***You Belong With Me.***" I am **Fearless** to show how much I love you.
For now, **All You Had To Do Was Stay.** I wish I was there to be your **Cardigan**, to hug you, to give you heat when you are cold.
"You are so **Gorgeous**!" This phrase made you pissed because I keep telling it to you when you already know it. Tsk haha.
Now, **We Were Happy**. :)
`Here's my entry for #promptfactory of Meitanteikudo.`
Obviously, this is inspired by Taylor Swift's songs. :) I don't have a plan to do this but Ate Ruffa pushed me a little bit. XD Ansakit naman nito sa ulo. Haha.
Promise, I did my best but I guess my best wasn't good enough. Hahaha. Yeah, lyrics of a song. XD `Just Once by Quincy Jones`
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Are you good at pretending?
I got the idea of writing this or I say answering these questions after reading @BreadChamp's article entitled: "Examining Myself" https://read.cash/@BreadChamp/examining-myself-249253bd
You are also free to answer all or some of these questions too. Click here. https://advice.theshineapp.com/articles/ask-yourself-these-20-questions-to-improve-your-self-awareness/
Okay lemme answer some out of 20 questions, lezzgo...
**What am I good at?**
Loving you hahahaha. In cooking! Haha. Like I always say, I'm the Chef here. Then my family and other relatives(when there's an occasion) give positive feedback most of the time haha. And because of that, I find myself being good at it. 'Cause, why not? Haha.
**What am I so-so at?**
Hmmm. Singing and dancing. I can do both but neither I'm not good nor bad. Though some people say, I am good at singing and also at dancing, still, it's so-so for me.
****What am I bad at?****
I'm pretty bad when it comes to pretending. I can't hide my feelings.
**What makes me tired?**
Doing household chores. Who wouldn't get tired of doing it? Pabless! XD
**Who are the most important people in my life?**
My family. We are not perfect, we argue a lot of times, we have a lot of misunderstandings. Still, I can do almost everything for them. But there are exemptions and one of them is choosing who I will love. Well, they let me choose and supported whoever I love. ❣
**How much sleep do I need?**
8 hours! But I rarely have it as I always wake up at 3:00 am whatever time I sleep. -.-"
**What relaxes me?**
Talking to my love haha. Usually, music. When I get stressed, mad, or irritated, I just listen to music to calm myself, and sometimes I write to release it.
**What’s my definition of success?**
Doing your best and getting through the day.
****How do I want others to see me?****
A happy and strong person. I don't want someone to see me sad and weak. I often smile. Even if I'm alone, haha crazy.
**What makes me sad?**
These days, this fckn' pandemic makes me sad. But still, manage to smile as I'm looking on the bright side.
**What makes me happy?**
There's a lot. I am the type of person that even a simple greeting from someone makes me happy.
**What makes me angry?**
So many things and one of those is the people who degrade others!
**What type of person do I want to be?**
A good one, of course. I may be a bad human being but I am trying my best to be a good one. Promise. Believe me. Haha.
**What type of friend do I want to be?**
A funny friend. I like seeing my friends laughing because of my jokes haha.
**What do I think about myself?**
I think I'm sexy, pretty, yummy, and overconfidence! HAHAHA. Ignore this one! 😆 yawa ako.
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Thank you for more than 2 years, babe!
Acceptance is the key.
Have you ever been experienced being left without notice given? That it leaves you hanging. You don't know what to do?
Lemme share my experience about it.
I need to accept that you're gone. I need to let you go even if it hurts because I don't have another choice.
My letter to you...
Hi babe, it's been more than two years that we have been together. Two years and 7 months today to be exact. I'll cherish those moments I had with you. You were always there everytime I needed you. We made a lot of memories, in bad times and in good times. I didn't know that you'd leave me like this. You know, I'm not ready. I hope you at least let me be prepared. This is so unfair! I'm not blaming you though. Because it was my fault that you are gone. I made a lot of mistakes. So, I should accept the consequences. I deserve it.
I just want to say thank you for everything. You did well. I am sorry for all the bad things I have done to you. I should have cared for you. This will not happen if I just love you more. I am sad that I can't do anything to get you back. It hurts even more to replace you but I need to. I guess this is goodbye. Thanks again and I'm sorry, babe! I hope you'll forgive me.
I am going to introduce to you my babe.
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This is my babe, my phone. It left me yesterday after 2 years 😭. HAHAHA.
As you can see, the screen is full of cracks. I wasn't able to touch it after that line appeared. I posted in noisecash about this last night. Haha. See photo below. https://noise.cash/post/l0j2v0jx
Update: the line is spreading like a virus. It has more lines now. Hahaha. I'm so sorry babe, you got infected! 😭😆
Some of my mistakes:
*I always let it fly and fall. XD*
*I even intentionally threw it. My bad.*
*I'm using it while charging.*
*I overused my phone.*
Because of my carelessness, it's gone. I'm not ready because I'm so stupid that I didn't save my seed phrases in each wallet I have. Luckily, my bitcoin.com wallet was backed up and my Binance is safe too (phew, thank you self for not forgetting the password!). But, some of my wallets can't be recovered. Goodbye to my tronlink wallet (good thing I have transferred some in my binance, pero sayang talaga yung naiwan don haha. Even my useless forex account because I forgot my password 🤦♀️) trust wallet (to those coins I invested into.) and others. Haha. So nice. XD Tanggapin ang acceptance! (Credit sa vlogger na nagsabi nyan haha).
Also, I didn't save my seed phrase here at readcash and I didn't import it in my bitcoin.com wallet so I need to create a new wallet as I'm using a different phone now haha. Goodbye $4.72! Mwa. XD
Not just that, some of my files were there. Though I was able to transfer some in my laptop. Some of the pictures that I want to keep. Lucky me, I got backed up with other pictures. I lost my copy of my favorite photographs. A feeling photographer that wannabe one, someday. Haha.
Back to my broken phone, I was so bored yesterday because, before that night, I formatted my spare phone as I'm planning to give it to my older brother. So, no games and other applications can be used. I only used the browser to open my Facebook account and chatted with my love and friends and told them what happened. Then later on, I decided to install Facebook lite as I'm so annoyed to keep refreshing the browser hahaha. Aside from that, I'm using it while charging to keep it alive haha because it shutting down whenever it wants to.
I keep trying to touch my broken phone as I'm still hoping that it will work and get all my important files there. Until this time. But I guess I need to move on. I need to let go. So yesterday in the afternoon, at 3:00 pm. I asked my brother to accompany me to buy a new phone. I got my money from my older sister (I asked her to keep it, a year ago haha) and then I withdrew some.
Well, an online class is waving too so I will have my new babe. XD
Sorry for my drama, fellas! Haha.
Thank you for reading! :)
See me at noise.cash too: https://noise.cash/u/dziefem
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It's you, my love.
Yay. Today was supposed to be our first day of class but due to some problems in enrollment. It has been moved. Some of my classmates say (according to their source, sana all may source haha) that our classes will start at the end of August. Well, it's fine with me. Why not move it to October again? Hahaha.
Okay, because of that. I am able to write this article. This is just about the slambook questions that began by mareng Zhyne06. Then I have read from mommykim, Sequoia, OfficialGamboaLikeUs, BreadChamp, and others. So, I decided to answer too. Haha. Want to answer some of these questions too? Click here. https://questionsgems.com/slam-book-questions/#Slam_Book_Questions_2021
Here we go...
I have answered this in one of my comments to bbmars Sequoia. The last lie I told was "*I'm fine*". Everytime that someone asks how I am, I always say that I'm fine even if not. It's just that I don't want to spread negativity and be a burden. Aside from that, I can handle it on my own. (?)
Hmmm. I had none. I made poems for others. Never wrote for myself and no one wrote for me either. Haha. But recently, I have received a letter written for me. A sweet one from my friend. Yiiieee. XD
In front of it, of course! I love acting haha and I'm not good behind the camera even writing a script! Tsk.
Century Tuna spicy flavor! I can eat it, everyday! Haha. Fight me. XD
Thrift clothes. Yesterday, me, my older sister, and our parents went to my niece's thrift store which is their house. Hahaha. I bought some shirts.
Before, I usually spent more than I saved. Did I even save money back then? Haha. But now, I have more savings and rarely spend. If it's just necessary only.
So far, it is when I disobeyed my father and fought for the relationship I had with my ex-girlfriend. As my father doesn't want me to have a girlfriend, he wanted me to break up with her. That was the same day that I introduced her to my family. But I didn't break up with her and didn't tell her about it. My father kept telling me to end our relationship until one day he stopped and just supported me haha. We lasted for 2 years. It has a different reason. Now, I'm inlove with someone else. Don't get jealous, my love. XD
I'm single but emotionally taken. To be honest, I don't remember exactly how many relationships I had. Haha. Sorry! I only recall that I had 6 boyfriends and 3 girlfriends, only two of them lasted for years. So I only considered that I had two relationships. 1 boyfriend and 1 girlfriend. Hahaha.
It's you, my love. Wala namang why e. Basta alam mo na yon. Hahaha.
Yay! His name is John Paul. He is handsome, tall, kind, cheerful, hard-working, smart, and has a sense of humor. Nasa kanya na ang Lahat mga mare.
Can I be both? HAHAHA. It's hard for me to choose as I want to be a bee and at the same time a flower. Why? Just that. XD
I am still a little. Haha. So, let me change the phrase. When I was a kid, I wanted to be a teacher or a nurse. But as I am getting older, I realized that teaching is not for me as well as nursing because I get easily panicked when I see a lot of blood. Haha.
What if there's no pandemic? Am I able to meet readcash? Bitcoin cash? Other cryptocurrencies? Amazing people? Virtual friends? You? If there's no pandemic, there is a big chance that I will not meet readcash as I have had a part-time job before.
Hey, 16-year-old me! Can you keep your secret as a secret just to yourself?! Don't tell anyone! They're gonna take advantage of you. I wish I could go back!
Hmmm. When I got the best actress title. Haha. We had a role play. My role as a saleslady is to get mad(so easy for me XD) at a bad customer who keeps messing around, disarranged all the items he touches, and is not going to buy anything! I will not share my line as it was full of bad words. Who wrote the script?!! Yawa ka. Charot. Haha.
"*Okay, love.*" That's my response to the message "*I'll call. Sing for me or let's just talk about anything. Maybe I will fall asleep.*" After 55 minutes of talking and singing a little bit, I heard snoring. Hahaha kidding, sleep well! For your information readers, I am not good at singing! XD
That's all!
I need to cook again and attend in meeting at 6:00 pm. See you later!
Thank you for reading! :) ♥
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Don't let others existence stress you
These past few days, I have been stressing myself because of one person. Everytime the name of this person appeared on my screen, I got irritated and it reminded me of what this person is doing. I cannot take it anymore.
So, it was August 10, I asked my brother to go bike riding with me(I have mentioned it in my previous article) as I feel like I need to relax, to feel better and to think about what triggers me(is it even worth my time?). I want to remove the negativities inside my body and clear my mind as well about this matter. You know, it makes me older and gives wrinkles on my face. I don't want it. I need to maintain my 12 years old face. Hahahaha. Don't hurt me guys/gals! You may scroll now. XD https://read.cash/@dziefem/the-lazy-lady-became-lazier-76ec5463
We laughed after I said the "1,2,3 smile" and took the picture. "Can we see our smiles? We are wearing facemasks hahaha" well, I guess we can see it through the eyes. :)
The plan was only me and my brother but my father joined us too. I enjoyed that morning even though I got muscle pain haha. I asked my brother and father to visit my late grandparents in the cemetery before we go home. So we did. I also mentioned this in my previous article. I sweat a lot when we arrived at home. Such a nice feeling! Wooooh. XD
Okay, moving on. While riding on a bike, I have these thoughts "*why am I stressing myself out?*", "*It is no benefit to me anyway, right?*", "*what should I do then*?".
So, from those thoughts I got some realizations
Don't stress yourself because of someone else. If you do, would you get something good? No. So, instead of thinking about them and what they are doing, just **ignore** them (except those unignorable, like those saying bad stuff in you directly, they must be rectified). They are no help in our growth, they just bring us down not because they are saying anything that we don't like but because we didn't stop caring. **Learn to not care** about those kinds of people who give a negative impact on you. **It is so insignificant in our life to be full of negativities**. Let's be positive!
With these negativities, people can easily **influence us**, **affect our decisions** in life or at worst **manipulate us**. We will not be able to decide or do what we really want if we let these negativities eat us. If we continue minding those kinds of people we will be stressed everyday. So, **free yourself.** I also have talked to some of my friends here and they said the same thing, just avoid and let them be.
`In a different scenario, for example something bad happened to you from the past. But you keep reminding yourself about what happened. It will just keep you stressed. Don't lock yourself in the past. As I said in my reply to one of my friends here, what is done is done. So you must move forward. You must forget it for a while and disassociate with the feelings you had back then. Later on, it will be a memory that won't bother you anymore.`
**Instead of stressing yourself out from someone or something, just focus on the things that make you happy, brighten your mood or think about positive aspects that you want to do** *(to travel? about achieving your dreams? watching movies? Hangout with friends? etc.)*
Maybe I will just focus on the things that make me happy and those that brighten my mood.
*• Talking a friend*
*• Watching funny/inspirational/cooking tips videos, movies or kdrama series*
*• Go for biking at least once a week*
*• Reading articles here on*
• *Make some noise at noise.cash (even though I'm not that noisy XD)*
*• Listen to music (I always do especially when I'm angry, it helps me to calm XD)*
*• Think about happy moments*
*• etc. XD*
**That's all!**
**You. How do you cope with your stress? From someone or something? Mind to share?**
How are you all? I hope you are in a good condition! Keep safe. Have a healthy heart and mind! Stay positive but not in covid! Alam kong walang kasiguraduhan ang lahat pero isa lang ang sigurado ako, iyon ay nakakakita ka pag nabasa mo 'to. Hahaha. Pasensya.
**Thank you so much for reading! :) ♥**
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The lazy lady became lazier
Typing these words is hard for me. Hahaha whatta super duper extra lazy me! I don't know why I am being like this for three consecutive days. I don't like it but I love it. Haha.
I don't like it as I am being unproductive here at readcash but I'm loving it as I am doing nothing! XD forgive me. But there is something in me missing to write fiction stories. Sana sapian ako ng kasipagan magsulat. Come to meeee!
For now, I'm just gonna share what happened in the past 3 days.
**On the first day**, this is the day that I got my nail polished. I even posted it in my noise.cash account but i'm gonna share it here again haha. https://noise.cash/post/1m38zpkn
To my readcash friends, who haven't seen it yet. What can you say? HAHA.
This is also the day that I asked my mother to cook as the Chef which is me (hahaha amfeeling ko talaga) because I don't want to ruin my nail polished on its first day! So, I'm the Queen that day! HAHA.
**The next day**, my brother, father, and I went biking. I also made a post on noise.cash about it. It caused me muscle pain. But it was worth it as I enjoyed it! https://noise.cash/post/1q3xxgj5
Before we went home, I asked them to visit my grandparents.
Hello, Lolo and Lola! Sana masaya kayo dyan! Mwaa!
Also that day, I have something in my mind to write about. But due to my laziness, I wasn't able to finish it. Supposed to be published the same day! So, instead of forcing my little brain, I decided not to do it, just saved it on my drafts, and will finish it when I feel like it.
**On the last day**, which is yesterday. Me and my sister Carisdaneym2 decided to go to the supermarket to buy the goods needed in our house. She also posted it on noise.cash. https://noise.cash/post/lwrx67g6
We spent almost 5,000php($100). It came from our allowance for being scholarships.
Our older brother accompanied us. He is the one who is pushing and pulling the cart. Napagod nga yata namin siya dahil paikot-ikot kami sa loob ng supermarket kasi nakalimutan ko maglista ng mga dapat bilhin. XD So in exchange,we said to him to get whatever he wants and he just gets coffee, shampoo and asked me to buy Tanduay ice vodka. I said, "ano pa kuya? Gusto mo niyan? Kuha ka lang dyan haha" but he keeps shaking his head off. Minsan lang 'to kuya may bayad na sa susunod haha. Char!
Fastforward...
Then we got home, I guess it was past 12 in the afternoon, we received a message from my older sister. She said, "gayak na sasama sa WalterMart". At first, I didn't respond as I decided to not go with them. Only my father, brother, and sister. But after 30 minutes, she called me. Then I told her that I will not go with them but she forced me as we will buy a phone for my father and my phone as well.
We planned to provide payment for our father's phone but my father doesn't want those available units in the Mall. Haha. While I feel like I still don't need it as my current phone works just fine. Just a little bit of lag and full of cracks in the screen. Kaya pa yan! Haha.
After that, we decided to buy some clothes and other things. I felt so tired yesterday as we walked, walked and walked. Haha. Well, I still had fun even though the arcade was closed, just let's not talk about money. Okay? XD
At 5:30 pm, we decided to eat before going home. My older sister treats us. Yay! I love you and thank you again, Ate! Mwaapsss.
6:30 pm, time to go home!
It's dark now, plus the clouds are forming and it looks like it's going to rain.
On our way home, it rained after I took the picture above. A heavy one. When we were near the house it stopped.
That's all!
Ps. I'm sorry for this nonsense article and laughs! Just imagine that I'm telling you this personally. Kidding! XD
Pps. Sorry for the errors! I'm so lazy to check it. I need to cook now! Hahaha.
Those who read this,
Thank you so much! :) ♥
Woah. I've been inactive for almost 4 days. Haha. I'm sorry gals/guys! This lazy lady became lazier. XD
I will try to read your articles today as much as I can. Be active before our classes start this coming Monday.
Whaaaat? This Monday? I'm not ready. 😆
@dziefem
